Chapter 14 Savi #2
His hands on my thighs slide up to cup my ass under my skirt as he sinks his fingers into my flesh and presses me against him harder, only further igniting my flame.
“You’re sure?” He breaks away, panting hard as he studies me, looking for any sign I’m not ready.
“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life.” My heart is pounding against his as I let him see the truth in my eyes. “I want this Knox…with you.”
He must be satisfied with what he sees because the next thing I know, I’m on the bed straddling him as he lies underneath me.
“You’re in control of this one, sunshine. Go easy on me,” he smirks.
He’s giving me control because I didn’t have it the first time.
I let the words sink in as I quickly blink back the tears, not wanting to get too emotional and ruin the moment.
“Knox Stone is giving up control?” I shake my head and smile. “I never thought I’d see the day.”
“Don’t get used to it,” he grumbles. “In fact, I’m going to hold on to that control just a little bit longer until I know you’re good and ready.”
He fists my shirt and pulls me down until our lips touch again. His kisses make me forget everything I was going to say, as I dive my fingers into his soft hair, and eagerly mold my lips to his.
His hands run up my thighs and finger the side straps on my thong before pushing them down with my skirt as I lift up without breaking contact to slide them off my legs.
“Now to get you ready,” he murmurs against my lips before his hands grasp my waist and lift me until I’m straddling either side of his neck.
“Fuck, I knew your pussy would be perfection,” he rasps out, kissing my inner thigh and sending bolts of sensations throughout my body.
“I’ve been dying to taste you, sunshine.
Are you good with that?” He’s right at my center—his warm breath fanning my skin as my insides clutch with anticipation.
“Yes,” I whisper, not knowing what to expect, but very curious to find out.
Tristan tried in our relationship, but once it came down to removing my underwear, I couldn’t do it.
We were young, and it was easy to distract him with just the excuse that I wasn’t ready.
I would turn the tables and make sure he was satisfied, and he would forget all about the fact that I wasn’t able to get there with him.
With Knox, though, God, it’s so easy with him. Too easy, as the first swipe of his tongue has me completely at his mercy in the best way possible.
“Jesus, sunshine…you taste so fucking good,” he growls against my throbbing center. “I want to drown in you.” His hands grab my ass and push me down on him, holding me there tightly as he dives in and feasts on me.
“Oh God, Knox,” I moan and grab the headboard for support as my body feels a million things at once. He won’t let me move, so I have no choice but to smother him. From the sounds he’s making, breathing is the last thing on his mind as he sucks my clit hard before his tongue disappears deep inside.
When he starts to rock my hips, causing me to ride his face, the friction from his scruff sends me into overdrive as my body gets close to the edge.
“Knox,” I whimper, as my reality starts to fade away. My core tightens, and when he sucks hard on my clit, I shatter…
Mind, body, and soul.
I cry out from the explosion within me as my walls contract into a mind-blowing orgasm that leaves me breathless and shaken. He doesn’t stop until every last drop is his, as I feel his tongue greedily lap every bit up.
When he’s finally sated, I scoot down the length of him until we are eye to eye again.
His lips are glistening, and a smug smile appears on his face. “It may have been a mistake tasting you.” His hands run up the side of my neck before his fingers sink into my hair and cup the back of my head. “Now that I know how good you taste, I may want to snack all the time.”
“I’m not going to say no,” I giggle. “I can be your vending machine.”
Chuckling, he brings my lips to his and shares some of his snack with me. It’s turning me on just thinking of my taste on his tongue as I tangle mine with his.
He’s hard against my stomach, and suddenly, the need to see all of him has me breaking away and moving down his body. My lips trail kisses down his rigid abs before stopping at his buckle.
“May I?” I look up at him, and his eyes are hooded with a beautiful mixture of blues and greys.
“I’m all yours,” he breathes out. “You set the pace, Savi. If you change your mind, I won’t be mad.”
