Chapter 19
Xander
THAT’S MY GOOD GIRL
I like you the way you are, Daddy.
Words I’ve never heard before. I’ve heard everything but that.
I’ve been told I need to be more gentle.
Less jealous. Less of an asshole. More of this.
Less of that. I’ve never been enough, or I’ve been too much, for the women I’ve dated in the past. My bank account was the only thing they found sufficient.
That and the size of my dick. Although even that wasn’t enough to keep Nicola from sleeping with other men.
Quinn’s ass clenches around my finger, pulling me from my spiraling thoughts. She might like me now, but that will change eventually. This is only going to be a one-time thing. Even if the idea of only getting to fuck Quinn once makes my stomach burn, like it’s full of acid.
“Anything else I should know, baby?”
Her cheeks go rosy, and she quickly turns her face, so it’s buried in the bedding.
“Baby girl.” It’s a warning. She’s going to learn quickly that I won’t allow her to get away with not answering my questions. She’s dodged enough as it is. And I’m not letting that shit slide anymore.
When she still doesn’t answer, I shift my face over her ass again and spit, then add my middle finger, stretching her tight ring to the max as she sucks in a sharp breath.
“When I ask you a question, I expect an answer.” I thrust my fingers in and out. “Do we need to write these rules down, sunshine? You seem to be forgetting who’s in charge here.”
She whimpers and squirms as if she’s trying to lessen the pressure in her tight little asshole. If she thinks she’s being stretched now, she’s in for quite the surprise when I put my dick in.
“I’ve never…” She gasps as I slowly push my fingers deeper, then pull out and thrust again. “I’ve never done oral.”
My heart skips. I’m pretty sure it actually stops beating for a few seconds.
“You’ve never done oral? Meaning you’ve never sucked a man’s dick before?”
She nods. “Yeah.”
She’s never had her ass fucked and never given a blow job. I might not be her first lover, but I get those two firsts.
“No one has ever gone down on me before, either. I’ve only had sex with one person.”
Everything around me blurs. I must be losing my mind because I think she just told me that one piss-poor excuse for a man stuck his dick inside her for his own pleasure and absolutely never gave her any.
Who is this motherfucker? Because he is going to answer to me. I have a feeling a lot of people who have been in Quinn’s life will be meeting me at the end of their lives.
“No one has eaten this pretty pussy until you were begging to come?” I slide a digit over her clit while slowly pumping her ass with my other fingers. “So, what you’re telling me is, you’ve had a dick in your sweet pussy, but you’ve never been properly fucked, sunshine?”
Goosebumps rise on her flesh as she looks at me again, those wide, innocent eyes tugging at something so deep within me.
The battle in me to fuck her like the Savage that I am wars with a different feeling I’m not used to.
Wanting to nurture her. Spoil her. Do whatever it takes to see that bright, beautiful, genuine smile of hers.
“No,” she says with a contented sigh, her eyes drifting closed as her asshole starts to relax around me.
I chuckle softly and press a kiss to the side of her head. “Don’t worry, baby girl. I’m going to fix that. Although you’re not going to suck my dick tonight with your lip swollen, so I guess we’ll save that for another time.”
Any place. Any day. Any time.
She doesn’t even have to suck my dick. All I want is more time with her.
It’s not a good thing. I’ve got to get control of myself.
Otherwise, I’ll destroy her with my own demons.
And while I might be a selfish man, I don’t have it in me to do that to her.
It’s already bad enough with all the filthy and fucking depraved things I’m going to do to her tonight.
Her asshole is so damn tight, squeezing around my fingers. If she were mine, I’d be sending her to work frequently with a plug in her ass just so every time she moved, she’d be reminded who she belongs to. Something tells me my sweet, innocent girl would be into those kinky games as much as I am.
“Daddy,” she breathes out as her clit spasms under my touch. “Oh my God.”
Her words are soft. Almost as if she can’t believe how good this feels.
“Such a good girl. I love watching your naughty little hole stretch for me.”
She grips the bedding and moans, her eyes drifting closed as she arches her ass toward me. “Why does it feel so good?”
I can’t help but chuckle. She’s so damn cute. Sexy as fuck, but adorable at the same time. I love that she can be both.
“You have no idea how good I’m going to make you feel. I hope you don’t have plans in the morning because you’re not going to sleep until the sun comes up.”
