07| Resist me.
Hai ye Nasha, ya hai zeher
Is pyaar ko ham kya naam dein
Kab se adhoori hai ek daastaan
Aajaa use aaj anjaam dein...
Tumhe bhoolun kaise mai
Meri pehli khata tum ho...
My eyes widened with shock at the moment when he captured my lips in his mouth. His lips were crushed against mine as he started kissing me deeply and more passionately. I closed my tightly at the sensation arising in my body. His actions were desperate and aggressive and I could sense it clearly.
I felt my heart pounding when he entered his tongue inside my mouth and started sucking and licking every corner of my mouth.
A part of me was hating his touch, his dominance and proximity over me.
But I couldn't resist him, I don't know why but I just can't, I hate this man to my core but couldn't deny the fact that he affect me, my mind and my body too.
And maybe he knows this thing very well. He was sucking my lower lip as if he was yearning for it since long. He put his entire body weight on his arms instead of me. I gasped in pain as he deepened the kiss, his one hand sliding towards the zip of my gown, leaving me stunned.
He pulled away for a moment and rest his forehead against mine as he looked intensely and deeply into my eyes.
As soon as he left my lips, I started struggling to breathe.
My gaze still fixed on his eyes as I could see the deadly desire in them.
Desire of me? Of course not, maybe the desire of my body.
"You, and every part of you belongs to me." He said in a low growl, his voice dripping with deadly possessiveness and desperation.
"Not even in your dreams, psycho." I retorted, still trying to normalise my breath.
He scoffed, his expressions dark and cold as his lips came in contact with my skin again. His lips were claiming every inch of my skin in an aggressive and dominant way. I gasped in pain as he bit down hard on my collarbone, his lips moving to my cleavage as he opened the zip of my gown.
"I- I hate you." I whispered in a low voice, my tone laced with a mix of fear and longing.
"Then resist me, fireheart." He cupped my face in his hands. "Tell me you don't want this, And I promise I won't touch you." His voice was dark and intense, somewhere making me lose my sanity.
I'm letting him have me, Again? Last time I was not in my senses, but now he's taking control of my mind. Why? Why I'm feeling so small and vulnerable in front him? I'm not able to resist him, why? I know I'll curse me a thousand times for this next morning.
"You're Mine, You make me lose my sanity. Your presence affects me like hell. You make me someone who I'm not." He whispered, his voice rough and emotionless.
"You're just an obsessed brat." I gulped, my tone firm.
"Then I'm obsessed, I'm obsessed with every part and every inch of you." He replied, his voice cold enough to make me tremble. "And you can't even think how dangerous my Obsession is for You." He leaned down, his lips brushing against mine, sending shivers through my spine.
I looked at him while fluttering my lashes, my gaze filled with a mixture of fear and conflict. I felt goosebumps all over my body from his words. A part of me wanted to resist him but I just couldn't.
His body pressed against mine, He lowered his head and once again smashed his lips against mine into a deep passionate kiss.
And at this moment, I lost my sanity completely and surrendered myself to him without realising the consequences of this.
The man whom I hate the most is dominating me, claiming me as his own.
And I'm letting him do all this, Even though I'll curse myself for this, I don't care because my body demands him at the moment.
I closed my eyes tightly as he started kissing my lips hungrily and roughly.
He slid his hand up to my inner thighs under my gown as he continued to kiss me with desperation and burning hunger.
I tug his hair out of restlessness arising within my body.
In an instant, he pulled off my gown and threw it aside, making me gasp.
"D- don't." I stuttered with uneven breath.
"Relax baby, nothing is hidden from me." He said with a slight smirk on his face and proceeded to consume every inch of my skin.
I felt his lips on my neck and collarbone, sucking and biting there hard. "Ahmm." A moan left my mouth as he cupped my breast and pinched my n!pple hardly before sucking on it. His hand after carving every inch of my bare waist, made its way to my entrance.
"I- I..."
"You're not allowed to talk." He cut off my words and started sucking on my breasts, making me gasp in pleasure and pain at the same time.
While looking into my eyes, he took one of my n!
pple in his mouth and bit it softly before circling my bud with his tongue.
My breath started flowing heavily as he continued to circle and lick my bud with his tongue.
He suddenly pulled and rested his forehead on mine.
"Take off my shirt." He said in a low yet intense voice. I glanced at him with a mix of defiance and confusion.
"Do I need to repeat myself?" His voice a little harsh and cold as he looked at me.
I started undoing the buttons of his shirt and took it off.
"Good girl, Now Seduce me." He uttered in a slow yet intense voice.
"Wh- what?" I stuttered.
"I don't repeat my words." He said in a low growl.
"I- I won't do anything like this." I squirm against him.
