Chapter 25
I CONTROL WHEN AND HOW YOU COME
SEBASTIAN
I truly hadn’t thought that Lily would follow through.
It was exactly why I’d sprung this whole scenario on her.
Because despite her declarations last night, she has no idea how often people think they want to take part in group sex until the chance presents itself, and they run screaming in the opposite direction.
I’ve seen it happen countless times, and fully expected that same thing to happen tonight.
When she’d let me finger her during the concert, it had shocked the hell out of me. But then, I’d reasoned, it was just the two of us. Sure, Declan had watched the whole thing, but as far as she knew, he was never go to see her again.
I’d contacted Declan earlier this morning and told him we’d be coming.
I’d mentioned that Lily was a fan and would like to meet him, and alluded to the chance of a threesome.
He’s aware she doesn’t work for me, so I think he’d been surprised by our little performance.
But I also know he’s a decent guy, and wouldn’t be disappointed when Lily came to her senses and shot him down.
But then she didn’t shoot him down.
And now we’re in the elevator, heading up to the Presidential Suite.
I’m very rarely surprised. And right now, I’m both surprised and confused.
There is absolutely no way she’s going to do this. Not because I don’t think she should. I’m certainly in no position to tell anyone how they should live their lives, and am more than open to people exploring their sexual fantasies.
No, I’m confused because now I’m wondering if I’ve completely misunderstood this woman all along.
I stand next to Lily, and can feel the tension running through her as she crosses her arms. I have to fight the urge to place a comforting hand on her lower back.
I’ve already crossed so many of my own boundaries with the hand holding that if I touch her right now, the lines are going to become so blurred that I have no way of turning back.
The elevator arrives on the top floor, and we cross the hall to the door. This hotel has two floors of luxury suites beneath this one, but the Presidential suite takes up the whole top floor.
“Where’s Emery and the rest of your usual entourage?” I ask, remembering he usually has his manager and several others staying with him.
I’d been so preoccupied by Lily I hadn’t stopped to think about if we might be dealing with the presence of others.
“Emery didn’t come along this time. Figured we’re only here for two nights and things have been a little strained lately,” Declan replies, grimacing.
I nod, not needing him to explain any further. His manager is also his ex-girlfriend and their relationship has always been up and down. We’ve met a few times, and the former model is stunning. And knows how to get under Declan’s skin.
“And the rest of the band?” Lily asks.
Declan grins, swiping his card over the security panel. “Don’t worry, they aren’t staying with me either.”
Once Declan lets us into the four-bedroom suite, he tosses his jacket over the back of one of the high-backed dining chairs before turning back to us. “Drink?”
I shake my head. “No, I drove this evening.” There is also no way I am drinking any more tonight with Lily potentially taking such a huge step.
“Cool. Lily?”
She shakes her head, and he shrugs before heading for the fully stocked bar.
While he’s distracted, I tug her towards me and lift her chin, giving in to the urge to touch her and bringing her gaze to mine.
“Are you sure you want to do this?”
She glares at me. “Yes.”
Noticing her jaw clench, I sigh while I stroke my thumb over her cheek gently.
“I’m not asking because I think you shouldn’t do this. Or because I’m testing you. I want to make sure you’re truly okay with what’s about to happen. That this is really what you want.”
I’m almost praying she changes her mind and admits that this is all too much for her. But I’m beginning to realise that the one with the problem right now is me. And I don’t know where to begin to unpack that.
She holds my gaze for a few moments, her expression slowly softening before she lets out a breath. “Yes, Sebastian. I truly want this.” She moves closer, taking my other hand and sliding it beneath her skirt. “Feel how wet I am.”
I guess this has become the way she tells me she’s being honest, now.
Like last night, I drag my finger through her pussy before circling her clit, and her breath hitches.
It’s becoming difficult to separate myself from my feelings when it comes to Lily, and once again, the urge to kiss her is overwhelming. When I kiss anyone else during sex, it’s simply an automatic response to physical closeness during the act. I never feel anything more than sexual arousal.
But when I’d kissed Lily last night, feelings I’ve been suppressing for years had come racing to the surface, and I can’t let that happen again. I’ve already kissed her once tonight, when she was coming with my fingers buried deep inside her pussy.
I told myself it was to muffle the sounds of her moans.
But I know I’m lying to myself.
I wanted to kiss her. Hell, I would have been happy if that was all we did. And I never just kiss anyone. Because that is a form of intimacy that I don’t allow.
But here I am, once again wanting to kiss those soft lips while I hold her body close to mine. To wrap my arms around her and never let her go.
Instead, I force myself to fall into my usual role when it comes to the bedroom. “Alright, then, Angel. Remember what I said. Whenever I’m around…” I slide my finger lower and thrust it into her pussy. “I control when and how you come.”
A moan slips from her lips, and she continues to hold my gaze through half closed eyes while I slowly fuck her with my finger.
“Fuck me, you two are hot,” Declan says, breaking the spell between us. He’s leaning back against the kitchen island, watching us both with sex in his eyes. “I’d really like to join in, now.”
I allow my dominance to show, giving him a nod. “Then by all means, Mr Fitzgerald. Join right in.”
He crosses the room in three long strides, stopping behind Lily and lowering his lips to her ear. “Are you sure?”
The fact that he’s asking her is how I know he’s a decent guy, and why I trust him with Lily right now. This isn’t our first time in a situation like this, and each time, he’s handed over control to me.
Once he’s made sure that any other parties fully consent.
She leans back against him and nods, while I continue moving my finger in and out, teasing her g-spot each time. “Yes,” she breathes.
He brings his gaze to mine over her head, and nods.
“Then let’s get this party started. Sir.”
And now we’re all ready to play.
Keeping my hand moving slowly, I hold Declan’s gaze. “Feel how wet she is, Mr Fitzgerald.”
