Chapter 41
FORTY-ONE
SAVI
The things this man makes me feel.
Waiting for him was torture as I slipped the jersey on, watching the minutes tick by. The ache between my legs became too strong to bear, and I couldn’t help but bring out my toy to relieve it.
I could have easily cum in the first sixty seconds, but I stopped myself just as I got to the brink. It wasn’t the same without him, and I didn’t want to waste a single drop of myself unless he was here to enjoy it.
I guess he’s rubbed off on me, and I enjoy the edging too much just to get off fast by myself.
As soon as I take him to the back of my throat, I know I made the right decision. Nothing I could have done to myself will ever measure up to what he can pull from my body. He owns me, and I’ll gladly give up ownership if it means I get to be worshipped like this.
“Fuck, I’ve missed you,” he groans, guiding my mouth over the length of him. “Just like that, sunshine,” he softly growls, his muscles straining with each controlled movement as he pulls my ponytail with his fist.
My fingers dig into the sheets as my swollen clit aches against the toy. My core tightens, and I move it away as a deep throbbing has me whimpering against his skin.
“I fucking love how you edged yourself for me. It’s going to be so worth it, baby,” he praises, and it turns me on even more as the desire to make him feel as good as I do becomes stronger.
Taking him deeper, I hear him hiss as his fingers tighten. Pleased that he’s enjoying this, I work my mouth harder over him as I put my suction toy back between my legs.
“Jesus,” he pants, as the naughty side of me comes out to play. “Slide two fingers in behind the toy and fuck yourself for me,” he rumbles out, and I don’t hesitate to obey.
My fingers slide in as I hold the rose tightly against my clit. The pressure builds, and I moan loudly against him, feeling myself on the verge of something earth-shattering.
“Fuck that hand, Savi. I want it covered for me, so I can suck it clean.”
Oh, God.
The pressure intensifies as I suck harder. His rigid veins stroke my tongue as I close my eyes in surrender, as my body lets go.
I pulse and squeeze my fingers, my orgasm ripping an unintelligible scream from me as he fills my mouth roughly, and I lose myself to him.
When I finally stop trembling, I drop the toy, and he slides out of my mouth. Saliva drips from him, and his eyes burn with a ferocious need as he looks down at me. His chest is heaving from the exertion of holding back from cumming.
Reaching down, he takes my hand from between my legs and sucks my fingers clean. His eyes close with a moan as he savors me on his tongue before sitting against the headboard and lifting me up so I’m straddling him.
I slide down slowly, taking him deep inside.
“Fuck, I’m not going to last long,” he says, gritting his teeth. “I barely survived not cumming in your mouth.”
“I want to feel your cum deep inside me,” I breathe, lifting my thighs and sliding back down on him.
“I love it when you pour into me,” I whisper into his ear as I lean forward.
“Fill me, Knox. My pussy is thirsty,” I add, rubbing my chest against him and wanting to seduce him with my words like he does with me.
“Dirty talk looks good on you.” He lifts the jersey from my body before tossing it on the bed and diving into my breasts.
“I’ll fill this pussy, sunshine,” he murmurs against my nipple before tracing it with his tongue.
“Don’t worry about that. It will be thoroughly fed by the time I’m through with you. ”
My hands grasp his hair as he feasts on me. Throwing my head back, I give him complete access to my body as his mouth and tongue stir up my body again.
Reaching his hand out, he grabs my toy and places it against my clit, keeping it locked between us.
“Ride me,” he growls, pushing the suctioning of the toy harder against my clit. “Hard.”
Grabbing the headboard behind him, I slam down on him, letting the passion inside me break free as I ride without abandon.
My breasts bounce with each contact of our bodies as he watches me with an intensity that shakes me to the core. His hand keeps the toy tight to my clit, driving me mad with need and further edging me on as I bring us both to the brink of losing all control.
Discarding the toy, his hands dig into my waist as he lifts me before filling me harder and deeper with each thrust.
“Fuck!” He moans, pouring inside me. I cry out his name as another orgasm rises to the surface and swallows me whole. My body quakes against him as he pulses deep inside.
Crushing me against him, he buries his face in my neck, our chests expanding from exhaustion as he holds me tight.
“God, I fucking love you, Savi. So fucking much,” he rasps against my neck.
“I love you, too, Knox. So much,” I whisper, kissing his hair and holding him just as tight.
Pulling the covers over us, he keeps me in his arms, not breaking contact with our joined bodies.
