17| Insatiable addiction.
"Tere jism ke jism ke har ek panne pe
Meri ruh se ruh se Sanam likhne de"
Exhaustion clouds over my mind and my head falls back after the intense release. He pulls away and stands up from the bed, finally I get the time to breathe. I sigh, trying to normalise my breath. Both my legs and hands feel numb as I try to move them and a strange heat coursing through my nerves.
"Ready to take my cock, wife?"
His deep hoarse voice reaches me and I lift my head slightly to look at him who is now taking off his pants and then boxers. My eyes almost gauge out of the sockets when my gaze falls on his dick, precum lubricating from it.
He's too big. Shivers snake down my spine on the thought of how I took him twice. That's a different thing that I was intoxicated both times but this time I feel he'll rip me apart.
"It- it will hurt." I cry out louder as he heads towards me, but miserably fails to move myself as the bastard has tied me so tightly with his belt. He remains unaffected with all my pleas and Reaching me, he leans over my face, our eyes meet and I shiver at his intense dark glare.
"You want me to untie your hands?" He husks, lifting my chin up with his two fingers. I cannot think straight with his body so close to mine.
"Y- yes" I respond, my voice barely coming out of my throat as his beastly gaze is stuck to mine, sending chills through my body. The slightest curl to his lips stalls the breath in my lungs as his act speaks of something carnal.
He lifts up and starts untying my hands, I stare at him while fluttering my lashes with nervousness and thrilling fear.
Untying my hands, he leans down and whisper in my ear "Let me love the fuck out of you, so that you'll know whom you belong.
" His lips sensually touch my earlobe as he speaks, I shudder beneath his touch.
Before I can react or say anything, he lifts me in a bridal style and head towards the bathroom. I clench my thighs to ignore the heat of need and fear emanating between them. My hands land on his shoulders and I squirm my eyes shut as my bare body bounces against his toned chest.
"Don't put an act which will make things worse for you, fireheart." He growls and I get in an instant that his indication is towards my clenched thighs, tightening his grip over them as he carries me towards the bathroom.
I truly hate how he dominates my mind with my body and I let him which makes me feel sick. I hate the way my core is still wet for him and excitement with fear crawling back in my nerves with his every action.
As much as I want to deny this, He's the first ever man who touched me, who came so close to me, who claimed me as his and I never resisted him.
The man whom I hated from the bottom of my heart ever since I heard his name, ever since I got to know that he's a criminal and kills people mercilessly.
Every time when I tried to go away from him, at the end, I was left with him standing in front of me.
It's never fate, it's him who has tied me with himself.
The moment my heaven collided with his hell, everything turned into a weird scary ecstasy and my life turned.
"Come back to this world, wife." His voice drags me out of my thoughts as he makes me sit on the counter after reaching the bathroom.
I stare at him, trying to sense what's coming next but it is as always worthless.
My eyes then rove over throughout the grand bathroom, like the whole jet, it is also dark with a theme of black and grey and the dim lights makes them look more elegant and classy.
He detaches away and turns on the shower, I tighten my grip over his shoulders and shiver as soon as the cold water droplets touches my heated body.
My eyes squirm and lash flutter as the water snipes through our body, emanating a sudden current in my numb nerves while he stays unaffected.
I don't even have the energy to move my body a little.
He turns his attention back to me, his dark gaze sweeps the entirety of my body, making goosebumps erupt through my exposed flesh. I force myself to ignore the way my chest is clenching from his look and the way he is devouring my face with his eyes.
He leans over my face, his one hand holding my waist in a tight grip and another grabbing my neck. The cold water slips through our bodies, where I'm shivering and he's eyeing me like a predator.
"Ready for your punishment, baby?" His voice a menacing whisper as his lips brushing against my earlobe. The moment I open my mouth to say something, he takes the shell of my ear between his teeth, pressing it harshly and my voice comes out more like a gasp.
"I won't hurt you, but I won't leave you too" he rasps, his cold words send a jolt of current through my spine.
