Chapter 5
CALLIE
Hawk pumped into me in a series of short bursts until he came a second time.
He stayed inside me, bending forward until his stomach pressed into my back.
He kissed the back of my neck and released my braid, then withdrew and helped me onto my side.
I sucked air like I’d been drowning, the room spinning around me. “What the hell is happening?”
“If you don’t know, then you’ve really been missing out.” Colt chuckled from the side of the bed.
“Shut up.” I tried to push up with one arm, but my bones were mush, my muscles as useless as wet noodles. “I can’t move.” I laughed again, the sound rolling out of me in bursts. “I’ve never had sex this good. Good sex, sure, but not like this.”
“We’re not done yet.” Diesel and Colt closed in on either side.
Colt framed my face in his hands. “Diesel and I enjoy working together. Do you know that that means?”
I shook my head. “You paint such an interesting picture with that question, but it could mean anything.”
Diesel growled low in his throat.
I’d barely even heard him speak, and I had no idea what the sound meant, but it landed square in my chest and turned my head in Colt’s hands. “What do you expect from me?” I took a minute to examine his face and try to understand the tightness around his eyes and the tic of a muscle in his cheek.
He palmed one side of his face then reached for me, his work-rough hands scraping on the smoothness at my hip. “We can take turns. That will be more comfortable for you.”
“Fuck comfortable. What did you want to do?” I was invested now, and I sat up, my inner thighs still trembling.
Colt grinned wide and punched Diesel in the shoulder. “You tell her.”
The look Diesel gave Colt would sear any other man, but Colt laughed in his face until Diesel cracked and shook his head. “There are a few options. You could give one of us a blow job while the other is inside you.” The muscle in his jaw leaped.
Did that mean he hoped for that option? “Or?”
His hand roamed up my hip and across my ribs. He rolled a nipple between his thumb and forefinger. “Or we are both inside you at the same time.”
“Both inside me where?” What did it say about me that I enjoyed teasing the silent guardian of the Iron Vultures?
He swallowed hard and scooted close enough his dick bobbed across my thigh. “Well. One of us could be in your ass and the other in here.” He palmed between my legs.
Oh. My pulse raced. “What if…” I swallowed and licked my lips.
His gaze dropped to my mouth and held there.
“What if we start out with the blow job, then you can have my ass.” I’d done it a few times, and while it wasn’t exactly comfortable or my favorite position, I didn’t mind it. Then again, I’d never been with anyone experienced enough to do what Colt and Hawk had.
I had no doubt Diesel was just as good. I eyed his cock. “You really think you can get that in my ass?”
“Oh, I’m the ass guy.” Colt wiggled his cock side to side. “And I’m confident in my ability to help you accept me. Diesel would love a blow job.”
“Is that true?” I shifted and slid down the bed until his cock was within reach.
I barely waited for the tiny nod of approval before I wrapped my lips around him and sucked.
He was too thick for me to take much, so I wrapped both hands around his shaft and stroked downward while wrapping my tongue around the head and licking.
The groan that rolled through him vibrated in my chest.
Colt angled my body so that I held most of my weight on my legs, with my knees bent beneath me.
He fondled my breasts, tweaking the nipples one by one and sliding his cock between my legs. “You’re still wet, Callie. So wet for us.”
I couldn’t speak, but I rocked my hips and wiggled my ass.
He laughed and smoothed one hand over my right cheek, then the left. “You can tell me to stop.”
I bobbed my head over Diesel’s dick, taking him as deep as I could.
He gripped the sides of my head and held me in place, rolling his hips upward in tiny bursts that thrust his cock over my tongue and into my gag reflex. He let go, but I’d caught the way his eyes flashed. He liked when I pushed myself. I did it again, humming and widening my jaw as much as I could.
Colt pressed the head of his cock into my ass.
He reached between us and massaged my clit, then pushed in further.
A slight burn stiffened my spine, and he increased the pressure on my clit, using the growing need to help him slide all the way in.
A breath shuddered out once he’d fully seated his cock in my ass. “Fuck, Diesel. I hope you’re ready for this.”
“Fine right here. For now.” He ground out the words between clenched teeth and his head fell back when I sucked so hard the back of my throat ached. “Fuck, Callie. Do that again.”
I did, and his cock swelled thicker in my mouth.
He popped out of my mouth and slid beneath me. “Raise your hips for me.” Unlike when Hawk spoke, this command came out more a request, a promise that I didn’t need but craved.
I raised my hips, Colt moving with me, moving inside me with a slow and steady tempo that brought wave after wave of pleasure.
Diesel lined up his cock and entered me, meeting Colt on the first thrust and locking all three of us in a breathless exhale.
“Full.” I groaned and rested my forehead on Diesel’s chest.
He speared his hands through my hair and once again locked me in place.
His hips did the work, and between the two of them, a constant pressure spiraled tighter and tighter in my core.
I’d never felt anything like this. Colt’s dick in my ass was a new adventure compared to my previous experience of fumbling around until we made it work.
