Chapter 20
ISLA
When I wake up a few hours later, I’m sleeping on top of Skull.
Like my whole body is lying on his, my cheek pressed against his chest, his big arms around me.
My head hurts a little, and my mouth feels a little dry, but when I remember what happened with Bones, those two things become the least of my problems.
Do I regret it? No.
But now I’m worried about how it will change our dynamic. Will Skull be angry at me when he wakes up, when all the alcohol and lust have worn off? Will he judge me for letting his brother do the things he did to me?
I let a side of myself out last night that I didn’t even know existed. And I loved it. They both made me feel so sexy, so wanted, and made me come so many times that I lost count.
I can see why so many women got addicted to being with them both.
They worshiped my body, working as a fucking team to make sure I was satisfied and happy.
And boy was I.
But now I have to face Bones, and I don’t know how that’s going to go. Not to mention Suit! He saw me naked with the twins.
I’m never going to look him in the eyes again. Added to that what I saw in the pole room.
But you know what? Fuck it. They’re used to this. This isn’t anything new to them. As for me, I think I’m going to have flashbacks of this night for the rest of my life.
“I can hear you overthinking,” Skull says quietly in a deep, husky tone. His hands soothingly rub down my back. “We all had fun, you were perfect. No one is looking at you any differently. Well, I’m sure Bones might be dreaming about how sweet you taste…”
“Skull,” I groan, and he laughs, his shoulders shaking.
“You don’t regret it, do you?” he asks, the humor disappearing.
“No,” I say quickly, wanting to reassure him. “Last night was fucking hot. I felt like a heroine in one of my books. I wanted to experience you both, and I did. I don’t have any regrets. But I’ve also never done anything like this before, so yeah, I woke up feeling a little anxious about it all.”
“I’m right here, baby,” he replies, kissing the top of my head. “You were fucking incredible last night, and I wanted to give you that, give us all that, but from now on you’re just going to have to make do with me.”
I lift my head and frown at him. “Make do? Being with you is a dream. There’s no making do, Skull. There’s pinching myself and wondering if this is real or if I’m going to wake up.”
He stills underneath me, he grabs my face, and gives me a soft kiss. “I’m in love with you, Isla. This isn’t a dream… this is our life. It’s a wild one, but it’s ours.”
“You… love me?” I stealthily pinch myself, and yeah, it hurts.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles, amusement written all over his handsome face. “Fuck yeah, I love you.” He rests his forehead against mine. “Every version of you. The sweet, hardworking nurse. The sexy vixen you were last night. The woman who listens to dirty audiobooks in the car…”
“We played out a few scenes from that book last night.” I smirk, he laughs, and rolls me over onto my back.
“You ever want me to play out anything from your books, all you have to do is ask. Your dirty wish is my command. How sore are you, baby?” he asks as he starts kissing down my neck.
“I went hard on you last night. I’m going to fill you a bath for you to soak in, and then I’m going to lay you back on the bed and eat your sweet pussy to make it better. ”
“You have such a filthy mouth,” I mutter, and he laughs, getting off the bed and kissing me before heading to the bathroom to fill up the tub.
When it’s ready, I hop in and moan as the hot water soothes all my muscles. Skull brings me some crunchy green grapes, strawberries, and blueberries to munch on while I’m in there.
“Do you do this for all your women?” I tease, wondering how the hell he’s even real.
“Never had a woman I wanted to keep before,” he replies casually, kissing the top of my head. “But now that I do, I’m sure as fuck going to look after her. I’m going to check on Natalia. I’ll be back. Message me if you need anything.”
“Okay, take your time.” I sigh, sinking deeper into the warmth.
For the first time in a long time, I’m living in real life and not in my head.
I’m letting him in, no walls, and giving all of myself to this biker.
Please, don’t let me regret it.
* * *
Skull pushing a stroller and holding a baby bag is sexy as hell. Unfortunately, it’s not just me who thinks so. Every woman we pass has been giving him the eyes, and I keep staring at him to see if he notices.
He must be a smart man because he keeps his eyes on me or straight ahead, not even looking at the women with the nice boobs that even I can’t help but take a sneaky peek at.
I catch his lip twitching when he sees me watching him closely, though, and I’m sure I even hear him laughing when his face is turned away from me.
When we stop at Lu’s Sweet Treats, Natalia fusses a little, so I pick her up and lay her against my chest. I know Skull comes as a triple package, with both Bones and their daughter, and I went into this with him knowing that.
I’ll be there for Natalia in whatever way Skull wants me to be.
I never want to overstep, but with Daisy not in the picture, I’d like to try and help fill that void as much as I can, with slow steps, of course.
I figure an extra person to love and care for her can never be a bad thing.
It takes a village, and I’d love to join theirs.
