Chapter 12
Chapter Twelve
WEST
I’m not sure I slept more than a few minutes last night because I didn’t want to miss a moment with Bellarose. It was worth it. She’s worth everything.
As I lay awake, I tried to think of how we can make this work.
I don’t want to scare her off or come on too fast, but after what we shared, I can’t imagine my life without her by my side.
We talked about where we live, and it would mean being together long distance.
Some people can make those relationships work, but I don’t think I can go more than an hour without seeing her.
Is that crazy? Probably, but at this point I don’t give a fuck.
The sun is almost up, and I can’t wait any longer. As badly as I wanted Bellarose again last night, I knew I needed to let her rest. It was her first time and she would be sore, so I had to ignore my throbbing cock while I held her.
Maybe I should wait longer, but I’ll stop the second she asks me to. Besides, waking her with a kiss seems like the gentlemanly thing to do.
I slide down her body and part her soft thighs. My eyes stay on her as I lower my head and lick up the seam of her pussy. She doesn’t wake, but her lips part like she’s going to moan.
The sweet tang hits my tongue, and my mouth instantly waters.
She tastes so fucking good I can’t get enough.
I lick her again, needing more, and close my eyes.
The feel of her soft cunt against my face is like heaven, and I take my time.
I’m so lost in what I’m doing that when her fingers thread into my hair, my eyes pop open in surprise.
“Just like that,” she whispers as she rubs against my face.
Fuck, I could cum from the sight of her. She’s lost in pleasure as I work her higher, and there’s nothing shy about it. That’s all gone after last night. Now she’s riding my mouth and giving orders, and I’m dizzy because all the blood in my head has gone to my dick.
Her climax hits hard and fast as she screams my name, and the sound of it echoes in my cabin. My control snaps, and I pull back while she’s still going off. Without thinking, I flip her on her stomach and thrust into her from behind.
“Fuck,” I grunt as I let the dark side of me take over.
I’m pounding into her harder than I should, but she whimpers for more. The little whine makes my dick swell as I slide into her tight wet heat. The weight of my body has her pinned to the bed, but it’s not enough. I take her wrists and hold them down as my lips go to her ear.
“I can’t stop,” I whisper. “I have to cum in you again.”
“West,” Bellarose says, pushing her ass up like she’s daring me to do it.
“Tell me to pull out,” I order, but instead she presses her lips together. “I can’t do it unless you tell me to, kitten. It feels so fucking good.” I kiss her neck before I graze my teeth over the spot. “Do you hear how wet you are? You’re making me weak, kitten.”
Again she whimpers, and my cock grows. Shit, this is dangerous, but that only makes me want it more. My cock is literally dripping inside of her as I grit my teeth to hold back.
“Please,” I beg as I thrust as deep as I can go and then hold myself there. “Tell me not to, Bellarose. Now.”
My eyes widen when I feel her hand slip between her legs and her fingers go to her clit.
She manages to rub it twice before I can react, but that’s all it takes.
Her orgasm hits, and her pussy clenches around my dick.
Her wet heat pulses around my shaft, milking the cum right out of me.
She’s taken away my ability to pull out even if I had the brain function to do it. Which clearly I don’t.
The force of my climax makes me dizzy, and my vision blurs. It’s so intense that I worry I’m going to pass out and smother Bellarose to death underneath me. The thought of causing her any harm keeps me grounded as I manage to collapse only slightly on top of her.
Without thinking, I pull her to me and roll us on our sides.
I’m still inside of her this way as I wrap my arms and legs completely around her, caging her in.
Thoughts of getting her pregnant and binding her to me forever are loud inside my head, but I don’t say them out loud.
Instead, I go with talking about today so I don’t scare her off.
My plans to make her fall in love with me while I move her across the country are probably best kept secret. For now.
“I can’t let you go,” I tell her as I tighten my hold. Of course I mean it in more ways than one.
“You don’t see me fighting you off.” She laughs as she says it, and it goes straight to my heart.
“I was too rough. I know you’re probably sore.” I’m still so damn hard and ready to go again, but I have to think about her needs first. I start to pull out, but she reaches back to grab my ass. Her nails dig in, and I let out a small yelp. “Okay, okay. Retract the claws, kitten.”
“You weren’t too rough. And if you were, it was because I was telling you to go harder.”
Fuck, my cock throbs at her words. “If you keep talking like that, I’m going to be hard all day.” I nuzzle into her neck and kiss the soft spot below her ear. “Although I was having that problem before last night.”
“Really?” She seems shocked by this confession.
“Oh yes, really,” I admit. “You have no idea how badly I’ve wanted you.” I kiss along her shoulder, and she smiles. “Since the moment I first saw you in the tree. I knew you were something special.”
“Something wild,” she jokes, but I shake my head.
“Something perfect. Something wonderful and unlike anything or anyone I’d ever met. Something to cherish for the rest of my life.”
Her head turns, and her eyes meet mine. I didn’t mean for the words to come out even though they’re true. God, I’m fucking this up. I’m going to send her running to the hills any second, but I refuse to take them back.
“There’s a lot more I want to say, but I’m afraid of saying too much too soon,” I tell her as I cup her cheek.
“Just know that you mean something to me.” My hand moves down her stomach and between her legs where I’m still inside her.
I watch as her eyes start to close from the pleasure.
“And if you keep letting me inside you like this, I’ll take care of what we make, too. ”