Chapter Ten Silas #2
"So. It turned out they were her experiments. Lupe believes we should all be like those kids. Something about being at full power if we remove the walls between our human side and wolf side."
That got my attention. I put my hands up for her to stop and thought back to the student that I thought was off. It didn't seem like they were in control of their wolf. They even smelled more like a wolf than they did a human.
"That couldn't work, could it? Our wolves are powerful creatures, but they also couldn't thrive in our world without our human half.
They are more about emotion and instinct than they are about anything else.
Not to mention, if our human half would get overpowered by the wolf, we would just lose control. We would attack other people."
“That's the thing. I didn’t think it would work either.
Even worse, I thought these things would turn into monsters.
Like they couldn't be a part of everyday life because all they'd want was to feed, breed, and whatever else our wolf wants.
If the wolf was in control, they couldn't do day-to-day things like we can. "
"That's what I would assume."
Dylan took a break, and she rubbed her legs together again.
Her eyes rolled and her hands were keeping herself upright on the bed.
I wasn't sure what was going on, but her scent had become the focal point of the room.
I tried to walk over to the other side of the room to put some distance between us.
My thoughts became mostly about how I wanted to lay her back on that bed and do every perverted fantasy I had ever thought to her until we were forced to leave the room.
If it hadn't been for her voice bringing me back from my thoughts, I would have caved into it.
"Whatever she did to them, it worked. They had become their wolves within their human bodies.
The way they shifted too–it was so fast, and they were mating with each other without bonding.
It was like they were choosing what to do and when instead of leaving it up to fate.
Their anger could be triggered too easily, though.
It's something she wants me for. Apparently, Shadowborn magic is the key to it all.
If we mate to others who aren't Shadowborns, we can push our magic through the bond and cause every wolf to lose control of the wall between our human half and wolf half.
I didn't believe it was possible, but somehow she made it work.
I think she is tracking down more Shadowborns.
Like...even descendents of Shadowborns to use the magic to do whatever she is planning.
She wants this to work on every wolf. I'm not sure if she has worked out all the kinks, but she has worked out enough to turn anyone willing into these creatures, assuming they survive. "
This wasn't what I was expecting at all.
I assumed, maybe, Lupe wanted her to lead an enormous pack or something.
Hell, I even thought Lupe might want Dylan to form a pack herself and lead more Shadowborns.
That would be more of what I expected than this.
To turn someone from a werewolf to a... wolf man?
I don't even know what to call this. Or why Lupe would want this to happen.
"Let me get this straight. Lupe wants the walls between our minds to meld into one so the wolf would be more dominant and prevalent than the human. What would that do for her?"
"She could take over and be the next queen.
That's the only thing I can think of. She wants to rule everyone.
If she pushes the wolf to being the only thing in charge, that would mean she could lead everyone without competition.
Lupe can manipulate the magic inside the bonds.
It's something a Shadowborn can do. The power is supposed to help a pack, but she is trying to change it to become something she's not.
I don't know why she wants this, but she's evil.
That woman can push all werewolves into something they're not and were never meant to be. "
"An army." I said flatly. "If she can control all the werewolves after she breaks the human side away, then she could control them all to be an army. Has she mentioned wanting to take something over?"
Dylan rolled her eyes. "No. The bad guy hasn't given me all the details of her plans to take over the damn world, Silas."
I noticed Dylan taking off her shirt and exposed her black bra underneath.
My mouth went dry again, and I walked backwards until my back hit the wall.
There's no way Dylan wanted to do this. If she was stripping her clothes off, it had to mean she's too hot.
Dylan didn't want to do anything with me right now.
I hadn't proven myself to her yet for her to want that.
But then she stripped off her pants too.
"Dylan..."
"It's so hot in here, Silas." Then she reached between her legs and rubbed herself with her fingers.
"Dylan. What's going on?"
"I don't know," she giggled. "This feels so good."
I gulped as I watched her stand up and pull her black thong down her legs.
She kicked them over toward me before sitting back down on the bed, and her hand returned to pleasuring herself.
Dylan's head leaned back, and her mouth fell open to let out a moan.
My hand snaked down to under my jeans to adjust myself as my cock became hard seeing her doing this to herself.
