26| First and last woman.
Ishq mein fana ho jana, hai dastoor yahi
Jisme ho sabar ki fitrat, wo ishq hi nahi
On the abandoned highway of Bali, a Black Bugatti is storming ahead with a mad speed and Tara is driving it.
Tears streaming down her cheeks and her crimson turned face is reflecting fury, impatience, frustration, pain or more appropriately 'jealousy'.
She is completely unaware that a Rolls Royce is following her closely behind.
Her phone rings and she glances back at the dashboard, 'Monster Oberoi' after seeing this name flashing on the screen, she slams on the accelerator again impulsively, anger and pain surges in her veins at the pace of blood flowing in her body.
Here, Aayansh who is driving that Rolls Royce behind Tara's car, he calls her again but she doesn't answer a single call.
He can easily overtake her car within minutes but he knows that she'll do another stupidity after this and he doesn't want that.
His jaw clenches and muscles twitch with rage as he knows she is doing all this intentionally.
As Tara's eyes fall on the car behind her through the rear view mirror, it takes her a few minutes to recognise that it is Aayansh's car and he is following her through her path.
Those words, The scene where he was so close to that woman starts roaming in her mind again and she adds the car's speed to seventh gear by banging her foot on the accelerator.
Tears flowing from her eyes start blurring her vision as she shifts her eyes from the rear view mirror to the front again.
The ringing of her phone catches her attention once again and this time, she picks it up and Aayansh roars from the other end "Stop the car, Amour"
"You stop following me" she yells "Otherwise I will hit the car somewhere" Her eyes travel from his car which is at some distance behind hers and turns back to the road ahead.
"And why are you following me now? Go and kiss her again"
Aayansh lets out a sigh of frustration and says "Do not push me to my limits, Just stop-the-car right now" He knows that at this time, she won't listen to him if he tries to explain anything to her.
"I won't stop" she rages out, grinding her teeth in anger "You heard me? I won't stop" she wipes out the tears blurring her vision.
"Then wait for me" Aayansh says, his voice is cold and evident with a warning which makes her shiver for a moment.
"Fuck you" she retorts, her voice is tinged with frustration.
"Just a while, baby"
Grimacing in anger and agony, she opens the window and throws her phone outside, the cold wind is flowing over her and her hair dancing across her face, but this can't help her to calm herself.
Within minutes, Aayansh's car comes beside her, both cars are next to each other and she looks at him who is already looking at her.
"Why don't you leave me alone? You must be desperate to fuck her now?" she sneers, her grip tightens on the steering wheel as she eyes him closely.
"I'm desperate to fuck my wife"
Her cheeks flushes at his words.
"Slow down the speed" He warns, looking at her who is now looking at the road ahead.
"So that you can catch me?"
"So that I can fuck this jealousy out of you"
She pauses, his words are affecting her which he can clearly see, she yells again "First catch me you monster" she shifts the speed to eighth gear and storms ahead.
Meanwhile, He turns his car opposite the way of hers. She glances behind, his car is not following her anymore, confusion and frustration takes over her face but this doesn't stop her in her childish acts as she doesn't slow down the car's speed.
She isn't good at driving and at this time, without caring about anything, about her life that if she crashes or worse, she is storming ahead with an impulsive rage.
Aayansh, who is driving on the road opposite of her way, he calls Rivaan and he picks up within a single ring and Aayansh almost growls "I want central highway's all the roads clear within ten minutes"
"Okay, Bhai" He responds immediately, taking a pause, he asks again "Should I-"
He cuts him off "No one will follow me, it's a matter between me and my wife" His voice is cold and leaves no room for further argument, saying this he hangs up the call.
His sharp eyes are fixed on the road ahead, his grip on the steering tightens and his jaw clenches with anger. This road is too busy and effortlessly overtaking the other vehicles, he makes his way ahead.
After crossing a few kilometres with the same speed, Tara's car enters the central highway which is busy at this time.
Impulsively overtaking the other vehicles, as she storms ahead, she glances behind once again but can't see Aayansh's car, this fuels both her anger and acceleration as she is thinking he has stopped following her.
Panic started taking over her mind slowly as she realises that she is losing her control over the car's speed, above that, the road is surrounded with many vehicles as it is the main highway of the city and she can't see Aayansh either.
But eventually, the road starts to clear as if swept away by an invisible hand, after a few minutes, only Tara's car is running over this large highway and she knows that Aayansh had done all this, which infuriates her even more.
