Chapter 23
Angelet awoke in an unfamiliar place. She blinked, looking around in confusion.
Soft spring sunlight filtered in through the open window.
The room seemed too large to be meant for one person, and certainly too lavish for her.
This was someone’s home, not any religious house or infirmary run by a holy order.
She felt the bed linens under her fingertips…
marvelously smooth and soft fabric, finer than anything she’d slept on during her years at Dryton.
The tight weave of the linen was closer to that of the altar cloths Angelet embroidered.
As she turned her head, she reveled in the feather pillow.
The scent of lavender—dry, warm, and summer-sweet—surrounded her.
Something had gone wrong, and she’d been mistaken for a princess.
Then she remembered something had gone very wrong. She’d been hit with a crossbow bolt. Angelet put her hand cautiously to her chest. But the wound was now padded and bandaged. There was still pain, but it was only a dull pulse.
Someone had cared for her in an expert manner. Who?
Before Angelet could sit up or call out, she heard a voice from the other side of the door.
Then a woman walked into the room and went directly to the open window, all the while humming quietly to herself.
She had golden hair looped and braided around her head, a style suited to a highborn wife.
The lady’s left hand rested on her belly, which was rounding with an obvious pregnancy, and she tapped her fingers in time with her little song.
She’s singing to her coming child, Angelet realized with a pang.
“Hello?” she asked out loud.
The woman broke off singing and turned from the window. She smiled at Angelet with a warmth beyond mere politeness. Had they met before? Angelet felt as if she knew the other woman, though she couldn’t think where or when they ever would have met.
“Good day, my lady Angelet,” the woman said. “You are doubtless confused, but I assure you that you’re safe here.”
“Where is here?”
“This is the manor of Cleobury, in Shropshire. Do you not know the name?”
Angelet shook her head, and promptly groaned at the wave of dizziness that assailed her.
“Oh dear, lay back. You need more rest.” The woman was at her bedside in seconds, pushing Angelet back against the pillows and smoothing her forehead with a cool hand.
“I am Lady Cecily. My husband is Sir Alric Hawksmere, and my father is Rainald de Vere. Do these names sound at all familiar? Your boy asked for me specifically.”
“My boy?” Angelet felt so confused. Had she somehow come to the place where her son was being fostered?
“Goswin.”
The image of wild, red-haired Goswin floated into her memory. “Goswin. Oh, yes. I’m sorry, but I remember nothing of what happened. I suffer an affliction, you see…”
Cecily gave a crisp nod. “One that strikes your brain first and then your body, leaving you unconscious and unable to move. It appears that the wound you received must have caused you to suffer a fit. No surprise—when the body suffers, the soul feels its pain. All healers worth their salt know this, whether a midwife or the most learned doctor.”
Something in Cecily’s tone—the lack of fear—made Angelet say, “You tended me? You’re a healer? I thought you the lady of the manor.”
“I am both of those things,” Cecily said. “I have worked for years to help my people with whatever ailments come their way, from winter coughs to more serious illnesses. The plants from my garden are very useful in many cases.”
“You spoke as if my symptoms were familiar. Have you seen anyone like me before?”
Cecily’s eyebrow arched. “No. But I will do what I can for you. Have no fear.”
“You don’t even know me.” Why was this stranger offering such assistance? What did she want from Angelet? Money? A favor of some sort? Did she think that Angelet was more important than she actually was?
“But I do know you,” Cecily was saying. “You’re Angelet, and I am Cecily. Women in this world are all sisters, in a way. That is enough, is it not?”
“My family ties are much more knotted than that,” Angelet said miserably.
“Well, tell me when you’re recovered. I think we shall be friends by the time you leave here.”
“Leave?”
“Not till you wish to,” Cecily said, patting her hand. “You’ve been through too much to hurry outside of the gates again so soon!”
“How do you know what I’ve been through?”
“Goswin said that you were being chased by someone. Was it brigands? This part of the shire is generally clear of such bands, but they are always a risk for travelers. Where did it happen?”
“I cannot say,” Angelet answered, honestly enough. “All I remember was a crossroads, and a hill…but yes, someone was after us, and meant us great harm.”
“Us…meaning you and the boy Goswin? Was there no other?” Cecily’s voice held a newer, sharper curiosity. And no wonder. It would be very odd for Angelet to travel all alone, without any protection like Rafe’s.
Angelet frowned. Cecil had not yet mentioned Rafe. Was he not here? Had something happened to him? Her gut went cold at the thought. “There was another! I must speak to Goswin. Now. Please, it’s important!”
