CHAPTER 16
Debra
Debra hadn’t been kissed by a woman who wasn’t her wife since she was seventeen years old, and that alone made her nervous, but she thought she understood what Kristina had meant by suggesting this.
Tonight could be a warm-up for both of them; a way for them to be touched again in the ways that they wanted to be touched or the ways that they’d missed, even though it wasn’t likely that they would be leaving here together.
There was just something that told Debra that Kristina wasn’t the one for her, but they could have tonight.
She didn’t exclude the idea of them leaving together entirely because she could be wrong, but as beautiful as Kristina was, and she was beautiful, Debra didn’t feel anything intensely for her even now, when she should be wanting to tear her clothes off. She hoped to feel that again one day.
When Kristina moved to stand in front of her, Debra watched her pull off her slacks and shirt, and she licked her lips at the idea of being touched again.
It had been so very long. As she went to pull off her own shirt and set it aside on the bed, Kristina appeared nervous for the next part, so Debra reached for her and pulled her in between her legs.
Then, she kissed Kristina’s bare stomach while she reached around for her bra to unclasp it, and when it landed on the floor, she covered the breasts now on display with her hands and began to massage them.
“God, I’ve missed this,” she admitted.
“Me too,” Kristina shared.
“The weight of a woman’s breasts in your hands.” She leaned in and kissed between them. “There’s not much better than that.”
“Mine are… too small.”
“Oh, no, they’re not. If she told you that, she’s wrong.
” She moved her mouth to the right nipple and sucked it between her lips.
“So wrong.” She sucked again and played with Kristina’s other nipple.
“They’re perfect. I want to worship them.
” She reached for the waistband of Kristina’s panties. “May I?”
“Yes,” Kristina replied.
Debra pushed at them until Kristina could kick them off, and she continued to suck on Kristina’s nipples one at a time, meaning what she had said before about them being perfect and wanting to worship them.
“Lie down,” she requested softly when Kristina’s legs started having a hard time holding themselves up.
Kristina moved to the bed and did just that, putting her head on the pillow, and Debra went to take off the rest of her own clothes, feeling self-conscious but deciding to be courageous.
She hadn’t been naked in front of another woman in a while, and that woman had watched her body as it had grown older right along with hers.
Kristina looked to be in her mid-thirties at most and not in her mid-forties like her.
A woman’s body changed in those years, so as Debra moved on top of her, she hoped Kristina still wanted to do this.
“Beautiful,” Kristina said before she cupped both of her cheeks and smiled at her.
Debra kissed her, and after a few minutes, her hips were rolling down into Kristina.
She shifted her lips to Kristina’s neck and sucked on it before moving on because she wanted to give Kristina everything she had asked for tonight.
Before she knew it, she had Kristina on her stomach, and she was kissing her back, lowering her lips to her ass, kissing her there, and continuing on to the back of her thighs.
She wanted to touch her everywhere, to give her that foreplay that she had been missing because her ex-wife hadn’t seemed to get just how beautiful Kristina was, but Kristina’s hips were rolling down into the mattress, indicating that she might be ready for something more than foreplay, and Debra thought that might be one of the sexiest things she’d seen in her life.
“Can you come like this?” she asked.
“No, but it feels really good.”
“Can you lift yourself for me? I would love to touch you now.”
Kristina moved until she was on all fours in front of her, and God, this was amazing. Debra hadn’t experienced anything like this in such a long time.
“Can you go lower on your elbows?”
Kristina did, and Debra licked her lips.
“Can I go down on you from behind like this?”
“Oh, yes,” Kristina answered. “Please.”
Debra lowered her mouth, spread her, and breathed her in.
No, Kristina wasn’t her wife, and it would not be fair to compare the two of them, but she smelled delicious.
Debra ran her tongue through Kristina’s folds slowly and worried for a moment.
Kristina was very wet for her, but she couldn’t get that wet anymore.
Menopause had started in earnest for her at forty-two, to her unfortunate surprise, and ever since then, getting wet was no simple task, and when she touched herself, she needed lube on just about every occasion these days.
Hoping Kristina wouldn’t take it the wrong way when the time came, she continued to bathe her with attention in an attempt to give her the pleasure Kristina sought and the pleasure that she had missed giving another woman.
“Oh, fuck,” Kristina said. “Yes, that.”
Debra growled at that. She loved it when a woman told her what she wanted.
Seeking better access, she decided to roll over onto her back and shifted until Kristina was above her instead.
Kristina’s center over her face now, she pulled her down by the hips and sucked on her.
Kristina sat on her face fully then and enjoyed herself as her hips rolled down into Debra’s mouth.
Debra sucked and licked until Kristina came in her mouth, but surprisingly, Kristina didn’t stay there long to come down fully.
She shifted until she was between Debra’s legs, spreading them and licking her lips.
“That was amazing. Let me make you come, too. Please,” Kristina said and looked down.
“I don’t… get as wet as I used to.”
“That’s okay. Do you still want me to do this?” Kristina asked and kissed the inside of Debra’s thigh.
“Yes, please,” she said so softly that she almost hadn’t heard it herself.
Kristina’s licks were not hesitant, and they caught her off guard in the very best way.
“You should know how beautiful you are,” Kristina told her and licked her hard again. “And feel wanted, how you just made me feel so wanted for the first time in such a long time.”
Debra’s eyes welled with tears then. Kristina licked and sucked, and Debra really wanted to come, but she couldn’t.
It all felt so unbelievably good, but the orgasm continued to evade her.
Kristina didn’t stop, though, or ask her if she was close.
She continued to lick, suck, and flick until Debra had to finally stop her.
“I can’t come. I’m so sorry. I thought I could. I–”
She sniffled.
“It’s okay,” Kristina said and slid up her body. “What do you need from me right now? I’ll do it. Anything, Debra.”
“Can you… stay here, and I can maybe try to make myself come with my fingers while you kiss me?”
Kristina smiled sweetly and nodded before she leaned down and captured Debra’s lips.
Debra tasted a bit of herself mixed with Kristina’s taste on her lips, and she reached down between their bodies into her own folds.
She wasn’t wet, but she didn’t want to get up to get lube, so she stroked gently.
She didn’t cry out when she finally came.
She just cried, and Kristina held her for a long time before Debra’s tears eventually subsided.
“Thank you,” she said when she could finally speak.
“Thank you,” Kristina replied.