Chapter Six
Holden
I scrape my teeth against the lips of Maya’s soft, wet pussy as I breathe her in.
There’s nothing like it. Her scent is beckoning to the animal inside of me.
It’s a dangerous place to be, and I’m well aware of the consequences.
Surface level alone, she’s too young for me.
On top of that, there’s her brother, and now this fucking secret.
I need to get a grip, but as her nails dig into my biceps, I respond by sucking and licking harder. I’m desperate. Desperate to feel her shivering core against my face as she soaks my beard and begs for release.
Fuck! I’ve never needed anything more.
“Oh God, Holden,” she sighs as I move the pressure above her clit.
I’d be a liar if I said the thought of taking her virginity hadn’t been keeping me up at night. I jerk off to thoughts of how tight she is. How slick. How sweet. How I’d suck her firm nipples and claim her as roughly as she’ll let me.
My cock throbs rigid against my thigh, and though I’m desperate to take her right here and now, I know I can’t.
Not like this.
Not after everything that happened today.
Maya deserves to know the truth. The truth about the real me.
Hell, she deserves better than the real me, but I can’t give her up.
I can’t stop touching her. I can’t stop licking.
I’m barely holding back the urge to demand she get down on her knees and suck me dry.
Barely holding back the urge to watch her mouth fall open as my come drips from her lips and onto her full, round tits.
Fuck! I need to get a grip.
Her hips roll forward and another sigh escapes as she grinds against my face. I love how much she needs it. Needs me.
“Holden,” she moans, digging into my biceps like she’s clawing her way through her sensations.
Fuck! I want it. I need it. I need her come all over my face.
“Come on, my baby,” I mutter as I finger fuck her tight little core deeper, then flick and suck at her swollen clit. “Come for me.”
“Oh God!” Her thighs shake as she whines and bucks. “I’m gonna come. Don’t stop… oh my God!”
Moments later, her thick frame is convulsing against my face. Her hips are grinding up against me and I’m in fucking heaven, teasing out every last drop of her pleasure.
“Fuck me! Please!” Her tone is guttural and desperate. “I need you to fill me up!”
I should’ve known this would be a dangerous game to play. She’s drenched, her come is all over my face, her pussy is bright red and hungry, and my cock is throbbing so hard that my brain is disconnecting from reality.
I’m not thinking straight as I kiss the inside of her thigh. Not thinking straight as I stand tall and land the tip of my cock against her slick entrance. Not thinking straight as I grip hold of her round breast and squeeze.
My throat is tight. I want to fuck her more than anything, but I can’t move.
“What’s wrong?” she pants as she stares at me, her pretty blue eyes shining in the dim light of the room.
Fuck!
The tip of my cock sits at the opening of her soaking, tight little core, but I can’t do it. I can’t fucking do it!
I drag in a deep breath and close my eyes, wrestling with every thought imaginable. There’s a filthy, carnal one where I bend her over the back of the couch, dig my hand into the back of her hair, and fuck her tight, little pussy until she’s begging me to stop.
I have to stamp that one out. That one doesn’t get me the long-term life I want. That one feeds the animal but nothing else.
The version I want is the one where I tell the truth, where she sees the real me, and still wants this. The one where I sink inside of her pulsing pussy, plant my seed, and live out my fantasy with her right here in this cabin for all eternity.
I drag in a deep breath and let it out slowly as I pull away. “We need to talk.”
I’ve barely said the words when a knock hammers on the back door, and it better not be who I think it is.