Chapter 15 #2
“Don’t pick a fight,” Rory said directly to me, raising an eyebrow. “If you turn their relationship into school entertainment, I’ll throttle you in front of everyone. I don’t give a shit about the hierarchy or people’s opinions of me.”
“So you’re both taking their side too?” I scoffed.
“There’s only one side for us, don’t you get that?
It’s us versus everyone else. If we start taking sides against each other, we’ve already lost. We’ll talk about the party at home,” she said firmly, checking her phone to text for a moment.
“D replied and said everything at home’s okay.
A lot of the reporters have left and are probably out front of the school. ”
Knowing Mom was okay gave me a sense of relief, and I took a deep breath before nodding.
“Thanks for checking.”
“He promised to call if something was wrong,” she stated, pocketing her phone and climbing off Tyler’s lap to stand behind me.
Her arms draped around my shoulders as she leaned down to kiss my cheek, her voice softening.
“C’mon, go and apologize to the guys. United front, remember? We’ll figure out a plan.”
“Things need to go back to normal here. We’ve always had weekly parties.”
“We’ll talk about it and make a plan together,” she replied, moving back so I could stand.
“You’re right,” I grumbled, putting an arm around her and making her smirk.
“I’m always right.”
“Sure,” I chuckled, motioning for Tyler to follow so we could find the others.
Lukas
“Wait up,” Jensen called as he jogged after me, and I slowed my steps to give him time to catch up.
“He’s a fucking idiot,” I muttered, shrugging his arm off as he slung it over me.
“Skeet will probably talk him out of it.”
“He’d better. What the hell is he thinking?” I snapped, stumbling as Jensen grabbed my arm and dragged me into an empty classroom, locking the door behind us. “The fuck is your—”
My question was silenced as he pushed me back against the wall beside the door and kissed me, my hands moving to his chest to shove him away, but he grabbed them and pinned them to the wall.
I knew the door was locked, but it was still a concern that someone would see us.
Them knowing about us was completely different to them walking in on us messing around like this.
The panic faded as he kissed me deeper, his body pressing against mine and making me groan as I stopped fighting him. His tongue teased mine as he released one of my hands, making me jerk in surprise as he palmed my cock through my pants.
“Jense—”
“Shut up and let me,” he murmured against my lips, unbuttoning my pants to slide his hand inside.
My hips thrust on their own, a whimper leaving me as his thumb brushed the head of my cock. I watched him as he kissed down my body, my heart hammering in my chest as he got to his knees.
“Oh, fuck,” I groaned, my fingers tangling in his hair as he pulled my cock out and swallowed me, gagging slightly as I thrust a little.
One of his hands grabbed my ass firmly, the other sliding under my shirt to tease my abs.
It was risky doing this here, but there was no way I was asking him to stop now.
My fingers tightened in his hair as I started fucking his face at a slow pace, his eyes flicking up to mine.
“You always feel so fucking good,” I mumbled, one of his hands finding my free one and giving it a squeeze. I went a little faster, needing a release as if it would fix all of my problems.
For five minutes, it honestly would.
He relaxed his jaw as much as possible and let me use him, and when I came down his throat, he swallowed eagerly, holding my gaze.
My muscles were no longer tense, and he gave me a knowing grin as he got to his feet and leaned forward to kiss me.
“Better?”
“I can’t believe you did that at school,” I replied, cupping his cheek and resting my forehead on his.
“I’d do anything to fix your problems. Even choke on your dick at school,” he teased, reaching between us to fix my pants. “Besides, I like sucking your cock.”
“You do?” I asked, his grin widening.
“Absolutely. It’s fucking hot making you squirm. You don’t like my cock in your mouth?”
“I don’t hate it,” I replied as my cheeks flushed.
“I really love your mouth on me. Watching you test what I like is better than any porno in the world.”
“Maybe I’ll have to see what else you like later,” I chuckled, nipping his bottom lip lightly. “We should get to class.”
“I might need to jerk off in the bathroom first,” he grumbled, palming his tented pants.
We waited for a few minutes for him to lose his erection before unlocking the door, my face heating when a few students eyed us as we slipped from the room.
Jensen smirked, wiping his mouth dramatically. “What are you guys staring at?”
One of the girls’ eyes widened, another let out a giggle. Embarrassment crept up my spine, and the third girl elbowed the one giggling.
