Chapter Ten Marius
Marius landed with his back on the bed. “Okay?”
Carden smiled down on him. “Hmm, I just want to eat you up.”
Marius spread his arms and legs, grinning up at him. “I’m all yours, you little cannibal,” he said and then blinked. “Wait a second, okay. Just a moment.” He turned and started to rummage in the nightstand until he found his notebook and a pen.
“What are you doing? I thought we were going to get naked?”
“One second, I’m all yours, in just a moment,” Marius replied and scribbled Little Cannibal and then Love Cannibal into his notebook. That would be a good song title. Or maybe he would use it for the next album.
Carden huffed above him, and he put his notebook away. “Sorry.”
“I get it. When inspiration strikes, you have to sketch it out at least, or in your case, jot it down.”
“Still, what bad timing that was,” Marius replied. “Did I ruin the mood?”
Carden slid his hands down his body until they framed the outline of his dick in his pants. “Does that look like you ruined the mood?”
Marius grinned. “No, but still. Let me make it up to you. What do you want?”
Carden bit his lip. “Your mouth. I love your mouth on me.”
He sat up and crawled over to where his adorable boyfriend stood at the edge of the bed. He pulled Carden a tiny bit closer by his hips and pressed his face against his dick. Carden inhaled sharply above him. Marius nuzzled his hard flesh through his jeans until Carden got demanding.
He grinned and opened his pants, then pulled them down slowly along with his underwear until they sat just under his ass.
“You’re driving me crazy,” Carden breathed as he carded his fingers through Marius’ hair.
He pressed his lips against the hard flesh, peppering it with tiny kisses as he kneaded Carden’s beautiful ass. The noises he made went straight to Marius’ dick. He was already half hard in his pants, and his mouth watered. He wanted to feel Carden inside him.
Not only his mouth, but his ass too. Fuck.
He groaned as he mouthed Carden’s cock, letting it slide deeper into his mouth until he couldn’t take much more.
When he looked up, Carden was staring at him.
His eyes were laser-focused, like he wanted to commit this moment, this picture, to memory.
And who knew, maybe he did? Maybe this would be another painting.
With Marius on his knees, swallowing that pretty cock.
The image made him harder. He doubled his efforts until all Carden could do was curse and pant above him while his hips stuttered forward.
When Carden was close, he pulled away.
“Fuck? What? Why?” He blinked at Marius, adorably confused.
“I don’t want you to come in my mouth.”
“That wasn’t a problem before, but fine, where do you want me to come then?”
“In my ass,” Marius said matter of fact.
Carden stared at him as the seconds stretched silently. Fuck, did he ruin the mood for real now?
“You don’t have to, obviously,” he said after the silence got to him. “Sorry to spring it on you like that.”
Carden shook his head. “No, you said before you like to be fucked too, sometimes. I just…it’s been a long time since I did the fucking.” He bit his lip.
“Do you not like it?”
“No, I do like it, but… I don’t know if I’m good at it.”
Marius reached up and grabbed him by the neck to pull him down so he could kiss him.
“Hey, I’m sure you’ll do great. If you want to fuck me, that is.
We don’t have to. I’m fine with whatever.
I just thought…well, I mean.” He could feel himself blush, which was stupid, but Carden smiled at him, so maybe it was fine.
“I get it. You want to feel me inside you because it feels so good to be possessed and owned for a little while, right?”
Marius nodded.
Carden took a breath. “Okay, yeah.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah,” Carden said, this time sounding surer of the whole thing.
Marius grinned. “How do you want me then?”
“On your back. I want to see your face when we do it.”
Marius nodded, pulled away just enough to get rid of his clothes, and then lay back like a starfish again on the bed. For a long moment, Carden only looked at him.
At best, Marius had disliked being naked with his sex partners.
More often than not he kept his shirt on in the hopes of hiding his soft belly.
He didn’t feel the need to hide from Carden.
Carden saw all of him and liked it, loved it.
He loved it so much, he painted them naked. In the throes of passion.
As he looked at Carden, his boyfriend stripped out of his shirt and then his socks, pants, and underwear.
He was a vision with his creamy skin and perfect body.
His cock was still flushed at the tip and bopped up and down as he walked over to the nightstand to grab the lube and condoms Marius kept there.
Once he had both, he joined Marius on the bed, pushed his knees apart, and made himself at home between them.
Marius thought he might get right to it, but of course Carden didn't; he kissed Marius’ stomach and then up to his chest, his nipples, his throat, and then his mouth. They made out for a long moment, their bodies close and moving restlessly against each other.
Marius was breathless when Carden pulled away.
“I’m going to make it so good for you,” he whispered, peppering his chest and stomach with kisses as he made his way down to his cock, which he neglected after only one kiss to the tip.
He worshiped the inside of Marius’ fleshy thighs for a good while and pushed his legs even further apart.
Marius cursed when a hot tongue licked his balls and then wandered deeper to his already twitching hole.
Carden kissed him there too, before he pulled away to spread some lube on his fingers. No one had ever kissed him there. His heart hammered in his chest. He was already so hard, and Carden hadn’t even put one finger inside him yet.
He grabbed the sheets and took a breath.
“You okay?” Carden asked.
