Chapter 9
9
Silk
N ever have I wanted a woman like I want her.
I’m no saint. I’ve had my fair share of women, but I’ve just comforted and encouraged even more. A hand job has always been better than meaningless easy sex.
This woman is it for me. Her or nothing. I’ve known it since the alley when I first saw her.
I learned the hard way to trust my feelings. My high school sweetheart. The girl who swore to be with me through thick and thin. The one I overheard tell her friend that the plan was to marry me, get pregnant with my brat, divorce me and live off child support and the divorce settlement from my wealthy parents.
Walking home from the restaurant where they were meeting, I passed by the army recruiter’s office and signed up. That and disowning my parents were two of the smartest things I’ve ever done.
Now I have Melia. I’ll do anything to keep her safe and maybe talk her into giving me a chance.
Rolling from the bed, I stand next to the side and pat the mattress in front of me. “Get on your hands and knees facing away from me, here at the edge.”
She does. Standing behind her, I run my palms over the sweet curve of her ass. God, she is so fucking beautiful. I smack her ass cheek.
She groans.
Oh fuck. I am so screwed. I smack the other cheek. A shudder ripples over her. “Like that, sweetness?”
She nods her head.
“Use your words. Do you like it when I smack your ass?”
“Yes, I like it when you smack my ass like that.”
“I swear I’ll never hurt you. Just tell me what you like, how you like it.”
“Like that, for now.”
“Anything you don’t like, just say red and I stop. I will never hurt you.”
“I trust you, Rhys.”
“Keep your ass in the air but rest your head and shoulders on the bed.”
The urge to just drive into her is strong, but she’s not ready. I drop to my knees. With a palm on each cheek, I spread her open for my perusal. “Oh, sweetness, your little cunt is glistening with need.”
I skim my thumb from her clit button all the way to her forbidden hole and back.
“Please, Rhys.”
“Please what, sweetness?”
“I don’t know. I’ve never been touched like this. I just know I want, need more.”
“I’ve got you, sweetness. I know what you need.” Running my tongue up her slit from nub to back door and back again, I smile at her litany of, “oh god” and “yes, yes”.
Sliding two fingers into her tight channel I tweak her nub at the same time.
“Rhys, please Rhys. Now. I need you now.”
“Come for me sweetness, then I’ll give you my cock.”
“R..Rh..Rhys!”
“That’s it sweetness, give it to me.” She is so expressive, so beautiful as she comes. Easing her to her side, I lie behind her and cuddle her against my body. I’m content holding her in my arms, her head resting on my bicep. I kiss the back of her neck, her shoulder, the top of her head as she falls asleep. Grabbing the blanket, I flip it to cover both of us.
“Rhys, oh Rhys, I’m sorry,” she whispers, turning in my arms as she wakes. I’m so sorry I fell asleep. You didn’t…”
“Shush sweetness, I like cuddling you. I like waking with you.”
“I like it, too.”
Leaning forward, I kiss her. “Go to the bathroom and come back. We have time to snuggle some more.”
She chuckle-snorts as she climbs from the bed. “Snuggle, that’s what they call it now.”
Taking my turn brushing my teeth and splashing water on my face, I glimpse the terrycloth robe hooked on the back of the door. My girl is brave. Hell, she fought off her attacker and almost kneed me. Slipping the cloth belt from the robe I head back to bed. Time to find out if she can handle all of me.
She’s positioned herself in the center of the bed. I love that she’s naked, although I can tell she’s not as comfortable in her nudity as I am. I can’t wait to take her to my favorite nudist beach.
Smiling, I cross the floor and stop at the foot. Running her gaze down my body she pauses at my hard cock, her tongue sneaks out to lick her lips. Huffing, she sits up. “I was trying to look sexy, but I have no idea how.”
“Sweetness, just being you is sexy as hell.” I clasp the cotton belt in both hands. “Ready for round two?”
She nods.
“Hands above your head, grab a spindle with each.” Straddling her body, I knee walk over her until I can reach her hands. Gently I wrap the belt between the spindles and loosely around her wrist. Today is about the illusion. To see if this interests her.
Pausing over her breasts I stroke my cock watching her face. Her gaze is fixated on my length and movement. “What do you want, sweetness?”
“You. I want to taste you. I want to watch as you enter me. I want to feel you in me.”
Positioned at her lips, she immediately licks my hood, circling round and round with her tongue. “Open up, sweet.”
I feed her a couple inches and when she moans around me, I have to grip the headboard so I don’t lose my control. The heat of her, the way she licks and sucks, have me on the edge way before I’m ready. This connection, she and I are meant to be. I feel it to my core. She’s mine and I’ll never let her go.
“Now, Rhys. I need to feel you in me again. I need to see your face, your eyes, this time.”
Sliding down her body, I pause long enough to suckle each nipple before notching myself at her entrance. “Melia, I know it’s fast, but I love you. This isn’t a fling for me. I want you with me forever. I’ll be faithful and I’ll protect you. You have my heart. I’ve never given it to anyone before.”
She easily pulls her wrists from the loose wrap of the belt and runs a finger over my lips. “I love you, Rhys. Not because of what you have done for me or how you protect me. But because of the good man you are.
“Make me yours.”
Slowly, I enter her warmth. When I’m fully seated, I run my thumb over her lips. I’m home now. “Never gonna leave you, sweetness. Never.”