She doesn't know the way forward but instead of stopping the car, she drifts the car to the other side and her heart skips a beat when she sees Aayansh's car rushing towards hers from the front.
Both the cars are storming towards each other from the opposite sides and their eyes are locked with one another.
Tara's eyes are filled with tears and anger, lacking the fear of any mishappening where Aayansh's face is unreadable as he keeps staring at her.
Tara bangs her foot on the accelerator to increase the speed where Aayansh keeps his car's speed medium and the moment distance closes between their cars, setting his car on automatic mode, he takes out his gun and shoots on the front two tires of her car through the window.
Her eyes widens with shock and fear as her car loses balance, meanwhile Aayansh's car comes next to her and before her car can flip or collide to the pole ahead, he opens the door of his side and balancing himself between his own and her car, he opens her side's door and grabbing her waist quickly, he lifts her out and the car flips and collides with a pole ahead, a scream leaves her mouth as sound of collision rips the silence around.
The next moment, she finds herself clinging to him in the driving seat of his car, shuddering with fear and shock, tears pooling down her close eyes as she hugs him with all her strength.
It was all so quick that she barely managed to breathe and think anything in between those few seconds.
He stops the car at a distance, this is the same bridge where they were last night.
Detaching from her and getting out of the car, he grabs her arm and drags her out, she stares at him with a mix of confusion and fear as he pins her against the car and towers over her head.
His eyes are burning with anger as he asks "what were you trying to do, hmm?" His hands are on both sides of her and her small frame is almost hidden under him.
My breath gets stuck in my throat as I feel his burning gaze on me, he is completely hovering over me which makes me shiver for a moment, but I don't let that display over my face.
The audacity of this man, after doing such a shameful act himself, he is asking me what I was doing. The turmoil inside me, anger and agony coursing in my veins is still the same, the way he kissed that woman, the words she said and everything, I'll never forgive him for this.
I wipe out my tears, looking straight into his anger flickering eyes, I grumble "Oh, so you are done kissing her that's why you remembered about me?" Moisture starts emanating again in my eyes as I face him, who is leaning over me.
"You.. you are a cheater, a bloody cheater" I growl, fisting his shirt in my hands out of anger and impatience to hear his answer.
I can see his jaw clenching and muscles twitching with my words which is obvious as he doesn't have any answer to my question. Instead of saying anything, he detaches slightly and I stare at him with confusion and anger.
"Pants Down" He orders, I almost forget to breathe and my mouth falls open after hearing his words "You need to understand one thing" looking straight into my eyes, he rolls his shirt's sleeves up to his elbows and my heart starts pounding in my chest.
Is he serious? I mean, how should I react?
"Wh- what?" I stutter, digging my nails in my palms and gulping down my saliva.
"The pants you are wearing, Take-them-off, get inside the car, lay on your back with your legs wide open, you want your answers, right?
" He murmurs and I don't know what his words are doing to me, adrenaline and thrill rushes in my veins and I can already feel the heat and wetness between my thighs.
I remain standing as it is and as he lifts his devilish glare up to me again, I feel something down in my belly, his darkening eyes bore into mine as he warns again "If you want me to do the deed, I'll gladly do it, but after that, you won't be able to walk, wife"
I lower my head as his dark eyes are glued to me, my hands themselves move to open the button of my pants and I slide it down my thighs slowly, baring myself just in a white panty in front of him.
I don't know why, but my anger, my self respect, my will power and my everything fades away when it comes to this man.
He opens the door of the back seat and presses a button on the corner, the seat opens completely and the divider turns up. Without lifting my head, I step in and lay on my back with my legs open.
The sound of him taking off his belt reaches in my ears and my breath goes uneven. Now the only doubt I have is in myself, what I did wasn't right or it was? I don't have any answer for this, neither of my mind is allowing me to think about anything anymore.
He steps inside the car and I stare at him, fluttering my eye lashes in anticipation. My nipple hardens and pussy clenches at his sight. He's so fine, so irresistible and someone else, and I hate him for that.
Looking straight into my eyes, he gets rid of his pants and then his boxers, I bite my bottom lip with nervousness as I feel myself dripping.
He leans over me, keeping his weight on his single arm, he wraps my legs around his waist and pushes me back to the seat, the cold leather touches my skin, fueling my nervousness.
