Chapter 21
DAMIAN
I spent most of my childhood feeling like an outsider. Even now, I never felt like I belonged anywhere. Luca treated me like a child. Marcello ignored me. And my adoptive father acted like I was a weapon for him to use for his deviant purposes.
But not Bash.
He was the only person who got me. So as we lay in bed together in our boxer briefs, staring up at the ceiling, I reached for his hand. It felt good to touch him before we went through the most challenging two months of our lives.
“What was it like kissing her?” I asked, purely out of curiosity.
I needed to know if I was missing out. Bash had been smiling all night. He was giddy, which was unusual for him.
“Not the same as other girls I’ve kissed. She tastes good. You won’t believe this.” He turned on his side to face me and laughed. “She was wearing cherry-flavored lip gloss.”
“Weird coincidence.”
“Yeah, seriously. It’s a sign. We’re meant to be.” He slid his arm beneath his pillow and looked at me. “I should have kissed her sooner. I’m kicking myself for letting Luca into my head. He fooled both of us.”
“Luca only did that so we wouldn’t break our promise and take her virginity. He could see she was into us and got all possessive of her.”
“She would have given it to us,” he said with absolute certainty. “Alex would have been ours if we had pursued her. He could see that. Jealous, lying prick.”
After Bastian kissed Alex, the three of us went inside. Alex got into a fight with Luca, grabbed her twin, and left our estate. Her chances of showing up before we left for Skull Island were slim.
She was so angry with Luca, tears streaking her cheeks. We didn’t hear what he said to her, but whatever it was upset her. Our brother wouldn’t admit what he’d done. So I left the ballroom with Bash and went straight upstairs to vent our frustrations on each other.
Bastian reached into the nightstand and grabbed a black velvet bag and a bottle of lube, dropping them on the bed beside me. “I’ve got a surprise for you.”
I hadn’t seen Bash this excited in months. Alex changed his mood instantly, and now I had my best friend back.
Bash removed my gift from the bag, and I stared at him in disbelief.
He got me a dildo.
“It’s the same size as my dick.” He shoved down his boxers and put the replica beside his hard cock. “Well, it’s the exact mold of my dick.”
“Why?” I asked him, still stunned by this gesture.
He shrugged. “I’m not ready to give you more. Not yet, anyway. But until then, I want you to know how I will feel inside you.”
I narrowed my eyes at him. “Until then?”
His words gave me hope, but I was afraid to get too caught up in the moment.
I needed this.
I needed him.
“Yeah,” he agreed. “Until I’m ready.”
“What if you’re never ready?”
He climbed on top of me, his hard cock digging into my inner thigh. “I will be. Someday.”
I ran my hands up his chiseled abdomen. “Promise?”
“This is your graduation present.” He bent down and kissed my neck, tugging at my flesh with his teeth.
“I got this for you months ago, knowing I would surprise you before we leave for initiation. Sorry, I’ve been a dick.
I just… I don’t know. The thought of us not getting Alex put me in a bad mood.
I can see us with her, and I need it to work out. ”
“It’s been fucking torture seeing you withdraw from me.”
He touched my cheek. “I’m sorry. Let me make it up to you. This is the last time until we get back, okay?”
“Not like we’re going to have much alone time on Skull Island with the other recruits.”
We would probably sleep on concrete and curl up with a pile of leaves as our pillow. I anticipated little sleep on the island.
Bastian started at my neck, kissing his way down my chest, grinding his cock into my thigh. “I missed this,” he whispered between kisses, flicking his tongue over my nipple with his eyes on me. “You make me so fucking hard, Damian.”
“I missed you, too,” I grunted, lost in the feeling of his hands and tongue on my body.
With women, I was always dominant, but I let Bastian take control and pretended to be submissive. It was the only way he would lower his guard and not think too hard about us.
About what this meant.
One day, there would be an us, and I couldn’t fucking wait for that day. His gift gave me hope of getting through the next few months. Alex would have years of peace without us. But when it was time to make her our queen, I would finally have what I wanted.
Him.
Her.
Them.
Bastian dragged his tongue up and down my shaft.
“Fuck,” I groaned, palming the back of his head. “Suck my cock, Bash. Stop teasing me.”
He peeked up at me, smiling with his gray eyes as his tongue swirled around the tip. “Only if you beg.”
Bash continued to torture me with his long licks, occasionally closing his mouth over the head of my cock, only to pull away.
I pressed the tip to his lips, on the verge of losing my mind because he drove me crazy. “Shut the fuck up and take this dick like a good boy before I shove it down your throat.”
Laughing, he wrapped his hand around the base and gave me a few pumps before he flattened his tongue against my skin, sliding up and down until I was ready to choke him to death.
I wanted to kill him for fucking with me like this. It had been months of waiting. Months of jerking off at the thought of him.
I gripped the ends of his hair and lowered his mouth onto me. He held my gaze as he swallowed my cock. Fuck, he looked hot with his cheeks puffed out and spit dripping from his lips. Bash deep-throated me, knowing exactly what I liked and the perfect rhythm.
We knew each other’s bodies better than anyone else. And when he felt the pressure building, he popped my dick out of his mouth and sat up.
“Not yet, D.” He grabbed the lube from the mattress and coated his fingers before plunging them into my ass. “I want you to come with my cock in your ass.”
It was the closest I had ever felt to him, and I was desperate for it. This was the night I had dreamed about for over two years. I didn’t care that it would hurt. I hoped it did, so I had a reminder of him on our ride to the island tomorrow.
“No more foreplay,” I told him. “Fuck me.”
He withdrew his fingers and coated the dildo in lube. The sex toy looked exactly like his dick. It was about nine inches long and thick. So when he inserted the tip into my ass, it stretched me out.
My eyes slammed shut from the overwhelming sensations spreading down my thighs. It was the best fucking thing in the world.
Nothing compared to this.
Bastian was on top of me, one palm braced on the mattress as he inched the dildo into me. “You okay, D?”
I nodded, my eyes snapping open to look at him. “Don’t fucking stop, or I’ll kill you.”
He smirked, inching the dildo the rest of the way, and I blocked out the initial pain. I’d found that when something hurt, I enjoyed it more. And as he stared into my eyes, fucking me, I embraced the pain with each thrust.
“One day, I’m going to take Alex’s virginity.” He slid the toy out and back in as if he were fucking me with the same force. “And then, I’m going to take yours, too.”
I didn’t know if Luca would let him have Alex’s virginity. He could sure as hell try. But he could have mine.
It was always his.
With this angle, his dick hit my stomach, so I grabbed his shaft and stroked it. “I want yours, too.” I reached behind him and squeezed his ass. “This is mine.”
“Yeah, D,” he grunted, thrusting the dildo into me again. “Someday. But we need to work up to that, okay?”
“I’ll wait forever if I have to.”
Our conversation ended with us moaning each other’s names. I came first, shooting my cum all over his chest, getting some of it on myself. Bash wasn’t far behind me and added his cum to what was already on my stomach.
He collapsed on top of me, the dildo still in my ass, and our cum sticking to both of us. “Fuck, that was hot.”
I shoved my fingers through his hair and pushed it off his forehead. “This was the best present you’ve ever given me.”
A smile lit up his handsome face. “Yeah?”
I bobbed my head to confirm.
Bastian rolled off me and removed the dildo. His fingers grazed mine as we stared at the ceiling, trying to catch our breath. We sat silently for five minutes before we were ready to speak again.
“When the timing is right, we’ll come for our girl,” Bastian said, and it sounded like a promise. “We’re not letting Alex go.”
“No, we’re not. Luca will never treat her right. She belongs with us.”