Chapter 11 #4
And he was a goner. Come raced out of his dick so hard and fast, Shadow felt dizzy.
He shoved himself as deep inside her as he could get and groaned.
He couldn’t help but think about the day when he’d be able to fill her up.
To see his come dripping from her body when he pulled out.
The vision in his mind prolonged his orgasm.
When he was finally able to think coherently again, he realized he was lying on top of Brinley and probably crushing her to death. He leaned up…and was relieved to see a smile on her face.
She lifted a hand and palmed his cheek. “Thank you.”
“I think that’s my line.”
“Nope. That was…I can’t imagine anything feeling as good as that.”
“Wrong. It’ll only get better from here on out.”
“Better than that?” she asked, with an incredulous look on her face.
“It won’t hurt like that next time. I’ll be able to last longer. You being able to come multiple times is kind of rare, hon. And I fucking love it.”
She smiled shyly up at him as she shifted.
“Damn. I need to get up and take care of the condom. And get a washcloth for you.”
“I like where you are. How you feel inside me.”
“I like it too. But the condom’ll leak if I don’t get up.”
Brinley pouted, and it was adorable. “I don’t like it.”
Shadow’s heart nearly stopped. “What? What don’t you like?”
“The condom. Since I’m on the pill…we could stop using them, right?”
Shadow wanted to pull out, peel off the condom and shove himself right back inside her that very second. But she’d been a virgin literally minutes ago. He’d caused her pain. She needed time to recover.
But damn, her words had his spent cock twitching in delight and arousal.
“Whatever you want.”
“I want what you want too. It’s not all about me.”
The hell it wasn’t. She was going to learn in time that it was always about her when they were together. In bed and out. He was going to do whatever he could to make her life easier, better, and happier.
“What I want is to come inside you and watch it leak out from between your pussy lips. I want to come on your belly then rub it into your skin. I want to come on your ass after I take you from behind. It’s a guy thing, to want to see you covered in my come.
I can’t explain it, but it’s carnal as hell and sexy to boot. But we’ll work up to that.”
Her eyes darkened with lust, and Shadow had to remind himself once more that she was probably sore and he needed to slow the fuck down.
“Dash?”
“Yeah, sweetheart.”
“I’ve never been happier in my life. Thank you for being the man I hoped you’d be.”
Shadow leaned down and kissed her. Her words were both heartwarming and a little sad at the same time. “You’re welcome.”
Then he pushed up and got his knees under him.
He wasn’t surprised when Brinley’s gaze was locked between her thighs as he pulled out of her.
She winced but didn’t close her legs. There was a little blood on the condom, and it made Shadow want to beat his chest like a fucking caveman…
and cry at the same time because he’d hurt her.
“I’ll be right back with a washcloth,” he said.
He rushed into his bathroom and disposed of the condom, washed himself, then ran a clean cloth under hot water for Brinley.
When he returned to his room, she was lying under the sheet, her cheeks flushed and a small smile on her face.
He handed her the wet cloth, and she quickly ran it between her legs, then held it back out to him with an adorable blush on her face.
He tossed it toward the bathroom, deciding he’d deal with it in the morning, then got under the sheet with her, pulling the blanket up before taking Brinley in his arms.
They both sighed in contentment. It felt so incredibly right to be skin-to-skin with her. And he loved that she didn’t seem shy or turned off by it.
“You’re so warm,” she said, sounding sleepy.
“Yeah, I tend to run hot.”
“Mmmmmmm. Dash?”
“Uh-huh?”
“I want to touch you.”
His cock, which had been half hard, went to full mast.
“Not now. But maybe tomorrow.”
He laughed, and silently told his body to calm the fuck down. “Anytime you want. I’m yours.”
“Anytime?” she asked cheekily.
“Within reason,” he clarified.
Brinley snuggled in closer to him, and Shadow couldn’t help but smile at how she seemed to be burrowing. As far as he was concerned, she could burrow all she fucking wanted. He wasn’t going anywhere.
“Sleep well, sweetheart.”
“Good night, Dash.”
He lay there for at least another hour, with Brinley sleeping in his arms and a lightness in his heart that he hadn’t felt in ages.
He’d been nervous tonight, as he’d never made love with a virgin before, but thankfully it seemed as if he hadn’t done anything that would turn Brinley off sex forever.
If anything, he had a feeling he might’ve created a monster.
Awakened her sex drive, which he was more than happy to nurture and help her explore.
He turned and kissed her temple, loving that she murmured deep in her throat and cuddled closer still. Then he closed his eyes and finally slept.