Silk and Smoke

Chapter 28 Beneath the Umbrella

The rain had begun again, as if the city hadn't cried enough. Not heavy. Just persistent. The kind of rain that made you remember things you'd buried deep.

Adwait stared at the message thread, thumb hovering.

"Meet me in the morning? Before work."

He pressed send and locked the screen immediately, like even seeing her name there would unravel him.

He leaned back against the cold wall of his room, watching the rain slide down the window.

He wasn't sure what he needed to say-only that silence was starting to ache in places words hadn't reached yet.

A few seconds later, the screen lit up. "Let's go out. Now. I don't want to wait till morning."

It was 2:03 AM.

He didn't reply. He didn't need to. Some storms didn't ask permission.

Adwait grabbed his hoodie, keys, and headed to the basement. The hum of the rain on the tin roof overhead was almost calming if only it weren't so familiar.

When the elevator dinged, she stepped out barefoot, in her flamingo print pyjamas, her hair damp and hastily tied, and no umbrella in sight. Drops of water glimmered on her like borrowed stars. She looked like a contradiction childish, beautiful, reckless, and tired.

She didn't say anything.

Neither did he.

He walked over and opened the passenger door for her. His gaze trailed over her but didn't linger.

"Mumbai ki baarish hai. Never safe to go out from this house," he muttered, more to the rain than to her.

[It's Mumbai's rain. Never safe to go out from this house.]

She slid into the seat and shut the door."At least I'm not asking for a bike ride," she said without missing a beat.

That drew the faintest twitch of a smirk on his lips there and gone like most things between them.

Adwait moved to the driver's side, got in, started the car. No hidden exits this time. He drove straight out the main gate, headlights carving a path through the curtain of rain.

The city was quiet, soaked in sleeplessness. The world was paused just for them.

They didn't speak for a while.Just the hum of the engine, the wipers slicing across the windshield, and something heavy sitting in the space between them.

Then she broke it.

"Ask whatever you want to ask," Iva said, her voice low, eyes trained on the city lights smearing across the window.

He didn't answer immediately. His hands were steady on the wheel, but his mind wasn't. Not tonight.

"Why did you say you're Vaani?" he asked finally, without looking at her. The road shimmered in front of them. But he wasn't looking at the road either. Not really.

"Because you're Veer, Adwait." Like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

He exhaled sharply through his nose. Not angry-just..

. tired. "You shouldn't have said that to Dadi.

You don't know how delicate she is right now.

"Iva turned toward him, her face unreadable in the dim light.

"She mistook me for someone she loved. What was I supposed to do?

Correct her in that moment? Say, 'No, I'm not Veer ki Vaani. .. but I'm Adwait ki -'" She stopped.

[I am not Veer's Vaani but I am Adwait's....]

Because the truth was, she didn't know what came after "Adwait ki..."

[Adwait's....]

Neither did he.

He glanced at her. Her jaw was tight. Her eyes glassy but stubborn. She looked like she was arguing with herself more than with him.

"Are you mad at me?" he asked quietly.

She didn't answer at first. Just reached out and traced a raindrop on the window, her fingers following its slow descent like it was telling a story only she could hear.

Then, in a voice almost too calm:"Why should I be mad at you?" Her tone was soft, almost sweet. It scared him more than yelling ever could.

"For letting Mili Rajput touch you?" The words sliced through the calm like glass under skin. "For walking straight into Meera Dadi's mess and letting yourself bleed for it? Or just saving me from her? For not raising your voice?"

She paused. Her breath hitched, but her eyes didn't blink.

"Or maybe I should be mad because you never told me how Ridhima Rajput kept you in that basement room-how that's the real reason you didn't want me there. Or maybe..." she paused, biting down on her lip hard "Maybe I should be mad for all the things you didn't tell me."

A single tear rolled down her cheek, and she wiped it away before it could mean anything.

The car kept moving. The rain kept falling.

And inside that car, with the windows fogging up and hearts spilling quietly, they both realised something:

They weren't running away from each other.

They were running out of places to hide.

The rain had turned gentler, more like a lullaby now, when Adwait pulled over near a quiet turn. Nestled between an old bookstore and a shuttered flower shop, a quaint little café blinked softly in the misty darkness - Café Viraha.

Adwait sat opposite her just as a lanky waiter with kind eyes approached.

"Jatin, my usual. And for her?" he asked.

"Brownie. And cold coffee," Iva answered, crossing her arms.

Jatin smiled and Adwait said, "Hot coffee, It's raining." Then Jatin disappeared with a grin that said he'd seen too many broken hearts patched up over dessert.

Adwait raised an eyebrow. "Are you mad or just hungry?"

She narrowed her eyes at him. "Both."

He chuckled under his breath. Midnight hunger - a constant in the enigma that was Ivikaa.

A quiet lull fell between them as they listened to the rain tapping against the windows. Soon, Jatin returned with Adwait's vadapav and chai, and Iva's brownie and as expected hot coffee.

