Chapter 32

CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO

LUKE

My mother calls at two in the afternoon.

She doesn't call me during the day unless something is wrong. That's just how she is—she texts, she waits, she doesn't interrupt. So when her name comes up on my phone while I'm at the kitchen table with the notebook, I answer before the first ring finishes.

"Brandon was in an accident," she says.

The notebook goes face down on the table.

"How bad?"

"He's at Piedmont. They said he's stable—head laceration, two cracked ribs, and an injured wrist." Her voice is controlled in the specific way of a woman who has been holding herself together for however long it took to make this call.

"He was conscious when the paramedics arrived. He asked for me."

He asked for her. Not Marin. I file that.

"I'm on my way," I say.

Andi is at the center. I call her while I grab my keys—she picks up immediately, hears my voice, and says go, I'll get myself there before I've finished explaining.

I tell her to stay at the center, I'll call when I know more, and she agrees in the tone she uses when she's agreeing because it's the right call and not because she wants to.

I drive to Piedmont.

Brandon is in a curtained ER bay when I arrive, with my mother already beside him.

His wrist is wrapped, and sutures line his forehead above his left eye.

He resembles someone who lost a fight with a busy intersection.

But above all, he looks like my brother—something that strikes me first—just the relief of seeing him conscious, annoyed, and alive.

"Before you say anything,” he says, "I know what it looks like."

"What does it look like?" I ask.

"Like I wasn't paying attention." He shifts against the pillow and winces. "I was. The light was green. The other car ran the red from the left." He looks at me directly. "He didn't stop."

I sit down in the chair beside my mother.

“Who did this? Did you get the plate?" I ask.

"Partial. Police have it." He pauses. "They said hit and run. They said it happens."

It happens.

I look at my hands.

"Where were you coming from?" I ask.

"Marin's," he says. There's something careful in the way he says it—not defensive, careful. Like he's watching how I receive it. "She called me this morning. Asked me to come by. We talked for a couple of hours, and I was heading home."

I don't say anything.

"Luke."

"I'm here."

"Say what you're thinking."

I observe him—his sutures and the unique intensity of someone who has survived an accident, still fueled by adrenaline, which often reveals honesty in ways they usually don’t show.

"I'm thinking I'm glad you're okay," I say. Which is true. It's the first thing that's true, and I'm going to let it be the only thing I say right now.

He holds my eyes for a moment. Then he nods.

My mother gets up to find the nurse. The curtain falls back into place behind her, and it's just the two of us and the sound of the ER moving around us.

"She was already here when I got here," Brandon says quietly.

I look at him.

"Marin." He's looking at the ceiling. "I didn't call her. I called Mom, and Mom called an ambulance. But when the ambulance brought me in, Marin was in the waiting room." He pauses. "She said she'd been trying to reach me. That she had a bad feeling."

I let that sink in for a moment.

A bad feeling.

"How long between when you left her place and the accident?" I ask.

"Twenty minutes, maybe." He turns his head toward me. "She lives in Midtown. I was taking the surface streets."

Twenty minutes. Enough time for a phone call. Enough time for a message to someone who was already positioned.

I don't say this.

I can't say this. Not here, not now, not with two cracked ribs and sutures over his eye, and my mother about to come back through the curtain.

I think about what Bill said this morning—if anything physical happens, call me before you call anyone else—and I think about the notebook in my kitchen drawer and the six patterns and Marin's name third from the bottom on a 2011 roster, and I sit in this chair, and I hold all of it.

"I'm glad you're okay," I say again.

He looks at me for a long moment.

"Something's going on," he says. Not a question. "You and Andi. Something's been going on for weeks, and neither of you has said anything."

"Brandon—"

"I'm not asking you to tell me right now." His voice is even. Tired, but even. "I know you have reasons for whatever you're doing. I know you'd tell me if you could." He looks back at the ceiling. "I just want you to know that I'm not as far behind as you think I am."

I look at him.

"I know," I say. And I mean it differently than he knows I mean it.

The curtain opens, and Marin steps through.

She's composed—perfectly, entirely composed—in the specific way of someone who has been managing themselves in a waiting room for forty minutes and has it under control. She crosses to Brandon immediately, her hand going to his, her attention entirely on his face.

"How are you feeling?" she says. Her voice is warm. Concerned. Real.

"Better," he says. He squeezes her hand.

She looks at me. Holds my eyes for exactly the right amount of time—not too long, not too brief. "I'm glad you're here," she says.

"Are you?" I ask.