I also know that Natalia will always come first, as she deserves to be.
Skull opens the door for both of us to enter, and I smile at him as I step inside.
Lu beams when she sees us, coming around the counter with her arms out. “Okay, hand her over.”
Laughing, I give her the baby while I decide what to get.
“She’s so cute, Skull.” Lu sighs, gently swaying with her. “Aren’t you, sweetheart?”
“We think so,” Skull replies, watching the two of them interact. “Why is there no prospect here?”
“They have the cameras watching the shop, and it’s been quiet recently.” She shrugs.
Skull crosses his arms over his chest, his feet braced apart. “What about when that woman came in here and screamed at you?”
Lu smirks. “What woman are you referring to, Skull?”
“The one who...” he trails off, and glances over at me.
“Yes, please finish that sentence,” I deadpan, and Lu laughs.
“This woman came in here looking for the twins because they had ghosted her, and she took it out on me,” she concludes, shrugging when Skull throws her a look.
“He does like to ghost people,” I mutter, narrowing my eye on my man. “You and Bones make women crazy, don’t you?” After being with them, I can see why. “Do I have a target on my back now?”
“No,” he replies curtly, taking a deep breath. He gently collars my throat and pulls me in for a kiss. “Nothing is going to happen to you.”
“Unless you believe in the evil eye,” Lu adds, frowning. “I’m going to buy you a necklace.”
I wince, because I actually do believe in it.
Natalia coos, and Lu melts. “Okay, tell me what you guys want. On the house.”
We give her our order, and she hands Natalia back so she can pack it up for us.
Skull puts her back in the stroller since she’s now fast asleep.
When Lu is done, she slides us a tray filled with her delicious creations.
“Oh, that reminds me. We have a Baddies group chat. Can we add you to it? We’re planning a girls’ night, and we’d love for you to come. ”
“I’d love that. Who is in the group?”
“Me, Ora, Xanthe, Atiana, and Lore,” she replies, leaning over the counter. “Lore is one of the girls, you know?”
“I mean, I can’t really see myself wanting to change in front of him or anything,” I tease, and Skull makes a deep, shivery, rumbly sound.
Lu grins at him. “Oh, you have it bad. This is wonderful. Girls’ night, wear something that’s going to make Skull not want to let you out.”
Skull’s possessive gaze rakes over me. “She can wear what she wants. I can fight.”
“You won’t be there,” I point out.
“Oh, I’ll be there, baby,” he rasps, a dangerous glint in his eyes.
Lu fans herself. “Okay, it’s so hot in here I’m going to message Haze and ask him to come meet me in the staff room.”
I burst out laughing. We continue to the park with our desserts and enjoy the fresh air before we walk back to the clubhouse. Such a relaxed afternoon, and I enjoy every second of it.
We have dinner together, and Skull gives Natalia her bath and another bottle of milk before Bones takes her to his room for the night. While he’s doing all that, I have a quick shower and get into bed with my Kindle.
When he steps back into the room, he takes off his cut and carefully hangs it on the back of the door, then removes his T-shirt and throws it on the chair.
“So, what are you reading about tonight?” he asks, sliding off his sneakers and socks and unfastening his jeans. My eyes zone right onto his cock straining against his boxer shorts. He slides into bed and takes my Kindle from me, reading a few scenes, which makes my face heat up.
“Skull…”
“Let me do this research, little spitfire,” he murmurs, absently reaching over and taking my hand into his, threading our fingers together.
After about five minutes, he hands it back to me, kisses my nose, and says, “Turn the lamp on. I’ll be right back.”
He turns off the main lights, and I turn on the lamp, so the light in the room is dimly lit. Not knowing what to think, I keep reading my chapter, raising my gaze to the door when he opens it.
And…
Holy fuck.
My Kindle falls from my fingers and onto the floor.
Skull locks the door behind him and leans up against it. He’s wearing nothing but gray sweatpants, a black mask covering his whole face except for his eyes, and he has a red rope in his hands.
Just like the scene I was reading. “Oh my goodness,” I mutter, and he pushes off the door and comes over to me, pulling off my blanket.
“Now, are we going to do this the easy way or the hard way?” he asks in a low growl—a direct quote from the book.
Sitting up, I reach out to touch his abs, but he grips my wrist in his hand.
“The hard way it is. Bend over with your hands above you. If you listen like a good girl, I’ll let you come.
If you don’t, then I’ll keep fucking you and licking your pussy until I’ve had my fill of you and then tie you up and go to sleep. ”
I think I’m about to pass out.
Crawling up on my knees, I bend over, my nightgown sliding up my thighs to show him that I’m not wearing any panties underneath.
He mutters a curse and then ties my wrists together above my head.
And then he shows me just how fucking good his reading comprehension is.