His addicting fragrance fills my nostrils when he buries his face in the curve of my neck, his breath warm against my heated skin as he kisses my neck, then collarbone, he bites and starts sucking on the spot while his one hand slides inside my top, touching my skin and owning every inch of it.
How can I give up so easily? But I can't help, I just can't when it comes to him.
His lips travel back to my ear and licking the earlobe sensually, he whispers darkly "What were you saying, jaan? What am I?"
I squeeze my eyes shut, controlling myself to not to break out in a moaning mess.
"Ch.. cheater" I murmur, though the word doesn't come out as bold as I wanted it to.
My breath catches in my throat and a gasp escapes my mouth when I feel his rock hard dick brushing against my wet core over the thin fabric of my panty, as he's making my body ready for him to enter.
His grip tightens over my waist while his lips travel to my chest, stopping right at my cleavage, which is peeking through the slight deep neck of my top. He kisses and bites the sensitive flesh there, I can't help but hold his shoulders to control the unholy sounds I'm about to make.
His lips move from my cleavage to my lips, kissing and marking every inch as his own, he stops just a millimetres away from my lips and whispers again "And what made me a cheater?"
I'm not able to form words at this moment, my chest heaving and my heart racing as I try to control my breathing. I can feel my body reacting to his every desperate touch as his body is pressing against mine while his dark eyes are devouring my face.
"I asked you something?" His voice turns darker this time.
His hand makes its way to my breast and squeezes it roughly, his fingers tightly kneading on my soft flesh and a moan leaves my mouth.
"You.. you kissed her" I Manage to say, my voice goes heavy on the remembrance when I saw all this.
"I kissed her" He repeats my words in a carnal manner and I feel his finger circling my clit roughly as he parts my folds inside my panty "Did you see my face?"
I flutter my eyes open and look into his eyes, the realisation hits me that I didn't see his face as that woman was leaning over him. But it was him, how can I misunderstand.
"You are lying" I retort, honestly I forced these words to escape my mouth as a part of me is completely denying my tongue.
"This isn't the answer I asked for" He presses the shell of my ear between his teeth.
"N.. No" I gasp when I feel his thumb entering my cunt as he slides my panties down "Then how did you end up concluding that it was me, hm?" His voice is carrying anger.
I don't know what to say, I don't have any answer for this nor am I in the senses to answer him.
"Aa.. Aayansh, I-" he cuts me off "shh, now you are going to answer me like a good girl when I fill this pretty little hole of yours with my cock, understand?"
"Ye.. yes" I respond, my voice comes out in a gasp.
He opens the zip of my top and slides it down with my bra, revealing my tits completely to him. He kisses the sensitive flesh of my left tit, biting it, he starts sucking the spot slowly and I clutch his hair in my hands tightly.
"Have you ever seen me with any other woman?" He asks, his lips brushing against my hardened bud.
"No" I whisper, trying to suppress my moans by taking deep breaths.
"Have you ever seen me touching any other woman?" He rubs his bulge over my core and my lips part with the sensation.
"No"
"Have you ever seen me letting any other woman touch me?" He bites on my chest and an unwilling sound slips out my tongue.
"N- no"
"That's it baby, now listen to me very carefully" He inserts his cock in me in one go and a scream leaves my mouth as I feel his length inside me.
I dig my nails in his clothed shoulders and my toes curls with the sensation.
He pulls my hips and pushes me back to him as he adjusts my legs around his torso, holding me still.
"Eyes on me" he commands and I open my slowly as he gives me time to adjust with his size, his grip is firm over my waist and my legs start shaking.
His dark eyes are locked with mine as he says "Ye" he pushes himself deeper inside me, making my eyes roll as pleasure starts taking over the pain.
"Ye pehli baar bhi tumhare saath Kiya tha, aaj tak sirf tumhare saath kiya hai" He hits my g-spot, making me scream his name over and over "Aur aakhri baar bhi tumhare saath hi karunga, do you get that? "
{This, I did this for the first time with you, till date I have done it only with you}
{And I will do it with you for the last time too}
"Ye- yes" I murmur, feeling myself on the edge when he pulls himself out and I flutter my lashes, staring at him with uneasiness. My grip on his shoulders is tight as he pulls me closer to him, his chest touching my bare breasts as he leans over my face.
