21. 21 MCKENNA
21 MCKENNA
As soon as Adrian leaves the bedroom, I make a beeline for the bathroom because I need a moment.
Adrian left my head spinning.
My head is floaty with desire, my body is throbbing with need.
Splashing water on my face, I try to get it together and close my eyes against my reflection. I’ve always known who I was, the daughter of a brilliant scientist, a girl who loved horses, a woman set on achieving higher education and opening the equine sanctuary of her dreams.
But when Adrian McIntyre breathes near me, I turn into someone else.
A woman who wants to be on her knees.
A woman who wants to say, “Yes, Sir.”
A woman who feels wanted by how his blazing gaze takes in every inch of her and how she wants more of his fiery touch.
He can do things to me, the things I crave.
And he’s shown me his softer side, the side that he hides behind and guards that he lets so few people see.
With him, I feel more like me, but I don’t know if I could abandon the life I have planned. He says I won’t have to because he’ll alter his life for me, but I don’t know if I want that.
Would he blame me for not living up to his responsibilities? For walking away from his family obligations?
I should be happy that his rough treatment has stopped, that these last few hours with him, I’ll remember in a good way.
Spying the bottle of lube, I lube up the vibrator. I like how it fits right in my hand. The silicone is soft, and the button is tiny. I can press down on it easily.
Lying down, I spread my legs.
My heart is lighter because he doesn’t hate me.
I spread my legs, easing the toy into my pussy. I force myself to pay attention to what I am doing, to feel how the toy moves in my body, to adjust to the slight weight. I position the smaller piece of the vibe against my clit.
The vibrator’s shaft hits the wall of my vagina in a good way, and the shorter part that’s on my clit is a pleasant sensation.
He told me not to come, but pulsating sensations are spreading from my core, up my body, drawing my nipples to tight points, making me twist on the bed. My fingertips slip off the toy, but I tighten my grip, moaning as the vibrations rapid fire through my system.
“Ready for me, hellion?” He strides into the room.
My mouth goes dry at the sight of him deliciously naked.
He palms his cock. Lust shimmers in his eyes.
“Yes, Sir!”
“Spread those legs even wider. I want to see you use that vibrator on yourself. Ramp it up to the highest setting.”
The speed of the vibrations humming takes me by surprise.
“Can I come now?” I say it through gritted teeth.
Adrian smirks, clamping a hand down on my leg.
“Yes.” He leans forward, pressing his muscled torso against mine, his lips soft as he kisses me.
The steady vibration combined with his tongue stroking mine, pierce through me. Heat splays out from my center, raising fiery sensations to the surface. “OH! I’m going to come!”
“Yes, hellion. Give me that orgasm.” The scruff of his cheek is the perfect roughness, the added sensation that I need to tip me over into an explosion of bliss. I clutch his arm as the orgasm is coerced to the surface.
“You look so pretty when you come for me.” Adrian sucks my lower lip. The sharp nip of his teeth sends more pleasure crashing through me.
“Can’t…move,” I breathe out against him. My legs are shaking from the pleasure.
“Did that feel good, Mckenna?” The way he says it has me on edge. His voice is too sweet.
“Yes.”
“Good. Because I want so many more wrung from this body while it’s still mine to control.” He takes the vibe from my body and sets it on the nightstand. He then shimmies down the bed, his hand trailing over my leg to my foot and back up again.
“Relax, Mckenna. I’ve done worse to you.” He smiles in a way that makes him look boyish and villainy at the same time.
He bends his head between my legs. My body is set aflame with goosebumps as he kisses my inner thigh, sucking my flesh.
My legs close automatically at the sensation, tingles firing across my skin. Pressure mounts, quick and hot sensations, pulling me under.
He pushes my legs back to where he wants them and licks my slit.
Oh my God.
My clit is so swollen, so sensitive from the vibrator. This feels almost painful.
He licks my clit, slowly, circling the entire bundle of nerves, then presses his lips to the inside of my thigh.
I’m clawing the sheets as he repeats this with slow accuracy.
“Adrian! I’m so sensitive I can’t!”
He sucks my opposite thigh, then presses his thumb against my clit, before sealing his hot mouth over it and sucking so his cheeks hollow.
Oh!
My muscles tighten. A coil of nerves binds together before it springs in bright, sharp pains of an orgasm that’s ripped from me as he sucks my clit.
“That’s two.”
Sweat is on my brow. My mouth is gone dry. His thumb is back on my clit.
“Oh! Sir!”
