Reckoning (Shadow Veil #1)

Reckoning (Shadow Veil #1)

By Chrislyn Alexander

Prologue 1

Mara Lennox sat in the cage on the dirty basement floor. She could hear her stepfather upstairs talking to people. Part of her ached to cry out. To draw attention to her captivity. But she knew that would only result in pain and torture for her. As it had before.

She heard a key in the door lock, quickly drawing in a breath. Was this someone coming down to help her or hurt her? She scooted as far back in the cage as she could go. It wasn't far. She'd grown almost too large for the cage as it was.

She watched as her stepfather came down the stairs with an older distinguished woman. The woman raised her nose and looked around as if even being in such a place was abhorrent to her. Then she spotted Mara in the cage.

"Dear God, Harry!" she whispered angrily. "A cage? Really?"

"The little bitch bites and kicks when I take her out. Hell, she even tried to knee me in the nuts and she shouldn't even know what those are!"

"Well of course she's going to act like an animal if you treat her like one," she snapped back. "I want her out of the cage now."

Harry's face went red. "You don't tell me what to do in my own house."

"This isn't a house. It's a prison." The woman turned her sharp gaze back to Mara. "How old is she?"

"Fifteen. Almost sixteen."

The woman's lips pressed into a thin line. "You've had her since she was what, eight?"

"Her mother married me when the girl was six. Then the stupid woman went and got herself killed in a car accident two years later. Left me stuck with this one."

Mara closed her eyes. She remembered her mother.

Remembered the funeral. Remembered Harry's face changing the moment they got home from the cemetery.

Like he'd been wearing a mask all along and finally took it off.

That first night, when he'd come into her room, she'd thought he was checking on her.

Being kind. She'd learned fast that Harry didn't do kind.

Seven years of learning what men like Harry wanted from girls who had no one to protect them. Seven years of a cage when she fought back too hard. Seven years of knowing that screaming just made it worse.

"Get her out," the woman said again. "I need to see her properly."

Harry cursed under his breath but pulled the key ring from his pocket. The cage door creaked open and Mara didn't move. She'd learned that lesson too. Wait. Let him make the first move. Don't give him a reason.

"Out," he barked.

She crawled forward slowly, her legs cramping as she unfolded herself from the cramped space. She'd been in there since yesterday morning. Or maybe the day before. Time blurred down here.

The woman walked closer, circling Mara like she was inspecting livestock. Mara kept her eyes down, her body tensed and ready to run even though there was nowhere to go.

"Stand up straight," the woman ordered, but her voice wasn't cruel. Just firm.

Mara obeyed, forcing her spine straight even though everything hurt.

"Look at me."

Mara lifted her eyes. The woman was probably in her fifties, with perfectly styled silver hair and expensive clothes. She didn't belong in this basement. Didn't belong in this house at all.

"What's your name?"

"Mara," she whispered. Her voice came out scratchy from disuse.

"Mara," the woman repeated. "That's a pretty name." She turned to Harry. "I'll take her."

Relief crashed through Mara so hard she almost collapsed. Someone was taking her away from here. Someone was going to help her. Maybe this woman knew what Harry had been doing. Maybe she'd go to the police. Maybe this nightmare was finally over.

"Fifty thousand," Harry said. "Cash only."

The woman didn't even blink. "Thirty. Look at the state of her. It's going to take weeks just to get her presentable again. And she's almost past prime age."

They haggled like Mara wasn't standing right there. Like she was a used car instead of a person. But she didn't care. Anything was better than staying here. Anything was better than that cage and Harry's visits in the middle of the night.

The woman counted out cash from her purse and Harry snatched it up, counting it twice before shoving it in his pocket.

"She's all yours. Good riddance."

He didn't even look at Mara as he climbed back up the stairs.

The woman's expression softened slightly. "Come on, dear. Let's get you cleaned up."

Mara followed her up the stairs on shaking legs, squinting against the daylight streaming through the windows. A black town car waited in the driveway and the woman opened the back door.

"Get in. We have a long drive ahead of us."