His lips brushing against mine as he whispers "You are the first and last woman I touched and allowed myself to be touched by" He thrusts In me again "Get this thing in your head"
Pushing himself deeper inside me, he starts moving at a pace enough to block my senses completely. I fist the fabric of his shirt in my hands with all my strength as I feel my walls clenching around his dick and gripping him tightly, I feel another arousal close.
"Fuck, wife" He whispers against my earlobe "Even your body can't deny me, as she knows that every part and every inch of you belongs to me, you are my fucking property"
"Ah..aay- ansh" I moan as he is stretching me with his size and pleasure starts clouding my senses.
(Suggestion- play 'tum hi ho' by Arijit Singh)
"Now cum like a good girl" he says, showering kisses all over my face as he hits my g-spot again, harder this time and I can't help but come undone instantly. He hides his face in my neck and starts inhaling my fragrance, placing soft kisses over my skin while he's still inside me.
"Ayan?" I murmur.
"Hmm?"
"She.. she said you don't lo.. love me" tears make their way again in my eyes and I wrap my arms around him. I feel my heart breaking with the sound of my own words.
I don't know what I'm saying, and why I am saying this, but I can't hold it anymore or else I might die.
His lips stop at my collarbone and he pulls out his face, cupping my face in his palms, he looks into my tear filled eyes with intensity as he whispers "What she said doesn't matter, Amour, what you think matters"
I glare into his beautiful dark blue eyes with the same depth, some more tears shed down my eyes as I lost in his orbs.
Does he love me? Do I love him? But we are with each other, so close that I'm his and he's mine, only me and him and the world around us doesn't matter anymore, not really.
I can't help but pull him to me in a hug, my arms wrapping around him and I close my eyes. The world is no longer burning around me as he holds me close tightly, hiding my frame in his embrace.
"Cum inside me, I'll take pills afterwards" I whisper slowly, without pulling away.
We stay as it is for a few moments as he cums inside me and I feel his warm liquid flowing over my cunt as he empties himself in me. His warm breaths flowing over me as he cuddles me.
"You must be sore, Jaan" he kisses my earlobe and pulls away "we should leave" He stands up and wears his pants and then helps me In wearing my clothes as I feel too exhausted to move.
He lifts me from the back seat and makes me sit in the passenger seat.
Fastening my seatbelt carefully, he himself sits on the driving seat and starts the car.
Since last night, one thing is bothering me so much and I can't even take a breath of relief. I pick my phone from the night stand and look at that message again which says...
"If you want to know the reality of your husband, and what is he hiding from you, come to Rialto bridge tomorrow in the evening. And remember one thing, if you tell anyone about this, you'll create trouble for yourself only"
~your well-wisher
I tried to call on this number too, but it was unavailable, Who could this be? And what is he talking about? Why would Aayansh hide something from me.
I sigh, trying to calm my chaotic mind.
I'm so preoccupied in my thoughts when the voice from the television catches my attention, I lay on my stomach in bed and stare at the screen carefully.
The woman in this photo, isn't she the one who created misunderstanding between me and him yesterday, yes she's the one, how can I forget this witch.
I focus on the breaking news carefully which says "Arysha Williams, CEO of Caymen Universe found dead in her own office's cabin in disgust condition.
According to the reports, she did a suicide as some of her objectionable MMS went viral recently and all her frauds in interactional dealings came out as a shock to everyone.
Considering her professional condition, She went bankrupt just yesterday-"
I turn off the television as I feel sudden uneasiness, whatever she does, I don't know, but no one deserves this.
Why does everything feel so negative, like something is happening around me but I can't see it.
I take a deep breath and stand up from the bed, I pick up my guitar and make my way near the pool area as this is the only way to freshen up my mind.
Keeping my half feet inside the cold water, I sit at the side and hold the guitar in the right position. I'm lifting it after so long, but I remember all the notes thoroughly.
Entangling my fingers within the strings, I focus on the notes and start playing the melody. My fingers are moving between the strings rhythmically as I close my eyes and start playing the tune.
I start singing the song Along with the melody.
Aahaten, kaisi ye aahaten
Sunti hun aaj kal, ae Dil bata
Dastaken, dete hain dastaken
Kyun ajnabi se pal, ae Dil bata
His face comes in front of me and a smile curls my lips by own.