His lips move to my chest, stopping at the valley between my breasts as he takes a long lick from my cleavage and pause on my chin, sucking it wildly before moving up to my lips. My eyes roll back as he grabs both my wrists in his single hand and places them above my head.
Standing between my legs, he pins me against the wall behind, the cold metallic surface touches my bare back and shivers crawl through my body. Our bare bodies presses against each other. My uneven breath comes out in gasps and my heart starts racing as his actions are harsh, too harsh actually.
"Aahh-yaa-nsh." An unwilling moan slips out my throat as his fingers snap throughout my body and finally stops at my clit as he starts rubbing and pinching it, teasing me to the extreme.
The only sound of water droplets falling down the surface after touching our heated bodies and my racing heart and moans with water dropping sound echoes throughout the bathroom.
Before I can utter another word, he grabs my hair in his fists and crushes his lips on mine, leaving me stunned and completely flabbergasted.
He starts nibbling and sucking on my lips as if he wants to eat them whole.
I gasp in his mouth due to his roughness, my half open eyes roving over his face while his eyes lock into mine, devouring my face and creating a sensation of eye intimacy.
My lungs squirm due to the lack of oxygen and I can't even move. He plunges his tongue in my mouth and tangles it with mine, his every action is dominant and brutal, making me feel small and vulnerable in front of him.
The moment I'm completely breathless, he bites on my lower lips before moving to my neck and I tilt my head, my moans filling the silence around us as I struggle to fetch each breath.
"Say you want me to fuck you the way you deserve." He whispers in a cold and intense voice, biting my lower lip and sucking the blood from it while his other hand is still moving on my clit and I feel myself needy.
My half open eyes meet with his as I speak "Y- you said you don't want to see me beg." My breath is going heavy and my voice is thin.
A sinister smile playing on his lips as he drags his eyes from my lips to my face and murmurs "Exactly, I want to see you crave me."
"Now say it, Amour" his voice dominant and harsh as he rubs my cunt with his thumb, parting my folds and I sigh, thrill and fear crawling through my nerves.
"F- fuck.. me th- the way I deserve." I stutter, digging my nails in my palms and squeezing my eyes shut.
"Now you are going to open your legs wide and take all of me like a good wife.
" His hand slides down to my hips as he pulls me close to him ruthlessly, my body collides with him and my breasts against his toned chest but I didn't open my eyes as I can't see him shattering and tormenting the life out of me.
I try to move my legs but they feel numb, he parts my legs, wrapping them around his waist until he gets the full access to my cunt. My whole body shudders as soon as I feel his rock hard dick brushing against my wet core.
"Eyes on me when I fuck you." His dark rageful voice echoed ripping through the silence and my snaps open only to meet with his deadly gaze.
"You hate me, right?" He circles my clit, his lips moving throughout my neck, collarbone and chest, leaving a bunch of hickeys all over.
I'm not in the condition to think or process anything, but then he presses my inner thigh harshly, demanding an answer.
"Ye- yes." I bite out, but this time my heart clenches and denies my tongue.
"Ahhhhh" a scream leaves my mouth as he thrust his dick inside me without any warning, it's burning too much from inside.
"And you want to go away from me?" He pulls out himself only to thrust again in a ruthless go and another scream escapes my throat.
"Yes"
"Sure?"
"Y..yes" the pain and pleasure clouding my senses and my eyes roll back as I speak. I feel myself needy and too exhausted at the same time.
"You know what fireheart" his voice cold and husky as he pushes himself deeper inside me, making my lips part.
"Catching you and fucking the life out of you isn't a tough task for me.
" He starts hitting my g- spot relentlessly, making me scream his name again and again.
"But I hate that you think you can go away from me and I'll let that happen. "
"I'll hunt you and fuck you everytime you run away, and make you realise that you belong to me." His words send a sharp thrill chasing the nerves down my spine.
"You- you are a psycho." I breathe, a few tears slide down my eye lids as my vision goes blurry.