He follows my instructions, sliding his hand between her thighs, brushing over mine to feel just how aroused Lily is, before his finger settles over her clit. “Perfect,” he murmurs in her ear as she shivers.
“I want us both to make her come. So keep working that clit, Mr Fitzgerald. I want to hear her moaning.”
Her breath hitches as he traces circles over her clit, and my hand bumps against his each time I push my finger inside her.
I lower my gaze to watch her face once we find our rhythm.
“How does it feel, Angel?”
She gasps when I thrust my finger deeper once more and stay there, stroking her g-spot. “So good,” she whimpers.
“We can do better than good, can’t we, Mr Fitzgerald?” I ask, and Declan nods.
I feel him apply more pressure, and she moans while I continue stroking the spot that I know will have her falling apart within minutes.
“Have you ever had both your clit and your g-spot worked at the same time, Angel?” I ask, although I already know the answer.
Joseph deserves a punch in the face for how inexperienced this beautiful woman is when it comes to sex. Well he deserves much worse than that, but I can’t focus on my need to make him suffer right now.
Lily shakes her head, her breath quickening while I focus entirely on her g-spot, keeping my hand still while my finger rubs back and forth over it. I watch with satisfaction as her eyes roll back in her head, feeling her legs weaken as she tries to stay upright between us.
“Hold her up, Mr Fitzgerald.”
Declan slides his arm just beneath her breasts, pinning her to his chest, and I notice him grind against her arse.
I chuckle at his eagerness. “Feel how hard he is for you, Angel. That’s all yours once you’ve been a good girl and come at least twice for us..”
She moans again, and I step closer, pinning her between our bodies so that she can feel my own hard cock against her thigh while I work another two fingers inside her.
“Do you want to feel his cock inside you, Angel?”
“Ah.” She lets out a little cry, shifting her legs further apart.
I withdraw my hand. “Answer me, Angel. Do you want to feel that hard cock deep in your cunt?”
Her eyes fly open, and she holds my gaze, something primal burning behind her eyes. “Yes, sir.”
I smirk. “Well then you’d better come then, hadn’t you?” I thrust my fingers deep into her pussy, and she comes with a scream while Declan moves his fingers faster, continuing to grind himself against her arse.
Neither of us stop moving our hands, and she shudders between us, tossing her head from side to side as the orgasm rolls through her.
I reach up with my other hand to stroke her cheek, bringing her gaze to mine as she struggles to catch her breath.
“Beautifully done, Angel. But I don’t know if I quite believe how badly you want that cock.
Didn’t Mr Fitzgerald tell you he wanted the next time he saw you come to be with his tongue in your pussy?
” I keep moving my hand, enjoying the way she’s writhing between us.
Her movements are causing just the right amount of friction against my cock, and I want to keep it there a little longer.
“Answer me, Angel.” I grind against her slightly.
“Yes, sir,” she whimpers, her eyes fluttering closed again as she shivers.
“Well then. I guess we better get to work on that next orgasm. Don’t want to keep your celebrity crush waiting.” Declan shakes his head with a smirk as I meet his gaze. “Take off her clothes, Mr Fitzgerald. Let’s get properly acquainted with this exquisite body.”
I step back, and Declan turns her towards him, shedding her clothes quickly while she’s still recovering from her orgasm.
He lowers his head to kiss her, pulling her naked body hard against him before backing her towards the bedroom and the king size bed against the far wall. I follow behind, enjoying the view.
Once the back of her knees hit the mattress, he gently pushes her down and backwards.
I have to push aside my own desire that rips through me at the sight of her lying on the bed completely naked.
I’ve been attracted to this woman since we were teenagers and now, seeing her perfect curves on display has me wanting to claim every inch of her body.
I shift my gaze to Declan and nod. “You probably should remove your clothes, too. Mr Fitzgerald.”
Lily pushes up onto her elbows to watch him strip, her gaze growing molten when his cock comes into view.
I allow a small smile to play across my lips.
“Oh, she likes that, Mr Fitzgerald. She can’t wait to be fucked by that long, hard cock of yours.
” I move to stand at her side, giving in to my need to touch her again by running a hand over her breast and massaging it.
“What does she need to do to earn that cock?”
He lowers himself to his knees and tugs her body right to the edge of the bed. “She needs to scream my name while I fuck her tight little pussy with my tongue.”
Her head falls back with a moan when he thrusts his tongue into her pussy and rolls her clit between his fingers. I pinch her nipples as he works his magic between her thighs, and my cock hardens further. I have personal experience with that tongue and know just how magical it can be.
“Excellent work, Mr Fitzgerald. Keep that up and I’ll be sure to reward you.”
He briefly lifts his head to throw me a sultry grin, before returning to his task. Lily writhes on the bed, her head rolling from side to side while her abdominal muscles contract with each shallow breath.
A few minutes later, she’s moaning so loudly that I’m grateful this is the only suite on this floor. Although the band member in the suite below is most likely hearing it all. Wouldn’t be anything new for them, though. Declan has almost as much sex as I do.
Her thighs clamp around Declan’s head, and her back arches clean off the bed. He watches her face with triumph blazing in his eyes as she screams his name, just like he demanded, while he continues to drag his tongue up and down through her pussy.
I knew that if things went this way tonight, there was no way I could be the one to fuck her. I honestly don’t know if I’ll ever be able to without losing the control I pride myself on.
And that’s not something I’m prepared to put to the test. I need to continue to keep sex free from emotions.
“Nicely done, Mr Fitzgerald.” I toss him a condom from my pocket. “Now give her that cock.”
But I have no problem making sure she gets good and fucked by someone else while I watch.
And try not to think about how good it would feel if it was me who was burying myself deep between her thighs.