“You’re making him uncomfortable,” she hissed quietly, shooing her friends away while giving me a small smile.
“What was that?” I muttered, eyeing them until they disappeared around the corner.
“It might have looked like she had your back, but she just wants an invitation to our activities,” Jensen said dryly, taking my hand.
I felt like it was written all over our faces that we’d just been messing around. People glanced at us curiously, and I tried to ignore it, but it was hard.
Why couldn’t I just treat my relationship with Jensen the same as I could with Rory? I didn’t want to be ashamed of my feelings, but it felt like everyone was judging us for it, even if they weren’t.
I let his hand go as my thoughts got worse, and he thankfully didn’t mention it, giving me the space I needed.
I knew it was Mom in my head, but I couldn’t shut her up or stop thinking about it.
We walked into the classroom where we had Business, finding Rory and the guys already sitting at their tables. The tension returned, but then Caden looked over at me with a wince.
“Hey. I’m sorry.”
“Can you repeat that?” I asked lightly, his eyes narrowing.
“I said I’m sorry.”
“What for?”
“For making you cry like a little—” Rory kicked him, and he huffed. “For being insensitive to your concerns.”
“Are you still having a party?” I asked, and Tyler rested his arms on the desk to look around Caden and answered.
“Yes, but we’ll hire proper security. Student ID checks at the door. Most of the Soldiers look older than teenagers so they’ll be pretty obvious anyway.”
It made sense, even if it still made me nervous.
“Do you guys really care if we’re top of the food chain here? Honestly?” I sighed, sitting down at my desk as Jensen pushed it a little by sitting on it and dropping his legs either side of me.
I wanted to scoot back a little and tug him onto my lap, I liked holding him, but I just couldn’t right now.
“No, I don’t give a shit about it,” Caden scoffed.
“The problem is, people will turn on us. Soldiers can get leverage, Rory would become a target all over again, and it’s one less thing we have to deal with if we keep the peace.
We’ve only got six months left in this shithole, dude.
Then we’re out of here and none of it will matter anymore. ”
“I’m happy to burn this place down and say fuck everyone,” Rory piped up, giving Tyler a dirty look when his face lit up. “Metaphorically, baby.”
“I think we should take a match to it,” he grumbled, but he let it go.
“This is a classroom, not a bedroom,” Claire said bitterly as she walked in and sneered at us as if Jensen and I were making out or something, and I forced myself to push down the anxiety.
“Guess you’re lost then. Whorehouse is at the docks,” I deadpanned, making her gasp in outrage.
“You’re one to talk. You’re fucking two people. Unless Holloway and Ty are getting in on that too? Maybe Rory’s not the only one that gets run through like a train.”
Caden laughed, shaking his head a little. “Damn, you think Luke would let me fuck him? C’mon, his standards are way higher than me. No matter how much I beg, he just won’t let me.”
“Luke’s too busy with me,” Jensen grinned, giving her a wink. “I just can’t keep my mouth off him.”
“Wait, you actually suck dick?” she asked with surprise, his grin only widening.
“Can’t be that hard if you can do it.”
“Is this a hoe contest? Because I’d win,” Tyler cackled, smacking a hand on his desk. “I haven’t sucked dick but I’ve stuck mine—”
“Don’t finish that sentence,” Rory warned, halting him.
“My bad.”
Caden rolled his eyes, flicking a hand at Claire. “Go away or I’ll let Rory at you.”
“That’s cute. You think I’m scared of her?” she exclaimed, taking one glance at Rory before taking a step back.
Rory looked ready to strangle her, and I knew if Caden told her to go for it, she would. Thankfully, Claire saw it too and sat in her seat across the room from us without another word.
Students started trickling in as lunch ended, and Jensen swung off the desk to sit beside mine.
I couldn't help but watch him. He really was perfect. I found myself thinking about running my tongue along his neck and jaw, trailing down his chest and abs. I loved how his muscles flexed from my touch.
My cock hardened at the picture of going down on him, and I wondered if he’d let me finger his ass while I did it.
“Uh, Luke?” Jensen murmured, snapping me out of my daydreaming to find him studying me.
“Yeah?”
“Stop looking at me like that or we’re going home,” he warned, dropping his gaze to my pants that were now tented.
I put my arms over it with embarrassment, hearing Tyler or Caden snicker.