Kuch to hai jo neend aaye kam
Kuch to hai jo aankhe hai nam
Kuch to hai jo tu keh de to
Haste haste mar jaayen ham
The memories of yesterday started roaming in my mind, when he confessed that he's only mine, my first and last like I'm his. I can feel the changing colour of my cheeks as I remember our moments in the car.
Mujhse zyada, mere jaisa
Koi hai to hai tu
Fir na jaane, dil mera kyun
Tujhko na de sakun
My racing heartbeats start echoing within my ears and I keep my hand on my chest, over my heart.
Kuch to hai jo dil ghabraaye
Kuch to hai jo saans na aaye
The moment when I was about to confess to him hit my mind again, I open my eyes and stare up at the moon.
Kuch to hai jo ham hothon se
Kehte kehte keh Naa paaye
I move my fingers slowly within the strings, my eyes remain intact to the moon.
Every moment with him, whether it was best or worst, comes in front of my eyes, from the beginning.
The way I hated him with all my heart, the first person ever I hated.
I cried and smiled in his arms, he made me feel both the emotions for him. First Hate and now...
Jo hamare, darmiyaan hai
Isko ham kya kahen
Ishq kya hai, ek leher hai
Aao usme bahen
Kuch to hai jo ham hain khoye
I keep the guitar aside as uneasiness starts engulfing my mind, this message, why is this bothering me so much. Everything was so perfect before this message, now I just can't ignore it, I want to but I'm not able to.
Suddenly someone lifts me from behind and I stare back at Aayansh who has lifted me in his arms and he's heading inside the room, I wrap my arms around his neck.
"What were you doing near the pool at this time, when you know your body can't stand by the cold?" He asks coldly, carrying me inside the room and I stare at him, trying to fight my inner turmoil.
"Like you care?" I sneer, a slight frown forming over my face.
"Of course I care" He leans down and pecks my lips "I do care for my wife" He makes me sit in bed, detaching away, he orders alice who is standing at the door "Take this food back and bring fresh dinner"
My eyes snap back to the coffee table where the dinner is kept as it is, I didn't eat anything as I didn't feel like. Alice acknowledges and takes that food back, meanwhile my eyes are fixed to him who is now taking off his blazer.
He makes his way to the closet and after a few minutes, he steps out wearing a black trouser and sits on the sofa, his face is unreadable as always as he rests his head on the crown and closes his eyes for a moment, his hands resting on both the sides of the sofa, meanwhile I am noticing his every action quietly.
"Come here" He murmurs, sitting as it is and taking a pause, I stand up and walk towards him slowly. Reaching the sofa, I sit beside him who is now doing something on his phone.
"Why didn't you have dinner?" He asks, keeping his phone aside and turning his attention towards me.
"I didn't feel like" I say, intentionally not meeting my eyes with his who is leaning on my face.
"Are you hiding something from me?" He whispers against my lips, tucking my hair behind my ear from my face and scanning my face as if he's reading my mind. My eyes meet with him and I feel sudden nervousness by his glare, why is asking this all of a sudden?
"Wh.. Why would I hide something from you? I'm not hiding anything" I suck on my breath as his hand slides to my inner thigh.
"Sure?" His fingers are snapping over my waist and the turmoil inside me isn't helping at this moment. Should I tell him about the text? But what if something wrong happens? I can't take any risk. I want to tell him everything, but a part of me is refraining me.
"Yes" I whisper.
"I hate lies" he murmurs, rubbing my bottom lip with his thumb "You know that, right?" He pauses and then husks in my ear "Wife"
"Yes" I manage to say, cold sweat drops breaking on my temple.
"Good" He takes one bite in his hand and forwards it to my mouth and I have it without saying anything. "I won't ever ask you to trust me, but never even think of going against me, cause I too don't know what will be the consequences of that"
I don't know why, but his words are sending chills down my spine, it's like a warning but he's saying all this normally, feeding me with his hands.
"I'm full" I mumble as I feel I can't eat more and he coldly says "Milk is left" he picks up milk's glass and brings it to my lips.
Grimacing my face, I rasp "I don't-" he cuts me off saying "You want me to use my ways?" I immediately started drinking it as it's better than him using his carnal ways.
"Now go and sleep" He says, pressing a kiss against my cheek, I stand up and walk towards the bed. Laying in bed, my eyes fall on the glass ceiling, should I go there?
I trust him and I know that, but I have to go, I want to know what's happening, I will go but I need to be careful so that he doesn't get to know anything. I close my eyes and turn towards the other side to sleep.