Quiet Mate (Katu Wolves #11)
Chapter One
Trinity
I know when I cross into Katu territory because the dead stop following me.
It’s not sudden. Nothing in my life ever is, but the ghosts thin out the way fog does when the sun rises—reluctant, dragging their feet, and whispering last warnings that curl around my ears and sink into my bones. By the time I reach the tree line, there’s only one left.
A young wolf. A male with his throat torn open. His eyes are soft with relief.
“You’ll be safe here,” he tells me, fading away as I take another step forward. I stop anyway. I always do.
Six months alone teaches you caution like nothing else can. Six months of sleeping light, running hard, and pretending the whispers don’t hurt teaches you that safety is temporary and packs are worse than the wilderness when they decide you don’t belong.
The forest smells different here. Lived-in.
The scent of wolves is layered over the scent of even more wolves and other shifters I can’t quite place, not sharp with dominance or rotten with cruelty.
There’s a lot to take in, but somehow, it’s not overwhelming.
The ground hums under my boots, a low thrum of natural magic that makes my wolf stir.
Home, she whispers, hopeful and stupid before I silence her with practiced ease. Home is a lie wolves tell themselves before they’re torn apart by it.
I adjust the straps of my pack and keep moving, skirting the border instead of crossing it. I don’t want trouble. I want food, water, and somewhere to sleep where I won’t wake with a knife at my throat or teeth in my spine.
The dead were right, though. I can feel it in my chest.
Katu Wolves. I’ve heard the name in murmurs and half-spoken hopes. A pack that takes in the unwanted. The broken. The dangerous. Which means they won’t want me.
The snap of a branch is all the warning I get.
I spin, knife in hand, my wolf surging up my spine as two shapes step out of the trees. Both male. Both wolves. Neither hiding their presence.
That’s ... unusual.
One of them is broad and scarred, eyes sharp and assessing. A fighter. The other... The world tilts.
The mate bond hits like a fist to my sternum, knocking the air from my lungs. My wolf howls, wild and desperate, clawing forward with a joy so fierce it borders on pain.
Him. He’s tall, dark-haired, and steady in a way that makes my knees want to buckle. His eyes are a deep, stormy gray, and when they lock on mine, something ancient and unbreakable snaps into place between us.
Mine. I stagger back a step instead.
“No,” I breathe, because fate has a cruel sense of humor and I don’t trust it not to laugh at me again.
The other male swears under his breath. “Shit.”
My mate doesn’t move. Doesn’t bare his teeth. Doesn’t crowd me or reach out. He just looks at me, eyes burning with recognition and something else I don’t want to name but looks strangely like acceptance. And the thought of that scares me more than the thought of rejection ever did.
“I’m Grayson,” he says quietly. His voice wraps around my name even though he doesn’t know it yet. “You’re on Katu pack land.”
I lift my chin, not showing any of the turmoil I am feeling. “I’m just passing through.”
His gaze flicks to the knife in my hand, the worn boots, and the dirty pack slung over my shoulder. To the way my eyes track empty spaces in the trees, where echoes still linger.
“Passing through usually doesn’t smell like running,” he says.
I don’t answer because I don’t owe him anything. The dead are silent now, and the absence is loud enough to make my skin itch.
The other wolf steps forward. “Alpha Caine is going to want to meet her.”
Grayson nods slowly, his gaze never leaving me. “I know.”
I laugh, short and sharp. “I’m not meeting your Alpha. I’m not staying here.”
Grayson finally moves then but not toward me. He steps to the side, opening a clear path back the way I came. “You can leave,” he says simply. “We won’t force you to do anything you don’t want to.”
My wolf screams at him for it. The bond pulses between us, warm and insistent, and I hate it for making me weak.
“Or,” he continues, “you can come with us. No one’s forcing you. You’re not a prisoner. You’re free to make your own decisions.”
His words are meant to reassure me but all they do is drag me back to a time I don’t want to remember.
