19. ANGUS
Chapter nineteen
ANGUS
Eion now knew the worst part of me. Eating disorders were one of those things that always lurked in the background, but I had control for the last twelve years.
What was most amazing was that he heard about my failure, and saw pictures of what I had done to my body, and he was here wanting to take me apart.
Now I wanted him because I felt lighter than I ever had before.
He still liked me, and he still wanted me.
He pushed me backward until I sat on the bed, then straddled my thighs.
The sweetest moan escaped from him as he devoured my mouth, and I gave it right back to him.
His hips sought friction, which meant our groins rubbed together.
“The things you do to me.” I took a deep breath. “We’ve never discussed preferences or protection. Can we do that quickly?” He groaned but nodded, not leaving my lap. His mouth went to the sensitive skin of my neck, where he nibbled and sucked.
“How about I go first?” He nodded. “I’ve not had any kind of intimacy with another human in about six years, and that was oral only.
I love to top but have enjoyed bottoming, and I’ve had more than one fantasy about you topping me.
” There was a low growl from Eion, which I assumed meant he approved of my answer.
“Oh. I’d like you in me tonight, but I am more than happy to fulfill those fantasies.
” He stretched his neck so I could better access it.
“It’s been years since I’ve been with another man.
I was clean at my last annual. And I will happily bury myself in you bare.
” He said before he sucked a bruise near my collarbone.
“Good. Necessities have been handled. Can I now get you naked?” He said as he ran his hand under my shirt.
“Please do, because I want that cock inside me soon.” Chills ran through me as I thought about what was about to happen.
He laughed but took the task seriously. “I’m going to keep my prosthetic on if that’s okay. It will let me grip better. I’m sorry that it won’t feel like skin.”
“Hey. It’s part of you. Please never apologize for it again.”
That was all the encouragement he needed because he made quick work of my clothes, then his.
When he pushed me back on my bed, his knee slotted between my thighs, and our cocks met between us.
The feeling of his hardness against mine made my eyes roll back.
I didn’t know if I wanted to reach between us or rut against him. “Lube?”
I licked the skin on his neck, then sucked gently, eliciting a deep groan from him. My balls actually tingled when I heard the noise; his thigh kept a solid pressure on them. I was already about to come, so I thought about finances for a few minutes. “Yes.” I managed to squeak out. “In the drawer.”
He chuckled in a deep, filthy way. The way his hand ran up and down my body like he was mapping every inch of me showed a reverence nobody had before. “I want to prep you, okay?” I nodded.
Consent was sexy. Checking in, being kind, showing respect, and were doing amazing things for me.
Who knew what we found arousing would change so much as we got older?
Eion kissed down my stomach, and as he moved, he frequently stopped to lick and kiss my skin.
On occasion, he would bite or suck, and something feral inside me hoped that in the morning I would see marks where his mouth had been.
When he reached my stomach, he kissed me more softly as he followed my treasure trail toward my leaking cock.
With the flat of his tongue, he licked the length, then flicked his tongue over the slit, which cleaned it, before he wrapped his lips around the crown.
The moan that escaped me was deep from my chest. “Oh fuck Eion, that feels good.”
Leisurely, he took me deeper and pushed my legs apart, giving him access to my entrance.
His fingers teased over the sensitive area, stopped, added pressure, then repeated until he slipped a finger inside.
It had been a long time since I let a man touch me in this way, but my body was thrilled with revisiting it.
Immediately, I craved more of him. Images of his cock in me flashed through my mind, and the need to have him multiplied.
He made sure I took the first intrusion well before adding a second finger. “You like that, don’t you?”
“Yes. I can’t wait for that huge cock of yours to be in me.”
“Patience, sweetheart, you will get me.” He kissed my stomach again, and the muscles rippled. His mouth returned to my member as he added a third finger to the other two. When he touched that spot inside me, I felt electrified, and I cried out.
“Holy shit. Fuck. Be easy, I want you in me before I come, and if you keep that up.” Another low chuckle turned me on more. Eion continued to work me open as he brushed over my prostate, making me squirm under him.