He guided my hips, his long fingers digging into my skin and angling my body so every deep thrust made my hair stand on end.
They alternated at first, Diesel withdrawing while Colt slid in, but after a few minutes, they synced their movements, filling me to capacity until I moaned with every pop of their hips. “I didn’t…know it could be like this.” My fingers curled into Diesel’s chest. “I’m going to come. So hard.”
Colt pumped faster. “Come on, Callie. One more. I know you have one more in you.”
I did. It crashed over me with an explosion behind my eyelids and a hiss of breath between my teeth. My mouth fell open, and Diesel lifted me close enough to kiss.
I couldn’t help melting into him as wave after wave washed over me. A low hum buzzed in my ears.
Colt came next, the pulsing combining with every thrust and sending me into a second, then a third orgasm.
They came in a wave, cresting each time I came down the slightest bit.
Diesel fused our mouths together, swallowing every scream.
When he came, his entire body stiffened except his hips, which drove upward so hard and fast it lifted me onto my knees.
Colt slid out and fell onto his side, catching me when Diesel lowered us to the bed.
We lay there panting for several seconds, Hawk watching us from a chair across the room.
He stood and crooked his finger. “Bring her to the shower.”
Shower? I could barely move. I’d drown if they left me in there alone.
But they didn’t. We washed up, the three of them taking care of me one by one as they cleaned my body and wrapped me in a fluffy robe.
I blinked and yawned as Hawk led me to the bed and held the covers, motioning for me to climb in. “You’ll say here tonight.” Another order I was happy to obey.
I woke up to the bleat of my alarm on my phone. “What?” The unfamiliar surroundings took their time coming into focus. I hadn’t paid much attention last night.
Too busy getting railed by three hot guys.
I stiffened.
Had that really happened?
The ache between my legs said it had, and so did the sex-drenched sheets and white robe I still wore.
I sat up straight and checked the entire room.
Empty.
From the lounge chair in the corner to the navy blue draped windows and comforter draped across my lap, not a single one of the men remained.
Why the hell did that make my throat go tight and my vision blur? I blinked several times and slung the covers away.
Even their clothes were gone.
Like they’d never been there at all.
The door opened, and Hawk and Diesel walked in.
Diesel carried a tray of bagels, cream cheese, and orange juice. He set it on the table and stepped back. “Thought you might be hungry.”
I waited for more.
Waited for Colt to come in behind them and crack a joke.
When he didn’t, I stood and walked to the chair. “Is Colt okay?”
Diesel’s face didn’t change, but I swore I saw regret in his eyes.
He stayed put behind Hawk, his gaze somewhere in the middle distance.
“Colt disappears sometimes, but he always comes back.” Hawk motioned at the tray. “You should eat.”
“Is that an order?” I tried to smile, but the ache in my chest prevented it.
Hawk shifted his weight to his heels and glanced at Diesel. “We need to have a chat. It’ll be easier if you’ve had something to eat.”
“Why? Bad news doesn’t go down better because I have a full stomach.” Usually, the opposite was true. “What’s the problem?”
“Last night can’t happen again. What we did here was a one-time thing.
” Hawk steadied himself and crossed his arms, becoming the imposing leader everyone sidestepped.
“You know that we’re allowed to pick what we call an Old Lady.
” He waited for my nod before continuing.
“That’s the problem. We’re each allowed one.
We are not allowed to have the same one. ”
My fuzzy brain took its time working through what he was trying to say.
Diesel nudged Hawk with his elbow and dipped his head toward me.
“The bylaws demand that you pick one of us or belong to the patch itself by picking none of us.” He nudged the tray toward me.
The smell of bread hit the back of my throat and I put a hand over my mouth to stop the upward rush of bile.
Did this mean they would have chosen me if they could?
No one ever had. I framed the question but chickened out before I could ask. “That makes sense.” I stood, shrugged out of the robe, and pulled on my clothes.
They watched me without offering to help, and for one brief moment, I considered throwing myself at them and begging.
What if I wanted to choose one of them?
It would be easier to catch a fish in Alaska with my teeth.
My chest caved with every article of clothing I put on, and by the time I’d zipped up my boots and straightened my braid, I almost lost the battle with my emotions.
Diesel continued to look past me, like he couldn’t stand the sight of me. “We want you to stay.”
The words were so far away from the look on his face that I almost missed what he said.
No one stayed. Not for me. I was good enough for one night and nothing else.
I locked my jaw and tucked the gold chain beneath my shirt.
I’d held on to it since Mom gave it to me for my eighth birthday. It was the piece of my dad I had left, and I’d never taken it off.
Diesel’s attention swiveled and locked onto me. His hands flexed and his eyes flashed. It flickered and died an instant later.
“I’ll be in the garage.” I had to get out of here before I lost it completely. I’d either scream at them or cry, and neither helped my situation.
Either ended up making me look weak or worse, like I cared.
No one stayed for me. I reminded myself of that every single step from Colt’s room to the garage, where I walked straight into the back room and closed the door, sealing myself off from everyone and everything.