Mara slid into the leather seat, the luxury of it foreign against her filthy clothes. The woman got in beside her and the driver pulled away from the house without a word.

"My name is Vivienne," the woman said. "You're going to stay with me for a while. We'll get you fed properly. Get you some new clothes. Medical care. You'll have your own room."

"Thank you," Mara whispered. Tears burned behind her eyes. "Thank you for saving me."

Vivienne's smile didn't quite reach her eyes. "Of course, dear."

The first few weeks at Vivienne's estate were like a dream.

Mara had her own bedroom with an actual bed, soft sheets, and more pillows than she knew what to do with.

There was food whenever she wanted it. Hot showers.

Clean clothes that fit her. A doctor who examined her and prescribed antibiotics for infections she hadn't even known she had.

Other girls lived there too. Six of them, all younger than Mara or close to her age. The oldest was maybe seventeen. They were nice enough but distant, like they knew something Mara didn't. Like they were waiting for something to happen that they couldn't warn her about.

Vivienne kept them busy with lessons on makeup application, how to style their hair, how to walk in heels. Deportment, she called it. How to be graceful. How to smile on command. How to be whatever a man wanted them to be.

For three weeks, Mara let herself believe she'd been saved.

Then came her sixteenth birthday.

Vivienne brought her a new dress. Red and fitted, with a neckline that plunged lower than anything Mara had ever worn. The fabric clung to her body in ways that made her skin crawl.

"Put this on tonight, dear. We're having a special dinner."

"What's the occasion?"

"You'll see." Vivienne's smile was warm but her eyes were calculating. "You're ready now. All healed up. Looking beautiful."

Something cold settled in Mara's stomach but she took the dress. The way Vivienne smiled reminded her of Harry right before he locked the cage. Like something bad was coming and pretending otherwise wouldn't stop it.

That evening, Mara came downstairs to find the dining room filled with men. Older men in expensive suits, drinking wine and talking in low voices. They all turned to look at her when she entered and the way their eyes moved over her body made her want to vomit.

One of the other girls, Jasmine, caught her arm in the hallway. "Just smile and don't talk back," she whispered urgently. "Do what they want. It'll be easier that way."

"What's happening?"

But Jasmine just walked away, leaving Mara standing there with her heart pounding.

Vivienne appeared at her elbow, her hand gripping Mara's arm like iron. "Gentlemen, this is Mara. Sweet sixteen today. Isn't she lovely?"

The men murmured their agreement and Mara wanted to run. Wanted to scream. But Vivienne's fingers dug into her skin and she remembered what Jasmine said. Do what they want.

That was the night Mara learned the truth.

She hadn't been saved. She'd just been sold to a different kind of prison.

One with nice clothes and good food and men who paid Vivienne for the privilege of using girls who had nowhere else to go.

Men who wanted girls young enough, broken enough, desperate enough not to fight back.

Harry had used her for himself. Vivienne sold her to anyone with enough money.

The first man who bought her time was a lawyer.

He took her to one of the upstairs bedrooms and Mara tried to disappear inside her own head the way she'd learned to do with Harry.

But it didn't work the same way. This man wanted her to pretend she liked it.

Wanted her to smile and act like this was a choice.

When it was over, he gave Vivienne five hundred dollars and patted Mara on the head like she was a pet.

That became her life. Three, sometimes four men a week.

Businessmen. Lawyers. A state senator once, who paid extra for Vivienne's discretion.

They all wanted the same thing, just packaged in different ways.

Some wanted her to fight so they could overpower her.

Some wanted her to pretend to be willing.

Some wanted to hurt her in ways that left marks Vivienne had to cover with makeup before the next appointment.

Three years. Mara survived three years in Vivienne's house. She learned to shut down her mind when the men came. Learned to smile and nod and become someone else entirely. A shell. An empty thing that couldn't be hurt anymore because there was nothing left inside to damage.

She watched other girls break under the weight of it. Jasmine overdosed in the bathroom. Another girl, Claire, slit her wrists in the bathtub. Vivienne replaced them within the week like they'd never existed.