My body shudders with the after effects, but he’s pumping his fingers in and out of my pussy, past his knuckles, and just as I’m feeling that I’m going to burst, he adds another finger.
He stretches every part of me while keeping his thumb on my clit. I’m so hot and feeling like I’m coming undone.
He locks eyes with me. Goosebumps rise on my skin at the heat in his gaze.
I wonder how I ever managed to hurt this man. Guilt stabs my heart from my decision to do the interview with the journalist. More guilt sends me sprawling, thinking I could have handled his sister better.
That I didn’t have to waste all this time rejecting him.
“Your mind is not with me, hellion. I paid a lot of money to use you, and I’m not done yet.” Adrian roughly curls his fingers. His touch makes me feel stretched, filled, and burned.
An orgasm starts to build again from low in my womb. I bite the inside of my cheek.
He slides his fingers out, and my pussy is clenching around the emptiness. He wipes his fingers on my leg and gets up.
“I got more toys to use.” He strides across the room and rummages in a dresser. I hear the opening of a package.
I take in the sight of him moving to the bathroom, his lean and muscular body figure all solid and strong.
I can’t believe I’m here with him. I’ve wanted him for years.
Adrian comes back, holding something behind his back. He sits next to me on the bed and touches my cheek.
“You look so gorgeous, all relaxed. Tell me, do you like wands?”
My heart skips a beat as he holds a black wand, presses it against my arm, and turns it on. I get so lost in the vibration, imagining where it’s going next, that I forget to answer Adrian. He flicks my nipple, setting off a new wave of need.
“Yes, I think I’ll like it.”
“Good.” He lubes it up, his dark rich eyes never leaving my face. Then he grabs my leg, pulls it to him, and presses the head of the wand into my very ready pussy.
I can’t help the scream as the wand is turned on. The tingling is sharp, making me gasp for breath. My toes curl. The pleasure slams into me so hard, and the orgasm breaks from my body with the force of a wave rolling to shore. I grab Adrian’s arm. “That’s so intense!”
“It’s what you deserve, my hellion. That’s three.”
I glance away, trying to catch my breath, but he presses his thumb on the setting again, and I feel my pussy grip the massager.
“Oh, not again!” I whimper. It’s too much, it’s too sensitive, and it’s painful. Tears pour down my face.
“Give it to me, Mckenna,” Adrian thumbs away a tear as the orgasm rolls through me.
I’m powerless to stop it against the vibration of the wand, bringing it to the surface.
“That’s four.” The gleam in his eye is pure sadist.
My pussy muscles feel weak, and I feel myself trying to push out the wand, but Adrian holds it firmly in place.
“I don’t think I can do it any more,” I whisper. My pussy is throbbing with painful ecstasy.
“Yes, you can, Mckenna.” He shifts the wand, so it’s higher, and I feel it right at my G-spot. He thumbs down the switch.
I pant, moan, and whimper as the vibrations roll against my G-spot with one more orgasm. “I can’t take this!” I somehow got the words out as another orgasm rips them away.
Adrian takes my hardened nipple between his fingers and pulls as another orgasm fires through me. It’s a seesaw of pleasure-pain intense and too much. My mind grows heavy with sensations overload.
He keeps the vibrations up, and I’m quivering and sweating. My body is rising with heat, heaving with even more need. One more orgasm has my stomach muscles clenching, and I’m grabbing at Adrian’s arm.
“Who do you belong to, Mckenna?”
“You.”
“That’s right.” Adrian slants his mouth against mine while switching the wand to a lower setting. It’s a relief, but it’s still sharp pleasure pain against my super sensitive nerve endings.
“You look so beautiful coming for me, hellion. Give me one more.”
I can’t. Oh god, my body is being ripped apart by the sharpest pleasure pain, but he kisses me, teasing at my lower lip, and a new set of vibrations pulse through me.
“Adrian!” I cry out his name as he wipes my brow with a cool cloth.
“So beautiful, Mckenna. You can be a good girl for me. Now I can’t wait to slide my cock into your needy pussy. You are ready for me, aren’t you?”
“Yes, Sir,” I gasp out. I’m hurting with the avalanche of pleasure, but I want to feel his cock in me.
“Good girl, spread those legs wide.”
My legs feel like jelly and he helps me, pushing between my legs.
“We belong together, Mckenna.” He brushes a kiss against my brow and sets the wand on the nightstand.
My eyelids feel heavy with the pleasure of drunkenness, but I can’t think of one reason why we don’t belong in this moment. “Yes, Sir.”