17. Chapter 17- Kip
Chapter 17- Kip
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S he’d nearly passed out in that fucking basement. Her eyes had glassed over, and her pupils dilated as she went basically unresponsive.
Kip. Help me. Please, help me.
Her words ignited a fire in my soul that would never burn out again.
She needed me to protect her and help her, and that’s exactly what I planned to do for as long as she allowed me to be in her life. Which I hoped to be for a very long fucking time.
I loved her.
Holding the tiny breathtaking woman in my arms in my bed after everything she endured made me realize I was fucking done.
Stick a fork in me, I was done, never to be the same again .
Her breath warmed the skin on my neck with each breath as I laid there and continued to hold her long into the night. But sleep wouldn’t take me under.
I replayed the events of the day back through my head over and over endlessly. I had no idea how she stayed on her feet as long as she had after the emotional turmoil I’d put her through before any of the police bullshit even started.
When I’d stripped her bare for bed, there was a new bruise on her shoulder and my blood boiled when I’d realized I’d done that to her in my haste to get her out of my kids’ room.
I was no better than Peter Daniels. I marked her with physical force, even if it was an accident, and yet she still loved me.
Well, never again. I’d never allow myself to become so overcome with grief and shame again that I’d touch her physically like that. Never.
I didn’t deserve the angel in my bed. But I was damn sure going to work on earning the right to have her in my life every minute forward.
I looked over her shoulder at the clock on the end table. It was nearly three am, and we’d climbed into bed after midnight. She was so peaceful in my arms, and I could feel some of that peace settle into my body through our contact.
Eventually, I fell asleep, pulling her tighter into my arms and trying to absorb as much of her into my soul as possible.
I dreamt of her.
Her touch made me feel warm and happy, and my body responded physically as she showed me how much she adored me with her touch. Her lips kissed their way down my chest and stomach, and then she nipped the skin of my hips with her sharp teeth before soothing it with her tongue.
Her breath was warm, and she chuckled when I jerked my hips forward, desperate for more of her touch.
“Always wanting more.” She whispered before tasting the tip of my cock with her tongue.
“Fuck.” I moaned as her wet tongue licked my cock from base to tip and then twirled over the head before she swallowed it deep into her mouth, pressing the back of her throat down on it and gagging. She pulled off and licked back up it before doing it again, taking more of me deeper into her throat before she pulled off .
What a fucking dream. Before I opened my eyes, I groaned and stretched, waking up and getting lost in the moment for a minute. I looked over to her side of the bed and that was when I realized it was empty and I hadn’t been dreaming at all.
Because laying between my thighs looking up at me through her dark eyelashes as she swallowed my cock was the most beautiful woman in the world and I groaned and pushed my hips forward, seeking more from her wet mouth.
“Fuck.” I groaned and tangled my fingers in her hair. “How do you make that feel so fucking good?” I asked. I was panting as she worked me with her mouth and both tiny hands. She chased her mouth with her tight fists and hummed when I was deep in her throat, working me deeper. And then my sleep and lust-filled brain caught up and remembered what happened yesterday. “Stop, we don’t have to do this, Hadley. Not after-”
“Give me this. Please.” She said with a calm seriousness in her eyes. “I need your touch to cover the memories of that house. I need you to wash it all away.”
Her swollen lips kissed the base of my cock when she finally worked me completely down her throat and I groaned as the urge to pump her stomach full of my come was nearly overcoming my senses.
“I want to do this right for you, but I also want to blow down your throat so fucking bad,” I said, as she eagerly bobbed her mouth up and down, daring me to do just that. Never in my life had I experienced a woman who could actually deep-throat my entire cock, given its size. It was fucking heaven.
She pulled off and dropped her mouth to my balls and teased them with her tongue before dropping lower and licking my taint.
“Shit!” I cursed as her tiny tongue pushed on a hot button under the skin while her hands fisted my cock, drawing my orgasm closer to the surface.
I reached down and pulled her up my body until she straddled my waist, and I buried my tongue in her mouth and kissed her soul.
“I have a much better place for you to blow.” She purred against my lips and grabbed my cock between us, rubbing the head of it through her soaking wet lips before sinking down and taking the head of it into her hot pussy .
