13. I shouldn't have done that
I felt something strange, she told me that Vivaan was behaving very normally and was talking to everyone as if nothing had happened.He also met her, asked her about her well-being, had a little talk and then went to his room.She also asked about me and Vansh.
Drishti told that we have gone on honeymoon.
Vivaan did not say anything.
Three hours of unbearable travel ended when we landed.
We were sitting in the car, Vansh was just working on his laptop the whole way, and after dropping me he went to the office and said that it was an important meeting.I didn't pay much attention to his words or ask him much because now I was in a hurry to meet vivaan and I wanted to know that how was he.
Did Vansh find out that vivaan has returned?
And why didn't Lavanya tell me that Vivaan is back?
I went to the house and met everyone again, gave them all the gifts which I had bought with Vansh's money because he was insisting that his wife would not pay the bill.
May I live not just half my hours but a few moments of peace, then change into plain kurti and plazo.
I was about to go to Vivaan's room when someone knocked my rooms. I thought it would be Drishti and Uv but Vivaan was standing in front of me.
We stood like that for some time, looking at each other.
Then suddenly he hugged me tightly and I also hugged him.
We pulled away in some time. " let's go with me" he said holding my hand " lekin kaha?
" i asked in disbelief. "Wahi hamare purane adde me" he said dragging me down stairs hopefully no one was there.
"Lekin itni raat ko abhi 10 bajne wale-" he cut me off my placing his finger on my lips.
"Shhh...abhi kuch mat kaho bas chalo mere saath" he said.
(But where)
("Same place in our old base)
("But it's almost 10 o'clock at nigh—)
(Shh...don't say anything right now, just come with me.)
We sat in his car or reached his old place, where we used to spend time, when we had to avoid media or paparazzi, we came here.
This is a small forest with a beautiful lake behind it and we sat here under the tree.
We sat like this for some time, Vivaan kept his head on my shoulder.
"To kaisi chal Rahi tumhari shadi shuda jindagi?
" he asked I can recognize the sadness in his voice.
i didn't say anything just kept looking at the lake.
(So how is your married life going?)
"To kya tum ab meri Bhai ko pasand karne lagi ho?
" He asked i again didn't said anything.
Because no words are coming to my tongue, what should I say?
I think my silence pissed him off as he abruptly turns his head away "to kya tumhare dil me mere ab kuch nh-" before he can complete his sentence i held his cheeks placing my thumb on his lips to make him stop what he is saying.
(So do you like my brother now?)
(So don't I have anything in your heart no—)
"Aisi baat nhi h vivuu" i said he relaxed in my touch and his trail to my back.
"To mere Bhai ko divorce dedo saruu Mai tumhare Bina nhi ji sakunga" he said his voice cracking when he break down.
I wiped his tears with my thumb as he wiped mine i didn't even realise when i became a crying mess.
"I missed you i really missed you so much saruu those days were such a torcher for me i can't live without you" i cried.
He cares my finger In which I am still wearing our engagement ring.
Yes after my marriage with vansh I still didn't took it off and i think vansh didn't notice it.
(it's not like that vivu)
(So divorce my brother saru, I won't be able to live without you.)
I soothed his shoulder "i missed you too" i whisper.
There is complete darkness here and we are able to see each other only by the light of the moon.A cold wind is blowing, there is the sound of moving leaves.
" tumhe pata h na tum mere Bhai ko divorce de sakti ho vo tumhe pyaar nhi karte h to unhe koi problem nhi hogi saruu koi problem nhi aa jao mere paas wapas"
I said leaning closer pulling me in his lap something strange i felt like I was betraying my husband as vivaan brush his lips on mine whispering "i love you"
(You know, you can divorce my brother, he doesn't love you, so he won't have any problem, Saru, no problem, come back to me.)
I didn't tried to hold back and give in when our lips touched, he kissed me but it makes me feel something strange I was going pull away when someone's rough hand abruptly held my soft one that was placed on vivaan's cheeks and pulling me in a blink making my back collide with his hard chest i immediately realise who was he when I smell familiar fragrance of musk and honey.
Vivaan got shocked and got up in a panic.
I tried to come toward me but vansh pulled me behind him "Bhai aap Aisa kyu kar rahe h?
" Vivaan asked pleading my heart sinks hearing it.
"kyuki ab sarah meri biwi h" vansh stated in his deep loud that make everyone on his knees.
"Bhai Aisa mat kariye sarah meri hai " vivaan said with all strength he had i can feel the trembling in his voice.
(Brother, why are you doing this?")
(Because now sarah is my wife )
(Brother don't do this sarah is mine)
"Mai tujhe sab kuch de sakta hu chote lekin sarah meri h ab iske mere bich me Jo bhi aaega me usse mitti me mila dunga chahe vo mera chota Bhai hi kyu na ho" Fear started flowing in my blood, could he really harm his brother?
No no he can't do that. I won't let him do that Fear started flowing in my blood, could he really harm his brother?
No no he can't do that.
(I can give you everything, chote, but Now sarah is mine whoever comes between me, I will raze him to dust, even if he is my younger brother.)
Suddenly I was shoved on vansh shoulder as he took out of the jungle despite my denials and all my efforts to make him stop all was in vain.
His grip was tight on my thighs, he shoved me in his car and locked the door.
I tried to opened but it was child lock.
He started driving in high speed "please please gadi rokiye please vivaan vaha va—" he stopped car in a halt making my head almost bumped to the front.
(Please please stop the car please Vivaan there and—"
(Vivaan vivaan vivaan only vivaan you don't care about me, ever think even a little bit about me how would that feel to a husband who comes home from office to find that his wife is not there And then he found her in the arms of another man kissing him behind a forest)
I looked down at my lap in shame. I shouldn't have kiss vivaan.
"I am sorry" i whisper. For a moment his grip on the steering loosened.
He had a stern face . Then again he started the engine only to stopped straight in front of the our home.
He got out of the car, opened my side door and scooped me in his arm gaining a yelp of surprises.
I didn't said anything and let him carry me to our room.
he put me down and shut the door in laod thud i flinched.
I came to me and turn me making me the mirror infront of us, he was standing beside me holding my wrists that was on the hip, he cares my left hand and suddenly Took off my ring in one fell swoop and threw it god knows where it might be break.
He trailed his hand up and down on my arms making shivers run down my body, my chest heavies by long breathes.
He held my left hand and put a ring on my index finger.
It's a diamond ring and V letter printed on the side of it.
Where did the ring come from? It was not in his hand yet.
And he took off another ring from my that was a normal and plain just my name was printed on it.
he wore it on his little finger.
(Now there is only one thing who can separate you from me or that is my death dear or if you ever try to go away from me then i will not think even once before imprisoning you in this room for the rest of your life, and this is Vansh Singhania's promise to you)
He whispers into my ears placing soft kiss behind it making an unwanted maon skips my mouth, he smirks at me through the mirror and disappeared into the bathroom. Deep down i know he can do that.