Chapter 9 #2
It was clear by his vitals and his sorrowful expression how much this stung, reminding me of the sting I carried from my own loss of my children.
I wasn’t sure if he still feared me, but I risked rising from my seat and approaching the sofa.
Settling beside him, I rested my human hand on his, enjoying the warmth of his touch.
“But sometimes I want to kill him too, so I guess I have that in common with your kids,” he joked, though I could hear the strain in his voice. His lips twisted into his dimple as he made eye contact.
“I’m sorry for this pain.”
“It’s okay. It’s my asshole dad’s fault. If I can even call him that.”
A burning sensation settled in my chest, and I found myself wishing I could track down that father so I could make him suffer for the way he made Twink feel. I could never imagine doing that to my own children. But I had to acknowledge I’d hurt him too.
“I apologize for my deception to you, Twink. I was uncertain of what to expect from this planet, so I used my natural survival skills in hopes of integrating in your community and finding tools to fix my ship. I wasn’t expecting to meet someone I had this kind of chemistry with. Someone who…”
I wasn’t sure if it was wise to share this with him.
From my knowledge of various mating rituals and communal expectations, the way they shifted and my newness to this world, I would likely be violating some rule around these things, but it was hard to be dishonest with him, especially now that we’d already shared so much.
“…I would want to mate with.”
His cheeks turned pink, which electrified me.
“You’re just saying that to make up for attacking me in an alley.”
“No, I felt it from the moment we met…that you would be a great partner to create offspring with.”
He made a face, the balance of hormones in his body shifting rapidly in a way that confused me. Perhaps I had said too much.
“Well, you know that thing I said before about impregnating me? I can’t actually have kids. Like, there’s nothing in me that can bear children.”
“Oh…” I added this to the ever-lengthening list of things I’d misunderstood since landing on this planet.
He slid his hand out from under mine. “I guess if it’s your nature to want to procreate, then that means you aren’t interested in me.”
“It’s not something I’m familiar with, but I’m very interested in you, Twink. Sorry, I should say Charlie now.”
“No, I’m fine with Twink,” he said, not pulling his gaze from mine.
I grinned, unsure why that pleased me so much.
“And you will still refer to me as Daddy?” I asked hopefully.
“Of course.”
“And you forgive me for deceiving and kidnapping you?”
“Depends. Will you let me go after this conversation?”
“Yes. I promise. I only wanted to keep you safe.”
His expression turned serious, which surprised me since I’d intended for that to set him at ease. “I’m starting to realize that. It’s just a lot to take in.”
“Yes, I can appreciate that. And I’m sorry for putting so much on you so quickly.”
“I think you’ve done enough apologizing for one day.”
“You think it’s better to spread them out over a longer period of time?”
His brows twisted up.
“That was a joke,” I said.
He laughed. “Oh, it’s hard to tell with you now.”
“As I’m getting a better handle on the language, that’s becoming easier.”
He continued smiling, and the way he flashed his white teeth, his eyes sparkling, was almost hypnotic. “This is so awkward. One minute I thought you were gonna kill me, and now you’re back to being sexy Daddy.”
A burst of sensation exploded in my chest, reminding me of the sensation my tentacles experienced when I was aroused in my natural form.
“So how long do you plan on staying on this planet?” he asked, and I detected worry.
“Are you concerned about me staying on Earth too long?”
He shook his head. “No, I just… We’re just getting to know each other.”
Even after what I’d done to him, was he really concerned about my leaving too soon? Twink was full of surprises.
“I have to stay until I fix the Kaylog, which might take some time.”
“And what does an alien mean by some time? Weeks? Months? Years?”
“Probably one of those, yes. I’m not quite sure I fully appreciate how time unfolds on this planet, which is something the Kaylog could have helped me with if it were functioning properly.”
“Ah…got it.”
While we were on the subject of my stay, and now that I knew I could let Twink leave without fearing for his safety, there was another issue I needed to address.
“It would be better for me if you didn’t share this with your friends.
Or tell any of the members of your species.
It could be dangerous for me, while I’m making repairs. ”
I didn’t doubt Twink would keep me safe; if anything, I shared that to ensure I’d considered my own safety and that he knew how important it was.
“Don’t worry, Daddy. I’ll keep your alien secret.”
He slid closer, resting his hand on top of mine.
“Thank you.” This was the last thing I expected him to say, but he quickly explained, “For trying to help me when you thought my phone was controlling my mind. That’s probably the most misguided, but also the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for me. ”
“I’m just happy knowing you’re safe.”
“It means a lot,” he said, his gaze shifting to my lips, igniting those familiar sensations, my cock stirring. This seemed to catch his attention, and his cheeks pinkened even more.
A low growl escaped my lips, which made him do a double take.
“You know, just because you can’t have a thousand four hundred babies with me—”
“One thousand three hundred and seventy-four,” I corrected.
“I was rounding, but just because you can’t have babies with me doesn’t mean we can’t have fun while you’re here.”
With my free hand, I gripped the sofa to restrain myself from the impulses he activated, not just because of his words, but the hormones that seemed to be luring me to him.
“But…” He pushed to his feet, pulling away. “I think, for now, I should probably head home.” He started away, heading off before he stopped himself. “Oh, that’s right. I have no idea how to get out of here.”
His lighthearted chuckle warmed my heart instantly.
“I’ll walk you home,” I told him, pushing to my feet.
“Would you prefer to carry me?”
I detected the humor in his tone that time, but I went along with it, scooping him up and heading toward the actual exit, with Twink laughing in my arms.
Despite how messed up my plan had been, I was relieved he was safe. But even more, I was happy for the promise to get to see him again. Because I really wanted to see him again too.