“I know,” I smile, unbuckling his button and slowly lowering his zipper. “I won’t be changing my mind, though. I’m ready to do this with you.”
“Top drawer then,” he nods his head to the nightstand.
Leaning over, I open it and see a stack of condoms in there, and grab one.
“Planning on being busy in here? I thought we agreed no puck bunnies were allowed at my house.”
“I haven’t broken your rules,” he counters. “I haven’t even used one since I moved in…in case you were wondering.” His lip turns up slightly at my obvious jealousy. This is going to be the hardest part for me and something I need to address.
“Before we go any further, I need to ask you a favor, and it might be a deal breaker.”
“Okay,” he says slowly, clearly curious about what I’m going to say.
“I know we aren’t together, and I probably have no right to ask this…” I’m suddenly nervous and afraid he won’t agree to it as my words die off.
“Just ask me, Savi.”
“While you are here, and we have this…,” I try to search for the right word because I’m not even sure what we are, “arrangement, I guess is what you call it. While we have this arrangement, I want us to be exclusive. I don’t want to wonder every time I’m with you if you just left someone else’s bed,” I say quickly, waiting for his reaction.
“Is that it?”
“Yes, that’s it,” I nod.
“Done.”
“Just like that?” I ask, surprised.
“Just like that. I wasn’t going to anyway, but I’m glad you brought it up because I want the same from you.”
“Me?”
“Yes, you.” His hands run up my thighs and rest on my ass. “While we do this…you’re mine. That means no other men get to touch you.”
“O…okay,” I stammer. The seriousness in his tone and the intensity in his eyes have my body awakening again. I’m pretty sure those words have never been uttered by Knox Stone before. By the way he’s gripping me now, and looking at me like I’m his next meal, he means every single word of it.
“Good. Glad we got that out of the way, and I’m also glad I won’t be murdering any of my players anytime soon.”
“They were just messing with you,” I laugh.
“Still didn’t like it.”
“I’m here with you, though,” I remind him.
Suddenly feeling braver after our conversation, I slowly remove my shirt and toss it on the bed.
His eyes immediately go to my pink lacy bra as my nipples harden under the heat he is throwing my way.
“And they don’t get to see me like this,” I say quietly, removing the clasp on my bra and dropping it next to me.
“No, they don’t.” He swallows hard as he takes me in. All I feel is beautiful and wanted as his eyes roam over me, filled with a look of wonderment. “Nor will they ever. Come here,” he growls, bringing me down and meeting me halfway as he lifts to taste my breast.
He pulls my sensitive nipple into his mouth and sucks hard. Desire shoots through me as I thread my fingers tightly into his hair while he moves to the other one. His lips become rougher as they nip and pull, sparking something deep inside that was once too scared to come out.
I love this side of him where he takes over and isn’t afraid to take what he wants, all the while not knowing he’s giving me so much more back.
It makes me feel less broken somehow when he loses control and forgets to be gentle.
He’s showing me that pain doesn’t always mean bad, but can also be used for good.
Instead of scaring me like I thought it might, it empowers me. I know in this moment, he doesn’t see me as weak or a victim. He sees me as a woman who makes him lose control. A woman he wants to pleasure over and over again—taking and giving until we both get what we crave.
“I changed my mind,” I moan as his teeth lightly bite my breast, eliciting a need for more.
“What?” He stops instantly, and worry etches his face. “I’m sorry.” His eyes search my body, and I realize that he’s looking for marks. “Was I too rough? I tried to be…”
“No,” I say, putting my finger to his lips to stop his sentence.
“I didn’t mean for it to come out like that.
I just meant I don’t want control tonight.
I want under you and to feel you on top of me.
I want you to show me what it is you want, and I don’t want you to be afraid to take it.
I guess what I’m trying to say is,” I lean forward until my lips are close to his ear.
My breasts graze his chest, and it feels so good to have nothing separating us.
His heart is beating rapidly as his arms come around me and hold me tight. “I want to feel what it’s like to be completely and utterly owned by Knox Stone.”