Chapter 11 Hayden
HAYDEN
It’s the second morning I’ve woken up next to Cami, but this time, it means so much more.
I knew I loved her then, but now I’m ready to tell her out loud.
I was going to last night, but she fell fast asleep the moment I tucked her into bed.
It made me unreasonably happy that I wore her out and made her feel at ease after everything she’d been through.
My girl stretches and rolls on her side, blinking her beautiful eyes open. When she sees me already staring at her, the cutest blush blossoms on her cheeks.
“How long have you been watching me sleep?” she asks before yawning.
“Not long,” I answer with a smile.
She raises an eyebrow, giving me a skeptical yet sassy smile.
“Maybe thirty minutes. An hour, tops.”
Cami smiles and rolls her eyes. “You’re ridiculous. I’m really okay. My head feels a lot better this morning.”
“I still don’t think I can let you out of my sight yet.”
“I wouldn’t mind being by your side forever.”
I lean forward and kiss her nose and cheeks.
“Good. I’m completely and utterly obsessed with you, and I don’t know how I’ve survived this long without you.
You’re everything to me.” I cup her face and tilt her head up so we’re eye to eye.
I want her to really listen, to hear my confession. “I love you, sweet girl.
“You love me?”
“I should have told you sooner. I think I’ve always loved you.
” Her eyes go soft, and her lips part slightly in shock.
Swallowing down my fear, I speak with more confidence this time.
“I love every little thing about you. Your sweet laugh and mischievous grin, your soft-spoken words of encouragement and your heated words of passion, your pure heart and bright, curious eyes… there’s not one single thing I would change about you.
I’m afraid I’m going to mess this up or scare you away, but every single day, you amaze me with your kindness and understanding. ”
“Hayden…” she whispers, tears gathering in her eyes. Cami leans in, pressing her lips to mine in a kiss that speaks volumes. Her body communicates with mine in a way words don’t have to.
When we come up for air, Cami looks at me with those hazel eyes that pierce my fucking soul and break me and heal me at the same time.
“I love you too, Hayden.”
I breathe in her words and feel them fill my lungs, seeping into my bloodstream and pumping through my heart. Every beat is for her.
I don’t have words, so I show her what she means to me in a way I know she’ll understand. I cup the back of her neck and draw her in for another kiss. She opens up for me, and I savor her taste, caressing every inch of her mouth. It belongs to me.
Continuing my exploration of Cami, I run my hand down her throat and over her collarbone, my mouth following close behind, nibbling and sucking on her sweet skin as I go. I feel her breath hitch, her back arch, her chest pressing against my lips as I devour her.
I roll us so she’s on her back underneath me, thankful that we’re both still naked from our late-night shower.
I cup her perfect breasts, weighing them in my hands and flicking her pebbled nipples with my thumbs.
Pushing them together, I lick her cleavage and kiss the tops of her perky tits before sucking a nipple in my mouth.
I kiss a trail to her other breast and give it the same treatment.
My hands slide down her torso, giving my mouth access to the sensitive underside of her breasts. I nip at one and then the other, earning me the most delicious whimpers from Cami.
I reposition myself, leaning back on my heels and bending down once more to give her pretty little pussy a kiss. I’ll come back to her later, but for now, I need to worship every inch of Cami and memorize all of her most sensitive spots.
She’s wriggling underneath my soft touches and kisses, but I’m not done yet.
I take her left leg in my hands, gripping her calf with one hand and running my other hand up the inside of her thigh.
I lift her leg up and kiss the inside of her ankle, up, up, up, till I reach the tender skin behind her knee, where I bite and kiss away the sting.
Ghosting my nose and lips up the inside of her thigh, I bring both of my hands up and spread her legs.
Wide. My tongue snakes out and licks the seam where her leg meets her torso.
Cami bucks her hips, so I lick her there again before moving to her other leg, repeating the process until she’s shaking.
I look up and see Cami watching me with hooded eyes. She hasn’t made a sound this entire time, aside from a few whimpers. She knows this is different than any other time we’ve been together, so she lets me explore her body in reverence.
I press her legs wide open for me again and stare at her swollen, dripping center. “Fuck, is this all for me?” I grunt seconds before diving in.
I swipe my tongue through her soaking wet slit, and she moans for me, rubbing her wetness against my face. I can tell she’s on edge already, worked up from the way I just devoured her body.
My hands steady her hips while I drink from her, lapping her juices and sucking her folds. She's trembling, whimpering, and writhing. I love knowing I'm controlling her with the tip of my tongue.
I could stay here for hours, teasing her, tasting her, keeping her on the razor’s edge.
But I have so many other things I want her to experience with me, so I suck her clit into my mouth and graze my teeth over the sensitive ball of nerves.
Cami cries out and convulses underneath me, her back arching, knuckles turning white from gripping the sheets, legs snapping around my head as I suck down her cum.
She’s fucking squirting into my mouth, and I am so close to coming in my damn jeans.
When the last tremors of her orgasm fade, I crawl back up her body and take her mouth in a sloppy kiss, spreading her cum all over her mouth. It makes me so fucking hard getting her messy. I sit up, and Cami follows me like a magnet, still panting from our kiss.
She grabs at my shirt, and I help her get it off before quickly stepping off the bed and stripping off my jeans and boxers. She’s spread out before me, offering herself up. I can’t believe she’s all mine. This goddess lay bare before me. I’ll make sure she never regrets letting me in.
