15. Chapter 15 #2
A wave of pleasure came from her, and her legs fell all the way open. I hissed as her enjoyment washed through me, and I felt Danzig tense up. Even without the mating bite, she was hearing us, and we were feeling her.
This was amazing.
Bec
If someone had told me I’d be lying on a giant snake while he used his forked tongue to fuck me, I’d have laughed in their face. Except look at me now!
Marduk was so damn skilled that he managed to find my clit immediately. I’d had a boyfriend that wasn’t able to find it even after two years!
While Marduk was causing all kinds of pleasurable chaos with his tongue, Danzig’s kisses and gently kneading hands were making me writhe a little.
It was clear I’d never need to pull out my vibrator to orgasm with these two playing me like an instrument. Marduk and Danzig made every other guy I’d ever slept with seem fumbling, inconsiderate, and inept.
Danzig ended the kiss and lowered my head so I was looking down my body.
Marduk’s serpent eyes met mine as his tongue worked my clit. “Oh god!”
I heard the murmuring that told me that the brothers were talking to each other.
“He says your taste is like nothing he’s experienced before,” Danzig said. “He could do this for hours.”
Hours? That might kill me!
Marduk shifted his tongue, pulling one of the tines from my pussy and pressing lower, into my back hole.
He was asking for permission.
“Gently,” I whispered.
“Unless you say differently, we’ll always be gentle,” Danzig said, even as Marduk pressed the other tine of his forked tongue against my tight ring of muscles.
I liked that they were willing to be rough if I wanted it. I could imagine both of them fucking my brains out someday.
“She likes the idea of two dicks buried inside her,” Danzig said.
I gasped, both at his words and Marduk’s tongue. “What?”
“You said you could hear us murmuring and the occasional word,” Danzig said. “It seems to go both ways. We both saw the picture in your head.”
I should be embarrassed, but honestly, that knowledge made me feel hotter.
“Someone likes that,” Danzig murmured, leaning over so he could nip at my neck. “You want us to know what you’re thinking.”
His voice dropped, making me shiver.
“We’re going to do everything you can imagine. Enjoy this moment, because we’re going to give you pleasure without making you beg this time. But next time, you’re going to plead.”
The role playing made me moan. I wanted them to control me. To trade me back and forth. To pretend that my no didn’t count.
“Next time, you’ll need a safe word,” he said.
I cried out, both because his words were hot, but also because Marduk had eased into my back passage and was making his tongue fatter.
They’d said they could control the size of their appendages, apparently that meant tongue also!
“Marduk!” I screamed. I wanted to demand he do more. Press harder on my clit. Thrust his tongue in and out of my ass. No words came, but his name made it past my lips.
Danzig slipped his hand under my shirt and bra to cup my breast. “I want to make you yell out my name too.”
I opened and closed my mouth, panting and unable to form any coherent words. Danzig’s fingers found my nipple and squeezed to the point of almost being painful. Between Marduk’s tongue and that, I lost it.
My body convulsed, and my mouth opened in a silent scream. It was such a powerful orgasm that I imagined I felt something leaving my body, almost as if my soul had shed an outer layer. I know, it’s a fanciful thought, but I couldn’t describe it any other way.
Beautiful.
Gorgeous.
Amazing.
Those words floated through my head, and I knew it was the brothers talking to each other. They were talking about me. They were using those words to describe me and my bland, ordinary body.
“Not ordinary,” Danzig said, laying a kiss on my cheek. “You are forever and always will be extraordinary and worthy of all the happiness you desire.”
In my post-orgasmic haze, I let his words simply soak in. I didn’t object or deflect. For this moment, I let myself be everything they thought I was.
Marduk moved his big head onto my lap. Blinking, I gave him a lazy smile and stroked his dark green head.
“That was amazing,” I whispered.
“You were amazing,” Danzig said. “I’ve never felt sex magic before, but the way you pulsed out power when you came was astounding.”
“What?”
He nodded his head at the grass around us. “Look at what you did.”
It took me a moment to realize that what had only been a fuzzy patch of newly growing grass was now at least a foot tall.
“I did that?”
Danzig kissed my forehead. “Yes. You have the capacity to take our magic and send it out to heal or grow. That’s rare and precious.”
I wasn’t sure how I felt about this, but I definitely didn’t want to talk about any of it. I felt Danzig’s erection digging into my back, and that was the perfect distraction.
I looked up at him and wiggled against his hard cock. “It’s time for you guys to have some fun too!”
To my shock, Danzig shook his head, giving me a gentle look. “No, not yet.”
Maybe he had performance anxiety. I shifted my gaze to Marduk. “If you shift to human form, I could please you instead.”
He lifted his head and moved it side to side. I felt the murmuring in the back of my head, like before. It was the two of them talking.
