Chapter 57
Idrag my hand down my face and let my head drop, heart hammering in my chest as I force myself to meet Liv’s eyes. She’s sitting there in Silas’ lap, flushed and crying and frustrated, and I this time it’s not Rafe’s fault, it’s mine.
“It’s not about you,” I say quietly, my voice rough and uneven. “It’s about me.”
Her brows draw together, lips parting like she’s about to interrupt, but I push forward before I lose the nerve.
“I’ve never…” The words catch in my throat, bitter and sharp, but I force them out anyway. “I’ve never had sex before. Never slept with anyone.”
The silence that follows feels loud. Even Silas stiffens slightly, though I don’t look at him. I only look at her.
“I’ve done other things.” I continue, my fingers brushing the rope on the bed next to me. “But I’ve not actually had sex. I knew I wanted someone special. Someone who would enjoy this as much as I will.”
I watch her eyes lower, following the movement of my fingers against the rope, her breath hitches as she realizes what I mean.
For a moment she just sits there, her lips trembling, tears brimming again.
Then she shifts, turning fully toward me where I sit on the edge of the bed, her voice breaking but steady enough.
“Is that someone…” She hesitates. “Me?”
My breath leaves me all at once. How could she think it wasn’t her? I laugh at my own thoughts. Because you made her think that you jackass.
Her lower lip trembles again and I reach out, taking her chin in my hand. “Of course it’s you, Liv.” I whisper as I lean in and kiss her rough. “It’s always going to be you.”
I kiss her again deeply. She smiles and laughs against the kiss, her tears turning from sad to happy. I pull her into my chest and lean back letting her small body, fall on top of mine.
We stay like that for a moment, making out. It’s kind of cute but I’m not here for cute. I didn’t tell her about this so I could show her cute. It’s time she see’s just how not cute I can be.
I roll us over and slide my hand from her cheek to her throat. I continue kissing her and squeeze, just to see. Her lips part and she gasps. I bite her lower lip, harder than normal, and then suck it into my mouth.
Her hand has made its way to around my wrist. She’s not pulling, just holding but that might change soon. I rest my forehead on her chest for a moment so I don’t lose myself completely. I’ve got to take it slow with her.
I lift my body farther from hers and place one knee between her legs. Slowly I move it closer until I’m pressing right between her legs. She moans softly, clinging to my wrist with both hands now as it squeezes just a little tighter, and she grinds against my knee.
I look down between us and watch as her body begs for what I’m about to give it. She continues to grind shamelessly against me and I smirk.
“God damn.” Silas breathes out behind us from the head of my bed.
I look back at him with a wicked grin and wink. He smiles wide and drags his hand down his face. He knows he’s in for a show.
I pull my knee away from Liv just enough so she can’t reach it any more and she whimpers, her body wiggling to find friction.
“I don’t think so pretty girl.” I release my hold from her throat and she takes a deep breath. I wave my finger at her and tsk. “You’ll only be coming when I say so.”
Her eyes bounce between mine as she pulls her lower lip between her teeth and then she smirks.
Oh. Ok.
I sit up pull my jacket off and toss it over the edge of the bed, then yank my shirt over my head and place it next to us. I grab both of her wrists in one hand and put them over her head, holding them in place.
I slide my other hand down her ribs, I lean close and run my nose along her soft neck. She attempts to pull her wrists free but I hold them tighter. Her body wiggles slightly. I run my nose back up her neck and place a kiss just below her ear. “I hope you’re ready.” I whisper.
She nods and whimpers softly.
My hand dips lower and in-between her thighs. I rub her through her clothes until she’s moving her body in rhythm with my hand. I can already feel how hot and wet she is through her underwear.
I suddenly pull my hand away and she arches her back groaning.
I chuckle softly and release her wrists.
Instantly her hands fly to my neck and she pulls me in for a deep kiss.
She wraps one leg around me and pulls me close, grinding against my already, painfully hard dick.
I bite and kiss her lips, grinding back against her even harder.
I slide my hands under the edges of her oversized knit sweater and pull it up over her head, along with her lace tank she has on under neath.
Below me her breast lay covered by a lace copper colored bra.
I tilt my head and just admire them for a moment.
I lean down placing a soft kiss on the inside of her left breast and then bite down hard.
Liv cries out, her hand threads through my hair, her leg still wrapped around my waist pulling me close again.
