Chapter 11
Ihave her pushed against the door, and I don’t know if she can sense this internal begging. Begging her to accept me, look at me, and give me what I need, what I crave. I was chasing a woman. Me. Victor. Chasing a woman. I’ve never needed confirmation that I am a catch. Yet, here I am, needing validation to soothe these uneasy feelings. Collins is a portal to an alternate universe and I am at the gates, on my knees, giving my soul for just… one… kiss.
Her fingers tangle in my hair at the nap of my neck. Her kiss is just as fierce. The same nervous feeling erupts, and I can feel our hearts thumping with the vibrations of excitement.
The slamming of her door jolts me to a moment of reality. I take a moment to observe her in her beachside bungalow.
Fuck, that’s enough of that.
I look down at her and can see a sense of uncertainty in her eyes. Then it hits me like a freight train. What she revealed about her past… everyone leaves.
She doesn’t belong in my world and here I am… I don’t belong in hers. We shouldn’t do this and I realize with every hard breath why she pushed me back and tried to put distance between us.
No, screw that. I want this. I want her just the way she is. Collins is so damn perfect.
My arms wrap around her body, lifting her up. I kiss her with everything I have to offer as if tomorrow isn’t promised, and all we have is tonight. The truth is, tomorrow isn’t promised, but I want to be the one who makes her smile for as long as possible. I crave every single piece of her.
I set her down and tugged at her shirt. Pushing it up to her arms as they delicately raise above her head. Tossing the worn garment behind me somewhere, her hands rip at my shirt, buttons be damned. Together, we are stumbling, laughing, and clothes discarded left and right. She pushes away from me before launching herself so ungracefully into my body. Surprised by her forwardness, I fall backward onto the bed with her in my arms and the biggest smile on my face. Rolling, I tuck her body underneath mine. Her body is so reactive to my touch that I can’t get enough. My arms encase her beneath me and I capture her lips, kissing her with urgency.
Her foot rubs against the back of my thigh, and her knee is grazing my side tingles my skin with desire. Collin’s fingers brush along my spine, softly pulling me closer. Her fingers dig into the waistline of my shorts and underwear, angrily pushing them down. I lean back, ripping the rest of my clothes from my body. Looking down at her splayed body. My palms fan out across her tan legs, tracing up, causing her to shift back and forth. Her knees press together when my fingers dip under the waistband of her underwear, sliding them down her toned limbs slowly. She tucks her hand under her bralette, pulling it over her head and tossing it behind me.
My hands cover her perky breasts, my fingers softly massaging. My fingertips pinch her nipples, causing my mouth to water at her sensual smile. She grabs my wrist, jerking me on top of her. Our bodies pressing together, fueling the need for more. Her legs wrap around my waist, connecting at my lower back. Her wet, hot center rubs along my painfully hard cock. The sound of our bodies grinding has me humming with need.
“Please,” she whispers along my lips.
“Shh,” I whisper.
I pepper kisses down her body, and my tongue lapping up the taste of her skin. My body sinks between her legs and her tight, pink cunt waits for me. Licking my lips as my eyes track back up her body to meet her eyes.
“Fuck,” comes from her swollen lips. A subtle nod from her delicate face has my lips turning up. I grab her hands that are gripping the sheets under her and place them on the side of my head. Soft pressure on her knuckles to grip my tousled hair.
“You’ll need to hold on,” is all I say before flattening my tongue against her waiting pussy. Her loud moan is music to my ears.
Licking up her wetness as her body convulses. My hands encompass her legs, holding onto her hips to keep her from launching herself off the bed or squirming away from me.
Pressing my hips harder against her throbbing center causes her head to fall back against the bed. I can’t take my eyes off this magnificent creature while she rocks herself on me. She’s making it hard not to embarrass myself. Her moans drown out the crashing waves outside. Collins loudly falls apart and my mind is coming up with a million different things to see how loud she can get. I wait for her to settle before crawling up her body and capturing her lips, wanting her to taste herself. My cock grows harder, pre-cum dripping from the head. Pressing my dick against her swollen and wet center, her breath dips.
“I… need…” Collins presses her feet flat on the bed, thrusting her hips up while pushing my shoulders at the same time. She rolls us over, sitting herself on top. “I need more.”
Holding onto her waist. Gazing at her in awe, trying to pause our movements. It takes everything to steady myself. She is still fidgeting so I rest my hand on her tone stomach to stop her from moving further.
