31| Pregnant?
"Kaise kahun ishq mein tere kitna hun betaab main
Aankhon se aankhen Mila ke chura lun tere khwaab main"
"Ayan? is someone there?" Tara mumbles, trying to seek help as she moves ahead in this darkness. She gulps down her saliva as she's already scared of the dark and above that, a terrifying silence is hovering around, Despite having so many servants and staff, not a single person is present here.
As she takes another step forward, her head collides with something hard and she stumbles but before she can fall, someone holds her by waist. She looks at him, his face isn't visible because of the dark, only his ocean blue eyes are glistening.
He is wearing all black, black long coat with black inner and pants.
Composing herself, she stands up and tries to push him away but all her efforts prove to be worthless, and she panics "Who are you? Leave me"
Wrapping his arm around her waist the same way, That person pulls her close to him and continuously trying to push him away, she snaps again "Leave me, you don't know my husband, he will kill you"
Just then some reflection of dim light appears on his face and Tara's eyes widen after seeing him, the only word she manages to stutter is "You?"
A smirk curls over that man's face as he sees her reaction, he leans on her face, his lips touching her ear as he whispers in an intense voice "Kya jaane tu mere iraade, le jaunga saanse churaa ke"
Saying this, he presses a nerve on her neck and within seconds, she falls unconscious on his chest. He wraps his arm around her securely and in an instant, he lifts her on his shoulder like a rag doll.
Carefully holding her and making sure not to apply any pressure on her body, he makes his way ahead.
After around an hour, Tara opens her eyes slowly only to find herself in a different looking luxurious room, She gets up and looks around her with curiosity and confusion.
The room's interior is so different, a soft glow is spread all over with a beautiful contrast of peaceful darkness, in front there's a big glass wall through which she can see the vast ocean with chirping waves at this late night.
Her curiosity and desperation increases as no one is around, taking a view of here, she makes her way out.
As she moves ahead, she realises that she's on a vast cruise and no one is around.
The cruise is indeed beautiful with an enticing dark interior and only the sound of dancing ocean waves is reaching her ears.
As she reaches the fore cruise, her eyes freezes at the sight as the whole area is exactly decorated as she likes, simple yet elegant with a peaceful yet mild brightness at this late hour, But still no one is there in sight.
"Ayan?" She murmurs impatiently, looking around her to see him. At the same moment, soft music starts playing without any lyrics.
Someone holds her hand from behind and turns her towards him, she lifts her eyes up to Aayansh who is already staring at her with intensity and depth.
His one hand is over her waist as he entangles his fingers of the other hand with hers, while her hand is on his chest. He's shirtless and his hair is scatter over his forehead, and there's no one else here instead of both of them.
She lowers her eyes again cause of guilt, thinking that he might be still mad at her. A tear slides down her cheek as she is seeing him after two days, which she lived without a mere clue of his presence.
Looking at her face for a moment with intensity, Aayansh leans on her and kisses both her bent lashes as he starts singing the lyrics.
Jhuki Teri palkon mein
Mil jaaye mujhe panah
Palken gire aansu bhari
Reh jaaye mere Nishaan
Tara lifts her head and stares at him with amazement as he's himself singing, her heart starts pounding inside her chest as her gaze meets with his passion and intent filled eyes, She can clearly see the emotions he has for her in these hard eyes as he keeps her hand on his chest.
Toote dil ki mat kar
Tu fikar mere hamnava
Pyaar dun tujhko is qadar
Reh jaaye mere Nishaan
Removing her hand from his chest, he takes it in his and as she stares at him some unspoken, unheard emotions as he spins her around him slowly.
Mere Nishan, Mere Nishan
Mere Nishan, Mere Nishan X 2
As he stops after a few moments, making her back press against his chest, he locks her in his arms with his hands on her stomach as he kisses her earlobe then shoulder from behind.
Khaakh mein mil jaun main
Jaise ke ek lamha
Aa lag jaa seene se
Ban Jaa mera rehnuma
He turns her back towards him, holding her close as their chests are pressing against each other. Her hands are on his shoulders, as he looks in her eyes with his desired filled ones, he cups her right cheek in his hand and kisses her left cheek.
Dekhta hun sapne tere
Sun le meri Jaane Jaan
Khwaab ye sach ho jaaye
Agar khuda ho meherbaan
Entangling his fingers with hers, he spins her around him slowly and then pulls her back to him while she's now staring at him with a smile on her face.
Mere Nishan, Mere Nishan
Mere Nishan, Mere Nishan X 2
Holding her hand the same way, Aayansh stands on his one knee and makes her sit on his lap, a soothing smile curling her lips as he moves his finger on her face.
Sajde mein tere sar jhukta bas
Chahat ki hai ye daastaan
Rooth Gaya mera rab Jo mujhse
To mita de, wo mere Nishaan
He picks her up in his arms and spins round with her in his arms.