Mara thought about it sometimes. How easy it would be to just stop fighting. To take all the pills at once or walk into the river behind the estate and not come back.

But something stubborn in her refused to give up. Some tiny spark that Harry and Vivienne and all those men couldn't quite extinguish. She didn't know what she was surviving for. Just that she needed to survive.

When Mara turned eighteen, Vivienne sat her down over breakfast.

"You're aging out, dear," she said pleasantly, like they were discussing the weather. "Most of my clients prefer younger girls. You understand."

Mara understood perfectly. She'd known this was coming. Had seen it happen to the other girls who got too old.

"I've arranged for you to be part of a special auction," Vivienne continued. "High-end buyers. You'll fetch a good price, and whoever purchases you will take good care of you. It's actually quite an opportunity."

An auction. Mara was going to be sold again. This time to whoever bid highest.

They were taken to a warehouse two weeks later, dozens of girls from different houses all herded together like cattle. Some were even younger than Mara had been when Harry first touched her. Some were older, worn down by years of this life. All of them were trapped.

The auction was exactly as degrading as Mara had imagined. Girls were led onto a platform one by one while men in expensive suits bid on them like livestock. Some cried. Some stared blankly ahead, already dead inside even though their bodies still moved.

Mara's hands shook as she waited for her turn. This was it. The end of whatever hope she'd been clinging to. Once someone bought her, she'd disappear into their private collection. Maybe end up overseas. Maybe just vanish entirely.

Then the doors burst open.

Federal agents poured into the warehouse, weapons drawn, shouting commands. Chaos erupted. Men ran for the exits. Girls screamed. Gunfire cracked through the air and Mara threw herself to the floor, covering her head with her arms.

A woman appeared in front of her. Dark-haired and fierce, with kind eyes that didn't match the tactical vest and the gun in her hands.

"I'm Tallie," she said, her voice cutting through the chaos. "I'm going to get you out of here. Do you trust me?"

Mara looked at this stranger and made a choice. The only choice that mattered.

"Yes."

Tallie grabbed her hand and they ran.

The safe house was quiet. Clean. Nothing like Vivienne's estate with its false luxury, and nothing like Harry's basement with its cages and darkness.

Tallie sat with Mara through the worst of it. The nightmares that woke her screaming. The panic attacks when men's voices came from the television. The moments when she couldn't remember who she was anymore because she'd spent so long being whatever other people needed her to be.

"You're going to be okay," Tallie promised. "I know it doesn't feel like it right now, but you will."

"How do you know?"

Tallie was quiet for a moment, her eyes distant.

"I had a sister once. Younger than me. She got involved with a man who seemed charming at first. By the time I realized what he was doing to her, how he'd isolated her, controlled her, it was too late.

She didn't think she could leave. Didn't think anyone would help her.

" Tallie's voice went rough. "She died before I could get her out. "

Mara's chest tightened. "I'm sorry."

"I swore after that I'd never miss the signs again. That I'd help anyone who needed it, no questions asked. That I'd be the person who showed up." Tallie met Mara's eyes. "You survived something that should have destroyed you. That takes strength most people can't imagine.

Weeks turned into months. Tallie helped her through therapy that actually addressed the trauma instead of ignoring it. Helped her get her GED so she'd have options. Started teaching her the basics of self-defense, just enough so Mara could feel safer in her own body again.

But more than that, Tallie gave her purpose.

One day, sitting on the porch of the safe house, Tallie asked her a question.

"There are others like you. Girls trapped in houses like Vivienne's. Girls being sold at auctions. Girls who need someone to come for them the way I came for you." Tallie's eyes were serious. "What if you could be the person who comes for them?"

Mara had stared at her, something clicking into place in her chest. All the pain. All the survival. All the years of enduring what she'd thought would kill her.

What if it had all been preparing her for this?

"I want to," Mara said. "I want to be that person."

"Then I'll help you become her," Tallie said. "But it's not going to be easy. It's going to take real training. The kind that hurts. The kind that pushes you past what you think you can handle."

"I can handle it."

Tallie smiled. "Yeah. I think you can."

And just like that, her life really began.

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