When I pull away I see red teeth marks marring her skin. I smile and then bring my gaze to hers. Im shocked by what I see. Liv’s pupils are blown wide, eyes glassed over. Her lips are parted and she’s panting. Sweat beads across her skin. She’s so worked up and I’ve barely got her top off.
I reach to the side and grab the rope. I hold it up for her to see. “Is this what you want?” I ask her.
Her eyelids flutter and she licks her lips, nodding slowly.
I sit back on my legs and let my head fall back, my eyes closing. I take a deep breath and let it out slowly. This girl will be the death of me. I look back to her and find her hands above her head again, wrists crossed.
“So eager, just to be kept waiting.”
I lean forward and expertly tie her wrists. I slip the rope through the hole at the end of the bed and tie it off.
“Waiting?” She asks when I level my gaze on her again.
I nod slowly. “I told you. You don’t come until I say.” I smirk. “No matter how long that is.”
Her jaw drops and I see it has finally registered. I’m not going to just get her off like we have been. We’re going to play the long game.
“I’m going to fuck you Liv, but first I’m going to tease you until you’re crying and begging for me to let you finish.” My voice has gone dark and gravelly.
She swallows hard and looks behind me to Silas. I look over my shoulder to find him looking a bit like she was a moment ago. Eyes heavy, mouth open, breathing heavy.
“He’s not going to save you.” I tell her, still watching him. “He lives for this torture as much as I do.”
I spend the next hour torturing Liv in the best ways and she’s loving it.
If she wasn’t, she would’ve used the safe word we talked about.
She’s holding on better than Silas is. Which is impressive.
He has spent years doing this to himself just for the hell of it.
I can’t imagine her doing this. My jaw clenches at the thought of someone else touching her this way.
I look over Liv’s trembling body. She’s soaked. Not just between the legs. I’ve teased her by touching her. Eating her out. Pain, which I’m not sure she knew she was into. She hasn’t come, not once. I made it easy by stopping early enough that she didn’t accidentally fall over the edge.
“Please Archer. Please..” She begs, pulling on the rope still tied around her wrists.
I’ve moved her, flipped her, retied, but I like her best like this. Staring up at me. Her whole body on display for me to see. The way her chest rises and falls with her breaths.
“Please…What?” I ask her. I want to hear those dirty words leave her lips.
I grab my dick, smeared with her beautiful lipstick and rub it a few times. I lean towards her and press the head just to her clit.
“Please what Liv?” I ask with more authority.
“Oh god!” She lets out with a gasp. “Please fuck me. Please, please, please just fuck me. I don’t need to come I just want you to fuck me.”
I raise an eyebrow. She’s caught me off guard. She does it again by gripping her legs around my waist and pulling me to her. She grinds against me trying to slide me into her. I chuckle and nuzzle into her sweat soaked hair.
“Ok baby.” I whisper to her.
I lift myself just enough to line my head up with her entrance and I sink all the way into her.
Her moan is loud, long and animalistic. Her body trembles and then her legs tighten around me again.
“Oh dear god just…wait.” She pants.
“No.” I start to pump inside her. She pulls at the ropes and moans again. Her eyes roll back in her head.
I lift my body higher and pull out almost all the way and slam into her. She cries out, everything clenching around me.
“I can feel,” she gasps. “Every. Single. Piercing.” Every word followed by a pant.
I keep going. My rhythm getting faster and harder. I watch as her breasts bounce below me. I lean down and take one nipple in my mouth and bite down then lick it. Liv’s moan turns into a laugh, enjoying this just as much as I am. This is what I needed, and this is why I waited.
“Baby?” I ask her breathless.
“Yes?”
“I need you to come for me.” I tell her as I beat into her even harder.
She nods several times and grinds her hips to meet my every thrust. Within seconds she’s screaming, her walls squeezing around me as her orgasm flows through her.
“That’s it baby. Keep coming for me.” I tell her as I wipe hair from her face. “Keep coming until you make me come with you.”
She grinds into me again, moaning loudly.
My balls tighten and I pick up the pace once more. I take her throat in my hand again and squeeze. I pound into her until I go over the edge with her, coming deep inside her.
My head falls as my rhythm slows. I release my hand from her neck and slide it down to her waist. I look between us and see Silas wiping himself clean with his shirt, panting right along with us.
I place my forehead to hers and wait for her to look at me. When she does, I can see fire in her eyes.