“We should probably see if anyone has some clothes to lend us,” Danzig said, standing up with me in his arms. He dismounted Marduk and set me on my feet.
I felt a little shaky, partially from the powerful orgasm but also from being refused by both of them. I shivered and looked around for my clothing.
“You two must be the only guys I know who refuse sex,” I muttered, trying hard to focus on my annoyance instead of hurt.
“We aren’t refusing sex,” Marduk said. He’d shifted back to his human form and was staring at me with bright eyes.
As he talked to me, Danzig went to a nearby tree and pulled something out of the branches.
“There are things about us you don’t understand yet, and I don't think you want to hear them right now. We aren’t rejecting you. We’re waiting for you.”
He was right, I didn’t understand, but it was clear this had something to do with the mating bite, so I dropped it. Was I allowed to feel used if I was the only one that got to come?
“Well, thanks for the fun. It’ll be a good memory for later,” I snarked, pulling on the last of my clothes, then my shoes.
When I stood up, I saw Marduk’s hurt expression. I glanced over to where Danzig was still by the tree, holding a small duffle bag. That’s when I felt the sadness coming from both of them. My dismissive words had injured them. I felt about two inches tall.
“I’m sorry!” I said as Danzig walked back to Marduk with the duffle bag. By now both of them had shuttered their expression, but I could still feel the emotional pain I’d caused, and it made me want to cry.
Standing shoulder to shoulder, naked and looking at me with wary expressions, they both remained silent. I bit my lip, then launched into a proper apology.
“I’m human, you know? Like human-human, I didn’t even know there were shifters or magic or anything except those fake psychic shows.
I always assumed every relationship had an expiration date and it was only a matter of time.
Now you guys are here saying we’re fated to be together and that’s that.
It’s nothing I’m used to. I keep comparing you guys to my past, or the human world I’m used to.
By doing that I’m not giving our relationship a fair chance. I’m sorry, I’ll try to be better.”
As I talked, their expressions morphed to understanding, but I don’t think they really got it.
I kept talking, voicing all the fears that had been floating around in my head since first hearing Danzig call me his mate.
“What if you guys end up hating me? What if we fight all the time? You’ll be stuck with me forever because there’s no undoing the mating bite, right? That seems like a dismal life to live.”
Danzig and Marduk looked at each other, their shoulders touching. I could hear them murmuring to each other in that silent conversation they had whenever they touched each other. Finally they turned their gazes back to me.
“I never thought about what this might seem like to a human,” Marduk said. “We thought we were being patient.”
Danzig spoke next. “We’re so used to trusting the void to guide us, but to you, this is all new and scary. Our actions probably seemed outrageously overprotective and possessive.”
“I’m sorry about how we’ve acted,” Marduk said.
Danzig nodded. “From now on, we’re going to do this on a human timeline, no matter how long that takes. We won’t pressure you to accept our bite, but we still want to be your partners.”
Relief made my shoulders slump. I didn’t want them to go away. I’d been scared they’d leave the moment I voiced my doubts, but not only were they validating my feelings, but they were also agreeing with my limits.
I smiled at them. “Thank you. I know I’m a pain in the ass.”
Both of them shook their heads.
“No, you’re not. Wanting to be understood doesn’t equate to being troublesome,” Danzig said.
“We’re at fault too,” Marduk said. “But I feel more confident after this.”
“Same,” I said, then let the bag in Danzig’s hands distract me. “Where did that come from?”
“Someone dropped it into the tree,” Danzig said, opening to reveal two sets of clothing and flip-flops. Everything looked big enough to fit the guys. “Probably Mason.”
Marduk spoke up before I could feel weirded out.
“I’m sure he didn’t look at us. He’s too polite for that.
Everyone would’ve known that we wanted privacy, and they would know we’d both shifted while playing with everyone.
It’s considered polite among shifters to lend clothing to each other when we tear out of or abandon what we were wearing. ”
“Yeah, that makes sense,” I said with a nod as the guys pulled on the borrowed clothing. Marduk’s clothes were somewhere back by the house because he’d stripped before shifting, but it might take a while to find them. Danzig’s were toast.
Once we were all dressed, I made sure to link my hands in theirs. The moment we were all touching, everything felt right.
Was this the first time we’d all held hands? We’d need to do it more often.
We walked off the grass and through the trees to find several wolves sitting facing away from where we’d been. The moment they saw us, they yipped, and all moved off in different directions.
“What was that all about?” I asked.
“They were guarding us,” Danzig said.
Marduk explained before I could ask more questions. “They were making sure no one bothered us while we were vulnerable. It’s how packs work; they care for each other.”
Between the wolf packs and my serpent twins, I suddenly felt so damn cared for that I wanted to cry.
Maybe forever wasn’t such a bad thing.