It comes out wrong. Too flat. She hears it—I see it register in the slight adjustment of her expression, something recalibrated—and then it's gone, replaced by the warmth, and she turns back to Brandon.

I stand up.

"I'm going to call Andi," I say. "I'll be outside."

Brandon nods. My mother comes back in as I leave, and I hold the curtain for her, walk down the ER corridor to the exit doors, stand in the Atlanta afternoon, and call Andi.

She picks up before I've finished exhaling.

"He's okay," I say. "Two cracked ribs. Wrist. Sutures."

"Luke." Her voice is quiet. Precise. "The other driver?"

"Didn't stop." I look at the parking lot. The ordinary afternoon. "He was coming from Marin's."

A silence.

"She was already at the hospital when he arrived," I say. "He didn't call her. She said she had a bad feeling."

The silence on Andi's end has a specific quality. Not shock or surprise—but the opposite. The specific stillness of someone fitting a piece into a space that was already shaped for it.

"She's escalating," Andi says.

"Yes."

"Brandon is a message." Her voice is steady, but I can hear what's underneath it. "We're too close. She can't reach us directly right now—not after the break-in, not after what we brought to Bill. So she reached for the thing that would pull us off course."

"Make me focus on my brother instead of the case," I say.

"Make us emotional. Reactive. Give us something personal and immediate to manage so we lose the thread." A pause. "It's the methodology. Applied to us directly."

I lean against the wall.

"I had to sit across from her," I say. "In there. She was holding his hand and telling me she was glad I was there."

"I know what that must have cost you."

"I wanted—"

"I know what you wanted." Her voice doesn't waver. "You didn't."

"No."

"That's everything, Luke. That's the whole fight right there." A pause. "Come home when you can. Don't leave Brandon alone with her longer than you have to, but don't let her see that either."

I close my eyes for a moment.

"She's going to keep going," I say.

"Yes. Until we stop her." Andi's voice is quiet and certain. "Come home and be careful."

I go back inside.

ANDI

I'm at the kitchen table when I hear his car in the driveway.

Three hours of sitting at my table with a document open on the screen that I haven't been reading. Three hours of running the same calculation—the timing, the method, the specific choice of Brandon rather than any of the other options available to her.

She didn't go after the case. She didn't try to suppress the documents or intercept what we brought to Bill. She went after Luke's brother.

Because she knows what I know about Luke—that his loyalty is the thing you use if you want to move him. The Commission used it. The arrangement used it. And now this.

She's not running the playbook on us anymore.

She's running it on him specifically.

I hear the front door open, then the sound of him in the kitchen—like someone who has been holding it together for hours and now no longer needs to. I shut the laptop and head to him.

He's standing at the kitchen counter, his phone face down and his hands resting on either side.

He's still in his morning clothes, carrying the tense silence of a man who spent time in a hospital waiting room, watching someone smile at his injured brother, and holding himself perfectly still throughout.

I cross the room and put my arms around him from behind, careful of his ribs, of my leg, of the way we have to settle into each other now. I press my face into his back, between his shoulder blades, and hold on.

His hands come up and cover mine.

We stand there for a moment.

"She's going to come for everyone I love," he says. Not angry. Just clear. The way he gets when something has settled into certainty.

"I agree," I say.

"I need this to be over."

"I know." I tighten my grip slightly. "It will be."

"When?"

"When Daniel decides we've done enough." I pause. "And I think we're almost there."

He's quiet for a moment. The house holds us. Outside, the neighborhood is doing what it does at seven in the evening—sprinklers, someone's music, the ordinary Atlanta summer proceeding without interest in what's happening in this kitchen.

"He's going to ask me questions," Luke says. "Brandon. When he's out of the hospital and thinking clearly. He told me he's not as far behind as I think."

"What did you say?"

"I said I know." He turns around, which means I have to step back, and he looks at me with the expression he has when something is costing him. "I'm lying to my brother to protect him from something that's already hurting him."

"I know." I hold his eyes. "Not much longer."

He nods. Once. The way he decides things.

"Call me next time," I say. "If something happens to someone we love—I want to be there. Even if I can't do anything. I don't want to be at the center while you're in an ER alone."

"I wasn’t alone," he says. "You were with me the whole time."

I look at him.

"You were," he says simply. "You always are."

The kitchen is quiet around us.

Outside, somewhere in the city, Evelyn Carrington is making her next calculation.

She doesn't know yet that the methodology stops working the moment the target stops being alone.

We stopped being alone a long time ago.

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