Chapter 1 #2
The name alone hits me. She wasn’t the everyday kind of aunt, the one who swoops in with cupcakes and babysitting offers.
Penny was eccentric, to say the least. Half-legend, half-enigma.
Childhood memories of her arrive in flashes: fuzzy slippers, peppermint and candy, vanilla wafers, and stories of adventures that made you wonder about her sanity.
The truth is, I didn’t really know her. Not the day-to-day version, not what she ate for breakfast or what songs she hummed when she thought no one was listening. And that hurts in a way I didn’t expect. Because now I never will.
Tears blur my vision until I’m not sure what’s rain and what’s tears. Grief sneaks up like that, quiet but undeniable, catching you off guard on a Denver sidewalk while you’re holding a box of succulents and a failing career.
I press the letter to my chest, breathing through the ache. Losing Penny feels like losing a chance at connection. But beneath the sorrow, something unexpected stirs: hope.
Because Penny’s gone, yes. But she left me something. An estate in a town called Everwood, Montana. A requirement: stay for a year. One year. That’s all it was. Right? I could do one year… even if my chest didn’t believe me yet. A possibility I hadn’t dared to imagine until now.
Maybe this is what she meant all along. Maybe resilience isn’t just about surviving a firing or an awkward performance review. Maybe it’s about being willing to pack up your life and walk straight into the unknown.
For the first time since Nancy said my name like a warning bell, the air feels a fraction lighter. Sad, yes. Scary, definitely. But threaded through with the fragile shimmer of a new beginning.
“Milly?”
I glance up, startled out of my thoughts. Mrs. Johnson is hovering by her car, Pumpernickel’s carrier clutched in her arms. Rain beads on the plastic top, sliding down in crooked rivulets.
“I thought you’d gone home,” I say, folding the letter back into its envelope.
She shakes her head, shifting from foot to foot. “That’s what I wanted to talk to you about.”
Her hands tighten on the carrier, knuckles pale. Inside, Pumpernickel gives a huff and a puff, his tiny train engine running at full steam.
“The thing is,” she continues, her voice trembling, “with the kids all moved out, and Harold’s allergies, and… well, watching you with him today. You understand him better than I ever could.”
My heart stutters. “Mrs. Johnson, if this is about the vet bills, I don’t know what—”
“No, honey. It’s not money.” She shakes her head so hard raindrops fling off the ends of her hair. “It’s about time. It’s about energy. It’s about Pumpernickel needing someone who sees past the huffing and puffing to the sweet little soul underneath.”
The carrier is suddenly in my arms before I can protest, warm and weighty against my chest. Pumpernickel presses his tiny paws to the mesh, quills bristling but eyes steady on me, as though he’s already made peace with the transfer.
“Mrs. Johnson, I just lost my job. I don’t even know where I’ll be living in a month.” My voice cracks on the truth.
She reaches out and squeezes my shoulder. “Maybe that’s exactly why this is perfect timing. When God closes a door, He opens a window, honey. Don’t overthink it, Milly. Just… love him.”
And with that, she’s back in her car, taillights glowing red before vanishing into Denver traffic, leaving me shocked and still processing what just happened.
I stand frozen on the sidewalk, envelope in one hand, carrier in the other, and a soggy box between my knees.
Rain patters against the mesh top, and for the first time all day, I laugh. It bursts out of me, shaky.
“Well, Pumpernickel,” I whisper. “Looks like it’s you, me, and Montana.”
He responds with a single, decisive puff: agreement or judgment. With hedgehogs, it’s hard to tell.
The rain has soaked through my flats, the box of succulents is sagging in my arms, and Denver traffic hisses past like nothing extraordinary just happened. But for me, everything has shifted.
An estate in Montana. A dramatic hedgehog. A future that looks nothing like the one I planned at three in the morning with my sticky notes and color-coded highlighters.
I look down at Pumpernickel, who presses his nose to the mesh. His breath fogs a tiny patch of plastic, the world reduced to one determined puff at a time.
“Big changes, little guy,” I murmur. “Guess it’s both of us, huh?”
The thought of Penny lingers: her chartreuse slippers, her fun-loving laugh and adventurous stories, and her cactus with lessons in stubborn survival. My chest aches, but the ache feels… complicated. Loss braided with hope.
What is it they say? “Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass; it’s about learning to dance in the rain.” Here’s to dancing in the rain.
Everwood, Montana. A place that seems pulled from a postcard, with a population barely scraping three thousand. Wide skies, snow-heavy winters, and mountains that look both impressive and picture-perfect.
I imagine it for a moment: roads lined with trees, the air sharp and clean, people who wave and know your name. And maybe, if fate isn’t entirely cruel, someone steady enough to balance out my chaos.
A car splashes through a puddle nearby, snapping me back. I hug the carrier tighter, tuck the envelope into the soggy cardboard box, and lift my chin against the drizzle.
“Okay, Penny,” I whisper into the gray morning. “Message received.”
And just like that, the decision I’ve been circling is made. I’m going to Montana.
Pumpernickel chuffs once, maybe agreement. Or just sass. Either way, I take it as a yes.
I found that saying I’m going to leave and actually leaving are two very different things.
While packing up my entire life into only a few boxes, I was suddenly very aware of the fact that I’d made a split-second decision based on emotion.
But here I am, boxing up my things and talking to my mom as if she were actually here, answering me, rather than the reality.
The reality is I am alone. Mom passed a few years ago, and I’d just lost my job, so basically, I’m a crazy person talking to myself.
In my spare bedroom, which I’d used as a makeshift office, I found a few old files I’d taken home to study.
Dr. Sato, my secret mentor, had suggested I study up on a few key files.
When I started working at Hills Burrow Veterinary Clinic, he’d told me to keep my head down, and when I needed help, he’d always be there.
But he was only a working vet; he didn’t own the building or the office.
He had no say in my being let go. I called the office yesterday and told them I’d return the files on my way out of town.
Nancy didn’t seem to care, but Gina, one of the techs and a work friend, seemed to find the news fascinating.
Three days later, the clinic smelled like disinfectant and wet fur. Most businesses had candles and fuzzy blankets. Vets had chlorhexidine, coffee that could peel paint, and the constant chorus of nails clicking on tile.
It was 6:42 a.m. The building hadn’t officially woken up yet, so I let myself in with the key I was returning along with the files.
I set my purse down on the front counter and stared at the schedule board.
Normally, my name, Dr. Milly Thomas, along with appointments stacked like Jenga blocks, would be waiting for me, but today my column was blank. My name had been erased like I was never here.
I’d made that board. Not just the magnets and the color-coding, but the rhythm of it. The way I could take one look at a name and already feel the day’s mood in my bones.
Some people collected souvenirs. I collected patients. My ‘friends’ were mostly clients, coworkers, and whatever animal needed me. Denver didn’t come with a built-in people-pack.