“You are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen. Fucking love your body, your curves, your skin. I’m addicted to you, Cami. Can’t believe you’re all mine.”
She meets my gaze and bites her lip, still unable to really take a compliment, but trying for me.
I get on the bed, ready to crawl between her legs, but she sits up and places her hands on my shoulders, turning and guiding me to lie on my back.
Cami straddles me and leans down to kiss me, sucking my tongue in her mouth and just fucking devouring me. She breaks the kiss and licks her lips, a heat flickering in her eyes.
“My turn,” she whispers into the shell of my ear before licking it and sucking my earlobe. I feel her teeth sink into my neck, and I growl.
Cami trails kisses down to my chest, where her hands roam over my chest, abs, and hips. Her lips and tongue trace the contour of my muscles, memorizing every dip and plane. Her teeth scrape my nipples, and I groan at the contact.
And then, she places a sweet kiss over my heart.
“Mine,” she whispers.
“Yours,” I confirm. Fucking hell, it’s all hers. All of me.
Cami looks up and flashes me a brilliant smile. I reach down and pull her up, crashing my lips on hers. She takes what I give her, and she gives it right back in the sexiest game of tug-of-war with our tongues.
She lifts herself up on her knees, hovering over my painfully hard cock, and fucking impales herself on me.
“Fuck!” we both shout.
My hands slide up her thighs and grip her hips as her hands rest on my pecs, giving her the leverage she needs to bounce and find her rhythm.
She rocks on top of me, grinding her sweet pussy on me before lifting up and slamming back into me.
From this angle, I can see her stretching wide for me, her pussy lips looking obscene as they swallow my huge cock.
“Jesus fuck, Cami. So… fuck. So fucking good,” I grunt out.
I feel her shaking, so ready to find release. I grip her ass and sit up, keeping her in my lap. She moves her hands from my chest to the headboard behind me, rolling her body and swiveling her hips, taking me deeper than before with this new angle.
“Holy shit, baby, fuck yes. Fuck, fuck yes.”
She throws her head back, her hair tickling my legs, sending another wave of sensation straight to my dick. Her tits bounce and jiggle so beautifully for me as she rides me hard and fast. I latch on to one hard nipple and suck it into my mouth, swirling my tongue around the sensitive nub.
“Hayden! Hayden, I can’t hold on, I can’t, I’m…”
“I’ve got you. Let go, love. Come on my big cock. Wanna feel your pussy pop.”
Cami fucking screams my name as her body snaps around mine, her legs trembling, her pussy spasming, squeezing me in a velvet vice grip. I hold her up by her hips and fuck up into her, reveling in the way her cunt squeezes and massages me.
In a flash, I flip us over and bend her legs so her knees are practically up by her ears. I slam into her, fucking her hard and deep.
“Hayden! God, don’t stop!” she cries out.
Cami stretches her arms above her head and lays her palms on the headboard, pushing her body further into mine as I thrust up into her tight, hot cunt.
“Fucking hell, Cami. So fucking good. Shit!” I’m so close, her pussy feels too good, watching her body shake beneath me is going to send me over the edge. “Play with your pussy, baby, need you to come one more time,” I grunt.
“Hayden… I can’t, I can’t…”
“You can. Do it for me, Cami. Play with your clit. Show me how hot you are when you make yourself come.”
One arm slides down her body, stopping to squeeze her juicy tit. I almost fucking lose it. Her fingers crawl down her smooth stomach, and then she slips two fingers over her clit and rubs herself.
“Ah, it’s so sensitive…” she hisses.
“That’s it, Cami. So fucking gorgeous. I’m close, baby, so close.”
I pound into her as she blurs her fingers over her bundle of nerves and bucks her hips. Then I feel her two fingers on either side of my dick, touching us right where we meet.
“Jesus, Cami, I, fuck…” Her eyes are locked on my cock as it pistons in and out of her, and I can’t stop my orgasm. As soon as I explode, she snaps, her tight pussy gripping me and coaxing out all of my cum. Her head thrashes back and forth as she says my name over and over, like a goddamn prayer.
I set her legs down and then lean forward, crashing my mouth onto hers.
I’m still deep inside of her, feeling the walls of her pussy flutter around me, pulsing out the last of her orgasm.
Cami tangles her fingers in the hair at the back of my neck and pulls me closer, deepening our kiss until all of the air is sucked out of my lungs.
I finally break the kiss, wishing I didn't have to breathe so I could bury myself in everything Cami has to offer me.
I slide out of her and shift my weight so I'm not crushing her with my large frame.
She's still on her back, propped up a little by a pillow.
Her fingers are still gripping my hair like she doesn't want me to go anywhere.
I lay my cheek down on her stomach, facing her. That seems to satisfy my angel.
She plays with my hair and strokes my back, her touch gentle and so different from the way we were just together.
I look up and see Cami smiling down at me, her fingers combing through my hair.
I’ve never felt more loved. She’s so fucking everything, and I’m somehow lucky enough to be in her life.
In her arms. In her heart. Closing my eyes, I let her sweet touch relax me.
“I can’t wait for forever with you,” she whispers.
“Forever has already started, baby,” I murmur just as quietly.
“Mmm, I like the sound of that.”
I lean up and kiss her lips and forehead, then pull her so she’s resting over my chest. My fingers trail up and down her spine, and I’ve never felt as whole, as loved, and as excited for life as I do in this moment.
It’s hard to believe we’re going to have a million more just like it, but I look forward to every single one.