Chapter 10 #2
My left hand is still around her shoulders, but my right, the one hanging beside the step, is working a piece of wire from the railing.
Baling wire, thin gauge, the kind we use for fence patches.
My fingers are bending and shaping it without thinking.
Twist, loop, twist again. The muscle memory of a man who can strip a detonator in the dark and rewire a circuit board by feel, whose fingers have always known things before his brain does.
I’m making a ring.
The realization lands like a boot to the chest. I’m sitting on a porch in the dark with the woman I love tucked against me, and my hands are making a ring from scrap wire because my body has decided something my mouth hasn’t said yet.
“Jenna.”
She tilts her face upward, and the moonlight glints off her glasses, revealing the dark, patient eyes behind them. No longer on guard, she gazes at me as if I’m the answer to a question she’s no longer afraid to ask.
“I need to tell you something.”
She waits like she always has. Since January, since the emails, since the calls that ran past midnight because neither of us wanted to hang up.
And it spills out of me, unplanned and unrehearsed, not the carefully chosen words I had saved for a better moment. The dam breaks, and I can’t hold this any longer.
“You told me about your first library card and the librarian who let you stay past closing. You were whispering because it was late and the walls of your apartment were thin, and I pressed the phone so hard against my ear that it left a mark.”
I lift her hand, kissing her knuckles. “I was lying in bed three states away, my hand on my chest like I could hold your voice inside me, and I thought—”
My voice cracks, but I don’t fix it.
“I thought, I want this woman. For always. And I’m going to spend the rest of my life making sure she never has to whisper again.”
She holds her breath. Her hand on my chest has gone still, fingers pressed into my shirt as if trying to anchor my words there.
“I need—” I pause to find the right words. “I want to marry you. Not because it’s smart. Not because it protects you. Because it’s you.”
I hold up the wire ring. It’s rough and imperfect, two loops twisted together, the ends tucked so they won’t catch, shaped by calluses that know the precise force required to arm a charge without detonating it.
The ordnance specialist who can build anything is building the most important thing he’s ever made from scrap metal and intention.
“It’s not a real ring, but I’ll—”
She takes it from my fingers and studies it in the moonlight, the data analyst examining the evidence.
Her hands are shaking. Her eyes are glossy.
When she looks up, her glasses are fogged at the bottom from the heat of her tears, and the sound she makes is not a word.
It’s something older than words. Something that means she’s stopped running.
“It’s real,” she says fiercely. “It’s the most real thing anyone’s ever given me.”
She slides it onto her finger. It doesn’t fit perfectly. The wire catches on her knuckle, but she holds her hand up and looks at it like a woman who never expected to wear a ring she didn’t buy herself.
“Yes.”
One word. Not a squeal or a gasp. A quiet word that holds the weight of every foster home she left, every bag she packed, and every time she was almost enough but not quite. The most complete sentence she’s ever spoken.
My forehead drops to hers, and I breathe. The man who never stops doing… stops. For one breath, I’m not the strategist or the brother holding the family together. I’m just a man on a porch holding the woman who said yes.
Jenna is crying. I might be too. What matters is her mouth finding mine, a mixture of salt and heat and the taste of a word that means she’s staying.
I wrap my arms around her too tightly, not possessive but desperate, the grip of a man who just asked for the only thing he’s ever wanted for himself and got it.
We stay like that for several quiet moments. On the porch. In the dark. My woman in my arms, wearing a ring made of wire because my hands knew before my mouth did.
“We should do it soon,” I say. “The wedding. Before Vance figures out what’s happening. Keep it small. Family only. No announcement, no fuss. Just us and the people who matter.”
She pulls back to look at me. The moonlight catches the tear tracks on her cheeks and the wire on her finger and the fierce, certain look in her eyes. “You want to get married before he can make a move.”
“I want to marry you because I love you. But yes, I also want your name on this ranch, my ring on your hand, and legal standing that makes it very difficult for anyone to separate you from this family. If that happens to keep you safer, I’m not going to apologize for the timing.”
The corner of her mouth twitches. “That’s the most romantic tactical briefing I’ve ever received.”
“I’ll work on my delivery.”
“Don’t you dare.” She leans into me, her hand finding my chest again, the wire ring pressing into my sternum. “How soon?”
“Day after tomorrow. Maggie can officiate. She married Daniel and Delaney. Delaney will handle everything else.”
“Everything else being an entire wedding in thirty-six hours.”
“You haven’t seen Delaney with a deadline.”
She laughs. It’s small and watery and perfect, the sound of a woman who just agreed to marry a man on a porch in the dark, and the plan is already forming around them like the ranch itself—built fast, built solid, built to last.
Somewhere down the hall, my brother is carrying something I can’t reach. Somewhere in this valley, a man in a corporate suit is running out of patience. Somewhere in the south pasture, a goat is digesting the evidence that will change everything.
But right now, it’s the porch, the ring, her hand on my chest, and the smile on her face when she said yes.
Right now, it’s enough.
It has to be.
Because I’ve just put my name on her future like it’s a shield strong enough to stop what’s coming.
My hand tightens over hers, grounding me.
I know how to fight. I know how to protect. I know how to win. But this isn’t a mission I can afford to get wrong.
Her thumb brushes over my chest, soft, trusting, like she already believes I’m enough.
I pull her closer.
Because whether I am or not…
I’m all she’s got.