Chapter Nine
Harrison
I woke up sweaty and hard as a rock. I was tangled in my sheets. I untangled myself and sat on the edge of my bed, my head in my hands.
Four weeks had passed. That meant there were still four weeks before Sadie returned to campus.
Thank God she was coming back early for cheerleading practice.
Still, it was four weeks too long. Without Sadie around to remind me how great things were between us, especially the sex, I was scared that I was going to give in to my desires to sleep with other people.
And I knew I was in big trouble. So far this summer, all my sex dreams were about Aubrey.
I knew I shouldn’t blame her, but she talked about sex all the time.
How great it was, how adventurous she was, how much she liked anal, how great she was at giving head, and on and on.
Even worse, she kept talking about how much I deserved to fuck whoever I wanted to.
And I was starting to think she wasn’t wrong.
People were talking about me being a Heisman candidate for the upcoming football season. I’d done interviews with ESPN. I was one of the best athletes in the entire country. Maybe even the world. And I’d had sex with exactly one person. Ever. That didn’t compute.
But I loved Sadie. I really wished I hadn’t met the love of my life in high school. I could have had several years to fuck whoever I wanted to before settling down with her later on. But I had met her in high school.
The looks I got walking around campus were intoxicating. Aubrey saw them, too.
“That girl right there?” she said, pointing. “All you’d have to do is crook your finger at her and she’d fuck you against the side of that building.”
I’d looked at the sexy brunette she was talking about. She was right. The girl was looking at me like she wanted to eat me whole. It would take nothing for me to get in her pants. I’d gotten so hard, right then, my pants tenting embarrassingly as we walked to the dining hall.
Aubrey had giggled. “You liked her, huh?” Then she’d looked up at me with those brown eyes of hers. “I could take care of that for you, Harrison. It wouldn’t take but a minute for me to suck you off so good you’d scream as you came.”
I’d gotten harder.
And that’s pretty much how my summer days were going. All my classes were with Aubrey. I ate with Aubrey. I texted Aubrey. I studied with Aubrey. The only time I was away from her was when I was at practice and when I slept.
I’d completely ignored that I’d told Sadie I wouldn’t spend a lot of time with Aubrey this summer.
Even as I’d said it, I’d never intended to honor it.
I didn’t feel bad about it, either. If she’d really cared, she would have stayed.
She didn’t seem to understand that she was lucky to be my girlfriend.
And now I was desperately in need of sex, and I didn’t even have Sadie to fuck. I groaned and ran both hands through my hair, frustrated. I got in the shower knowing I’d have to take care of myself while I was in there.
I leaned against the tile with one hand while I took my cock in my other.
I squeezed hard and started jacking myself, groaning.
It felt good, but it wasn’t anything like sinking into a tight, wet pussy.
“Fuck,” I moaned as I worked myself to the mental image of Sadie’s tits bouncing the last time she’d ridden my cock.
Out of nowhere, the girl riding me changed to Aubrey. I moaned with pleasure. Then I was imagining sinking into her ass, something I’d never done. Within ten seconds I had come on the tile so hard I’d had to lean my body against the wall. I’d felt like I was going to pass out.
Gasping for breath, I cleaned myself up. Then I leaned against the tile, disgusted with myself.
I was suddenly nauseous, and I hurried out of the shower to get sick in the toilet. When I was finished heaving, I leaned back against the wall. I couldn’t believe I’d imagined Aubrey while I was jacking off. That had never happened before. It was always Sadie.
Slowly, Aubrey had infiltrated every part of my sexual fantasies. I’d pictured her in my dreams. I’d pictured her while fucking Sadie. Now I was picturing her while I took care of myself in the shower.
My hands shook as I splashed water on my face and looked in the mirror. This whole thing had spiraled out of control. I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t eat. I felt like I was going crazy.
I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the cool mirror.
I probably should have told Sadie we should take a break for the summer. Then I could’ve fucked Aubrey and whoever else I wanted to. Because now?
Now I was terrified I was going to cheat on her.
***
I went back out to the locker room following my shower after practice.
I was putting some things away in my locker and listening to the guys shoot the shit while thoughts of Sadie and Aubrey ran through my mind.
It was driving me crazy, and I wished for the hundredth time that Sadie hadn’t gone home for the summer.