"I'm, baby. And don't you even try to bring my that side In front of you, cause you'll hate it more." He fastens his pace and my toes curl on the sensation. It's burning from inside cause of his size.
"I may be a demon in others life, but you are the angel of my hell, both my sin and salvation and I'll fucking destroy everything to keep you with me, to keep you mine. Get this thing in your head."
His voice darkened with rage and possessiveness as his lips slide back to my breasts and he starts biting and sucking there, leaving another mark of his possession.
I open my eyes only to meet my gaze with his dark ones who are already staring at me, my lips tremble as I speak "Y- you just want to possess me, I never belonged to you." The water snipes from his wet hairs and face to his chest as his beautiful dark blue eyes, sparkling in this dark.
An evil grin makes its way on his lips as I feel my walls clenching around his dick. He pulls me closer, thrusting deep inside me and my lips form into an O shape as he hits my g-spot again, harder this time and I feel myself close.
"Even your cunt isn't agreeing with you, baby. Look how perfectly your soft walls are hugging my cock, as they know whom they belong." He buries his face in my neck while moving inside me at a wild pace.
My nails are piercing through the skin of my palms as the pain and pleasure takes over my mind and my senses gets block. He pulls the strands of my wet hairs behind my ear and pecks my lips.
The moment I'm about to come, he pulls out himself and my eyes shoot open. His devilish glare never leaves my sight as I look at him with uneasiness.
He hits my g-spot again, demanding an answer and my head falls on his shoulder as darkness starts engulfing my vision.
"Do. You. Understand, fireheart?" He tightens his grip over my hips, pulling me closer.
"Y- yes."
"Did you get your lesson?" He pulls out himself, spilling his cum on my chest.
"Ye- yes." these words manage to slip out my throat and every nerve of my body gets numb, my head falls back on his shoulder and I feel myself on the verge of fainting.
"You are tired, baby. Let me take care of my wife." He lifts me in his arms and I curl myself into his embrace and close my eyes.
???
Arranging a warm bath, he carries me towards the bathtub and makes me sit inside it after settling me up on him.
My back presses against his bare chest, sending a strange sensation through my body.
I'm too exhausted to move and completely dependent on him, he massages my shoulders while his lips move throughout my neck and he keeps my wet hair on the other shoulder, touching my back with his lips.
The warm water and his massage provides some sort of relief and relaxation to my muscles while my head is still resting on his chest and my eyes are close.
He applies the body wash throughout my body, cleaning it gently and his fingers carving every inch of my bare skin, the bite marks are burning too much but I can't care less about anything at this time.
His hand moves to my chest, cleaning his cum from there and I gasp as fingers trail my buds.
"How does it feel, baby?" He whispers, licking my earlobe sensually.
"Hell, with you." I snap, my voice barely comes out of my throat.
"Don't worry, you'll get used to it." Holding me in his arms, he stands up and makes his way towards the shower. I feel so weak like I'll fall if he leaves me, my legs are still shaking heavily.
The moment he makes me sit on the counter and the surface touches my lower body, a jolt of unbearable pain smashes my bones, especially my core and legs and I cry out.
My eyes gets close instantly and I wrap my arms around the belly to ease the pain, but it is worse.
Tears start pooling through my eyes on this suffering and press my lower lip between my teeth to suppress the screams.
He cups my face in his palms and I slowly open my eyes, my vision still blurry, my gaze freezes at his dark blue orbs which are void of any emotion as always.
"Never provoke me to repeat this again, cause next time, it will be worse." His voice is calm yet intense this time, still sending chills through my body.
For a moment, I keep staring at his cold emotionless face. My mind is trying to process what's his real side, the beast I saw a while ago or the one who is comforting me now.
"You are such a heartless person." Tears make their way again in my eyes as I sob and keep my hand on his chest.
"Dil nahi hai na tumhare andar?" My voice barely above a whisper and I feel his heartbeats with my own.