It doesn’t take long before I’m asleep in his warm embrace, knowing all three of us will sleep well tonight.
“I can’t believe you won’t tell me where we are going,” I say with the blindfold he made me put on.
All morning, I wanted to tell him about the baby, but he distracted me in the shower and then, before I knew it, I was blindfolded and ushered out the door. The secret is burning a hole in my purse, but I want to wait for the perfect time to tell him.
“If I told you, it wouldn’t be a surprise,” he laughs. He’s been giddy all morning, and Knox is never giddy. Not even close. This must be a big surprise for him to be acting like a kid who just got told he’s going to Disney World for the first time.
“I don’t like surprises,” I say, trying to pout when I’m really bursting with excitement inside.
“Yes, you do,” he laughs while driving us God knows where. “I can feel the excitement oozing off you.”
“You’re right,” I laugh. “But it’s still killing me not to know.”
“We are almost there,” he chuckles.
A few minutes later, he’s shutting off the engine and opening the door to help me out. Clutching my purse in my hand, I let him lead me.
“Don’t you dare let me fall,” I say, clutching him tightly and suddenly worried I’ll trip and hurt the baby.
“Never.” His strong arms guide me, and I easily trust him to keep me safe.
He leads me up some stairs, and it seems like forever before we finally stop. Cool air hits my skin, giving me goosebumps along my arms.
A warm blanket touches my bare shoulders, and I sink into it as I’m wrapped in a comforting hug.
“Thank you,” I smile, feeling my goosebumps fade away.
“You’re welcome,” he says softly, standing behind me and slowly removing the blindfold.
The lights are dim as I blink my eyes to take in my surroundings.
The arena is empty, and the ice gleams under the partial lights illuminating center ice. Pink roses and candles overflow the area as I stare in surprise.
“The pink reminded me of you with your cute, sexy scrubs,” he murmurs, kissing my neck before taking my hand and leading us to the black carpet that takes us out across the ice.
Blinking back the tears, I inhale the sweet fragrance when we reach the center.
“It’s beautiful,” I whisper in awe as the dozens of roses surround us. “Did you buy all the pink roses left in Florida?” I laugh softly.
“Pretty much,” he laughs. “I wanted it to be perfect.”
“It’s perfect,” I swallow through the lump in my throat. “It couldn’t be more perfect.” I finger the soft petal and smile.
“This place saved me,” he says, quietly taking both of my hands and linking our fingers together.
“I spent a lot of days on the ice thinking if I just skated harder or faster, that I could outrun the demons of my past. I shut myself off from the outside world. Not feeling anything at all was better than feeling everything I didn’t think I could ever have. ”
A tear slides down my face as he reaches out to catch it, brushing it away.
“I had forgotten what love felt like until I met you,” he smiles.
“You woke something inside me, and I fought for years to keep it buried. I was scared that if I let you in, you wouldn’t like what you saw, when in reality you loved me more because of it.
” He swallows hard, and I squeeze his hand as the tears fall down my face.
“You are so deeply carved into me, sunshine, that I don’t even know who I was before you,” he admits softly. “You make me feel like I’m a person my mom would be proud of. I don’t feel shattered when I’m with you. I feel whole.”
He drops to his knee, and my hand flies to my mouth. Tears are streaming down my cheeks now as I swipe them away.
“Savannah Elizabeth Montgomery,” he says, taking a box out of his pocket and lifting the lid. I gasp at the gorgeous teardrop diamond sitting nestled against the black velvet.
Smiling, he lifts the ring out and takes my hand.
“Never in a million years did I think I would be fortunate enough to be kneeling in front of you now. You are and always have been my light, sunshine. I promise with everything in me to love, protect, and cherish this gift I’ve been given for as long as there is breath in my body.
You’ve given me a reason to smile a thousand times a day.
I’m a better person with you by my side, and I don’t want to do the rest of my life without you.
Will you marry me and be mine forever?” He asks softly.
His eyes shine with more love than I could ever possibly feel in this lifetime. “Will you be my wife?”
I drop to my knees and smile through my tears.
“Yes,” I beam. “Nothing would make me happier.”
Crushing his lips to mine, I smile through my tears and kiss him back.
“You are going to feel my love every day I exist. Even after my last breath, my soul will stalk you,” he grins.
“I wouldn’t expect anything less,” I softly laugh.
Taking my hand, he slides the ring on and kisses it.
“It’s the most beautiful ring I’ve ever seen,” I whisper, holding it up to the light.