“Sorry,” I mumbled, only making Jensen scoot his chair closer to whisper in my ear.
“Don’t be. What were you thinking about? Must have been hot.”
“Later,” I said quickly, needing my dick to go down before anyone else saw it.
I was too damn old to get awkward boners at school.
The teacher arrived and started the lesson, drawing attention away from us. A few people glanced over throughout the afternoon, but no one said anything.
By the end of the day, I was comfortably holding his hand again and the sound of my mother’s voice inside my head had gone silent.
We showered after PE and headed out to the cars together as a group, not surprised to see cameras flashing. My first reaction was to pull away from Jensen, but I held on a little tighter and told myself I didn’t give a shit what they thought.
Rory walked between Tyler and Caden, and I hated the thought of her driving alone. She seemed to need it though, the constant buddy system starting to get to her.
After being alone for so long, I could understand why she felt smothered.
“Head straight home,” Caden said seriously, glancing at both Rory and I. “No one stops for anything, clear?”
Rory looked irritated but nodded, and I mumbled my agreement before fishing my keys from my pocket to unlock my car.
I kept the top up to give us some privacy, despite it being a nice enough day to put it down, and I let Caden leave with Tyler first, Rory on their ass, and Jensen and I in the back.
Reporters scrambled to follow, and Jensen rested his hand on my thigh to calm me. I didn’t even realize I was on edge until my muscles relaxed from his touch.
“So, are you going to tell me about what you were thinking about in class?” he asked randomly, making me groan.
“No.”
“Why not? C’mon, hit me with it. Was I naked? I bet I was. Wait, were you thinking of Rory? Me and Rory?”
“Dude, drop it.”
“No way in hell. You were hard as fuck. Tell me, and when it makes you horny again I’ll handle it. Promise,” he chuckled, sliding his hand a little higher to palm my cock through my pants.
I blew out a breath, giving him the side-eye. “I was just thinking about running my tongue all over you.”
“Oh? Tell me more,” he grinned, leaning back against the door to watch me.
“And going down on you while wondering if you’d like me to finger your ass,” I mumbled awkwardly, staring ahead to avoid looking at him.
“Now that you know how hard it can make you come, you probably don’t need to second-guess if I’d want it or not. I absolutely want to.”
He’d let girls do it before, but how did you bring that up in the bedroom? Did I just go for it? Stop to have a conversation about it first? What were the rules?
What if I wanted him to do it to me? I’d liked it when Rory had done it, but it felt different with Jensen somehow. His fingers were bigger too.
“You’re overthinking it. You have my permission to do whatever the fuck you want to my body. Just use lube,” he chuckled, leaning closer to kiss my neck. “I’d really like you to fuck me sometime too.”
“You’ll make me crash,” I grumbled, tilting my head a little as he trailed his mouth along my throat. “Stop making me hard in the car. I beg you.”
He huffed with amusement but pulled back, giving me space.
“If you’re worried about me fucking you, buy a little toy or something and use it on yourself. You can get really small vibrators and plugs for—”
“You think I should literally fuck myself?” I asked with a laugh, having to admit the idea didn’t sound terrible.
“Why not? You can take your time and see if you like it or not without anyone there. Not that I wouldn't take my time if I was doing it for you,” he added quickly to reassure me.
“I know. It’s just a big step,” I sighed, glancing in the rearview to make sure the reporters were keeping their distance from us.
“Just reminding you I’m open for anything. That doesn’t mean you have to be too,” he promised, patting my thigh. “We can discuss things in detail for months if you need. I don’t mean to sound pushy.”
“It still feels weird to talk about things like this with you. I mean, you’re you,” I said dryly, hoping he understood what I meant.
“It’ll be weird for a while. Didn’t it feel strange taking that step with Rory too? You guys were best friends forever,” he answered curiously.
“It was different but still felt right. I’d been wanting to be with her since I knew what to do with my dick. I don’t really know when I started looking at you like that, I just know I’m attracted to you.”
“Aw, thanks, babe. I think you’re hot too,” he teased as we drove into Caden’s driveway.
Diesel was at the gate with Brick, making sure to shut it behind us to keep everyone else out.
Caden got us all to park in the garage, and once we were parked with the garage shut, we climbed out and headed inside, thankful to be away from prying eyes and cameras.