“Please.” He looked at me, and you couldn’t see the color of his eyes any longer, pupils blown. It made him look even hotter.
“Did you want something, Angus?”
He wanted me to beg, and I was more than happy to give that to him. “Please, Eion. I need you. I want you in me.”
He removed his fingers and started covering his cock with lube.
Knowing that his thick member was about to split me open made me start to shake.
It had been so long, and Eion was the right one to share this part of me with.
“You want this in you, Angus. Look how I am dripping for you. It will feel so good to be buried in your ass.”
Every word he said sent a burst of heat through me. It was obvious he wanted me, and by the small whimpers and moans that were escaping me, he knew exactly what I was feeling. “Yes. I want you in me. I want your cock. Please.”
The smile he gave me was wicked and sexy at the same time.
Goosebumps formed over my skin as he notched against my entrance.
Knowing he was about to slide into me was nearly enough to make me come on the spot.
How embarrassing would that be? He leaned over and kissed me deeply, his tongue dancing with mine.
As he deepened the kiss, he notched against my hole, and slowly the crown slipped past the tight muscles.
His kisses continued as he pushed further.
“God. So. Good,” I said against his mouth.
He made a deep groan but held himself still and allowed me to adjust to the stretch. Feeling this connection to him went right to my heart. I would not cry while having this man inside me for the first time. “Keep going,” I whispered.
He pushed further, the whole while he kissed me deeply, then pulled back, his mouth on my jaw and neck.
When I felt him fully seated, my mind started to loop that it felt like he had come home.
My brain couldn’t decide whether this was romantic or simply physical, and it landed somewhere in between.
“Holy shit, Angus. You fit me so well.” He was patient, perfect.
“Incredible. Move, please.” His hips started to roll, his cock went deeper as it slid over my prostate, sending fire over my skin. It felt like he was the only thing that kept me from full combustion on the spot. This was unlike anything I had experienced.
“I. It. Fuck.” More than anything, I wanted this to last. There wasn’t a way for me to hold off for long; I wasn’t even touching myself as my orgasm built steadily.
“Feel every inch of me, Angus. I want to see what you’re feeling.”
“I. Don’t.”
“Oh, sweet man, you will.” With his words, he drove into me hard and deep.
I gasped at the incredibly intense feeling.
After a few more hard thrusts, my balls tightened, my climax hit me solidly in the chest, and pulse after pulse of come landed between us.
As my body tensed around him, his eyes widened, and then, with him pushed deeper into me, I could feel the heat of his release.
Forcing another spasm inside of me, my body pushed out another dribble of come.
Hands-free, I had just come harder than ever before, and my body continued to shudder with my breathing erratic. He kissed me gently, then put his forehead against mine. “Holy. Fuck. Angus.” Another gentle kiss, as he caged my head with his elbows.
“Yes. So good.”
“That was amazing. What’s better than amazing?”
I had to agree with him. Carefully, he pulled out of me and left the bed.
He came back with a towel and wiped us both off enough that we could sleep comfortably.
Without words, Eion removed his prosthetic and then got us both under the covers.
I put my cheek on his chest, and he kissed the top of my head.
“Thank you for giving yourself to me, Angus.”
I felt the words throughout my body. “My pleasure.” I snuggled into him more, and I could feel his residual limb resting on my shoulder.
Even though his hand wasn’t there, the intent was the same.
Holding me close, and that made me relax into him.
It only took a few minutes for me to relax into the way he had made me feel and get pulled under into a deep sleep.
I slept so well throughout the night that I hated my 5:00 a.m. alarm. There were animals that needed feeding. Ramsey was asleep at the foot of the bed. I petted his back. “You’re going with us today,” I said into the dark.
I gently kissed Eion’s back and shoulders, then whispered quietly in his ear. “Wake up, beautiful.”
“You are so warm and cuddly. I don’t wanna.”
I smiled. “Sleeping in a real bed was a nice perk.”
He rolled, stretching. “Other than you and Ramsey being bed hogs. I had to snuggle close to get enough blankets.”
