Chapter 14
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
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Marin recommended a firm called Dalton Group.
She presented it the way she presents everything—methodically, with documentation, with specific reasons each alternative was considered and found lacking.
The principal, a man named Hewitt, had a track record in nonprofit governance crises.
Politically neutral, she said. Meticulous, structured, and thorough.
Exactly what the center needed during an audit period.
I told her I'd review the materials before bringing them to the board.
She said, “Of course. Take whatever time you need.”
Which is the right answer.
Everything Marin says is the right answer, and I've noticed that about her, and I've filed it in the category of things I appreciate about her rather than anything more complicated than that.
Because she is genuinely good at this. I've watched her work for three months, and the competence is real—not performed, not assembled for my benefit.
She reads situations accurately and responds proportionately.
She doesn't overreach, and she doesn't underperform.
In a world where most people in crisis management are either too aggressive or too passive, Marin Caldwell does exactly what's needed and not one thing more.
I pull the Dalton Group background on a Wednesday evening, alone in my office after the last meeting of the day has cleared out.
Standard practice. I do this with every firm before I recommend them to a client, and there's no reason this should be different just because Marin vouched for them personally.
Hewitt's record is clean. The firm's client list is appropriately confidential, but the disclosed engagements are legitimate. Financials are solid. No regulatory flags.
I'm closing the file when something in the disclosure addendum catches my eye.
A name. Listed under prior professional affiliations of firm principals. Garrett Cole.
I know that name.
Garrett Cole was a senior communications director for Jackson Rhoades's congressional office.
He left the position eight months before Jackson's death—quietly, no announcement, no public statement about where he went next.
At the time, I noted it in the context of the broader situation and moved on.
Political staff changes in a congressman's office aren't unusual. People leave.
But Hewitt's disclosure shows a consulting arrangement with Cole's current firm in 2021.
Two years after Cole left Jackson's office.
The disclosure characterizes it as a routine subcontracting relationship.
Standard language. The kind of thing that might not raise flags if you weren't already thinking about it.
I am already thinking about it.
I lean back in my chair.
The connection isn't evidence of anything.
Consulting relationships are common, and overlapping networks are normal.
Garrett Cole, a former Rhoades staffer, isn't compromised, nor does it make anyone he's worked with suspect.
I know this. I'm a careful, methodical person, and I know how to distinguish between a pattern that means something and one that's just proximity.
What I can't explain is why Marin didn't mention it.
She knows who Garrett Cole is. She knows the Rhoades situation and its connections because that's the entire context of why she's here. If she vetted this firm—and she's thorough, she vetted everything—she found this. She made a conscious decision not to surface it.
That decision might be entirely reasonable. The connection might be so tangential in her assessment that it didn't rise to the level of disclosure. She might have judged that bringing it up would create noise around a firm that doesn't deserve it.
Or she might have had a reason to want the connection to stay quiet.
I close the file.
I'm not going to make an accusation based on an omission. That's not how I operate, and it's not fair to Marin. What I'm going to do is put the Dalton Group recommendation on hold—indefinitely, without explanation—and watch what happens next.
I tell her in person.
Not over the phone. In person, because I want to watch her face when I say it.
We're at the small conference table in my office. She has the board presentation materials open in front of her—the Dalton Group deck, the board approval timeline, and the rollout strategy. She's been preparing this for a week. Everything is in order.
"I'm going to put the firm recommendation on hold," I say.
She looks up from the material. Her expression doesn't shift. "Okay," she says. "Is there a specific concern?"
"I want to do some additional due diligence before I bring it to the board."
"Of course." She closes the deck. "Do you want me to pull additional materials?"
"No, I'll handle it myself."
She pauses. Briefly. But her demeanor is still contained.
"Understood," she says.
That's it. No pushback. No request for specifics. No expression of surprise that a week of preparation is being shelved without explanation. She simply closes the materials, makes a note on her tablet, and moves to the next item on the agenda.
I watch her do all of this.
She's good enough at her job to know that pressing me will make things worse. That's one explanation for the lack of resistance. The other explanation is that she already knows what I found, and she knows pressing me will confirm that she knows.
I don't know which it is.
That's what troubles me most—not the connection, not the omission, not even the possibility that she intentionally put something compromised in front of me.
What troubles me is that I genuinely can't read her.
I've been in rooms with many people over the course of my career, and I'm good at reading them.
Marin Caldwell is the first person in a long time who is perfectly legible in every register except the one that matters.
She's gathering her things when she pauses at the door.