{Don't you have the heart in you?}
His expressions remain neutral as he keeps his hands on mine and says "Dil to hai, Human heart is necessary to survive, you know." He entangles his fingers with mine while looking into my eyes "Lekin mere is dil mein jazbaaton ki kami hai"
{I do have}
{But my heart lacks emotions in it}
I don't know why, but my heart pounds on his words as I lost in the intensity of his eyes.
I know he's Obsessed with me, and there's no scope of love in his cold heart.
But still he scares my soul the way it never did, his eyes look at me like he wants to corrupt me in his ways and I let him do all this.
He's forbidden for me in all the ways, but my heart still crawls back to him whenever I want to go away.
My mind is now a whirlwind of emotions, some are known while some are unknown which are scaring me. He's standing between my legs and I'm still lost intensity of his eyes, I don't know what I'm trying to search for, but his eyes are like deep oceans with no ends and millions of waves.
"You can't even think how badly I'm addicted to you." He murmurs, his eyes intact to mine and his one veiny hand wrapping around my waist and another on my neck.
"This is just lust." I bite out, my lips still trembling and breathe hitching as his words are affecting my mind and heart to the extent of insanity.
"Lust has an end, Amour. My addiction for you has no ends." He responds, his voice deepening with intent and firmness.
I take a pause, my eyes roving over his face as I ask "Wh.. what if I'll go aw-" my words stuck in my throat when he tighten his grip around my waist and a dark shadow passed through his eyes.
"Try, just try and I promise I'll burn the fucking world to reach you out you'll see the bloodshed of whoever comes between us." His tone is cold and dark and eyes sparking with anger and possessiveness, leaving me speechless and making goosebumps crawl through my bare skin.
My heart is beating heavily inside my chest as I feel his heartbeats over my palm, I don't understand what is happening, but it is not right.
I immediately turn my head towards the other side as I am no longer able to bear the intensity of his eyes.
My chest heaving and mind swirling into thousands of emotions.
What is happening? I breathe heavily to calm myself.
His eyes intact to my face, reading each reaction thoroughly as he leans down, touching my earlobe with his lips and biting the shell of my ear, he whispers "Careful, Amour. You are falling for me." His voice slow and husky.
I immediately turn my head towards him, a smirk forming over his lips and I stare at him with confusion that why is he saying this?
Never, I can never fall for this monster.
"You-" he cut off my words saying "No more words, give your throat rest as it's tired of screaming my name."
My lips part on his words and I stare at him, he makes me wear the robe and lifts me in a bridal style and I wrap my arms around his neck. The pain starts hitting again and I squeezes my eyes shut.
Reaching the room, he lays me in bed and went towards the closet. I curl myself in me, trying to control this pain as my bones are hurting like every part of my body is. After a few minutes, he returns and I lift my head to look at him who is now wearing black trousers.
Water droplets still gleaming through his bare chest, abs and triceps and his wet hairs scatter on his forehead. My eyes freeze at him, not even blinking as he head towards me and I didn't realise when he came near me.
"Don't stare at me like this, wife. I'll lose my control and if I do." he bites the shell and I gasp. "We'll end up breaking the bed and I ripping your-" his voice husky and deep.
My eyes widen and cheeks flush on his words and I immediately turn my head towards the other side, a smirk curls his lips on my reaction.
Grabbing my arm, he makes me stand on my knees and when I'm about to fall cause of the numbness of my legs, he holds my waist in a tight grip and balancing me, he makes me wear his T- shirt.
The T- shirt is loose enough and covering my thighs comfortably. He lays me in bed and leaning over me slightly, he says "You are sore, and if you don't want me to do anything. Sleep like a good girl. We'll be landing in Bali shortly."
"Bali?" I frown, my eyes narrow as he discussed London earlier, didn't he?
"For our honeymoon, wife." He leans further and pecks my lips.
I give him 'what the hell?' look but he remains unaffected. I feel sudden uneasiness but can't decipher why. Is something wrong gonna happen?
Shut up Tara, overthinking isn't necessary every time.
"Eyes close, or else I have my ways." He orders, his tones laced superiority and warning.
I close my eyes in an instant, many questions arise in my mind until darkness engulfs me completely.
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