“Hush, dear, hush.” Cecily restrained her from getting out of bed. “I’ll send for him immediately.”
To her credit, Cecily did just that, and soon Goswin entered the room on tip-toe, looking about as if he were entering a shrine.
“You asked for me, my lady?” He spoke in a near whisper.
“Goswin,” Angelet said, gesturing to a stool set by the bed. “Sit. You must tell me what happened.”
The boy’s eyes slid toward Cecily, in a clear warning that what he wanted to say had to be kept private. Oh, what had she missed while in her seizure?
Cecily, however, seemed oblivious to any strain. She got up from the edge of the bed. “I’ll leave you two to chat. Just call out if you need anything.” She glided out of the room and pulled the door mostly shut.
Goswin stared hard at the door for a long while, his head tipped carefully, listening for footsteps.
Then he sighed. “I think she’s gone.” He leaned toward Angelet. “This place is like a town, my lady. There’s a wall around, and men-at-arms on guard at all times.”
“You’re saying we’re prisoners here?” she asked.
“No! Nothing like that. Everyone’s rather kind, actually,” he added, with heavy suspicion. “I can pass through the gate whenever I like.”
She held out her hand to Goswin. “Where’s Rafe? Why did Lady Cecily think we came here alone?”
Goswin looked over his shoulder and leaned even closer. “He’s around, but he’s hiding.”
Relief warred with confusion. Thank God Rafe was all right, but why on earth would he hide from their rescuers? “I don’t understand. What’s going on?”
“He wouldn’t say,” Goswin told her. “He knew all about Cleobury though, and insisted it was the only safe place to bring you. But I gather it’s not safe for him. He said he must not be seen by any of the inhabitants.”
“That makes no sense. Surely people who would care for a stranger would welcome the knight who brought her!”
“I don’t know, my lady. He won’t talk about it.”
“So you’ve seen him since you brought me here?”
“Yes. He meets me outside the gates just after sundown. He always asks about you. I’ll tell him you’re awake again.”
Just then, the door squeaked open and Cecily stepped in. “That’s long enough, boy! Lady Angelet must not be agitated.”
“Be careful,” Angelet told Goswin in a low voice. “And tell him to be careful too. I can’t lose either of you.”
“Yes, my lady!” Goswin sprang up from where he was sitting and dashed away before Cecily could ask him anything or detain him.
“My goodness,” Cecily said, looking after him. “That’s an energetic youth.”
“Boys are like that,” Angelet said, thinking of how Henry used to run for hours, seemingly without tiring.
“I hope my little one will be more calm,” Cecily said, putting her hand to her belly again. “Or mayhap I don’t! What’s more delightful than watching a child be a child?”
“Your first?” Angelet asked.
Cecily nodded, bliss covering her features. “I cannot wait to meet him. Or her! I shall find out in June.”
“I wish you all happiness now,” Angelet said, “for I will be gone by then.”
“Where will you go? Where are you from?” Cecily asked, turning her attention to Angelet. “Your boy Goswin was a little vague on that point. And his own memory concerning the event seemed quite hazy. Very few people earn such loyalty as that boy has for you.”
“I’ve not earned it,” she said. “Goswin is naturally cautious, that’s all.”
“So what did happen? Surely you didn’t ride though the forest with only a page.”
“No. I was part of a much larger entourage. I had intended to go all the way to Basingwerke Abbey, near Sheffield. I was to be a postulant. But then our whole group was attacked on the road, and I fled…and now I am here.”
“This is a long way from the Nottinghamshire road.”
“I’m afraid my plan was not well thought out. Goswin probably was trying to protect me. If he told the story as it happened, I’d sound as if I wasn’t in my right mind.”
“Your wound was fresh, though. You were attacked again, closer to here?”
“Yes. Or at least, I don't think it was far. I’m afraid I am useless,” Angelet confessed. “I wish I could give you a better answer.”
“It’s understandable, considering what you’ve been through.
All travel carries greater risk now. War is rupturing this country.
We are lucky that the king has kept order here in Shropshire, more or less.
But there is always the threat of violence.
And then with the Welsh so close…” She looked at Angelet and gave her a sunny smile.
“Not to fear though! My husband Alric is a knight by training, and he has made Cleobury the safest manor in England.”
“That is reassuring. I will have to repay you for your hospitality.”
“You may begin by recovering from your wound,” Cecily said. “I’ve prepared a tisane that will help you sleep.”