51. I don’t want to feel this pain
I DON’T WANT TO FEEL THIS PAIN
“Idon’t want to feel this pain anymore,” I whispered, “just take the pain away.”
I caught myself crying again; I didn’t even hear his response before I felt his hands slide from mine.
The couch dipped as Scott sat on the other side of me.
They both looked at me, but I couldn’t bring myself to look back; my mind kept flashing back to the bloody snow around her body. The lifeless look in her eyes. The fragile body was broken.
I didn’t understand it; I never got a chance to hold her in my arms. Tears welled in my eyes as Scott grabbed my hair, peppering kisses on my temple.
I felt Dustin’s hands on my body, coaxing my mind to follow the sensation, and I wanted so badly to follow. To stop the thoughts, if only for a moment.
Scott trailed kisses along my jaw to my lips, soft, sweet, gentle kisses that made me want to sob in his mouth.
I sucked in a breath as Dustin’s hands crept over my chest. His hand firm against my breast, teasing my nipple between the fabric of my shirt.
The peak rose and hardened in response to him.
Moaning softly, I chased the feeling, wanting to bask in something less. No decisions, no words, no emotions that I couldn’t process, just my sense of touch.
Scott’s hand wove through my hair, pulling gently as his tongue dived between my lips. My eyes closed as I allowed my body to feel them. To take control of my body.
Someone pulled my shirt over my head, and then I felt two sets of hands skim across my torso towards the curve of my stomach. Tears streamed down my face as I remembered the lives I had carried.
“Shhh,” Scott hummed, the pad of his tongue against my cheek, swallowing the tears that threatened to seize control.
Someone’s hand snaked between my legs, pulled my thighs apart, and then they rubbed my clit in soft circular motions while another pulled off my leggings.
Moaning against the friction, my eyes opened to see Dustin.
He placed a soft kiss on my lips, coaxing another moan out as Scott’s hand continued to rub my clitoris, working in tune with him.
Dustin trailed kisses down my neck and chest. His tongue latching around the edge of my nipples, flicking across the sensitive buds and pulling one between his teeth.
Gasping, I gripped the back of his hair, shoving him downward towards my pussy. He smiled against my skin as he obliged. Scott’s lips replaced his on my nipples, working up to my collarbone and then to my lips.
I sucked in a breath as my mind processed all the stimulation, my heart beat wildly beneath my skin as each man pleasured me.
Dustin’s lips kissed my pelvis, pushing me further back onto the couch as his tongue dragged across my pussy. A shiver danced down my spine as a groan left me. I looked at Scott with heavy eyes, and he pulled my hair, guiding my lips to his to taste his kiss.
I wasn’t sure how they did it in sync, and maybe I would have seen it coming if I had thought about it, but I didn’t want to think. Both Dustin and Scott coaxed soft grunts and groans out of me. I saw Scott’s hand on the back of Dustin’s head as he gripped it firmly, shoving it between my legs.
A loud moan echoed around the room as Dustin’s tongue lashed against my pussy. My legs widened to allow him more access, and I instinctively pulled Scott closer to me, wanting to kiss him.
My lips parted as a shaky breath left me, and Scott swallowed the moan. His hands glided across my body in a pattern I couldn’t decipher.
“I—I need more,” I breathed, a cry falling from my lips.
Dustin groaned into my pussy, his tongue flicking faster as I felt his fingers tease against my entrance.
My hips flexed, trying to force his fingers in as Scott’s hand lightly held my neck.
Not with pressure, but with enough force to let me know I wasn’t going anywhere.
My eyes closed again on a strangled scream when Dustin’s fingers slipped in, spreading my pussy as they moved to the quick pace of his tongue.
My breaths came in pants as I tried to keep up with the way everything tightened around him. My walls clenching for more, and yet it seemed to be the right amount of stimulation to throw every thought out the window.
“Look at you taking his fingers like a good girl,” Scott whispered in my ear, his teeth pulling my earlobe.
“Fuck,” I cursed as my body quivered against him. Scott’s dirty words nearly sent me over the edge.
A soft chuckle vibrated against my pussy and Scott shoved Dustin’s head. “If you can laugh you aren’t focusing enough on making our girl come.” Scott’s voice was full of dominance, and this change both excited me and made me want to know more.
A breathless gasp fell from my lips as I felt Dustin squeezing a third finger into my entrance. I jolted forward as Scott whispered something like praise in my ear.
“I—it’s to much.” I groaned as my body heated all over.
I couldn’t think about the way he hammered into my pussy at an angle and soft spongy spot he had been massaging.
“Oh my god,” I screamed out as my world shattered against him. My eyes fell closed as the orgasm clung to my mind. Everything went blank as my brain stuttered in that euphoric bliss. There were hardly any thoughts telling me to breathe, let alone think.
Dustin’s hands slowed, and his tongue lightly flicked across my clit as he pulled his head back. His beard was dripping with my release, and the most awe-struck smile crossed his face.
Scott groaned against me as we both looked at him. A sound of approval worked its way from Dustin’s lips as he licked his lips.