Dylan wasn't paying attention to me anymore.
She opened her legs wider and I could see her fingers working themselves to bring her to a climax.
The scent of raspberries and wolf filled the room, and it was driving me mad to breathe it in.
I wanted to walk over to her and help her, but she hadn't invited me to do so.
I wouldn't step over that line and ruin the chances I had of fixing things between us.
When she growled, I knew something was up. I could feel her frustration through the bond as it grew inside of her. Something was wrong. I couldn't tell what because of the severed bond, but I could feel it.
"What's going on with you, Dylan? I doubt you wanted to give me a show when you said you wanted to come here with me."
Her head snapped forward to look at me. There was a small glow in her eyes that meant her wolf was looking at me instead.
I couldn't believe I didn't notice what was going on before.
Dylan didn't recognize it because her wolf was more in charge than her right now.
I had to restrain myself and find Jackson and Hunter.
"I want you, Silas."
Dylan jumped to her feet and walked seductively toward me.
My wolf was going insane inside me. His thoughts were mostly for me to give her everything she asked for and more.
To mark her during this so we could claim her as ours before she walked through the halls again.
I couldn't do that to Dylan. She would need to tell me herself she wanted this for me to give into her right now.
Because Dylan was in heat.
When she reached me, her hand went to my crotch and grabbed onto it as her lips came close to mine. I moved my head so she wouldn't as I didn't want to give in without her telling me it was her that wanted to go through this with.
"Dylan. I need to get Jackson and Hunter. We haven't completed the bond yet. This would be taking advantage of you."
She nuzzled into my neck and I felt her tongue slide against my skin. A shiver ran down my back, and I couldn't help but put my hands on her hips to keep her close against me.
"I don't want to wait. Everything inside me is tingly. I want you, Silas."
I moved my hands up her sides, noticing how soft and warm her skin felt underneath my fingertips.
When I slid them to her face, I gently pushed her back so I could see her eyes again.
Her usual beautiful shade of teal looked back at me, and there was no glow to her eyes anymore.
Dylan gained control of her wolf, and it was her talking to me again.
"You hate me, Dylan. You don't want me to go through your first heat. It's okay that you don't. Your body right now is telling you to do everything to make a pup. That's not something you want with me just yet."
She snorted. "I don't want pups yet." Her hips gyrated against mine. With how hard I was, she could feel me against her and was doing what she could to bring herself to another orgasm.
During a heat, a female needed orgasms until it passed or until she was pregnant by one of her mates.
There was a spell we could say before we did anything to guarantee she wouldn't get pregnant, but that would still leave needing to orgasm to fill the lust through her veins.
I wanted to be the one to do that with her more than anything else on the planet outside of marking her.
We weren't there yet. I didn't want to be the person who took advantage.
After it passed, Dylan would hate me more, and she would never complete the bond with me if I did this. I couldn't risk that.
I'll never risk losing her again.
"Let me get Jackson and Hunter. Call them through the bonds, and I'll take you to your room. Though, I am putting a shirt or something on you, so no one else sees you like this."
She was still pressing herself against me. The sensation of her rubbing against me made me want to throw my chivalry out the window and drown in my mate.
" Don't you want me?" she taunted.
I growled at her. " Never question if I want you or not, Dylan.
This has nothing to do with that. I want to throw you on that bed and have you screaming my name until your voice is hoarse.
I want you to beg for me to sink my teeth into your neck and claim you as mine until you can't take it anymore to show you how much I want you, but this isn't how I'm going to do that.
You are in heat. If you want me to be the one to fuck you into oblivion to make it subside, I'll gladly sink my cock into you over and over again .
" I grabbed the back of her head and pulled her to me.
My lips were less than an inch from mine.
Her scent swirled around me, making my chest rumble. " Just say the word, and I'll give in."
Dylan stared up at me in shock at my admitting how I felt.
The fact that she didn't know I felt this way about her told me I needed to up my game entirely.
I couldn't be the meek mate who didn't show her how badly I wanted and needed her in my life.
The fear of her rejecting the bond with me entirely had me too afraid of showing her exactly how she made me feel. That ended today.
" Fuck it." I growled before I pulled her lips to mine.