“Do you?” I asked, grinding my teeth to keep my hips still while she played with me, pleasing herself on my cock.
“Yes.” She moaned as I leaned in and sucked her nipple into my mouth and then bit it.
“Tell me where you want my come.” I demanded as my hips jerked and impaled her further onto my cock, unable to stand her slow torture anymore.
She pulled back and buried her fingers in my hair and pulled it, drawing another groan from my lips as she sunk completely onto my cock. “I want you to fill my pussy up. I want your come dripping out of my body all fucking day long.”
I laid back on the bed and lifted her, raising her up over my cock. Then I slammed my hips forward to fill her with it again before dropping back to the bed and doing it again. “Your wish is my command, angel.”
I fucked her like a crazed man, she put her hands on my chest and dug her nails into my pecks as I filled her body over and over with my cock. She moaned and circled her hips with each thrust, throwing her head back and holding on as she took every pounding. Her tits bobbed with each punishing thrust and she was my biggest fantasy come to life .
“You look like a fucking angel taking my cock like this. God, you do insane fucking things to me when you let me take you like this.” I pushed my heels into the bed and lifted with more force, reveling in the gasp that left her lips each time my pubic bone smashed into her clit.
“I’m going to—” she gasped and bit her lip, moaning as she rocked her hips again. “Don’t stop, you’re making me come. Oh, my god, I’m coming so hard, Kip!” She yelled and her pussy clenched down tightly on my cock as she milked it, demanding my come.
And I gave into her need and roared as the first shot of come erupted out of my cock and deep into her pussy. She screamed and her back bowed as her orgasm ripped her body apart. “Kip!” She moaned and rocked her hips back and forth as she continued to come.
I stilled and watched with fascination as she rubbed her clit on my pelvis over and over and moaned. I felt her body shoot off again, clenching down on my cock as her orgasm tried pulling more into her body.
“You greedy girl.” I teased and flipped her onto her back, pushing her legs wide and bringing her knees to her sides and ground down on her clit with my body, while my cock continued to stroke leisurely in and out of her sinful body .
“I can’t stop- please don’t stop, I want more.” She leaned up and bit my neck, her tiny teeth breaking through the skin as she moaned repeatedly.
“Fuck!” It felt so fucking good to have her so unraveled underneath me, and before I knew it, I was pounding my cock into her body again. I never went soft thanks to her overwhelming tightness and the wetness of our mutual orgasms made her pussy so fucking silky and wet. “I can’t stop fucking you even if I wanted to, Hadley. You drive me absolutely insane with the need to fill you.”
I was toeing the line of having a full-on breeding kink breakthrough with the fucking minx and barely held back all the dirty things I ached to tell her.
I wanted to breed her so fucking badly. Luckily she was on birth control, so I didn’t let lust cloud my better judgment in the moment, but the act of giving her my DNA and come was enough for the time being.
“I need to be filled. I’ve never let a man come inside of me before you, and now it’s all I can think about. You make me crave your come like it’s my favorite drug.”
“Do you have any idea what those dirty words on your pretty fucking lips do to me?” I asked, reaching between us to pinch her nipple and bury my tongue in her mouth when she opened it to cry out. I absorbed her scream and pushed her body over the edge again as she exploded under me again. Her whole body convulsed as she clawed at me, desperately trying to pull me even deeper. “That’s a good girl. Fucking take what I give you.”
Her eyes rolled as my own dirty talk spurred her on.
“You love letting me use your body, don’t you?”
“Yes!” She begged. “I can’t believe I’ve come so many times; I come so fucking hard with you buried deep inside of me. You fuck me so good.”
“I was made to fill you with my cock and come. No one else has ever felt so fucking good.”
She threw her head back again and bit her lip. I slammed my body into hers, giving her everything I had left in me, and roared as my balls shot electricity through my body and started filling her again. My entire body cramped up as I felt my come dripping out of her tight body around my cock and I pulled out and knelt between her legs as I gasped for my breath.
She had her hands in her hair as she, too, gasped over and over. She opened her eyes and looked at me with such wonder and shock in her gaze .
I dropped my eyes to her pink pussy and pushed her knees back even further, opening her to my eyes, and groaned when I saw the opaque evidence of my two orgasms dripping from her pussy and down over her tiny ass hole.