Mere Nishan, Mere Nishan
Mere Nishan, Mere Nishan X 2
As he carries her towards the railing of the cruise, some tears shed down her eyes as she hugs him with all she can muster, hiding her face in his neck and her hands in his hair as she's still in his arms, she mumbles slowly "I missed you, I missed you so much"
Holding her close, as I sit her on the cruise's railing, her sobs entangling with those unclear words reaches me and my heart slows down as I witness the intensity, the heaviness of this moment.
She was in my observation every second in these two days, and living without feeling her close wasn't something I wanted to bear, but I did cause it was necessary- for the first and last time.
I was definitely more than angry at that moment, but at the same time I wanted her to realise what would have happened because of her minor mistake, I could have lost her, and I know she's realising it now.
I detach and take her tear soaked face in my palms, she stares back at me, fluttering her wet lashes as I wipe her tears with my thumb and peck her lips as I whisper "I missed you more"
"I Hate you" She murmurs, throwing a fragile childish punch on my chest and my grip tightens over her waist as I say "Say that again, wife"
She turns her head towards the other side and I make her look back at me, a few tears slide down her cheeks as she mumbles "You addressed me by my name, you left me alone for two days, don't touch me now" She tries her worthless efforts to remove my hand from her waist.
I pull her closer to me as I lean on her face and her hands land on my chest due to the sudden action as I whisper near her lips "I don't need anyone's permission to touch my wife, Not even yours" my voice carrying authority.
She doesn't say anything as my eyes remain intact to hers, the purity, the innocence at the same time Fierceness in her golden brown eyes is something which pulls me towards her even more. Not only this, but every single thing about this girl is so fucking addictive.
I laid my eyes first on her as a predator, but it was impossible not to love her. I wanted to make her mine in every way, in every fucking way so that from beginning to end, only I have the claim on her cause she's not for everyone, but for me, only for me.
My gaze after roving throughout her beautiful face, freezes at her cherry pink lips as I crave to mark them mine again.
Without giving her a moment to process, I grab her neck and capture her tender lips in my mouth in a hungry kiss. The addictive taste and delicacy of her lips is just heightening the need inside me, the need to consume her utterly, the need to end the distance we endured - at this very moment.
Her eyes shut close as she tugs my hair with all her strength while I keep consuming her, sucking and pressing her lips under my mine.
At this moment, I'm definitely not kissing but eating her lips with burning hunger as she tries her best to reciprocate me.
I suck and then bite on her bottom lip slowly and wildly, to make her forget everything but me, so that the only thing her mind can process is my closeness.
She gasps in my mouth, her chest heaving as I caress her inner thigh, the metallic taste of her blood lands on my tongue and she tilts her head slightly, feeling my proximity and passion.
My tongue enters in her mouth and entangles with hers as I deepen the kiss, her mere presence is enough to make me rock hard and at this moment, the intoxicated wet fragrance emanating from her body is more than enough to drive me insane.
She taps on my shoulder, indicating that she's breathless and biting her bottom lip again, I pull away from the kiss and rest my forehead on hers.
"Breath, breath Amour" I murmur, caressing her neck as she stares back at me, trying to catch her breath.
Her crimson turned face, swollen lips and fluttering thick lashes, she's so fucking adorable and it makes me tempt her more, to mark every inch of her again and again and to make her scream my name until it's the only thing her little mind can process.
My eyes travel from her face to her rising and falling chest as she's still trying to normalise her breath, while my gaze is fixed at her cleavage, peaking through her slight deep neck top.
"Why did you leave me alone?" Her heavy voice reaches me as she is staring at me with her eyes carrying a complaint, a heartburn.
"I had to go, Kuch logon ko unki galti saza deni thi, taki dobara kuch aisa sochne se pehle bhi unki ruh kaanpe" I say, caressing her neck.
[Some people had to be punished for their mistake, so that their soul trembles before even thinking of something like this again]
"Did you forgive me?" She asks with a heaviness in her voice.
"No, is galti ki koi maafi nahi hai kyunki tumhari is ek galti ki wajah se mai tumhe hamesha ke liye kho sakta tha" I say, my voice is void of any softness.
[There is no forgiveness for this mistake, because of this one mistake of yours, I could have lost you forever]
She pauses for a moment, and then rasps "But promise me y-you'll never leave me alone like this"
I can see the feelings she doesn't want to admit, initially it was just a teenage infatuation due to which she couldn't resist me, but now she loves me and I know that, but I want to hear this from her.
"I promise" I cup her cheek in my hand, my words holding a determination and intent "I won't ever leave you, even if you want me to"
"And if you want, then?" She asks, her voice tinged with desperation to hear my answer.
"Then I'll keep you closer to me, cause leaving you or letting you go isn't an option for me" I say and I mean every single word I said.