Adwait took a sip of his chai and bit into his vadapav, but stopped halfway. She hadn't touched a thing. She was just staring out the window like she was chasing ghosts.

"Coffee?" he asked gently.

She didn't reply. Instead, she reached over and snatched the vadapav from his hand, biting into it with surprising aggression.

"Okay, vadapav toh... chai bhi aap.." he began.

[If you're having vadapav.. then tea...]

She silenced him with a glare sharp enough to cut the air.

Without a word, he swapped his chai for her coffee, slid her brownie to himself, and gestured to Jatin for a repeat order. She didn't say thank you but he saw her lip twitch upward.

Then his voice softened, serious now. "I should be the one angry," he said finally. "For coming near Dadi when she wasn't herself. Rudra and Raha stay away for this exact reason."

"She mistook me, Adwait. What was I supposed to say? 'No Dadi, I'm not Veer ki Vaani, but main toh Adwait ki-'" she stopped mid sentence.

["She mistook me, Adwait. What was I supposed to say? 'No, grandmaa, I'm not Veer's Vaani, but I'm actually Adwait's-'"She stopped mid-sentence.]

There it was. That moment of unsaid.

He looked at her but didn't push.

"I'm sorry," he said. "But you don't know how unpredictable Dadi can be. Sometimes she... hurts people. Herself, too. I've been playing Veer so long, I can handle it. But it could have gone worse for you. She could have-"

"I'm not sorry," Iva cut him off sharply, voice coated in defiance and care. "Not for anything I said."

Another vadapav arrived. She declared, "I want more."

He smiled, dimples showing, and held it out to her. She bit into it and his fingers.

Jatin chuckled quietly and walked off, already noting the next order.

Adwait, hesitating now, finally asked, "How do you know about the basement?"

"Does it matter?" she shrugged. "Maybe you told me.", voice tinged with sarcasm.

"It doesn't. But..."

"I overheard Divya Aunty talking to that fucking Rajput Aunty. Mili's mom. And suddenly... it made sense. Now care to explain?", she pressed, stealing another bite.

He didn't speak right away. Just stared at his hands.

"I was eight when she adopted me. Mrs. Agnivanshi was done with me - too unstable, too inconvenient. Ridhima Rajput took me in. Said I was her lucky charm. Her astrologer told her that her 'son' would bring fortune. That son turned out to be me who would bring fortune to the family."

He let out a hollow laugh. "For a while, I was worshipped.

But when her film flopped, it all crumbled.

I was locked in the basement. Her husband, Suraj Rajput, was the only one who cared.

He came down to feed me. He wanted to adopt a child.

But she didn't want a son, she wanted a lucky charm.

And when I stopped being that... she punished me. "

He stared out the window, voice even and emotionless.

"Her husband, Suraj Rajput, actually wanted a kid. He gave me his name. Tried to be a real father. he used to come down and feed me. Three years. Then... they died."

Iva's voice was barely a whisper. "The burn marks?"

"Cigarette burns," he said simply. "She said my hands were worthless."

He sipped his tea like he was talking about the weather.

"Why did Suraj Uncle feed you?" she asked again, dread forming in her gut.

"I wasn't allowed in the kitchen," he said.

That hit her like a punch. Suddenly, she remembered at the Rajput house, he did not step into the kitchen. He lingered by the door.

"She didn't give you food?" she asked, horror spreading in her chest.

And her heart broke.

She stared at the half eaten vadapav in her hand. "And here I am... eating your food," she whispered. She looked ashamed.

Adwait immediately stood, walked to her side, and pulled her into a hug.

"Ivikaa, no."

She buried her face in his shirt, fingers gripping his sides. "You kept feeding me and..."

Her voice faltered.

He knelt beside her, lifted a cup of chai, and held it to her lips. She sipped. He passed her a glass of water.

"Issi liye nahi bataya tha. Dard diya na fir se?" he asked softly.

She blinked through her tears. Realised how deeply he'd buried his pain, how gently he'd handled hers.

She leaned forward and hugged him tightly. "Sorry," she whispered. Then, with a trembling smile, added, "Get up and feed me."

He did. He sat beside her and offered her another bite.

"I'm sorry for making you relive it."

He smiled. "Are you still mad?"

"Yes," she said. Then bit his finger again, just to prove her point.

He laughed, shaking his head.

"When I took your red thread, you felt like you lost a part of yourself, didn't you?" she asked, her tone quieter now.

He raised an eyebrow. "How do you know?"

"You kept touching your wrist. It wasn't about the tattoo. You were looking for something that wasn't there. you just had the habit of tugging it. And suddenly... it was gone. I'm mad because you didn't tell me."

"You already gave me another one. See?" He held out his wrist.

"I had to. You looked incomplete without it."

She took the vadapav from his hand, broke a piece, and held it out.

"Now eat."

He smiled again not as Adi, not as a broken boy from the basement, but as Adwait.

And this time, he ate from her hand.

Once they finished eating, Adwait quietly paid the bill. Iva stretched a little, clearly full, clearly satisfied.