And while she’s fast asleep, I’ll be spending the day with the man who attacked her tonight.
After pulling my fingers from her ass, I give her a sharp smack, loving how her soft flesh jiggles. My cock stands tall, hard, and ready for her. I stare down at her, taking in each and every curve of her body. Thick and round and so fucking spankable.
I’ve seen men stop in their tracks just to stare at her and drool, yet I don’t think Quinn has any idea just how sexy she is.
“I’ll be right back, and when I return, I want you on your back with your knees bent and legs spread wide. Understood?”
She lifts her head to look back at me, and I cock a stern eyebrow so she knows I’m serious.
“Yes.”
Leaning over her again, I push my two fingers back into her asshole with one swift thrust. She gasps, her mouth open as the surprise intrusion morphs to pleasure, and she moans.
“When I ask if you understand, the correct answer is, ‘Yes, Daddy.’ So let’s try that again. When I return, you will be on your back, your legs spread as wide as you can, with your pussy on display for me. Do you understand, baby girl?”
As I finish the question, I thrust in and out of her ass several times, her pussy dripping with her arousal.
“Yes, Daddy,” she whimpers, her cute little toes curling with pleasure.
“That’s my good girl.” I slowly pull away again and go to her bathroom to wash my hands.
When I glance at myself in the mirror, I’m surprised to see that the dullness that’s been in my eyes for so long has been replaced.
Maybe it’s the lighting. Or maybe it’s the beautiful woman in the other room who’s making me feel alive for the first time in over a year.
And when I’m with Quinn, I don’t crave the need to have a bottle in hand.
Slowly, I open the door to the bathroom and take the single step across the hall to the doorway of her room, and my breathing stops.
Because in the middle of the bed, like the obedient sweet girl that she is, my Quinn is spread-eagled with her plump pink, bare pussy on display for me, and Jesus fucking Christ.
My dick throbs, and my heart races. I don’t deserve to fuck something so pure and beautiful. She’s precious; a rare gem that should be wrapped up in the softest bed of silk and locked away in a remote castle to keep her safe from all the bad shit in the world.
“I’m so proud of you, sunshine. You must really want that reward I promised.”
Her lips curl into a contented smile as she uses the palms of her hands to try to cover her heavy breasts and dark nipples.
“Arms up,” I command. “Hands flat, slide them under your head and interlace your fingers. For now, this is honorary bondage. Meaning you are not to separate or move your hands. If you do, I will find something in this room to actually tie your wrists together. Not only because I never want to see you trying to cover yourself up again, but also, tonight is about your pleasure.”
Her mouth opens, but she does as I say. As she places her hands beneath her head, her pussy lips glisten with even more arousal. I don’t get the feeling my girl would want to do anything extreme with ropes and other restraints, but that’s okay. I’ll experiment with her tonight.
“Good girl. Look at you, being so obedient. That pleases me, sunshine. Makes me want to reward you over and over again.”
She opens her mouth to speak and then snaps her lips shut, uncertainty in her eyes.
“Speak to me, baby. Unless I specifically tell you not to, I want to hear every thought that passes through that pretty mind of yours.” I stand above her, soaking in every inch of her lush body.
How beautiful she would look, lying like that with a swollen tummy, filled with my child.
She’d be stuck with me for life, whether she liked it or not.
Not a bad idea, honestly.
Not the right idea, but the line between right and wrong in my world is pretty non-existent.
“Um.” Her eyes roam over my body. I haven’t taken a single piece of clothing off yet because I’ve been too damn busy staring at her. “I want to see you naked, too.”
Smiling down at her, we lock eyes, and one by one, I undo the buttons on my shirt and then pull it over my head, revealing all of my tattoos and fighting scars from over the years.
Her tongue darts out to wet her lips as I reach for my belt, the metal clinking before I yank the leather through the loops and toss it onto the bed.
“Better be a good girl all night, baby. I don’t think you’re ready to feel the lash of my belt on that pretty ass yet.”
When her gaze skirts down to it, her nipples grow harder, and she starts to lift her knees, like she wants to close her legs to hide the arousal she has over the thought of me taking my belt to her ass.
Damn. Quinn Summers might be my soulmate.
Too bad I don’t have a soul.