29. PROFESS #2
I swallow and nod yes. I do. I love her. “Pippa, I’ll never be able to quit you. I need you and yes, I love you,” I confess. Then I lean in and give her a soft, gentle kiss.
When I pull back, her cheeks are flushed and emotion swirls in her eyes.
Hudson turns her face slowly to his with one finger beneath her jaw. He touches his nose to hers. “Janey, you’re impossible not to love.”
Her breath hitches.
“Shit, I was obsessed with you before I truly knew you. And everything I’ve learned about you since has only made my addiction grow.
You’re strong. You’re smart as hell. You protect the people you love without thinking twice.
You care, even when it costs you. You fight.
And you don’t quit. What’s not to love?”
A small tear rolls down her cheek as Hudson plants a tender kiss on her lips. I rub the tear away with my thumb. She turns to me and I plant another small kiss on her, too.
Yeah, my girl needs more praise.
“This is crazy,” she whispers. “First, I don’t cry.” She wipes her other cheek. “Second, I’m not a big fan of men.”
That makes us all laugh.
“I mean it,” she says. “Men are the worst.”
“You won’t get an argument from us,” Hudson says with that charming smile of his.
“Eva has always made sure we knew exactly how badly men have ruined everything. Don’t worry, we are well aware.”
“I knew I liked her,” she chuckles. “Speaking of, should you talk to Eva about us moving in?”
I shake my head. “She’ll be so excited. The house is too big for just us two. She’s wanted Hudson there for years and she loves you. She’ll be thrilled.”
There is a moment of silence as I see the wheels turn in Pippa’s brain.
“Okay,” Pippa finally says.
My whole body lights up. “Okay?”
She smiles. “Yeah, let’s do it.”
We exchange celebratory kisses and a few laughs.
After a moment, Pippa gets serious again and takes our hands, “I’ve never been in love.
I never experienced love as a kid, but I know I’m capable of it because I love Jules and Luna fiercely—with all I have.
The bond I’ve felt with you both these past couple weeks…
After Hudson was shot”—she turns looks at him, then back to me— “and I thought you didn’t want anything to do with me…
it hurt. I felt the loss of you both and it nearly wrecked me.
” She sighs. “When we told you the truth, I just—I never thought we’d tell anyone those truths.
I know that if I can trust you with that…
If the truth didn’t push you away, then, yeah…
I can trust you enough to give you my heart.
“I’ve seen how you love. Your love and protectiveness for Eva, for each other.
I recognize qualities I have and want in that.
So—” She nods like she’s made a decision.
“Yeah, I love you both. I trust you, I care about you, I want you to be safe and happy, I want to protect you, I want to be protected by you…and that’s what love means to me. I love you.”
“Thank fuck,” Hudson says, taking her mouth in a searing kiss. They chuckle as they break the kiss.
When it’s my turn, I lean in and give her a slow, sensual kiss. When she deepens the kiss, the heat rises and she lets out a small moan.
I kiss down Pippa’s neck and move my hand up Hudson’s thigh. “Let’s take this into the bedroom,” I say in a low voice.
We are off the couch and moving to the bedroom, limbs touching, hands roaming until we’re standing next to Pippa’s bed. Mine and Hudson’s shirts are unbuttoned; her sweater is removed. We are taking turns kissing, putting lips on mouths, necks, chests.
“Enzo, it’s time,” Hudson says. “I want you to fuck me.”
My half-hard cock turns to steel in an instant. I take a deep breath. “Are you sure?”
“Fuck yeah. I can’t wait any longer. Please, Enz.” He pulls me into a deep kiss.
Pippa rubs our cocks over our pants. “I’ve been wanting to see this for days now. I’ll get the lube.”
“Fuck, I almost forgot—” I say, breaking our kiss. “I heard from Doc today. Results were clean on all of us." The night Pippa was drugged, she wanted STD tests run just in case. Hudson and I agreed to do the same.
“So, fuck, we can skip the condoms? I’m going to come just thinking about it,” Hudson groans.
“Are you okay with that, Pippa?” I ask.
She tilts her head, seductive and assured, confirming that she is very okay with that.
Hudson undoes his pants, then mine. My eyes roam his body as I lick my lips.
“Pippa, take off your clothes and get on the bed,” I command.
She complies like the sexy little vixen she is.
“Hudson, on your hands and knees in front of her. I want you to service our woman while I get your ass ready.”
Hudson curses under his breath and moves into position.
He and I have discussed our shared desire to explore every possible position together—I want to take him, he wants to take me, I want to be taken by him—I want to try it all.
We are taking things one step at a time, enjoying the discovery of what works for us.
I’m so ready to take this next step with him.
Pippa is in ecstasy as he feasts on her.
Hudson uses some lube so he can have his fingers in her cunt and her ass. Her moans and the sight of the two of them have me almost ready to explode.
I begin to explore his rim. I apply a generous amount of lube before my first finger enters him. He lets out a loud moan. I use my other hand to cup his balls and squeeze a bit—I’ve learned he likes this.
“Shit, fuck, I might come,” he says.
He and Pippa are so responsive, it makes me feel like I’ve been at this for years.
They’ve been building my confidence while I learn about their bodies and my own.
I put a second finger inside and move my fingers in a circular motion to stretch and loosen him.
He’s so tight, I really don’t know how I’ll fit.
Just the idea of squeezing me into his tight hole…
goddamn, I’m leaking just thinking about it.
“You ready, pretty boy?” I grunt out.
He nods his head, saying he is very ready.
Pippa props herself up on her elbows to watch. One thing I’ve learned about my girl is that she really does love to watch us. It turns her on so much.
“Hudson, once I fit my cock into your tight ass, Pippa is going to get beneath you and you’re going to take her. I want to feel you as you wreck our girl. You got it?”
They both moan their approval.
I position myself behind him on the bed and begin to enter him. When my head pushes past the resistance, we both cry out our pleasure. He feels so fucking good.
“Damn it, Hudson. You’re so fucking tight. I—Fuck, this is not going to last long,” I say, panting.
I work myself in and out slowly, gaining slow inches. We are both panting and sweating and cursing.
“You feel amazing, Enz…you’re so big. Jesus Christ, I’m so fucking full. I can’t—I’m not going to last long either.”
Pippa is so turned on watching us. She’s pulling at her breasts, licking her lips, ready.
“Then get inside our girl.”
Pippa moves into position, using a pillow to raise her hips higher.
Once I’m fully buried inside him, Hudson positions her. He pushes her knees up to her chest, then he plunges inside her in one deep thrust. I feel every inch of his pleasure as his ass tightens around me like a vice.
A few stilted moves and several cuss words later, we find a rhythm and it feels so fucking good.
“Enzo, I can…fuck, I can feel every movement you make through Hudson. This feels—Fuck. His piercings. I’m going to come so fucking hard,” Pippa says, breathing heavy.
“How does she feel bare?” I whisper into Hudson’s ear.
“Fucking heaven,” he grunts.
I have one arm wrapped around Hudson’s chest as I ram into him. I use my other to reach down to rub Pippa’s clit. A moment later, she screams in ecstasy. The sound causes me to explode inside Hudson. He follows me over the edge a moment later.
We collapse on either side of Pippa, spent, sated. Pippa showers us with kisses and praise and caresses.
I pull myself up to get warm washcloths for all of us. We clean up and climb under the covers, wrap ourselves around each other, tangled.
Sleep claims us quickly.
For the first time in a very long time, the future doesn’t feel like something to survive.
It feels like something we get to choose.
Something we get to create.
Together.