She owes my existence and It's not like my world would cease without her, but I will definitely cease the world without her- And I fucking mean it.
[Play Sawan aaya hai- by Arijit Singh] (Though sawan is not there)
After a moment of trying to register my words while I stare at her, she finally gives up and says "I'm hungry"
"Let's end your hunger first, then mine" I murmur, looking at her from head to toe.
"You are also hungry?" She asks, raising her brows slightly.
"Of course I'm hungry" I smirk as I lean on her face and husk in her ear "For my tempting wife" I bite her earlobe and pull away only to see a delicate blush on her face.
I press my lips against hers, wrapping my arm around her waist, I lift her up and she wraps her legs around my torso in response as I carry her towards the table without breaking our lips contact.
Her arms are around my neck as I kiss her passionately, and she's letting me consume her, my good girl.
Reaching the table, I make her sit on it and pull away as I have to satisfy her hunger before mine. I make my way to the kitchen to bring the dinner which is already arranged there as per my order.
Taking the food in a tray, as I reach her back, she takes the plate from me and starts eating, while I stare at her leaning against the nearest wall with my arms crossed, my eyes are not even blinking as I don't want to lose this sight, not even for a second.
"Am I eating too much nowadays?" She rasps, looking at the empty plate in front of her, while my eyes are fixed at the chocolate on the corner of her lips.
"What?" She mumbles again after feeling my intense gaze at her, instead of answering, I lean on her and suck the chocolate from the corner of her lips and pull away.
"What was that?" She frowns, narrowing her eyes at me.
"I was tasting my meal, and it's delicious" I smirk and bite her cheek.
"I want to eat Ice cream" she says out of the context, she's having too many mood swings these days, and this isn't the only thing I'm noticing, the laziness, the changes in her behaviour, this kind of hormonal changes aren't normal at this point.
"You'll catch cold" I murmur coldly, lifting her in my arms and wrapping her arms around my neck, she makes puppy eyes at me and says "Please, I'll just eat a little"
She really thinks that these tricks work on me, but the truth is I accept her demand only when it's acceptable.
Carrying her in my arms, I walk inside the room and make her sit in bed as I head forward to bring ice cream for her, though her favourite flavour is chocolate, I picked both chocolate and butterscotch.
I reach her and she takes butterscotch's box from me and starts having it like a hungry child, while my eyes never leave the sight of her-she looks so tempting like this and this childish side of her makes me crave her more.
"Wifey I'm also here" I say, sitting near her and she lifts her head up to mine. She forwards a spoon towards time and I grab her wrist as I move close to her and whisper "I have my ways to have it"
Taking that Ice cream from her hand, I put some ice cream over her cheek and lean over her to suck it, her hold tightens over my shoulders.
She looks at me with wide eyes as I put some ice cream on her neck and cleavage, with a smirk on my face, I suck the ice cream first from her neck and she tilts her head, providing me a better access as I move to her chest and lick the cream from her cleavage, slowly sucking the area and her rag breath and soft moans reaches me, driving me wild as I lose my control completely.
Her breath hitches with my actions as I lean on her and she starts leaning backwards and as I come up on her, she bites out in nervousness "A-ayan, tum-"
I cut her off, "Shh, it's time for my meal" I open the zip of her top and take it off her body, my voice is low, filled with desires and desperation as I'm already too hard for her. "Now be a good wife and let your husband have you"
"Have me" She murmurs, a beautiful smile making its way on her lips as she's staring at me with trust. Though controlling myself when it comes to her is impossible for me,
But I have to be careful as she's still not in the condition to handle me.
I separate her other clothes from her body and she closes her eyes, Getting rid of my own clothes, I turn off the other lights, letting only the soft glow stay as I bury my face in her chest and she tugs my hair in her hands tightly, her racing heartbeats and moans are echoing within the room, driving me more wild and impatient as I continue to consume her.
My name as a moan from her mouth sounds so addictive, like a dark melody which I crave to hear every fucking time.
After around four hours, I turn and lay her up on me as she collapses on my chest, completely exhausted and I don't want to apply any pressure on her body. I cuddle her and peck her lips as I whisper "Sleep wife, you are tired"
She closes her eyes, holding her close, I press a kiss against her forehead and close my eyes.
As I feel a tickling sensation on my chest, I open my eyes only to find her rubbing her nose over my bare chest as she's still sleeping, hugging me like a pillow, She's looking so cute like this.
My heaven.
A play full grin forms on my lips as I lean on her and bite her cheek.
Grimacing her face and caressing her cheek in sleep, she mumbles "It's hurting"
My hand roams throughout her bare back as I bite her nose and caressing her nose, she grimaces again "Stop it, it's hurting"
My smirk deepens and this time, I bite her bottom lip hard and she sighs. After a few moments, she rests her head on my chest again as her bare body is pressing against mine.