The first time the dead spoke to me, I was twelve. It was my grandmother’s funeral. Everyone else was crying but I was staring at the coffin because I could still see her sitting on top of it, legs crossed, shaking her head at the priest.
“They never listen,” she’d said fondly.
I laughed. I couldn’t stop it. But that was my first mistake.
By fifteen, the pack knew something was wrong with me. Wolves don’t like things they can’t explain. They like strength, obedience, and silence. I gave them none of those.
The dead followed me everywhere. Old warriors. Stillborn pups. Victims of border skirmishes my pack pretended never happened. Victims of Hunters. They whispered truths no one wanted to hear.
I learned early not to tell, not that it mattered. Fear always finds a way out.
The night they banished me, the moon was full and merciless. My Alpha stood at the center of the clearing, flanked by his beta and the enforcers. My mother wouldn’t meet my eyes, and my father wasn’t there at all. Fucking coward.
“She consorts with spirits,” the beta said, voice ringing with disgust. “She brings them among us.”
I looked around the circle of wolves I’d grown up with, my chest tight. “I don’t control them.”
A murmur rippled through the pack. Fear. Revulsion.
The Alpha’s gaze was cold. “You see the dead.”
“Yes.”
“You speak to them.”
“Yes.”
“You brought a fallen warrior to his mate without our leave.”
“She deserved to know,” I snapped. “He was murdered.”
That was my second mistake.
The Alpha’s lip curled in disgust. “You defy pack authority.”
“I tell the truth.” Silence fell like a blade.
“Truth,” he said softly, “is a weapon. And you wield it without restraint.” I felt it then, the shift in the air, the decision already made. “You frighten the pack,” he continued. “You undermine order. You invite unrest from beyond the veil.”
My wolf paced inside me, snarling. “I was born this way,” I said and my voice shook. “I didn’t choose it.”
“No,” he agreed. “But we, as a pack, get to choose what we tolerate within our pack, and you are simply too unpredictable and uncontrollable.” The sentence came down like a gavel.
“By my authority as Alpha, Trinity Moore is stripped of pack protection and cast out. She is forbidden from returning. Any who aid her will share her fate.”
My mother sobbed but no one stepped forward. No one stood up for me or tried to make the Alpha see sense. I didn’t cry or beg to stay. I just turned and walked into the forest while the dead gathered around me, furious and grieving and helpless.
“They will regret this,” a voice had whispered.
“I don’t know you,” I say now. “How do I know I can trust you?”
“You don’t,” he replies honestly. “But you can walk away at any time and no one will try to stop you.”
“I won’t beg to belong to your pack,” I tell Grayson, the memory still burning behind my eyes. “If that’s what you’re waiting for.”
His jaw tightens, not in anger, but something closer to pain.
“I’m not,” he says. “I swear.”
The other wolf clears his throat. “Alpha Caine’s fair. Our Luna is too. If you’re trouble, they’ll deal with it. If you’re not...”
“I am,” I interrupt flatly.
Grayson’s eyes search my face. “Then you’re in good company.”
The other wolf chuckles.
Something in my chest cracks. I don’t trust him. I can’t—even if I want to—fall into him. But the bond hums between us, steady and unafraid, and for the first time since my banishment, my wolf isn’t screaming to run.
“What is your name?” he asks.
“Trinity.”
“Follow us. Once you’ve spoken to our Alpha, you can decide what you want to do.”
“Fine,” I say, because exhaustion weighs heavier than fear tonight. “I’ll meet your Alpha.”
Relief flashes across Grayson’s face so fast he probably doesn’t realize it.
As we walk deeper into Katu territory, the forest closes around us like a held breath. The dead remain behind, respectful of boundaries they never honored before. I don’t know what waits for me at the heart of this pack.
Acceptance? Rejection? Something worse?
But for the first time in six months, I’m not walking alone. And that might be the most dangerous thing of all.