Chapter 44
Nikita
Breathing is supposed to be easy, effortless, but with Calvin over me, looking as if he was about to ravage me at any point now, I’m incapable of filling my lungs with enough air.
And with the way my heart can’t find a steady pace to beat, every feeling is overwhelming.
“Who would have thought?” I taunt in a playful manner, reaching up and running my nails over his cheek.
His lips pull into a smile before he turns to kiss the inside of my hand, “I’d call that growth.”
“Is this where we high-five?”
“That.” He chuckles, “Or we can do this.”
Leaning closer, his lips find mine and I sink into him. I am bombarded by feelings from every direction and there’s no escaping it so I cave. I give in to them and allow whatever is going to come from this because no matter what happens after this, at least we have this moment.
I feel his body against mine, his erection pressing into my stomach awakening a deeper ache between my legs. Our faces hover close to each other, lips close enough to brush over each other, but we don’t.
“Calvin?”
“Yes, linda?” My heart hammers against my chest as I rake my fingers through his hair, my hands moving slowly down his neck. My arousal reaches new heights from three simple words, “Fuck me, please.”
His eyes darken with deep desire, “Oh, I intend to.”
Removing himself from over me, he stands up straight, removing his pants. I prop up onto my elbows watching in anticipation. His underwear drops to the floor next, his cock springing free. My breath catches in my throat at the sight of it, my pussy already leaking at the anticipation of what he will feel like.
He walks over to his bag, pulling a condom from the one compartment.
“You came prepared,” I note, my eyes narrowing playfully, “Did you think this would happen?”
He makes his way back over to me, “No.” Reaching for my ankles, he yanks me closer to him, his eyes dropping over my body. “But I can thank my lucky stars that it is.”
I push myself up, moving to the edge of the bed where he stands with his cock ready for me. He watches me curiously as I grab the condom from him, bringing it between my teeth and ripping it open. I don’t want to think too much about what we’re doing. He is right when he says we’ll talk ourselves out of it, but that isn’t going to happen. Things aren’t the same between us anymore and they never will be again.
He opens his mouth to say something, but when my fingers wrap around him, sliding down his length to his base, I wrap my hand around and steady him. Taking the condom from my hand, he places it over the tip before rolling it down. Both of us watch the action and I tug at the inside of my lip, willing myself to be patient.
I am starving and nothing will satisfy me but him. All of him.
He eyes me, “I think it’s safe to say that whatever friendship we had won’t be the same.”
“Good thing we weren’t that close.”
He exhales a breath of laughter, a smile forming on my own lips before he is over me again, his lips crashing against mine. We shift further up the bed, Calvin’s arms on either side of me as he kisses me - no, he devours me like a man starved. He uses his knee to part my legs and moves between me, forcing my legs wider. I shift, allowing him the space he needs and I feel his cock tease my entrance.
I grip his arm, “Stop teasing me.”
“I was going to drag this out - make you beg for it, but I can’t wait any longer.”
He grabs his cock, moving to position it at my entrance as I slip my fingers between my legs, feeling the slickness from my previous orgasm, opening myself to him. My eyes are on him as he leans forward, the head of his cock slowly entering me.
“Cal-” My voice is breathless.
His head jerks up, his eyes meeting mine as he slams into me, the rest of his name lost on my lips as he stretches me to fit his size. Both of us breathe a sigh of relief at the contact.
“You feel so…” His words disappear as he moves, adjusting me to him easier with each movement.
“Good?”
“Fucking perfect.”
He pulls himself out, allowing only the tip to pierce my entrance before he slams back into me. He repeats the action with each thrust harder than the one before. There is no stopping the moans that come with each slam, my pussy already tightening around him, the sensitivity of a previous orgasm still lingering.
His hand runs up my leg, grabbing it and wrapping it around his waist as we move, finding a rhythm that has my eyes rolling back as I soak in ecstasy.