"So stubborn." His lips curled into a slight smirk, as he circled over cl!t and my legs started trembling. I could sense the way he's teasing me to the extreme, but I tried to control myself. I dug my nails in his shoulders as he grabs my thighs before parting them.
"Wh-w..." He cut off my words and said in a low yet intense voice "Shh, let me admire before devouring it."
Fuck, it feels good.
"Say you hate me." He said as he pulled out his fingers.
"I- I H- hate Y- you." I stuttered, keeping my eyes closed as I dug my nails deeper in his shoulders.
"Again." This time He inserted three fingers inside me, making my eyes shot open. My moans became louder as he continued to move his thick fingers inside me.
"I- I Ha- te Y- you."
"Again." He was moving his fingers deep inside me while looking straight into my eyes and I bit my lips out of restlessness emanating inside me.
"I- H- hate you."
"Again." He started moving his fingers in and out of me at a steady pace, still looking into my eyes with intensity and passion, sending shivers down my spine.
"I- I can't." I rested my head on his shoulder lifeless, my chest moving up and down as I was struggling hard to normalise my breath and heartbeats.
"Now be a good girl and cum on my fingers." He commanded while softly pecking my lips.
I looked into his eyes with restless gaze. I closed my eyes as I felt myself coming all over his fingers.
"Good girl." He smirked as felt me coming over his fingers. Here I was feeling lifeless and while looking into his eyes with a blurry vision, I said "I- I'm tired."
He cupped my face in hands. "Relax, just relax, Okay?"
These were the last words I heard before darkness began to appear before my eyes.
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Realising someone's tight hold over my waist, I opened my eyes with a sigh and my eyes fell straight on his handsome face. I looked at my position, I was laying up on him. As soon as I remembered whatever happened between us last night. I started cursing myself.
I mean, how can I do this? Why Tara? Why are you letting this man dominate you? You know very well that he's using you for the sake of some enmity or Obsession. You can't develop any feelings for him, you know He'll shatter you thousand pieces.
Tears filled in my eyes as I continued to curse myself after remembering all that. I tried to move a little but just then felt his tight grip around my waist.
"Don't make me lose my control, fireheart." My eyes widened after hearing his words as I thought he was sleeping. His eyes were still closed as his hands moving throughout my bare back.
"You are awake?" I asked him.
"Of course, how can I sleep when you're this much close to me?" He said after opening his eyes and looking straight at me.
"Why you're doing this? Please let me go, please I beg you. I feel scared of you, please let me go." Tears flowing continuously from my eyes as I spoke.
"Stop crying." He gulped, his expressions as always cold and emotionless. He stood up from bed holding me from my waist. I immediately wrapped my legs around his torso and my hands around his broad chest because of fear of falling. He made his way to the bathroom, holding me in with his single arm.
"Tum mujhe kabhi jaane nahi doge kya?" I asked him while sobbing in his arms.
{You'll never let me go? Will you?}
Once again my foolish heart thought that somewhere my words will affect his heart. But as I said 'my foolish heart', foolish to think that he has heart in his chest, foolish to think that my words will affect this monster, foolish to hope that he'll let me go from his hell.
"Kabhi nahi." He replied while settling me on the bathroom's slab.
{Never}
And with those words, he broke my remaining hopes. "Tum boht bure ho, boht zyada." I uttered, still sobbing.
{You're very bad, very very bad}
"Indeed, This little mind of yours can't even think how bad I'm." He said while looking deeper into my eyes. "You better don't provoke me to show you my worst side ever." I could sense a kind of warning in his tone.
I don't know why, but whenever I look into his eyes. I see calmness in chaos, as if something is broken inside him which he didn't show.
I was still looking in his eyes as if I'm lost in them, my hands were on his bare well built chest and he was standing between my legs. He closed his eyes and heaved a sigh, just then I realised that he's controlling himself.
"Freshen up." He commanded before leaving from there. As soon as he left, I broke out in tears again.
I hate myself, I just myself for being so helpless, for letting this man use me as a doll. I never felt this way as I'm feeling now, so weak and fragile.
"Bro, daddy I miss you... Please take me away from all this." I sighed under the warm water droplets of shower falling on my body.
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After an hour more of crying than taking a shower, I came out of the bathroom and went towards the closet room. Every kind of outfit and accessories, from western to indian were lined up here, but I didn't had any interest in him and every single thing related to him.
I simply picked a baby pink mid thigh length dress and after settling myself, when I was about to leave the room, something caught my attention.
I went near the opened drawer and saw the gun kept inside it.
The first time in my life I was seeing the real gun, I picked it up with my trembling hands. It was genuinely heavy for me.
A ray of hope arose inside me as soon as something clicked in my mind. Yes, I can use this gun. My mind started plotting to run away from this scary place with the help of this gun and just then I heard some sound from the door and the gun slipped out of my hand and fell down.
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To be continued~