“Yeah. I just…fuck, I’m leaking.” He laughed a bit hysterically.
“Hmm, seems I am excellent at this.”
“Yeah. There was really no need to worry,” Marius agreed and then groaned because his devious boyfriend chose that moment to slip one finger inside him.
One finger always felt so fucking good, especially when the other guy knew what he was doing and Carden knew what he was doing.
How he had to move inside him to arouse him even more.
In and out and in again, it was nearly hypnotic. His whole body throbbed with need and desire, and then Carden added another finger. Stretching him bit by bit. It had been a while, but he relaxed and welcomed Carden’s gentle intrusion.
Three fingers made him feel restless and needy in a way he hadn’t felt in a long time.
“God, fuck, I’m ready. I need your dick inside me.”
“Hmm,” Carden said and kept playing with his hole.
“Carden, I mean it. Get inside me now.”
His boyfriend sighed, mock put upon. “Why the rush? Let me enjoy it a bit more.”
“I’m going to lose my fucking mind if you keep that up.”
“Isn’t that what this is all about?”
“I swear to god,” Marius hissed.
Carden laughed. “Okay, okay.”
Marius closed his eyes and breathed out as Carden positioned his dick at his entrance. He went slowly and carefully, sliding inside Marius in tiny increments. Made him feel every inch of his hard dick until he was fully inside him.
“Fuck,” Carden breathed. “So fucking tight and hot, and fuck.”
Marius just stared at him. Carden’s eyes were shut tightly; he was breathing hard, and his body seemed to vibrate with emotions.
He did that. He made Carden feel all these things. Marius felt fucking proud. “You can move.”
“Are you sure?” Carden whispered.
“Let me rephrase that: you should move.”
Carden opened his eyes and grinned. “Okay.” And then he moved. Pulled out slowly and pushed back in just as slowly. His boyfriend was going to make him lose his mind. As Carden fucked him, moans and curses spilled out of Marius.
It had been too long since he had someone inside him. Carden leaned in, and that changed the angle, which made Marius see stars behind his closed eyelids.
He was chanting Carden’s name as his orgasm build.
“Touch yourself. I want to see you come; you look so beautiful when you come,” Carden said, and Marius couldn’t deny him. His hand slid down his stomach and curled around his hard, leaking cock as Carden drilled into him harder and faster, chasing his own orgasm.
It crashed into him only moments later, and as he tightened around Carden’s hard cock inside him, he took his boyfriend with him.
Carden collapsed on top of him, kissing his collarbone, his shoulder, whatever his lips could reach as he breathed heavily.
Marius put his arms around him and held him close as their hearts slowed down.
“Was that good for you?” Marius asked.
“Shouldn't I be asking that question?”
“Hmm, maybe, but I asked first.”
Carden looked up. “Yeah, it was good for me.”
“You want to do it again some time?”
“Yes. I think I do. How was it for you?”
“Amazing,” Marius replied and kissed his nose.
“Oh, good. Good. I’m glad.” He kissed Marius’ lips and then made himself comfortable on his chest. Soon after, they drifted off.
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“We’re not doing this in front of the band,” Carden said, between kisses.
“Hmm,” Marius was too occupied with kissing his boyfriend to answer him probably.
“I mean it, as soon as you’re out the door, that’s it. I’ll stay up here in your apartment until you guys are gone.”
“Okay.” Another kiss, and now Carden was pressed against the wall, and Marius’ knee was between his legs, and fuck.
Carden shoved him away as Marius’ phone went off. “That will be your ride.”
“I don’t want to go,” Marius said.
Carden laughed. “Yes, you do. You worked so hard for this. You want it with every fiber of your body, I know you do.”
“When I agreed to six months of touring, I didn’t have you in my life yet.” He sighed. “This is fucking torture.”
“It’s going to be fine. You will have a lot of fun. I promise.”
“Why do you sound like a parent who is sending their kid off to summer camp?”
Carden shuddered. “Let’s not go there, okay?”
“Listen,” he began, and then his fucking phone went off again. “Fuck.”
“Yeah, that will be Armin, I guess. You said he was picking you up.”
“He’s early.”
“You’re late,” Carden corrected. “Don’t make him wait any longer.”
“Okay, but I need one more kiss before I can leave you.”
“You’re not going off to war, Marius; you’re going on tour. This is your dream, and I will call you this evening. We can have phone sex.”
Marius groaned and then pulled Carden close so he could plunder his mouth thoroughly one more time. So he could commit the taste and texture to memory.
His phone went off again, and he made himself pull away from his adorable, beautiful, and talented boyfriend.
Carden was breathing hard; his cock was tenting his sleep pants. He looked like sex, and Marius wanted him. But then again, Marius always wanted him.
“Go. I’ll send you a sexy pic later,” Carden said and slipped past him so he could open the door. “You need to go before Armin loses his shit and comes up here.”
Marius nodded, grabbed his bags, and kissed Carden’s cheek. “Talk to you soon.”
“Yes, it’ll be over before you know it.”
Marius doubted that, but it was true that he was excited for this tour too. The first big one. He just wished Carden could come with him.
Six months. At least they made plans to meet throughout it.
“Have fun!” Carden said and then closed the door behind him.
Marius grinned. He would have fun.