EIGHT
Pushing myself up on my knees and forearms, I look over at Daddy.
“Come on, Little pet. You can do it,” Daddy encourages me.
“I don’t want to,” I tell him. “I don’t see the point in me crawling. It’s not like you are going to allow me to crawl or walk on my own.”
“When I’m not home or when I’m sitting, and you want to come to me, you’ll have to crawl. In my office, you’ll have to crawl to me. You won’t be able to walk with the gravity here,” he explains. “So you need get used to to crawling.”
I continue to be my knees and hands as I look at him. How humiliating is this?
“If you’re a good girl, you’ll get a treat and a belly rub,” he says. “I know how much you liked the belly rub you got the other day.”
Cheeks heating, I look down at my hands. I did really like it when he rubbed my belly and just had his hand there in general. It grounded me in a way and made me feel closer to him than I had before.
Clenching my teeth, I slowly start to crawl toward Daddy.
“Such a good girl,” he whispered as I got closer to him. “We are going to practice that more and more.”
“Perfect,” I grumble.
“Lie down,” Daddy commands. “On your back.”
I lay down on my back in front of his feet, and Daddy bends down, placing his hand on my stomach as he gently rubs. Closing my eyes, my whole body starts to relax.
“Open your mouth. Daddy is going to give you some kibble,” he says.
I hold my tongue out just the way he likes it and feel him place the small pebbles on my tongue.
“Such a good girl,” he praises me. “My good Little Pet.”
I don’t know how long I lie there, getting my stomach rubbed, but I never want him to stop. I wanted him to continue for the rest of my life.“Daddy has to go to work today. Do you want to come with me, or do you want to stay here?” he asks.
I look up at him from my kennel and back down at my diaper. He just fed me a full bottle. I know I am going to have to go to the bathroom very soon.
I still haven’t gotten over the humiliation every single time he changes my diaper. I haven’t gotten used to his vibrating tongue and the praise and pleasure he gives me every single time I do something so simple… like using my diaper or drinking the whole bottle.
“Diaper?” I ask.
“If you stay here, you will stay in a wet diaper for some time. Unless you want Yamal to come over and change it for you,” he offers. “But if you don’t want that, you can come with me to work. I’ll change it whenever you use it, if I have time.”
I look down at my hands, weighing up each option. Which one do I want to do?
I don’t really want to go with him to his work since I know there will be other Venkorians there, but at the same time, I don’t want to stay here and be in a wet diaper for however long he is gone. And I definitely don’t want Yamal to change my diaper for me.
I shiver at the thought of Yamal. He has yet to come over to get a pee sample from me, and it’s been on my mind. Daddy and Yamal talked about doing something else as well, and I’ve been trying to figure out what it could be.
Whenever we went to the nurse’s quarters on the space station, all they did was take our temperature from under our arm and give us any shots that we needed. But Yamal said that everything looked good, which makes me think that I won’t need any shots.
“So, Little Pet. What do you want to do?” he asks.
I look up at Daddy. “Go with you?” It comes out as a question.
I don’t know what I will be doing there if I go with him. Will I be bored, or will I be able to roam around and see what I want?
“If you stay here, you will be put in your kennel like you are now. If you come with me to the office, you will go between staying in your kennel and kneeling next to my leg,” he explains. “I just wanted to give you some information in case you were still unsure.”
He knew I wasn’t. But what do I want to do? Staying in the kennel will be so boring in the apartment, and I know he won’t give me anything to do. At least if I go with him to the office, I can look around and see new things.
“Office,” I mumble. “You.”
A smile blossoms across his face, and he opens the top of the kennel before picking me up.
“Daddy is so glad you are coming with me.” He kisses my forehead. “I was going to respect your decision if you wanted to stay in the apartment, but I knew I would be worrying about you the whole time and not be able to get any work done.”
I blink several times as I stare at him. He would really be worried about me like that?
“Maybe I should put some cameras in the apartment, so whenever I do have to go to work, and you don’t want to come with me, I can look to see if you are okay,” he mumbles to himself. “No, that won’t do because then I will be watching the feed the whole time and not get any work done.”
Daddy shakes his head, coming out of his daze and looks at me, a small smile on his face.
“But maybe that won’t be such a bad thing. If I have to go anywhere, I can watch you the whole time and make sure that you’re okay.” He chuckles to himself. “I think I’m going to do that. Then I can capture whether you’re naughty or not while I’m gone.”
“I think you are going to have to come with me every time I go to the office. Or we are going to just have to suck it up and deal with being away from each other for a little while,” he says.
He is going to have to deal with it because I won’t mind one bit if he leaves me in the apartment. As long as he doesn’t put me in the kennel and lock it.
“Let me pack a couple of bottles for you. Then we can head to the office.” Daddy places me on the ground in the kitchen.
“Clothes?” I ask as I look down at my naked form.
Daddy looks down at me and shakes his head. “No clothes, Little Pet. We’ve been over this. It is normal for you to go around in just your diaper here on Venkoria. No one is going to look at you twice, or stare at your figure. It is natural.”
“Shirt?” I ask once again, trying my luck again.
Even if it was a crop top, I would be much happier with something covering my chest. To feel more secure when we go out. What if one of the other men sees me and decides he wants me for himself? What if Daddy leaves to go do something, and the person comes in to harm me?
I wrap my arms around my chest and shiver at the thought.
There are so many bad possibilities that could happen, and I’m not prepared for any of them.
I don’t know how to fight against anyone, and I definitely can’t fight against any of the men on Venkoria.
They are massive and have huge muscles, whereas I don’t have anything.
“I won’t ever let anything bad happen to you, so you can get rid of those thoughts.” Daddy pats my head. “You are always safe with me.”