I sighed and slammed my locker shut.
When I turned around, everyone was looking at me.
“What?”
“You a little frustrated, man?” Deion, my favorite wide receiver, asked.
“Yeah.” I went and sat down on a bench and leaned my head back on the wall. “Sadie went home for the summer.”
He cocked an eyebrow, clapped his hands, and then rubbed them together.
“This is it. This is your time. Live it up.” He stood up and did some suggestive hip thrusts while everyone laughed and agreed with him.
“There are so many girls ready to fuck you around campus, you could be balls deep in pussy in about ten minutes.”
God that sounded good. I closed my eyes briefly. “I’m trying not to cheat on my girlfriend.”
“We know that, and you’re a good guy. You really are. But you’re nineteen fucking years old. If she’s gone this summer, it’s the perfect opportunity to get as much pussy as you can. She never has to know about it. Then you can go back to being a good boyfriend in the fall.”
Almost everyone agreed with him. They all started talking about how many girls they’d been with over the past couple of months.
“And you? You’re the star quarterback everyone wants a piece of.
I guarantee you could have three or four different women a day, man.
All summer long. You’re crazy if you don’t take advantage of that,” Jack, the kicker for the team, said.
“I’m swimming in girls every night,” he grinned.
“It’s one of the best perks of being on the team. ”
Deion pointed at him. “He’s the goddamn kicker, man. If he can pull, think what you could do!”
Everyone cracked up, even Jack.
I noticed only a couple of guys were shaking their heads. Marcus, a running back I really respected, spoke up. “Have y’all seen his girlfriend? Or talked to her? She’s not someone you cheat on. She’s the endgame, man. The one you marry.”
There were several comments about how hot Sadie was. I chose to ignore them. It always pissed me off when guys talked about her that way.
Marcus was right, though. “I know. And I love her. It’s just… hard with all these beautiful women ready and willing.”
He stood up, ready to leave. “My advice is go see your girlfriend this weekend. Spend all your time between her legs and stay true to her. You’ll regret it if you don’t.” He grabbed his bag. “See y’all tomorrow.”
Several guys followed him out while I was still sitting there, thinking.
“If I had a girl like Sadie, I’d never cheat on her,” Eric, a big offensive lineman, said.
“What are you talking about?” Deion laughed. “You’re out with a different lady every night.”
Eric shrugged. “I haven’t found a girl like Sadie,” he said. “Once I do? I’ll stop fucking around and settle down.”
Deion looked at me after most of the guys had left. “You still thinking about getting with Aubrey?”
I looked up at him and nodded.
“Man, she’s fucking hot. If her tits and ass were bigger, she’d be perfect.” He got a serious look on his face. “But I wouldn’t be a friend if I didn’t warn you about her. She’s… trouble. Like, real trouble. Something’s not quite right about her.”
I frowned. “What do you mean?”
“She enjoys messing up people’s lives. She sleeps with guys long enough to cause a breakup and all kinds of drama with whoever their girlfriend is. Then she dumps the guy and moves on to someone else. It’s like she only cares that the guy chose her over his girlfriend.”
“Are you speaking from experience?”
His eyes shot to mine. “Nah. I’ve just seen it happen. You know I don’t ever get serious with girls.”
I had the feeling he was keeping something from me, but I didn’t push. It was already unusual that he wasn’t joking around. The only time I’d ever seen him serious was about football.
“Anyway,” he said standing up and putting the strap of his duffel over his shoulder, “just be careful. What Marcus said? He’s right. Your girl Sadie is someone to hold onto.”
I stared at him. “Thanks, man.” He never gave advice like that.
He grinned. “But Aubrey? She’s good to fuck. I’ll give her that.” His face changed and he got a faraway look in his eyes. “Just be aware of what you’re getting into. You better be prepared to say goodbye to Sadie, because Aubrey will make sure it happens.”
He left, and I was suddenly alone with my thoughts.
It was getting harder and harder to stay faithful to Sadie.
But even Deion, probably the biggest ladies’ man on the team, was warning me about Aubrey.
It was hard to reconcile the Aubrey I knew with the woman several people had described. They had to be wrong.
I blew out a sigh, stood up, and headed out.
I either had another long night ahead of me, or I was going to give in.
And I still had four weeks to go until Sadie was back on campus.