“Summer, you taste divine.” Dustin rasped, as he licked his fingers. I blushed as I watched him clean my orgasm from his hand, not letting it go to waste.
“Maybe I should taste,” Scott’s eyes were heady with lust, and Dustin nodded.
I watched as Dustin’s finger slipped into Scott’s mouth as his lips closed around sucking the digit clean. When he was done and Dustin’s fingers had been devoured, I watched with a heated gaze as Scott’s lips closed around Dustin’s.
“Oh,” the soft surprise fell from my lips as I watched the two of them kiss. Scott’s tongue pushing between Dustin’s lips, seeking out the taste of me. I squirmed, rubbing my thighs together as they kissed in front of me.
Dustin’s eyes flickered to mine as he pulled away. “I think our girl wants to join.” he rumbled. Scott nodded, nipping at Dustin’s chin as he watched me with such an intense gaze, which only made me ache for more.
“I think we need more room,” he chuckled, and Dustin groaned. There was no warning as they picked me up and walked me deeper into the house towards the bedroom.
Softly placing me in the center of the bed, I looked at them fully. Scott pulled Dustin’s shirt over his head, shoving his pants down. He smiled, kissing and nipping at his chin. Scott’s hand closed around Dustin’s cock and he grunted, grinning.
I watched with fascination as Scott slowly lowered his head onto Dustin’s cock, his tongue flicking across the head teasingly.
“Oh fuck,” Dustin hissed as Scott’s mouth closed around him. I rubbed my thighs together, trying to ride the friction as I watched. But it didn’t last. “Come here.” Dustin extended his hands, a broken moan on his lips.
He pulled me close to him, and I looked down to see Scott’s eyes trained on mine as he sucked and slurped on Dustin’s cock. I watched as Scott hollowed out his cheeks, making room for his cock as Dustin guided my hand onto Scott’s head.
Dustin gripped my ass cheek, kneading the muscle as his mouth kissed the edge of my hair. “Tell us what you want little firecracker.”
I stumbled over my words watching Dustin’s dick disappear into Scott’s mouth, “I want you both.” I said breathlessly.
“You hear that Scott, our girl wants you to fuck her,” he told him.
Scott’s eyes latched onto mine as Dustin’s cock popped out of his mouth, a string of saliva falling to the floor as he looked at me. He stood, dropping his pants, and his cock stood proudly against his thigh as he guided me backwards to the bed again.
My breath caught in my throat as he climbed over me . My eyes found Dustin’s again as he stroked himself, watching as Scott’s mouth pulled my breast into his mouth.
Head crashing back into the mattress, I gave myself over to them. Moaning and grinding against his thigh, pleading silently for more. Scott’s cock slipped against my pussy and he groaned, “you’re so fucking wet for us.”
I nodded encouragingly as he continued to slide his dick against my wetness, his cock pulsing and thudding. I groaned into him as his cock slid between my lips.
“Please,” I begged.
“Tell us what you want,” Dustin stood watching with fascination.
“I— I want you to kiss me while Scott fucks me.” I demanded more sure of myself than I had been all this time.
“You heard the woman,” he told Scott, who didn’t even let the sentence finish before he thrust into me.
He released a breath as he stilled within me as my pussy tightened around him, trying to adjust but wanting some kind of friction. Some kind of movement. Dustin’s lips closed around mine as he came close, and my hand latched onto his cock, stroking it.
Everyone moaned, and I flexed my hips upward into Scott’s a whimper on my lips. Dustin’s hand tangled in my hair as his other hand massaged my breast.
I couldn’t focus on anything once Scott’s dick pulled back to slam forward again. The cry swallowed by Dustin’s lips as Scott’s hand rubbed my clitoris, pulling and pinching it between his fingers.
Overwhelmed by the feelings and the tightness, I moaned as Dustin pulled my hair. I couldn’t breathe fully and my eyes locked onto Scott’s as Dustin’s lips skimmed down my neck, sucking against my collarbone.
“Fuck, you’re so tight.” Scott hissed.
Dustin chuckled darkly against my collar, “Are you going to come all over his big dick?” He asked, and I lost it. I wasn’t sure if it was the slow thrusts of Scott’s cock or the question that sent me over the edge. Stars danced behind my eyes as my whole body rocked on his dick.
Scott groaned, pumping into me with a renewed sense of urgency, chasing his own release. I caught the heated looks and shoved Dustin’s head towards Scott’s.
Their lips locked together as I threw my head back in another moan. Both men kissing as if they were possessed, Scott’s hand joining mine to stroke Dustin.
I moaned out, trying desperately to ride the pleasure they were offering as skin slapped against skin. Moans echoing around the room as everything tightened to unbearable, almost painful lengths. Scott’s cock pulsed as hot cum shot against my quivering walls.
“Summer,” he moaned between his kisses with Dustin. I lost my own hold coming hard against him. My hand jerking Dustin’s cock a bit more forcefully, and that’s when he groaned, his cock shooting hot ropes of cum against both of us.
We stayed there, a tangled mess of limbs and moans, for what seemed like forever until exhaustion overtook me.
A dreamless sleep overtook me as Scott’s and Dustin’s arms curled around me, holding me.