I tug her hair behind her face and whisper in her ear "You are seducing me, wife, when you know in which condition you are laying on me"
She jerks her eyes open and stares at me as she immediately turns and lays beside me, covering her body with a blanket as she mumbles "I- I didn't realise, and I'm not seducing you, you are already seduced"
I turn and come up on her, keeping my body weight on my arm as I kiss her neck and whisper "Really wifey?"
"Ayan please, I'm tired" She mumbles, her cheeks are turning red as my hand moves between her thighs.
"But I'm not done with you" I say, kissing her right cheek.
"You will never get done with me, I know that" she retorts.
"Such a smart wife" I smirk, gawking at her with my desire filled eyes.
"I want to sleep, you already woke me up the whole night" she murmurs, struggling like a child to get free from me.
But As I stare at her calm face, some memories start roaming in my mind out of the context.
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Standing in front of the glass wall, as I press the cigar between my lips and stare outside, Her golden brown eyes come into my mind, there was something different about that girl, something addictive which is driving me Insane.
"Tara Jindal, your brother started it with a battle, I'll snatch you with a war" I mutter under my breath, an evil grin curling my lips as I exhale the smoke of my air in the air.
"So you want your enemy's sister? You want to use her, right" Romano's voice crackles from behind and without turning, in an unbothered and cold voice, I say "It's not your business, chief"
My eyes are still fixed at her who is sleeping in my arms peacefully, I press my lips against her forehead gently as feeling her close is like holding the world within my arms. I brought her into my world, then she became it.
She's my sanity yet the woman who made me Insane, and what I feel for her is far more than Love.
"Mine" I whisper in her ear, kissing her earlobe and she nods in response, still engrossed in sleep.
I stand near the railing of the cruise, staring ahead at the waves as the soft sun rays cascades over me when I feel her presence behind and without pausing for a second, I grab her wrist and pull her in front of me and I pin her against the railing, keeping my hands on both her sides.
My eyes scan her from head to toe, she's just wearing my black shirt which is sliding from her left shoulder due to oversize and covering her thighs effortlessly, my bite marks adorning every corner of her velvety body, making her look like a goth doll adorned in all black, absolutely mesmerizing.
"Wifey, you look so tempting in my shirt" I whisper, staring at her with desperation as I lean further on her face
"I look tempting in everything, say something I don't know" she flips her hair, I grab her waist and press her body against mine and a sigh leave her mouth.
"What happened?" I ask impatiently.
She narrows her eyes at me, wrapping her arms around her belly as she mumbles "It's hurting because of your roughness"
"I wasn't rough, Jaan, if I go rough on you, then you won't be able to stand from bed for a month" I say, an oblique grin forming over my lips while she flushes.
I turn her towards the front and scoop her in my arms from behind as she's seeing the soothing view ahead, while I inhale her addicting fragrance.
"Ayan?" She murmurs slowly, wrapping her arms on mine over her waist.
"Hmm?"
"You love me, right?"
"What do you think?" I kiss her earlobe.
"But you don't have emotions in your heart"
"Everything I have is you, Amour" I reply, my voice is an intense whisper as I know why she is asking this.
She turns towards me, her hands resting on my bare chest as she stares at me with a mix of multiple emotions.
"That means, Main tumhare dil mein hun?" She asks with desperation.
"Ruh mein" I cup her face in my palms "Aayansh Oberoi ki ruh mein ho tum, Mrs. Tara Aayansh Oberoi"
She pauses as if trying to assess the truth in my words, her expressions get severe as she asks "And if we ever get separated, then what will you do without me?"
My muscles twitch with her words but I don't react, slowly as I answer "It's not possible, Amour, Not unless I want that. And if this ever happens, then I'll gladly destroy the world where you don't exist" My words are hard, firm and intent full, holding a promise.
"Um.. I'm not feeling well" She rests her head on my chest, her voice carrying tiredness.
"What happened?" I ask, looking at her face carefully.
"I don't know, I- I want to sleep"
Without talking further, I lift her in my arms as I say "First we'll have breakfast, then you can sleep" I carry her towards the dining hall and she closes her eyes.
One more day has passed and it's morning time, they are living in Aayansh's penthouse now. Feeling uneasy, as Tara opens her eyes, Her face is dull and tired.
Just when Aayansh enters the room, he walks straight to Tara and handing something in her hand, he says "Go and test"
Looking at him once, she sees that thing and her eyes widen a little as she mumbles "pregnancy test kit?"
"Go" He says, cupping her cheek in his hand and looking in her eyes with seriousness.
"But how is-" He cuts her off coldly "wife, go-and-test"
Her heart starts pounding inside her chest but she tries to keep herself calm, without arguing further, she stands up and makes her way to the bathroom to check.
After a while too, she doesn't come out and Aayansh himself walks inside the bathroom, only to find her standing there and sobbing.