"I loved this place," she said, eyes scanning the warm, rain kissed interior one last time.

Jatin smiled warmly as he wiped down the nearby table. "It's Adwait Sir's favorite. He comes here often. In fact..."he leaned a little closer with a proud smile."he was the one who named it."

Outside, the drizzle had mellowed into a gentle rain. Adwait opened the umbrella for her. She stepped out, and they walked under the umbrella toward the car.

She smiled softly the moment she saw the umbrella over her head. Of course he remembered. How could he not? He put his arm around her shoulder, a simple gesture - yet it carried the weight of everything unspoken between them.here she was barefoot, drenched in memories, smiling at the storm.

And here he was holding the umbrella like he'd always been meant to.

But instead of opening the front passenger seat, Adwait opened the back door.

Iva looked at him, puzzled. "Back seat?"

He just gestured with his chin. "Sit."

She slid in, still confused. He closed the door gently and walked to the other side. From a bag in the trunk, he took out a clean cloth and crouched beside her. Then, he pointed at her feet.

Bare. Muddy. Wet.

She hadn't even realized. Everything tonight had consumed her so deeply-Rains. Café. That chaos. Him.

She opened her mouth, "Adwait..."

But he was already lifting her legs into his lap. "Not the first time. You've put your feet on my lap plenty of times," he said casually, as if cleaning her feet was the most normal thing in the world.

Each motion was gentle, reverent. He wasn't just wiping mud; he was erasing the weight of a memory she hadn't carried but he always had.

"So," he asked softly, "are you still mad?"

A pause.

"Yes," came her stubborn reply.

He froze. "Ab kyun?"

[Now what?]

She crossed her arms and narrowed her eyes. "Why did you let Mili touch you?"

Adwait blinked. Then calmly replied while wiping her heel, "I'm not cleaning her feet, am I?"

She instantly pulled her legs down and before he could react, leapt into his lap.

"Dare you touch her again," she growled and fisted his hair like she meant it.

He chuckled, hands moving to steady her by the waist. "She's my cousin."

"Don't forget that," she hissed and, out of nowhere, bit his hand exactly where Mili had touched him earlier.

Adwait winced and laughed. "She only talks to me because I have property."

"I know," she said smugly. "Your adoptive father named everything to you. I'm so glad she's forced to come to you every month for the money."

There was a glint in her eye.

"I also have their Rajput house now, remember?" she added, tilting her head.

Adwait smirked. "Why do you think I gave it to you?"

"To show her her place? Oh God, manipulator!" she laughed, falling against his chest.

He wrapped his arms around her again. "You should never be mad at me. See? I already took care of your doubts. You should never feel insecure."

Iva leaned back a little, serious again. "You know Agnivanshis and Rajputs only want money from you, right?"

Adwait's smile didn't fade. "Because they think I'm a psycho, and I might blow it all in one go."

He laughed. But she didn't.

Her tone dropped. "They said Ridhima Rajput kept you on a leash... Did she abuse you?"

Adwait's face went still. His voice quieted, like someone stating the weather.

"How do you think an actress treats a psycho who she believed brought misfortune and death to her? Just like that. No leash needed."

Silence.

That silence carried bruises. Burns. Basement nights. Screams swallowed. Love never given.

Iva didn't speak. She simply wrapped her arms around him tighter. Storms were churning inside her, but she wouldn't pour them out. Not now. Not if it meant making him relive that pain again.

Here he was, cleaning dirt off her feet, treating her like glass and she wouldn't let him bleed over her questions anymore.

"Thank you for sharing, Adwait," she whispered, and he kissed her cheek in response.

"Not hungry or mad anymore, right?" he asked with a teasing grin.

She smiled. Now she understood why his love language was food. Feeding her. Remembering when he wasn't fed at all.

"Café was beautiful and peaceful," she said, finally.

"Haan... bilkul apna lagta hai," he murmured, eyes still on the rain.

["Yeah... it really does feel like ours," he murmured, eyes still fixed on the rain.]

"What does Viraha mean?" she asked gently.

He looked at her and said, "Viraha means the ache of separation... in Sanskrit."

She smiled. Of course. Of course he named it that.

With a long exhale, she climbed from his lap and into the passenger seat.

"Princess is ready to go back," she said over her shoulder with a cheeky smile.

Adwait gave her a small bow, "As you command, Rani Sahiba."

[Queen.]

"Adwait," she said softly.

He hummed in response, his eyes still on the road.

"I love rain," she whispered, a small smile dancing on her lips the kind that only came when something truly made her happy.

Adwait smiled quietly, stealing a glance at her.

Once she cursed the rain and now, here she was, eyes closed, smiling like the rain had always been her favorite song.

He didn't say a word. Just smiled. Because he knew her hatred for rain hadn't vanished. It had simply changed form... into love.

And they drove into the rain-into a night that had quietly changed everything.

Of course he named the café 'Viraha'. Who else could make heartbreak look this aesthetic?

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