Chapter 20
KYLER
Sleep isn’t coming. I wiggle and squirm until I find a comfortable position, only to wiggle and squirm again when my body gets tired. I wish I could sleep, but my mind won’t quiet down.
“What’s wrong?” Gavin mumbles, clearly half asleep.
“Nothing.” Only my mind is whirling.
“Tell me what’s wrong.” I feel him press a kiss to the top of my head.
“Everything,” I huff. “I need a distraction.” My heart pounds, and my mouth goes dry. Why did I say that?
I run my finger along Gavin’s abs, making him shiver at my touch. He grabs my wandering hand and presses a kiss to my fingers. “What kind of distraction would you like?” I can hear the laugh in his voice.
“Various enjoyable activities come to mind.” I lazily thread my fingers with his.
“I thought you didn’t want to play behind closed doors.”
“Apparently, I lied.” I shake my head. “I’ve never sought my own pleasure, never really felt safe to do so.” I can’t look at him as I say it.
“But I’m safe.” A statement. A fact.
I nod. “And we don’t have to do anything. You can tell me a story.” I settle back into Gavin’s side. “But you have to use different voices for all the characters.”
A smile creeps over Gavin’s face. “I have an exciting story about how I first met the king of the pixies. Or I could read you something, maybe from your parents’ journal. Recite a poem. I have three memorized, so not many—”
“Actually, I lied again. I want to kiss you.” I twist to meet his gaze. The haze of my desire rises from my skin, wrapping thickly around me, sending shivers down my spine. I fight to suppress my surprise.
Gavin crooks his finger, beckoning me forward. “Then kiss me, Kyler. I’ll never deny you.” His voice is thick with desire of his own.
The command goes right to my cock, tenting my loose pants. I want to tell him to fuck me. Hard. But I want to go slow with Gavin, enjoy him while I have him. Screw my earlier reservations about not playing behind closed doors.
“Did you change your mind? I have the pendant on. And kissing can be a fun distraction.” He cups my face and thumbs my cheek. “But we don’t have to do anythi—”
I press a kiss to his lips, dragging my mouth to his stubbled chin and down his throat.
Then I pull away to lie on my back. Gavin watches me, his eyes glowing with lust as I spread my legs to make room for him. Boldly, I tug one of his horns to bring him closer.
“Distract me.” I lick at his mouth, not caring what he does, as long as it keeps me from thinking at all.
Gavin smiles down at me. “What would you like me to do, Kyler?”
Damn him. “Take your robe off.”
“Gladly.” The silk flows off his big shoulders and slides down the bed to the floor, leaving him completely naked.
I drop my gaze to take in the erection between his legs.
Large and delicious, I can’t wait to have it in my mouth again.
I run my hands over his strong shoulders, squeezing his thick biceps.
“Take my clothes off.”
He raises his brows, but quickly moves to follow my directions. His hands skip over my stomach, lifting my thin shirt as he does. I hold my breath. His mouth finds my throat before he tugs the shirt off completely. “Do you want me to touch you?”
“Yes.” I breathe in his scent—apples and leather and storms—stamping it into my memory.
Gavin moans into my neck. “How do you want me to touch you?” He kisses my shoulder.
I grip the sheets. “Just touch me. Please.”
A kiss to my other shoulder. “You’re in charge. I’m but a humble servant worshiping at the temple of my god.”
For a moment, I hesitate in going further, but I want this. I want to get lost. I want his hands all over me.
He leans down and presses tender kisses to my stomach, inching higher and higher, taking his time, like I’m the only thing that matters in the world. He kisses my collarbones, then both shoulders, until he’s back to my lips. One hand lays on my hip, the other softly fists my hair.
I’m fairly certain he’s succeeded in turning me to mush, but I want more. “I believe you left my pants on when I requested you strip me.”
Gavin lifts a brow, humor dancing in his silver eyes. “I should remedy that, then?”
“You should.” I think my heart will beat out of my ribcage.
Instead of immediately ripping my trousers off, he goes back to trailing kisses until he gets to my waistband.
I fist the sheets, watching with bated breath. Painfully slow, he pulls my pants off me. His throat bobs as he swallows.
I have to force myself not to look away from his lustful stare. It’s what I want. What I need.
Gavin settles himself on his elbows between my legs, kneading my thighs. He inches closer to my cock but keeps his hands off.
“Please, Gavin.”
“What would you like?”
“I don’t know,” I whisper, turning my head away.
“I would like to taste you again.” He licks his lips, nails trailing along my thighs, causing me to squirm, trying to get more contact.
“Taste your god, then. I command it.” I break into a fit of laughter. It’s so silly to talk like that. But with a grin, he takes it to heart.
Gavin massages my hipbones with his thumbs before dipping his head and lapping at my cock.
“Oh. Mmmm.” I watch as he sucks, gently, slowly taking me to the root. That delicious tongue slides along my length. His big hands find their way to my balls, caressing, tickling. The combined sensation is overwhelming. I squeeze my eyes shut. “Too much.”
He eases off, back to licking. Licking. Licking. I’m lost in the sensation. Gavin hums as he moves from my balls to the crown. His hand joins in, adding a little flick of his wrist at the end. Everything is so perfect.
I hook my hands to his horns and tug his head up to kiss him.
“Sit in my lap, Kyler.” His voice is thick as he flips us over.
I straddle his thighs. Our cocks touch, and I grind into the sensation with a moan.
I lean in to capture his lips once more, wanting to chase his wine-sweet mouth.
I want to get so lost in everything he’s offering that I can stop thinking.
Gavin reaches over to the nightstand bolted into the floor, retrieving a bottle of oil from the drawer.
My heartbeat speeds up again, watching him pour oil into his palm. Will he fuck me tonight? His big hand takes both of us together, stroking in a slow slide down our lengths. I moan, needing—wanting—more.
“Don’t stop.” I wrap my arms around his neck and lean into him as I rock my hips.
He presses kisses to my shoulder and throat. His free arm pulls me closer, his own hips moving to the pace I set.
“Very, very good at distractions.” I thread my fingers through his curly hair. Sweat drenches us both. I squeeze my eyes shut. Everything builds up in pure bliss.
I press my face into his chest and cry out when my orgasm pulses through me. Panting, hot cum shoots across my belly. Gavin presses into me, moaning into my neck. It’s the sexiest sound I’ve heard in my life. More hot cum spills between us.
He slows his hand but doesn’t stop entirely. The sensation is almost too much for me. I squirm in his hold until he stops his hand, releasing us. He pulls me closer, causing me to lie on top of him now. We both breathe heavily as he lazily rubs my back.
“You’ve turned me to mush, Gavin.”
“Mission accomplished.” He smiles against me.
“Very accomplished.” I feel my mind settle as my body drifts down from its high, and I fall sound asleep.