CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
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CORVIN
The two leaves of the White Shelf gate came apart under me on my own count, and the great black wolf came through the gap ahead of a hundred and ninety-two horses, and it had not finished being a wolf when it said my name.
At one in the morning, with Seren in the gallery and the whole yard under me still dark.
“Corvin.”
Nobody says my name that way. Vaughn Ironmere sets it down the way a man sets down something heavy he has carried a long road and does not mean to pick up again.
I was down on the parapet with my cheek against pale metal cold enough to take skin off. The winding drum paid out under my ribs, hand over hand, one hand.
Snow came straight down through the fae-light in the arch, cold blue, no wind anywhere in it. It landed and stayed where it landed.
“Down here, on the drum. I’d wave at you, but I’ve got one arm working tonight and it’s busy.”
Ten minutes before that I had come onto the Shelf wall in falling snow, on a line I could have flown asleep, and my left wing went on the stone. I heard it go. It sounded like a chair leg.
I was a man again before I stopped sliding, with the left arm hanging off my shoulder like a coat on a hook. I got the counterweight pin out one-handed anyway. I would like that written into somebody’s record.
Vaughn came out from under the arch with snow going white on the gray of his ruff, half a wolf and losing the rest of it.
“It’s the wing,” I said. “It’s the left one, it’s the wall’s fault, the wall came at me—don’t. Don’t make the face.”
Hesk rode up beside him and made the face instead.
“That’s worse,” I said. “It was a wall, in the dark, in weather. Any of you would have done it and most of you would have done it with your heads.”
Nobody laughed. I tried again coming down the gatehouse stair, something about the wall having had it coming since the first stone, and it went into the snow and died there.
I have been vain about the raven for eleven hundred winters. It turns out I have no joke for this one.
“Can you hold a key with that?” Hesk said.
“I can hold a key, a knife, a grudge and a door. I’ve lost a wing, not a hand.”
Vaughn stopped at the bottom of the stair and looked at the arm and did not touch it.
“Three years I’ve wanted you to be late for something. You’re not late. Come through the gate, you enormous man.”
And I was glad.
I want that in front of the rest of it, because the rest of it is a city on fire and men dying in a yard, and this came first.
I have been jealous of Vaughn Ironmere in specific and inventoried ways.
She says his name differently. She stands nearest to him in a room with one door.
He took her leash off Rhodry’s hook in front of a herald and claimed her with it, and I have never in eleven hundred winters got anything off a hook in front of anybody.
I opened a gate for him at one in the morning with a broken wing, and when he came through it I was glad, and I am not taking that back at the end of this paragraph.
The riders came through four abreast under the fae-light, a hundred and ninety-two of them. Both leaves stood clear of the snow banked against them.
Those gates are hung so true that not one of those horses put a leaf into the drift. I noticed. I notice things like that. It is the only religion I have.
Here is the part I have not said out loud.
In the second before I pulled the pin, pain ran white through the broken wing and left arm together. I could hear Vaughn’s horse beyond the gate. I hooked the pin against the edge of the drum and pulled with everything that still worked.
I thought about the leaves staying shut and the Hunt sitting out on the shelf road in the dark until the light came up. I thought about being the only one of the three of us who ever gets to her, and about how the word for that is owned.
I thought about how easy it is to say afterward that a drum jammed. Drums do jam. Nobody goes looking.
Then I pulled it.
I have not told anybody, and I am not going to, and I have not stopped being the man who thought it.
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“Where is she,” Vaughn said, and it was not a question the way other people build them. We were in the gate arch with the yard filling behind us.
“She’s in the gallery with the child. Ilyan’s in the block. The collar’s out of its case and in Seren’s coat, and I’d like everyone to understand she stole herself off their display before we opened a gate.”
Vaughn’s hand went still on his belt and stayed there.
“A case.”
“Both pieces. She has them. They intended to show the Nine her collar and take the other two bonds in public at nine.”
“The child,” Vaughn said.
“With Seren, my coat over her and a made-up name on the chit, and she stayed under a stand until the guard changed, which is the most frightening competent thing I’ve seen this year.”
I got two fingers on the door frame of the gate arch going under it, the way I do at every doorway, and kept talking.
“Second thing. Yesterday morning. Ten o’clock. They took Ilyan’s out of her and it took.”
Hesk’s horse came around hard on the wet stone.
“Say that again,” Hesk said.
“It took. It’s gone, it’s done, he’s four floors under our feet and he’s been severed since ten yesterday morning.”
My hands had stopped moving. My mouth had not. Vaughn looked at my hands and let me go on.
“Third thing. The under-cell stair comes up in this yard, under that cover, twenty feet from your horse.”
“Who’s opening it,” Hesk said.
“I’ve sent Rhodry down the stair. He knows what they do to a collared man who opens a door, and he went anyway, and you can look at me like that all night.”
Vaughn looked at me like that. He does it with his hands open at his sides, which is the tell, and I have known that tell for four hundred years and it has never changed a plan of mine.
“The road was where you drew it. The horses did four abreast at the bottom.”
That is Hesk’s entire speech. I drew that road on a table at Ravensgate off a shale cut I flew myself, and a man took the remaining Hunt down it in the dark on my drawing.
“Four words. I hand you a masterpiece and you hand me back four words.”
“They’ll not do it twice tonight, though.”
“That’s five,” I said.
“The horses are blown. That’s what I’m telling you. It isn’t a compliment, Blade.”
I took it personally. I intend to go on taking it personally.
“How many on the gate?” Vaughn said.
“Forty in the guardhouse, sixty on the curtain, and the rest asleep in a barrack that’s about to have a decision to make.”
Then the garrison came out into the yard, and there was no more conversation for a while.
Snow does a strange thing to a fight. It takes the top off the noise.