I let go of one knee and ran my fingers down through the wetness, rubbed it over her lower lips, and marked her with my come. She moaned and watched my eyes with rapture as I explored. I let my fingers fall further and rubbed my come over her ass, letting the silky lubrication of it work against her right entrance.
“Have you ever been fucked in the ass before?” She gasped and bit her lip, shaking her head no. “Have you ever taken anything in here?”
“No.” She moaned.
“You’ve never let anyone play with your ass before, yet you’re letting me?”
“I’m not letting you, Kip. I’m begging you.” She said, panting as she reached down and grabbed both breasts in her hands and played with her nipples. “You make me wild with desire.”
“I can’t wait to push my cock into here someday. I can’t wait to see your tight ass swallow my entire cock until I’m balls deep inside of it.” While still stroking her entrance with my fingers, I revealed everything I desired to do to her lush body for her pleasure.
She closed her eyes, moaning, and arched her back, putting pressure against my fingers.
“Hold your knees wide open for me, baby,” I commanded, and she grabbed them and pulled them wide for me. “Good girl. Fuck, you’re such a good girl.”
She loved being praised. I had noticed it the few times I had praised her before, but after learning about how her self-esteem had been beaten out of her throughout her life, it made perfect sense. She craved it because it made her feel wanted and deserving. She was never anything less to me, but I would give her what she needed so she’d believe it, too.
I pressed my middle finger against her ass and pushed the tip past the tight ring of muscles until my entire first knuckle was in her ass.
She gasped and held her breath as I invaded her virgin hole. “Tell me how that feels for you.”
“It burns.” She licked her lips and rotated her hips, “It feels good, though.” She paused and looked at me. “Like I’ve been empty before and now I want to be filled.”
I closed my eyes and hung my head as her words did dark and dirty things to my soul. “You’re so fucking perfect for me, baby.” I leaned over her body and kissed her lips, letting my tongue tangle with hers as she rubbed her pussy against my stomach, rubbing the wetness into my skin and pleasing her clit. I chuckled against her lips and pulled my finger from her ass before gathering more come on it and pushed it back in, quicker this time.
She moaned and let go of her knees to dig her nails into my arms as she held on and rode the ride I was putting her body through.
I leaned up far enough to push the fingers of my other hand against her clit and rubbed it hard as I worked my finger in and out of her ass. I pushed in until the second knuckle of my finger breached her entrance.
She gasped and writhed under me, “Your finger feels so big. Your cock will never fit in my ass, it’s too big. You’re too big.”
“I’m going to stretch you with my cock before you even realize you’re ready for it. And you’re going to beg me to fuck you harder and deeper the entire fucking time.”
She grabbed my cock where it was growing once again between us. She fisted it and stroked it against her belly as she climbed closer to her orgasm again. “I want your come to cover my skin.”
I growled and mashed my teeth together again. “You don’t realize what you’re asking of me, baby. I’ve already come twice.” But my cock burned with her words and her fists, even if my mind told me there was no way. “I’m an old man compared to you, sweetheart. I’m shocked I came twice as quickly as I did already.”
“I need to feel you in me and on me at the same time. I need it so badly, Kip. You make me unequivocally crazy with need.”
My hips thrust forward, pushing my cock through her hand faster. “Squeeze tighter,” I growled against her lips. Her tiny fists squeezed around my thick cock, and she bit her lip as I picked up the pace in her ass. “Bare down, push more of my come out of your pussy and down onto my finger.”
Her eyes rolled at my words, but she did just that, I felt her pussy and ass tighten and then more warm liquid coated my finger, slickening it up even more as I pushed it in deep in her ass, filling her completely with it. “Fuck, that burns.” She groaned.
“Good girl. I’m fucking your virgin ass with my finger, getting it ready for my cock. Tell me you want my cock in here.”
“God yes! I can’t wait to feel you fuck my ass with your cock. You’ll be the only man ever to have such a gift. I’ll never let another man take me there.”
Her words burned her brand into my alpha, and I fought the urge to climax again. “Holy shit, what you do to me with those words.”
I used my other hand to push two fingers deep into her wet pussy and she mewed and moaned, struggling under me as I filled her in both holes without warning.