“Oh, the sacrifices you made.”
He rolled, and I lay on my back with him leaning over me. “Last night was amazing. I look forward to more wonderful nights with my boyfriend.”
I knew my eyes went wide. The fact that my mother had openly referred to him that way had been lost in our passion. “I’m so sorry.”
He kissed me hard. “Please don’t. I am surprised to be saying these words, but if you want to label this, I wouldn’t mind being called your boyfriend.”
“Really? I’d like that a whole lot.” We kissed until we couldn’t help but get each other off in quick but satisfying hand jobs. Before we left my room, he stopped me.
“In case we run into your mom, she really can’t hear us in here, right?”
“I promise she didn’t hear you screaming my name in the middle of the night.”
He relaxed and slapped my ass. “Let’s get out of here. We have animals to feed. Wait. You are coming back with me, right?”
For a moment, he looked nervous, like I might tell him no.
I had one more day before I had to return to work, and I already knew I would miss spending the night with him.
Yes, the sex was amazing, but holding him all night was the best part.
“Yes. I am spending the day with my boyfriend.” I smirked at him.
We kissed in the kitchen while we filled tumblers with coffee. In the foyer, there was a thick manila envelope with Eion’s name on it. I handed it to him and smiled. He held it out, feeling the heft of it. He narrowed his eyes at me but didn’t say anything. “Ramsey, let’s go.”
The three of us headed out the back door, where I held my breath and hoped Eion wouldn’t be mad. Once the door was closed, I stopped on the lawn and held my hands out like a game show hostess, then turned and smiled at him. “What am I looking at?”
“This old thing? It’s a truck and a fifth wheel.
It’s been sitting around doing nothing, so I thought maybe we could take it over to the Sanctuary.
” He twisted his lips and narrowed his eyes like he was trying to decide what to think.
“Did I mention it has an actual king-size mattress in it? Lots of room to cuddle.”
“You said you were stupid rich?”
I nodded at him enthusiastically. “Very rich. This is not even worth noting as a thing. It can be a donation, a gift, or even a loan. It’s bigger. I could cook for you, and there is that big bed and a comfy couch.”
“Can I use the truck?”
I laughed. “All you want.”
“Then we might as well take it to the Sanctuary. We can move the little one and use it as an office instead of the exam table in the medical building.”
“Perfect.” I kissed him, then tossed him the keys. “Your name might be on the title.”
“For fucks sake. Someone is going to get punished.” He chuckled.
“I look forward to it.” We parked in front and agreed to move the housing around after everyone had eaten.
It was 6:00 a.m., and we were already getting looks from the animals.
Ramsey got out and went right to Walter, where they sniffed each other, and then he ran toward Orlando.
After a few more kisses, we headed our separate ways to feed.
This already felt natural after three days.
I wanted this to be how I started every day, including waking up in his arms. The last thing I did was get the raccoons out for breakfast. I couldn’t believe how big they were, but they were still happy balls of fluff.
I prepared all the bottles and got settled on the floor.
A few minutes later, I heard gravel crunching under boots. Without looking up, I knew it was him.
“You look pretty adorable surrounded by babies. They think you are their mama.”
“Everything else done?”
“All but the bears thought you might like to join us. Mama bear also needs a name before she has her cubs. Should be any time in the next ten days, from what I can tell.”
I liked that he wanted me to name the new bear. “How about Brittany? Then we have Brittany and Bethany.”
I realized I said ‘we’ like I had some sort of stake in the facility. When I looked up again, I was greeted with a gorgeous smile. “Yes, we would.”
My stupid heart was doing back flips and cartwheels. He sat down with the envelope that we got from my mother’s house on his lap. “Do you know what is in this? It weighs like five pounds.”
“I can only guess when it comes from Mom. She really liked you, though. Be prepared for phone calls, text messages, and other forms of contact. Before long, you will be her favorite son.” Again, I got that smile that made me feel good everywhere, and my cock took notice.
This man did so many wonderful things for me, and right now, the endorphins I got from him tickled my brain in the best possible ways.