Epilogue
Jenna
There are seventeen people in the backyard, and I know every one of their names. Barbecue smoke drifts sideways in the June heat, and someone put a speaker on the porch rail.
Three months ago, I ran from a corporate giant.
Now, I’m sitting in a wooden chair someone dragged out of the barn, wearing a sundress with no sleeves because it’s June and it’s hot.
The patches on my forearms are the palest they’ve been in years, almost the color of the surrounding skin.
I’m not tugging anything down. I’m not hiding anything.
Shay just handed me a plate of pie I didn’t ask for, and I took it without the old inventory—who gave me this, what do they want, what's the cost—because there is no cost. There’s just pie.
I touch my ring. The wire one, twisted on the porch with his hands the night he said I need to marry you. I’ve been touching it all day, the metal warmed to my temperature. Going nowhere.
The Stoneridge yard is chaos in the best way.
Dorito has been banished to the far pasture after a sequined handbag incident that Maggie is still not ready to discuss.
His mother, Cheese Puff, Havenridge’s infamous goat, is equally shameless.
She’s breached the perimeter fence with Biscuit, Dorito’s father, and between them they’ve eaten six napkins, someone’s flip-flop, and a glow stick.
It seems the apple doesn’t fall far from the goat.
Ben is at the grill with Jacob beside him, two brothers who didn’t speak for decades arguing about charcoal temperature with the focused intensity of men who’ve made disagreement their love language.
Maggie moves between them, refilling drinks, saying nothing, seeing everything.
The wives are scattered through the yard: Shay near Henry and Max, Kitty on Tom’s lap, Luna tracing something on Angus’s forearm that makes him go still the way only she can manage, Delaney wearing Daniel’s stolen sunglasses.
Five couples, gravitationally locked, settled into orbits they’ll hold for the rest of their lives.
And I’m in the middle of it with Pixel on my lap, purring into my thigh, not at the edge cataloguing exits or in a doorway with my bag packed.
I’m just here.
Ethan is at the barbecue with his brothers and his cousins, and he’s laughing, his head thrown back, his throat long and tanned, his glasses catching the sunlight.
Tom said something, I couldn’t hear what, but Ethan’s whole body is shaking with it, one hand braced on the table edge.
Henry is fighting a losing battle with his own stoicism, and Angus’s mouth has betrayed him completely by cracking a rare grin.
My husband stands in the sun with his brothers around him and his guard nowhere in sight.
I did that. Not alone. He played his part too when he chose to stop hiding behind the useful version of himself.
But I was the one who asked who takes care of you?
and something in his chest rearranged. The man I’m watching right now is the man who grew into the space that opened up.
But it’s nothing compared to what he gave me.
I keep a running catalog because my brain works that way.
I’m the data analyst who fell for the man who speaks in acts of service.
He gave me unscented soap before I asked.
A fortress of people I didn’t know I needed.
A wire ring and a name and a kitchen floor I walk on without shoes every single morning because my feet know what my head took longer to believe: I’m not leaving. No one is asking me to.
He catches my eye across the yard, and a whole conversation takes place in the space between us.
You good?
I’m perfect.
Yeah. Me too.
The sun drops lower. The barbecue gives way to chairs dragged into loose clusters, and the beer was replaced with something stronger two rounds ago. Couples lean closer as country music drifts from the speaker.
Ethan drops into the chair beside me, and his warm hand finds my knee. He smells like smoke and sunscreen. Pixel protests his proximity, resettles on my lap, and goes back to sleep.
Gabriel is across the yard, leaning against the fence rail with a drink in his hand and his hat pulled low, turned slightly away from the group.
Tom notices first—the jokester with the sharpest peripheral vision in the family.
“Hey, Gabe.” His voice carries easily across the yard. “You planning to hold up that fence all night, or are you joining the civilized portion of the evening?”
Gabriel lifts his drink without turning. “Fence needs me more than you do.”
“Debatable,” Henry says. “You’re the only Sutton without a date. People are going to talk.”
“People already talk.” Gabriel pushes off the fence and turns. One corner of his mouth kicks up. It’s not a smile; it’s the shield he uses when the teasing scrapes close to real emotion. “I’m fine.”
“You’re moping,” Daniel says from the porch steps, his chin resting on Delaney’s head as she sits between his legs.
“I don’t mope.”
“You’re moping with attitude,” Tom corrects. “It’s the hat angle.”
