Chapter 16
SIXTEEN
My mouth hangs open as I stare at Daddy in shock. He knew, and yet he still made me say it out loud.
“Chale can’t smell your arousal.” He shrugs his shoulders. “I wanted to hear you say the words out loud.”
I blink several times as I stare at him. “Wh-what?”
I’m trying to wrap my brain around why he would want to hear me say something like that. Why would he want Chale to hear something like that as well?
“I wanted to hear you say the words. I knew what you were thinking, but you needed to say them to make you more comfortable with everything,” Daddy explains.
“I want you to be more comfortable around other people. We don’t have this aversion to talking about it like you do. We are comfortable with it.”
“Too comfortable,” I mumble.
Chale laughs loudly, and I quickly peek at him before looking back at Daddy.
“We aren’t too comfortable talking about it. There is nothing wrong or bad about talking about sex or the anatomy of each of us,” Daddy points out. “It’s not taboo, and it shouldn’t be thought of as dirty. It’s not and it never will be.”
“Well, sex can be dirty physically with all the liquids getting everywhere, but in the sense of it being dirty bad, it’s not,” Chale chimes in.
I cock my head to the side as I look at Chale. How much liquid is he talking about? There can’t be that much, right?
“You are going to have to get more comfortable with talking about it,” Daddy says matter-of-factly. “Or else you are going to get embarrassed each time, and people will only look at you more.”
I didn’t think about it like that. If I don’t get comfortable, then it will be like with Chale, where we drag it out and I get even more embarrassed.
“I’m going to leave so you can have a deeper conversation with her.” Chale stands. “Thank you for allowing me to ask questions and be around Adryn before I get my girl.”
“One thing to know before you get your girl.” Daddy stops Chale from walking to the door.
I stare at him, wondering what he is going to say.
“Yes?” Chale cocks his head to the side.
“They are not pets, animals,” Daddy says. “She has reminded me several times that, but some human girls might be interested in being a pet. You just have to ask your girl.”
“And the kennel?” Chale asks.
“Keep it if you want and use it, or take the top off and have it more like a crib that women keep the babies in,” Daddy replies. “The sides will hold up if you take the top off. But try it enclosed first to see how she does.”
I look back and forth between them before I open my mouth, but Daddy beats me to it.
“Can you say bye to Chale?” Daddy asks.
“Bye.” I wave and snuggle closer to Daddy.
“Bye, sweet girl.” He smiles and walks out the front door.
Silence fills the room as Daddy and I stare at each other for several seconds.
“Why were you thinking about my tongue?” Daddy asks.
I shrug and look away, not really wanting to talk about this. I shouldn’t have been thinking about it.
“No, you are not going to do that. You are going to answer me with words.” Daddy pulls my head back toward him.
Sighing, I look him in the eyes.
“Why were you thinking about my tongue and the vibrations?” Daddy asks once again.
“I was just thinking about if you wanted more than that or if it was only ever going to be your tongue,” I mumble.
“What was that? I didn’t hear you.” Daddy cocks his head to the side.
But from the way he is looking at me, I know he heard me. He has this smug look on his face.
“Can you repeat it, but a little louder?” he asks. “I didn’t hear you the first time.”
“You did,” I retort.
“I didn’t.”
I suck in a deep breath and look away from Daddy, opening my mouth.
“No, I want you to look in my eyes when you repeat what you said.” Daddy’s voice is firm.
I clench my jaw and look over at Daddy. “I was just thinking about whether you wanted more than that or if it was only ever going to be your tongue,” I say louder with some attitude.
“Are you going to stick your cock in me or even let me lick it, or are you only going to give me pleasure with your tongue and fingers?”
Daddy smirks, and I slowly let out some of my frustration.
“Good girl for saying it louder,” Daddy praises me.
I roll my eyes and look away from him. Daddy doesn’t say anything, and I start to grow frustrated. Is he really going to stay silent? He wants me to talk, but won’t say anything about the matter, and what I am thinking and trying to figure out?