“Oh, yes.” I wrap my hand around the back of his neck. My nails dig into his skin as I lift my hips to meet his movement, the intensity of our movements increasing. When his eyes find mine, something explodes inside of me and I know I am fucked. Whatever I have been holding back or trying to stop, is proving to be inevitable.
I am falling for Calvin.
And that thought terrifies me more than anything.
His hand slips underneath my ass, lifting my hips further to allow him deeper access to move inside of me. The sound of our bodies slapping together surrounds us and we smell of sex. I want to soak in every little detail about this moment between us, because fucking Calvin is going to be ingrained in me - I can feel it.
And I’m not sure how I’m going to stop it from happening again.
“Harder,” I manage to get out between my moans.
Calvin’s one hand reaches out to grip the headboard of the bed as he does exactly what I ask. He holds nothing back as he pumps into me, each movement harder than the one before. The sheer force of his movement has me placing my hands above my head, against the headboard to stop my head from slamming against it.
“Yes, oh god, yes.”
“That’s what I want to hear.” His voice is breathless, his eyes finding mine, “Such a good girl.” He squeezes my ass, a burn emitting from the action, but I love it. I am overcome with everything that is hitting me all at once, I can barely catch my breath. My eyes fall close, my moans turning into louder screams of his name.
His hand leaves my ass and I feel it grip either side of my face, “Eyes on me, baby.”
My eyes fly open as his hand drops to my leg that is wrapped around his waist. He unfurls it and bends it, pushing it closer to me and finding a deeper way to penetrate me.
“Cal- fuck, I can’t.” I can feel my climax reaching the edge, stars already in my vision.
“You can.” His voice is low and breathy before his lips are against mine again, soaking up the moans against them. “So fucking perfect.”
I feel pressure against my clit, his thumb suddenly finding it and barely allowing me any time to think. I am not going to last much longer - fuck, I’m barely holding it together.
“I-I’m so close,” I manage to get out, my eyes rolling back as my body already starts to shake from the building climax that is about to detonate inside of me.
He circles my clit, pressing harder against it, “Cum for me, Nikita. I want to feel you shake around me.”
“Fuck,” I exhale before my orgasm implodes, pleasure shooting through my veins and soaking every part of my body.
But Calvin doesn’t stop.
He continues to move inside of me, pushing my leg further towards my body as he uses his other hand to find my ass again, pulling me closer to him as he completely loses it. His movements are at a speed I have never experienced and I tighten around his cock, barely able to catch my breath.
“Fu-ah- Nikita.”
The sound of my name on Calvin’s lips as he cums sends me into a frenzy, barely being able to get a handle on reality. Stars blur my vision as he collapses against me, nothing but the sound of our heavy breathing surrounding us.
We don’t move - at least not at first. Calvin lifts his head, his eyes finding mine. A sense of satisfaction rests over both of us, but when Calvin smiles at me - my heart can’t handle it.
Oh, now I’m fucked.
Having my emotions involved is not part of the plan. None of this was, but it’s too late.
He pulls out of me, dropping on his back next to me and my gaze lands on the ceiling above us. We are both still trying to get a handle on our breathing and there’s silence between us for a moment.
His hand slips into mine, his fingers intertwining with mine, “You okay?”
“More than okay.” I nod, “You?”
“Me too.”
I drop my head to the side, facing him as he gets to his feet, disposing of the condom before returning to where I lie. I turn my body in his direction, hooking my arm around the pillow as my breathing slowly starts to return to a normal pace. Calvin lays on his stomach, his legs extending off the bed as he shifts closer to me.
“Will you come with me?”
“I thought I just did.”
“Funny.” He laughs, shaking his head as he drops it. Watching Calvin laugh is a sight to behold. His eyes find mine again, that charming grin of his back on his lips, “Please?”
“Where are we going?”
He reaches for my hand and brings my fingers to his lips, leaving a soft kiss against each of my knuckles. Gentle and intimate. Not even five minutes ago, he was fucking me senseless and now he is being the perfect gentlemen. It’s the perfect balance.
“I think it’s about time I take you on a date.”