“Look at your pretty little body, so full of me,” I said, looking down at where I worked her pussy and her ass together.
Her hands started stroking my cock faster, and she begged me to give her what she wanted. “I need you to come, Kip. I need you to fucking cover me with it.”
“Good girl. Just like that, stroke me just like that.” Bowing my head, I forced my jaw to loosen. “I’ll come all over your tits and stomach as soon as you come on my fingers. I want to feel your virgin ass milk my fingers with your—”
I didn’t get another word out because her ass and pussy did just what I told them to do. They clamped down on my fingers simultaneously and she screamed into the rafters and started thrashing under me. It was all I needed.
I didn’t think it was possible, but hot spurts of come shot from my cock and branded her skin, covering every inch from her nipples to her clit as she continued stroking me. She aimed my cock as I covered her skin, just how she wanted.
“Holy fuck.” She moaned, her hands stilling on me and then going limp at her sides when she could no longer hold them up off the bed.
I slowly slid my hands from her body and collapsed next to her, letting her lower her legs for the first time in forever. She groaned, and I rolled over to kiss her face over and over again as we both came back to earth.
We looked down her body and her lips curled up in a smile as she brought her dainty finger down to a pool of come on her tit and dipped it in it before bringing it to her lips.
She sucked her finger into her mouth and her eyes fluttered closed as she moaned. “You taste so good. ”
I pulled her lips to mine and shoved my tongue into her mouth. When I finally pulled back, I smiled against her bruised lips, “Hmm, so do you.”
She chuckled and then sighed. “I need a shower. You got me all dirty.” She joked, trying to keep a straight face.
“You begged me to make you dirty.”
“Yes, I did.” She leaned over and kissed me before gently sliding from the bed on sore muscles.
Her body was healing from her attack, but I still felt a wave of regret for handling her so roughly and for such a long time.
“I’m sorry—” I started, from where I sat up in bed.
She spun on me and pointed her finger at me. “Don’t you dare!” I stopped in my tracks, and she leveled me with a very commanding glare. “I begged for every single thing you did to me, and every fucking thing gave to me. I don’t regret one second of it, so don’t you dare try to.”
“How did you know what I was going to say?”
She raised her eyebrow at me and then turned to walk down the stairs in her naked beauty. I jumped from bed and gave chase as she called over her shoulder. “ Because believe it or not, I’m starting to know you inside and out.”
“Hmm.” I hummed as I plastered my chest to her back and walked down the hall to the bathroom pressed against her body. “I don’t know if I like that or not.”
She chuckled as I stepped around her, turned the water on in the shower, and let it come to temp as I leaned down and kissed her neck. I could feel my come on her skin as I pressed myself against her and groaned. “My balls are so fucking empty from filling you up, yet I still want to fuck you more.”
“Good. Because I’m far from being satisfied in my thirst for you.” She purred seductively and then stepped into the hot water and looked over her shoulder at me, beckoning me to join her.
I couldn’t let her get lonely, now could I?
We went back to sleep after our early morning sex, and she woke up long after her usual sunrise time and I knew it was because of the exhaustion she felt both physically and emotionally after the events in town.
But I needed to take her back to the police station to complete her statement with the FBI. I checked the news quietly before she woke up and the story was all over every single channel .
Small town Pastor? Or a long-time serial Killer?
Utah Pastor traveled to inner cities all over the nation, targeting and murdering at-risk women.
Saint turned to Demon. How did no one know what one pastor did on his frequent trips across the country to volunteer with America’s at-risk youth?
Hadley Shaw. Once a suspect, now a survivor in the case heard around the world.
The headlines were all different, but the story was the same; Hadley was a survivor and a victim, not the suspect anymore. She had her name cleared, but the stares and shock from the small-town Utah residents would take a while to wear off if she went out in public.
I needed to help her through it because she deserved to walk down the street and hold her head high as we lived out our lives in my hometown.
If she asked me to move, however, I would in a second. But I’d be leaving behind every last piece of my family to do so. They buried Molly and my kids in town in the same cemetery where all of my ancestors were buried. The cabin was the place we brought them to on vacation. The locals were the people who remembered them with me .
Only time would tell what she wanted to do, but we’d do it together. Because I was deeply committed to her. I was invested in her.