“Well?” I ask, moving my head and scrunching my eyebrows as I look at him.
“Well, what?”
I clench my jaw and flare my nostrils as I take a deep breath in. He can’t be serious.
“Adryn?” he calls out my name.
“Well, what are you going to say about my questions?” I ask. “Are you going to do anything more, or are you just going to mess around with me with your tongue and fingers and nothing else?”
Daddy opens and closes his mouth, but I start talking again before he can.
“I need to know because I don’t want you playing with my mind any more than you already are.
You are making me question everything I know,” I ramble.
“I am curious about what it’s going to feel like and if your cock vibrates as well.
Which, mind you, you didn’t answer when I asked the question.
I know it was shocking, but you can answer the question instead of keeping all the information to yourself. ”
Daddy stays silent once again.
“Fine. I can see that you want nothing more than for me to be your pet and to give pleasure to every once in a while,” I throw my hands in the air.
“That line has been drawn, and I won’t overstep it or ask anything else.
I will try to be your perfect pet so that you can do those things and only those things with me. ”
I don’t know where all of this is coming from, but I’m shocking even myself.
“My feelings aren’t hurt at all,” lie. “I am perfectly fine with this arrangement and—”
Daddy’s lips land on mine as he silences me. My eyes are wide as I look at him, and he pulls back.
“Good,” he mumbles. “Now, let me talk.”
My mouth hangs open as I stare at him.
“I do want you more than sticking my tongue in you and giving you pleasure with my fingers. I want to lay you on my bed and have my way with you, but I didn’t know if you wanted that,” he explains. “I want to go further in our relationship, but I was trying to be patient with you.”
Blinking several times, I try to wrap my brain around everything he is saying.
“There is no line drawn, and there will be no line drawn. Mark my words. There are no boundaries between us, and there never will be.” Daddy grips my chin with his fingers.
“You are mine, just like I am yours. But don’t be mistaken, I am in charge here.
I am going to take care of you in every single way, showing you that I love you and want what’s best for you.
I am your Daddy and will always be your Daddy, and you will always be my Little companion. ”
I open and close my mouth several times, not knowing what to say. I should be mad about him saying he is over me, but I can’t help but melt at his words. He is mine.
“I know this has been a shock, but you are doing so well and I’m here to help you,” he gently says.
“I,” I start, but I stop myself.
“What were you going to say?” Daddy asks. “Tell Daddy.”
But I keep my mouth shut. Instead, I focus on my bladder and how full it is. Daddy normally changes my diaper right away, which means I can get out of this conversation. I start to fill my diaper before looking at Daddy.
“I.” I take a deep breath and look away, kind of embarrassed. “I had to pee really badly.”
He cocks his head to the side and searches my face as I look back at him. I can’t believe I am doing this.
“We can change it in a second,” Daddy replies.
My mouth hangs open, but I quickly recover. “But it feels icky against my skin.”
“And you can feel icky for a couple of minutes while we talk about this. I know what you are doing, and it’s not going to work,” he states.
I close my eyes. I didn’t think Daddy was going to see through this, and I should have thought about it.
“I don’t want to talk about it,” I reply, being honest this time.
“Why?” he asks.
Because I want to tell him to have his way with me and give me all the pleasure. I want him to take me to his bed and put his cock in me.
But I can’t say that.
“I just don’t think I’m ready,” I whisper, but I am ready for him to have his way with me.
I desperately want it.
He searches my face again before nodding. “We will talk about it tomorrow. You have until then.”
My mouth hangs open as I stare at him in shock while he stands and walks over to the changing table.
“You are not going to get out of talking about this. I have a feeling I know what it is, but we are going to talk about it.” Daddy gives me a firm look as he sets me down. “Do you understand?”
Nodding, I lean back, but Daddy keeps me still.
“Words.”
Sighing, I hold back a roll of my eyes. “Yes, Daddy.”
There has to be a way for me to get out of this until I’m really comfortable and not just give me a time to get comfortable with it.
“Let’s go change your diaper.” Daddy pats my bottom.