“Do we need protection? I got tested last month with negative results and haven’t been with anyone else since,” I whisper.
“No, I get the shot and I haven’t been with anyone in a very, very long time.” She shakes her head. Her teeth dig into her bottom lip.
“Do you still…” I can’t even finish my sentence.
All breath leaves my lungs with pleasure coursing through my muscles as Collins lifts her body to slide down my painfully hard dick. We both groan and my eyes roll into the back of my head. Her pussy surrounds my cock, clenching me inside her. She presses her hands against my chest and slowly gyrates against me. I grab her hips and slow her movements. Her chest heaves and mine must match hers. I am buried deep inside this woman, and her pussy rubs against the skin just above my cock. Her clit presses hard against my flesh.
“Oh, shit!” she yells into the dark room.
I encourage her body to rock faster, harder, on me. Her body tenses and I feel her pussy drench my cock with its wetness. I slow her, rocking momentarily while she tries to compose herself. I watch as her skin heats, and her cheeks burn bright with a blush. Stopping her again, she looks at me, confused. I can tell she was on the edge, ready to come again. She gives me a playful grin, grinding down hard. Her sweet, hot cunt squeezes my shaft. Grunting, I lean up, wrapping my arms around her back and flip her on to her back, never breaking the physical touch. My hands push her arms above her head and hold her hands together, thrusting my hips hard, fucking her with everything I have.
Her moans of pleasure build a fire deep in me. My nerves are on overdrive, and my mind is void of anything in life except this woman under me. Our bodies slap together in perfect unison. I shove my tongue in her mouth, stifling her gratifying moans. Pushing back on my calf, I grab hold of her hips, digging my fingertips into her skin. Fucking her as hard I as can. Her fingers grip at the sheets beneath her, ripping the corners of the sheet from the mattress. Her hot pussy clenches my dick hard, with her screams encouraging me. The rush of wetness covers our connected bodies. Stars soar behind my eyelids as my body reaches its climax. Slowed, hard thrusts until there is no more left. I fall, covering her body with mine and resting my forehead against hers.
A cold chill travels up my spine where sweat has gathered, and her fingers graze along my shoulder blades. Slowly coming down from my high, my mind comes back to my body. This is a moment of pure vulnerability in me. I don’t think she even sees it. I roll to the side to lie next to her and pull her body up to my side. She slides in so perfectly next to me, tangling her legs with mine.
We lay there with the light of the moon casting over the water, listening to the quiet sounds of the ocean meeting the shore. I close my eyes for a second to soak in the moment. A moment I never imagined would happen.
I walked the streets of New York like a boss, but here in this bed with her is the most powerful, freeing, calming moment I’ve ever had. With her, I don’t need to be in the top spot of life.
I just need to be present in the moment.
“Wow,” I exclaim.
“What?” Her voice wavers.
“You are amazing,” I admit. I am never one to give compliments, either. Her shy giggle makes me smile and laugh along with her. I turn more toward her and pull her closer. “This moment right now is heaven.”
“I know what you mean,” she whispers, pressing a kiss to my bare chest.
I rest my forehead on the top of her head and can’t help but feel so damn free. Expectations be damned. My free hand is playing with her hair. She looks up and smiles at me. A satisfied craving overtakes me. Her smile makes the world move and every moment matters.
My nose nudges hers and I lay a gentle kiss on her swollen lips.
“How are you feeling?” I ask. Her smile grows so naturally with mine following.
“Good. Fantastic.”
“Excellent. Because, baby, we aren’t done!”
I roll on top of her again as she squeals in delight. I kiss along her neck and shoulders, tasting her sweet, salty skin.
She offsets laughing and moans of pleasure, which are gasoline to this fire we’ve created. We go back and forth for most of the night, giving and receiving the most pleasure I have ever experienced. We finally lie in each other’s arms, bodies spent. She is quietly sleeping and I look at her in complete wonder.
She makes me forget the life I once had. She stole the life I thought I wanted and replaced it with the life I need. Collins is my new home, even if she doesn’t realize it.
Just before I join her in sleep, I can only observe her natural beauty and be thankful for this earth-shattering woman who has blown a hole in my world. When sleep ultimately takes over, I fall asleep completely relaxed. Her smile is burned into my memory as one of the best days of my life.
And now, everything has changed…
My world has tipped on its axis. Collins carries this natural beauty I’ve never experienced before, beyond my wildest expectations.