A hundred and ninety-two horses on white stone should have been the end of the world.
Instead it was muffled and close and private, like men killing each other in a room with the door shut.
The garrison came out of the guardhouse in shirts.
Some of them came out carrying their boots. They fought anyway.
Nobody wins one of these for free.
“Eleven,” Hesk said afterward. “And nine horses. Two of them are the outriders who held the throat all day.”
“I know both their names. I’m going to go on knowing them, which is a new arrangement for me and I don’t recommend it.”
One of the horses had gone down across the gutter and screamed until Hesk went over and dealt with it. I put the eleven in my head, in the place where the ledger used to be, since I burned the ledger.
The slow fuses reached the oil in the Council’s stabling and record house. I had laid them four hours earlier and lit them before climbing to the gate drum. The fire took the row above inside a count of forty.
“That’s the record house. Nine hundred years of paperwork and I’ve had the only good idea anybody’s had about it.”
“You knew the barrack was behind it,” Hesk said.
“I walked the wall of it this afternoon in a dead man’s coat and worked out how long the roof would give them, and I’d tell you what I got, but you’d only look at me the way he does.”
“I’m looking at you now,” Hesk said.
“It isn’t the same. You haven’t got the height for it.”
Men came out of the barrack door into the snow with their arms over their faces.
“There they are. That’s the fastest anybody in this city has moved since the gates were hung. Somebody write it down. Oh—nobody can.”
I did not regret it in the yard and I do not regret it here.
The gate captain went down under a horse and was pinned there and not dead when I got to him.
I took his keys off his belt while he was on the ground looking up at me, and then I put the ring up into my teeth, because I have one hand, and went through it that way.
He said something to me on the way down and I did not stop to hear it, and I have not wondered since.
Iron and tallow and the man’s blood on it, key after key, against my tongue.
“Two of these are cell-block iron. The rest open cupboards, and a man carried them all his life on one ring, which tells you everything about this city.”
Nobody answered. A rider went by at the gallop and the smoke came over flat and low.
“Ilyan’s four floors down, and if that fire gets into the record-house cellar the whole block’s—”
I stopped talking, which I am told is rare.
“Three hours ago I had my cock in her on a floor of packing straw with my hand on her bare throat, which she asked for, out loud,” I said, to nobody at all, with a dead man’s keys in my teeth and a capital burning behind me.
“And now I’m standing in a gate arch with one wing. It’s been a full night.”
Then I spat the ring into my palm and went to find Vaughn.
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Vaughn was at the head of the yard with her leash on his belt, the plain one, firelight going up the length of it. He had taken his human shape again, his shirt torn at the shoulder and both hands open.
“I’ll go through the hall,” Vaughn said.
“Then I’ve got the gallery, and you’re not arguing, because you don’t fit through a case and I do.”
“You’re not flying,” Vaughn said.
“I’m not flying. I’m walking, in a coat that belongs to a man who won’t need it, past clerks who’ve seen this chit twice.”
I got the keys into my good hand and made them lie flat.
“You want her out through the front of the Thronehall with the remaining Hunt behind you. I want her out through a window nobody’s opened since the Unbinding. We’re both right. Neither of us is going to admit it.”
“Get her out,” Vaughn said. “That’s the order.”
“That’s the order, and it’s the only one you’ve given me in three years I haven’t argued with.”
A rider went past behind us with a torn rein in his fist and said the thing half the Hunt has been saying since I came down the gatehouse stair.
“That bird’s not flying anywhere tonight.”
“No,” Vaughn said. “He isn’t.”
I waited. There has been an argument between the two of us about the raven for three years and it has a shape, and I stood in a burning yard waiting for the shape to arrive.
“That’s your half. Go on. The part where you tell me the bird was always the worst of my three ideas.”
“It was useful,” Vaughn said. “It isn’t now.”
He meant it flat and he meant it kindly and he meant it precisely as it sounded, which is the whole of him, and Hesk laughed into his glove, and I stood there robbed.
There is a bond in my chest with her name on it and it has been pulling since eleven o’clock last night. A bond does not care about a wall. She is mine. She is two other men’s as well, and I stopped pretending to be generous about that in the autumn.
Then the cover came off the stair-head in the floor of the yard.
It came up from underneath, in snow, in firelight, and Rhodry was standing in the hole in Council colors with his own collar on his neck and his thumb going to the back of it.
“I’ve got it open. I’ve got it open, I don’t—there’s a bar on the inside, there’s always been a bar on the inside, they never thought a turnkey would—”
“Rhodry. Breathe. Then talk. In that order.”
He did neither. He stood in the hole with the snow coming down on him and his thumb worrying the seam of his own collar.
No man in that yard offered him a word, and I did not offer him one either.
Nineteen years he believed he was keeping her safe. He can carry that as far as the gallery, and then the Winter Court and I will see about the rest.
I was thirty yards off, with a dead man’s keys in my hand and the record house going up behind me, and I saw a second head come out of the dark under the yard.
Ilyan. Rhodry had him under one arm and a bundle of keys in the other hand. He was alive. His eyes came to my face and stayed there long enough to recognize me.
“Bel,” he said.
“Next.”
“No.” He caught the stair rail. “The lower doors shut at the bell. They put that on the wall. I can read, Corvin.”
Rhodry looked at me. Behind him a boy from the Hunt was already carrying Nettle toward the sheltered arch where Seren waited.
I gave Ilyan the cell keys. Not because he was strong enough. Because he was the one of us who knew what he was going back for.
By the time the eastern stair was held against us, he was below it with Bel and the prisoners. Sarn’s people had one whole run left. At nine they meant to finish it.
And then the stair-head cover went back on the floor of the yard, and Ilyan Frost came up out of it into the snow on his own two feet, with one hand pressed flat under his own sternum like a man holding a door shut.