“Cold,” I mumble, still trying to get some form of clothes before we leave.
It isn’t a lie that I am cold. Whenever Daddy isn’t right next to me, and our skin isn’t touching, I always find myself getting colder and colder.
Daddy hums as he looks at me. “Maybe I should give you a shirt. I don’t know how I feel about someone else seeing what is only for my eyes.”
I look up at him expectingly and nod. My stomach warms as he wants to keep everything about me to himself.
“Stay right here,” Daddy says.
He leaves the room and comes back before I can even think of anything, shirt in his hand.
“Raise your arms,” Daddy commands.
I lift my arms over my head, and Daddy places the shirt on me. The shirt with my hands raised reaches just below my boobs, but it’s better than nothing.
“We’ll take a blanket, so whenever you are in the kennel, you can use it, but if you are with me and sitting on the ground or my lap, you won’t need it since you’ll feel my body heat and be okay.
” He smiles down at me. “I know what you are trying to do. I was already going to give you a blanket for the kennel if I needed to leave the room.”
Let’s hope he will need to leave the office a lot, and I can cover myself with the blanket. I watch as Daddy grabs two bottles and places them in a bag before turning to me and picking me up.
“Are you ready to go?” he asks.
I shrug and lean my head against his chest. I seem to be getting more comfortable around him, and I don’t know how I feel about it.
Daddy has told me several times that he will always be there for me and will never be rude or abandon me, but I can’t seem to trust that.
I hesitate every single time about calling him Daddy.
The time is not right.
Maybe if I’m still here in a year or two, I can call him Daddy. That is when I know whether he is serious or not. Unless he is just waiting for me to call him that, and then he will let me go.
“What are you thinking about?” Daddy asks as he runs his free hand through my hair.
“Nothing,” I mumble.
He hums. “Lie, but I’m going to let it pass this time. We’re going to an unfamiliar place. I bet you are really worried. If it gets to be too much for you, I can take you back to the apartment and let you calm down. I will probably have to go back to the office, depending on when it is.”
Nodding, I close my eyes as he walks out of the apartment. If I keep my eyes shut the whole time until he gets into his office, I won’t have to see anyone or talk to them.
“Everything is going to be okay,” he whispers. “I’m not going to let anything bad happen to you. Trust Daddy right now.”
That’s hard to do.
“Ronal! I wasn’t expecting you to be here so soon. I thought you were spending a week with your pet,” a deep voice says.
“Albel, something urgent has come up that I need to take care of,” Daddy replies. “Hopefully it won’t take long, but I got called in to take care of it.”
“Let me know if you need any help,” Albel responds. “Is this your Little Pet?”
“This is her. Nora, can you say hi?” Daddy asks.
I crack my eyes open to see someone who looks really similar to Daddy standing in front of us. A smile blossoms on his face, and he waves.
“Hello, Nora. I’m Albel. It’s nice to finally meet you. Your Daddy would not stop talking about you before he picked you up. He kept bragging that he finally got a pet and couldn’t wait to hold you in his arms to cherish.” Albel chuckles.
I open and close my mouth, not knowing what to say. I know Yamal said Daddy would never hurt me, but for some reason, it is hitting me differently that one of Daddy’s coworkers is talking about him wanting me.
“I’m glad he finally has you. Maybe now, he’ll work on his work-life balance more.” Albel looks at Daddy and gives him a pointed look. “Let’s hope he works on it. Because I know you don’t want to be home alone or be at the office not doing anything.”
He has that correct.
“I don’t want to leave my Little Pet once I get her.
That’s why I’m doing the same as your Daddy.
I’m trying to get a lot of work done before I go get her.
Though she hasn’t arrived on Venkoria yet.
Once she does, I will have a lot of work done.
After a week of being with her constantly, my workload will still be low.
I can go to work for a couple of hours and then spend the rest of the time with her,” he explains. “I can’t wait to meet my Little Ella.”
Ella? What does he mean he’s waiting for her? She was in the room with me.
I stare at him in disbelief. He really is already in love with the poor female who he has bought. Does she know what she is getting into? Is she going to be afraid like I am and try to leave? Will he be overbearing and try to do everything for her all in the beginning?
No. I can’t think about this. I need to think about myself. Everything is still very uncertain for me and the future. To know whether I can fully trust Daddy or if I still need to be cautious.
“Well, I’ll let you get to work so that you can go home sooner. If you need anything, Ronal, let me know,” Albel says and smiles down at me.
I lean my head on Daddy’s chest as he starts walking, closing my eyes so I don’t have to make any more conversation with anyone from Venkoria.
“Nora?” someone calls out.
My head whips to the right, and I see Leah.
“Leah!” I scream, but before she can run to me, a man picks her up and walks away. “Daddy, go follow her!”
But Daddy stays right where he is as I watch Leah disappear from my sight.
“What are you doing?” I ask as I turn to Daddy. “Please, she is my friend. I need to see whether she is okay and if she needs anything. Please, go to her.”
“What did Daddy tell you when you first came here?” he asks.
“That isn’t important right now!” I raise my voice. “I need to make sure that she is okay. Let me down, and I’ll walk to her to see if she is okay.”
“You won’t be able to walk if you won’t even crawl in the apartment. You aren’t used to the gravity on Venkoria. I don’t want you to fall and hurt yourself,” Daddy says and starts walking in the opposite direction.
“Please, let me go,” I whisper.
“What did Daddy tell you when you first came here?” he asks once again.
“What’s so important about it? I want to see Leah,” I tell him.
“Daddy told you that you won’t see any of your friends until I say that it is okay. You haven’t acclimated to Venkoria yet. You will not be meeting them until I say that it is okay,” he states.