Chapter 42
LUCA
W ords don’t mean much to me, they never have. It’s actions that speak loudly in my world, but hearing Summer tell me she only wants me, is a declaration I wasn’t expecting.
Me. She wants me. Not because of who I am or what I am. That doesn’t impress her; she has lived with that her entire life.
Here, we are just a girl and a boy, a woman and a man, touching on something new for both of us. I will strip her of the last shred of her innocence and she will give me a reason to exist.
Up until Summer, I’ve never had that one person who completes you. That makes everything possible and gives meaning to life. I’m not saying I love her. That’s a step way too far, but right now she is my world and I will do right by her.
I stare deep into her eyes and whisper, “Are you on birth control?”
Her shy smile lifts my heart as she nods. “My father would shit a brick if he knew.”
I chuckle softly. “I understand his reasoning.”
She reaches out and strokes my face and smiles into my eyes. “He was never going to win because when you entered my life, I was lost to reasoning.”
I nod, kissing her lips with a light touch and then say with a serious edge to my voice, “I can use a condom, or we can experience it without any barriers. I’m clean and I’ve never not used a barrier, and I’m guessing I don’t even need to ask you the same question.”
“No. You don’t, but thanks for asking, anyway.”
She smiles. “I want the whole of you, Luca. I want a part of you still inside me when you leave. Is that fucked up?”
I say nothing and leaning down, kiss her hard, my heart exploding for the first time. I couldn’t answer her if I tried because Summer makes me a better man with every soft look and honest word she says. She hides nothing and for a guy who hides everything, it’s refreshing.
My cock throbs with desperation. It scents her, senses her and desires her. Like a dog in heat it will not be restrained and I can’t hold back much longer, aching to make her mine in every way.
I don’t give her a moment to dread what happens next. Instead I thrust in harder, her shocked gasp captured by mydeep groan. Her body tenses as I break through every last barrier and her tears are wet on my face as I conquer her innocence.
I say nothing and ease in and out gently, allowing her body to accept me, easing the burn and painting every wall inside her with my DNA. Summer will bear my mark in every single part of her, from her mind to her body and her soul.
She relaxes as her body adopts my rhythm and soon the pain passes as she accepts what nature is good at.
I brush my thumb against her clit, a fresh burst of heat calming my raging cock.
“Am I hurting you, angel?”
I whisper as she moans, “Not anymore, this is well, you know–”
Her short breath and tense muscles tell me she is on the edge of madness, and my mind swings to the pleasure I am experiencing right now.
I am swimming inside a pool of ecstasy and I never want to leave.
Summer’s nails rake against my skin and drop down onto my balls that nestle against her ass.
She wraps those fingers around them and squeezes softly.
The rush of pleasure it gives me like nothing I have ever experienced before.
I fuck whores, not women who mean everything to me. There’s a difference and now I’ve found it, I doubt I’ll ever go back. Emotions play a powerful part in sex and I never understood that before and I open my eyes and stare at the beauty who has literally got me by the balls.
I watch as she bites her lower lip, her lashes fluttering against her soft skin, lost in the moment, lost in me.
As I push harder and press down gently on her clit, I watch the magic of her orgasm as it overtakes her mind.
Her lips part and a soft strangled scream lights the night air and as her body clenches my cock, it milks the orgasm that was never far away.
I knew I wouldn’t last long, not this first time because Summer is an ache that will never go away, not all the time she looks at me like I hung the moon.
I come hard, harder than ever and as streams of my cum spray paint my name inside her body, I have never experienced an emotion like this before. My body spasms as it comes hard and my groan is louder than ever as I spill every last drop into her womb.