This is love disguised as teasing, concern dressed up as a joke. I've watched it work on Ethan. I've learned to recognize the moment when the ribbing stops being funny and starts being a search.
“Seriously.” Ethan’s thumb traces a circle on my knee. “You okay?”
Gabriel takes a long drink. He pushes his hat back, then removes it entirely, raking a hand through his hair. I recognize this gesture. Gabriel removing his hat is like Ethan exchanging his contacts for glasses. Armor set aside.
“There’s someone,” he admits gruffly.
Everyone goes quiet. The collective pause of five couples who know what that sentence costs a Sutton man to say out loud.
“Someone,” Tom repeats, the grin gone.
“Someone I can’t get out of my head.” Gabriel’s jaw clenches. He puts the hat back on and pulls it low. “That’s all you’re getting.”
I watch the shift from teasing to recognition. Every man in this yard has worn that expression, the one that says I’m already gone and I don’t know what to do about it.
Henry nods as if to say I was first, and I remember.
Tom raises his glass without a word.
Angus says nothing, which, from Angus, is its own solidarity.
Daniel pulls Delaney closer and looks at his youngest brother with something between worry and hope.
Ethan’s hand tightens on my knee. I cover it with mine.
Near the equipment shed, away from the barbecue smoke and the music, a man is checking the straps on a truck bed loaded with gear.
Sullivan.
I’ve met him a handful of times at the lumberyard with Henry, and once at a perimeter check with Beckett’s veteran crew.
He’s lean, quiet, and moves with the deliberate care of someone who’s learned to measure every step.
A man who shows up to a gathering like this but never quite lands in it.
He ate a plate of food standing up, said three words to Henry, nodded at Ethan, and drifted toward his truck like a man with an exit already planned.
Ethan follows my gaze. "He’s heading out next week. Hollow Peak. Beckett’s got a lead on Ennis up that way.”
Marlon Ennis. The bank manager who cleared out his desk the night Vance was arrested and hasn’t been seen since. The insider with a head full of LandCorp’s network and a reason to keep running.
“Is that why he’s going?”
Ethan’s thumb pauses on my knee. “That's what he told Henry.”
The way he says it tells me everything. Sullivan is going to Hollow Peak because Beckett needs eyes up there. And Sullivan is going to Hollow Peak because Sullivan needs to disappear. Both things are true.
I watch him tighten the last strap, his shoulders carrying something invisible and heavy. He doesn’t look back at the gathering or check if anyone notices him leaving.
Someone will, though. Someone always does. That’s what I've learned in this family—you think you’re slipping away unnoticed and then a hand catches your arm, or a voice says stay, or a woman crashes into a ditch on your property and whispers your name before she opens her eyes.
Sullivan will figure that out. Not today. But eventually.
The gathering thins the way good ones do, not with goodbyes but with yawns and promises of next Saturday. Ben walks Jacob to his truck. Three months ago, that would have been a headline, but tonight, it’s simply two old men walking toward a truck.
The house settles around us as we all head to our rooms—everyone except Gabriel, who sits in the porch rocker, the ice clinking in his glass.
In the kitchen, Ethan washes, and I dry. The Tweedles are on the kitchen floor, locked in combat over a bottle cork. Crowley watches from the windowsill with the serene indifference of a cat who’s above such petty things.
My feet are bare on the worn wooden floor that terrified me the first morning I stood on it in borrowed socks, calculating how fast I could pack.
Now, my toothbrush is in the holder beside Ethan’s, and my reading glasses are on the nightstand on my side of the bed.
I have a side of the bed in a home I’m not leaving.
Our fingers overlap on the ceramic as Ethan hands me a wet plate.
The wire ring presses between us, his calluses against my knuckles.
It occurs to me that standing in a kitchen in bare feet with dishwater bubbles on my wrist and a man who washes while I dry is the most radical thing I’ve ever done.
Because every morning I wake up and choose this—the man, the cats knocking pens off the table, the coffee he times without a watch—and it still feels like the bravest decision of my life.
“Good day,” my husband says.
“The best day.”
He does the face. I’m going to spend decades learning every version of that face. I can’t wait.
I take his hand. “Come to bed, cowboy.”
He follows me upstairs. We undress and climb into bed. Ethan presses his mouth against my hair as we lie in the quiet of our room, in the life we’ve built out of phone calls, crash landings, a goat that ate the evidence, and a family who showed up when it mattered.
That’s enough. That’s everything.
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