Chapter 12 #3
“Haiya, but there is mystery all around us.”
“Is there, now?”
“’Tis so.” Sitting back on his haunches, he motioned to the environment surrounding them.
“Have you never wished for something, and it came true? Never seen the birth of a colt? Never witnessed the Creator’s hand in every blade of grass that grows?
Is it so unusual that the Clan is cursed?
After all, there is a price to pay for all one’s ill deeds.
Grandfather told me this before I left the Clan: he said that no one can escape the consequences of his own acts, for life is an endless circle, and what one forces another to experience, one will, himself, be made to endure.
The Clan killed the children of the Thunder god, and now they pay the price for having done so. ”
She exhaled. “I think that whether I believe you or not, your grandfather was a wise man.”
“Aa, he was, he is. I have tried to remember those words, for the urge for revenge still festers within my heart.”
“Truly?”
“Aa. I am a warrior. I would risk a warrior’s death to avenge my parents. But I cannot. I must not. I am on a quest—I can never lose sight of this. Grandfather, my entire Clan, depends on me.”
“It is indeed a hefty responsibility that you carry.” She paused, then sat forward, so she might look behind her. “Mr. Hawk, listen. Do you hear them? The wagons? They are not far behind me, and I would like more time to speak with you earnestly about one or two other concerns…”
“Other concerns?”
“Yes. More about the Lost Clan—I still have questions—also, I feel I should tell you that I think someone could be following us. I’m not certain, for I have seen only shadows, but I fear we might indeed have a straggler in our midst.”
“Humph!” Red Hawk considered her words somberly. “I have not been scouting to our rear. Perhaps this has been an error.”
“Perhaps. I will leave it to you to determine. But again, I would like a moment more of your time—away from the others.”
“Aa,” he said, then suggested, “we could talk again while the others take their noonday nap.”
“We could, or maybe we might have our conversation tonight? Once the others are asleep?”
“It could be arranged.”
“Very well, then. I look forward to seeing you tonight. Thank you for your time.”
They both stood then. She turned toward him and dazzled him with a radiant smile. He took hold of her hand, and, as awareness of her swept through him, he wished to never let her go, to never let this moment slip away.
But time has a way of plodding forward, and no man can hold it back. Eventually, she pulled her hand away. Before she left, she brought forward from a hand she’d been hiding behind her back the bouquet of flowers she had picked. “My gift to you.”
It was a simple overture. Still, he hardly knew how to react.
As he watched the sun dance off the unusual color of her hair, it came to him how utterly beautiful she was.
The freckles on her face had become more pronounced under the steady influence of the sun, and, after raising his fingers toward her, he touched each golden fleck on her face, one by one.
It was almost as an afterthought that he accepted her gift, though as he grasped hold of the flowers, his fingers caressed her palm, stroking her sensitive skin.
Tentatively, she raised her gaze to his. Her lips parted, their wetness engaging, inviting. Unable to help himself, he accepted what he hoped was an invitation, and he bent to press his lips to hers, gently, adoringly.
Desire shot through him. Raising his head only slightly, he brought up a hand to smooth over her cheek, moving down to her neck, her shoulders, pulling her in closer to him.
He said, “Kitsikakomimmo,” then he kissed her again.
“What do those words mean?” she whispered, her breath coming in short gasps.
“I will tell you tonight.”
“Do you promise?”
“Aa,” he murmured. “I promise.”
Her eyes were closed, and bending, he smoothed his cheek against hers, confiding in her ear, “I have something for you too.”
“Oh?”
“Keep your eyes closed, and give me your hand.”
She complied.
Reaching up to the back of his head, he unfastened the eagle feather suspended from his hair, drew it off and urged it into her hand.
“Open your eyes.”
She did so, and seeing the gift, she smiled up at him.
“’Tis from a golden eagle,” he said. “For you are like this very bird to me. Proud, protective, majestic. Kitsikakomimmo.”
“Kitsikakomimmo,” she repeated after him, and listening to her speak the words, even though he knew she did not grasp their meaning, had his insides tied in knots.
He swallowed hard. “I, too, hear the sounds of the wagons, and they are close. Soon they will be in view, as we will be to them. We will finish our talk tonight.”
“Yes. Tonight.” She stepped back, out of his arms, and he immediately felt bereft. “Thank you for the feather.”
He nodded, then watched as she turned and walked away. Soon, as she stepped toward the wagons, she faded from sight. Though he knew he shouldn’t, he couldn’t help but think, Oh, that she had said yes.