"Brandon."
I look up.
"For what it's worth," she says, "you're right to be thorough. You should always verify independently." She holds my eyes for a moment. "That's not a criticism. I mean it straightforwardly."
Then she leaves. With my office quiet and my conference calls completed for the day, I contemplate her words for a while.
Because it could be exactly what it sounds like—a professional acknowledging appropriate rigor.
And it could be something else. A signal.
A small, careful acknowledgment that she knows what I'm doing, and she's not going to stop me.
Which might mean she wants me to look and, finding nothing incriminating, arrive at the conclusion that she's clean.
Or it might mean she's already ahead of whatever I find. I pick up my phone and almost call Luke. But then I set it back down.
Not yet. I don't have enough to say anything useful. What I have is a name in a disclosure addendum and a woman who accepted a professional setback without any of the reactions people usually have when they've been caught doing something.
I open the background file again.
Garrett Cole. Former Rhoades communications director. Current whereabouts and professional affiliation: unlisted.
I start pulling threads.
ANDI
The tour is in its seventh week, and I've started to understand the rhythm of it the way you understand a foreign language after long enough immersion—not translated in your head anymore, just present.
I know which venues have poor sightlines from the stage and which let you see all the way to the back wall.
I know Cami is different before a show than after—focused and quiet going in, expansive and electric coming out—and that the window between those two states is where her best ideas happen.
I know Katelyn's brusqueness is most pronounced when she's managing something she didn't expect, and that if she's been short with three people before noon, it means something fell through, though she hasn't told anyone about it yet.
I've learned to read the environment the way I read a boardroom.
What I haven't been able to read—or rather, what I've been reading and not knowing what to do with—is the specific silence from Brandon over the last week.
He calls regularly. He updates me on the audit timeline, the board's current state, and donor relationships.
He's thorough and consistent, and he never gives me reason to worry.
But there's been something in the texture of the last three calls I can't quite name—a slight compression, as if someone were speaking carefully in a room where they're not sure who else can hear.
I've learned to trust that sensation.
Travis finds me on the bus between Raleigh and Charlotte, which is where he’s been finding me for three weeks—the galley table, late enough that everyone else has cleared out, when the specific loneliness of moving between cities at night has settled in, and I've stopped fighting it.
He sets down a cup of tea and doesn't sit.
"You're doing the thing," he says.
"What thing?"
"The thing where you're working through something, and you don't want to say it out loud yet because saying it out loud makes it more real." He leans against the counter. "You've been doing it since Raleigh."
"We just left Raleigh."
"Charlotte, then." He folds his arms. "What is it?"
I look at the tea. The highway darkness outside. The anonymous quality of the Carolina dark at one in the morning.
"I think Brandon found something," I say.
Travis waits.
"About Marin. Something in whatever he's been looking at for the audit.
" I wrap my hands around the mug. "He hasn't told me directly.
But the last time he called, he spent the entire conversation being precise about things he's usually casual about.
Details he doesn't normally verify with me are suddenly verified.
Phrasing that's been slightly more formal than usual. "
"Brandon's a careful person," Travis says.
"He's a careful person who was not being careful with me before last week." I look up. "Something changed."
Travis is quiet for a moment.
"What do you want to do?" he asks.
"Nothing yet." The same answer I keep giving. "I need him to find it himself. If I push before he's ready, he'll defend her. He trusts her." I pause. "He more than trusts her."
Travis nods slowly. He's met Brandon twice—once in Atlanta before the tour launched, and once when Brandon came to the Charlotte show. He's perceptive enough to have noticed.
"The harder it is to see something about a person," Travis says carefully, "the harder it is when you finally see it."
"I know."
"He's going to need someone when that happens."
"You’re right." I pull my knees up on the bench seat. "Luke needs to be the one. Not me. Brandon will hear it differently from Luke."
"You've already thought this through."
"I've had a lot of bus hours."
Travis almost smiles. He straightens and moves toward the back of the bus, then pauses.
"Andi?"
"Yeah?"
"For what it's worth, the fact that you're thinking about how this affects Brandon tells me you're still doing what you do." He looks at me evenly. "You're building toward something. Not just surviving it."
He disappears into his bunk.
I sit with the tea until it goes cold.
Brandon found something. He's pulling it himself. He's being careful about what he says to me, which means he's protecting either me or Marin or both from something he hasn't fully formed yet.
Good.
Let him find it cleanly. Let him arrive at the door himself.
When he knocks, someone will be there.