Regina’s Diary
Dear Diary,
I know it’s been a while since I wrote to you, but I have a secret.
A great big one. Not even Maya knows about it. And I can’t tell anyone other than you, Diary. I got to kiss both Krew and Decker today on the cheek. It felt sweet and naughty at the same time. I want more, but I have to be good because it’s Decker’s birthday.
Krew and I want to surprise him with a birthday treat of his favorite foods.
And Mom’s famous chocolate cake. I had to lie to her so she would make it for me.
I should feel bad, but I don’t. I know Mom and Dad don’t like Krew and Decker.
They think they’re too old for me. Diary, they’re going to be juniors and I’m going to be a freshman—it’s not a big deal.
My parents think they’re up to no good and rotten (my mom’s words). She keeps telling me good girls don’t hang out with boys like that. I told her that’s too bad, because they are my best friends, and I won’t give them up.
But Diary, I’m confused. When I kissed each of them on the cheek, I wished they were kissing me at the same time, on my mouth. And what’s even more confusing is that I liked watching Krew kiss Decker. It gave me tingles in parts I can’t write about.
I don’t know, Diary. Am I sick or evil to think like that? Did I do a bad thing? Me kissing two boys? Watching my friends kiss each other? Am I a sinner like my mom says? Am I as wicked as the people that do wicked things? I’ll write more later. I have to get ready for the last day of school.
Love, Regina