19. Sunshine
Chapter 19
Sunshine
N erves fluttered inside me when we got out of the car, but before I could get too anxious, Julian put his arm around my waist and dragged me inside the house.
Luca and Logan were both sitting on the couch. Their heads snapped immediately toward us.
“Hi.” Julian grinned. “She’s agreed to dating.”
“Good.” Luca looked us over, his gaze turning smoldering.
It would have been embarrassing if Julian didn’t look so happy with himself. He gestured between the two alphas. “Make room for us. We want cuddles.”
Logan scooted over. “You’re okay, Sunshine? We didn’t want to rush you.”
“Rush me?” I blinked, sitting between Julian and Luca. “I didn’t even know you guys wanted to date me until Julian…” I trailed off, my cheeks heated.
Julian whacked Logan’s arm. “I told you she thought no matchmaking meant we didn’t want to date her.”
“Sorry.” Luca looked at me, and he looked so sad I wanted to hug him. “I didn’t know you were asking for yourself. I don’t want to date the lovely people in your matchmaking program.”
“But you?” Logan said, picking up my hand. “We want to date you.”
Everything clicked into place. “Really?”
“Come with me to the Farmer’s Market on Friday.” Logan kissed the back of my hand.
“I want to take you to dinner,” Luca said, brushing his hand over my shoulder.
My skin was still sensitive from Julian touching me, and it felt like Luca’s hand was on something more personal than my shoulder.
“So I’m not crazy.” I looked at Luca. “And you really were flirting?”
Julian laughed, and Luca nodded. “Yes, kitten. I was flirting. Trying not to be too forward.”
“Trying not to drag you back to our house, more like it,” Julian muttered, and pressed a kiss on my other shoulder.
I couldn’t believe it. It was actually happening. These three men wanted me. They had been talking about wanting me for months.
“I can see I have some work to put in.” Luca trailed a fingertip over the skin on my shoulder. “I’ll show you how much I want you, need you. That will take that look of doubt off your face.”
“It’s okay,” I said quickly. “I wanted all of you so badly that it just seems too good to be true.”
“This isn’t too good to be true,” Logan said. “Because you’re perfect for us.”
“I have been craving you.” Julian looked at me. “Your touch, your scent, your laugh.”
I grinned. “I’m glad the pining has been going both ways.”
“Oh, it has.” Julian leaned over and kissed me. He started to pull back as if to cut it short, but I kept kissing him back, desire swirling around me. They wanted me. They craved me.
Julian cupped my face with his hands and kissed me like his life depended on it. He pushed his tongue inside my mouth, already a quick study from this afternoon.
Luca’s hand didn’t move from my shoulder, but his thumb rubbed across my skin like he was thinking of touching other parts of me.
Pulling away from the kiss, Julian turned his head to kiss Logan.
The older alpha consumed Julian’s mouth. Logan grabbed Julian’s head and tilted it back so he could plunge his tongue into the omega’s mouth, and a gasp escaped me at the sensuality of watching the two of them.
Luca trailed his hand down my arm, and I shivered as I turned to him.
He leaned forward and slowly pressed his mouth to my shoulder. I shivered again, grateful that my t-shirt was almost a tank top. My body went molten at the sound of Julian moaning into Logan’s mouth.
Luca ran his hand down my arm again and traced his fingertips back up to my shoulder. I watched him touch me, wishing he was touching other things. It felt like my body was on fire, as if even the most innocent touches were deep penetration.
But with the way Luca was looking at me, it wasn’t an innocent touch either.
He leaned forward slowly and kept coming closer, pressing against my side, body heat coming in waves. My pussy clenched, as though I hadn’t just had mind-blowing sex with Julian.
Luca’s hair was tousled, the black waves looking like he’d been running his hand through it. I wanted it to be wilder, so I reached up and ran my hand through his curls.
He hummed and tilted his head into my touch. Then he reached for my hand and brought my finger to his mouth. He kissed each fingertip, as Julian reached down and grabbed for my hand without breaking away from Logan’s kiss.
We were connected, all able to touch each other without anyone feeling like they were being slighted.
Luca turned my hand to kiss my palm, and I shivered again. He licked my wrist and then kissed up my arm. “I have been fantasizing about touching you.”
“Me too.” I let out a sigh.
Luca cupped my face with both hands, mirroring Julian’s movements earlier and leaned forward. He stopped just a breath away from my mouth.
His cinnamon vanilla scent was intoxicating, mingling with Logan’s herbal scent and Julian’s tropical aroma. I took in a deep breath, and tilted my head, trying but failing to be patient, with Luca’s mouth hovering close to mine.
“Tell me to kiss you,” Luca said, his voice husky. “Tell me to claim you, little beta.”
Hot molten desire shot straight to my pussy. Julian squeezed my hand and moaned. I stifled a groan. “Please, Luca. Claim me.”
Luca pressed his mouth against mine. Finally. I’d expected something hot and heavy like how Logan was devouring Julian. Instead, he brushed his mouth over mine with feather-light kisses. His tongue darted out to take small swipes of my lips.
I sighed, melting into his body. He wrapped his free arm around me, like he would hold me forever, and drank from my mouth like he was tasing the finest of wines. Heat pulsed through me in waves until I began to feel lost again, although Julian’s hand gripping mine and Luca’s arm around my waist held me firm like a steady anchor.
Luca moved away from my lips, licking down my neck. “I see Julian has been here.” He kissed the place where Julian had bit me and left a hickey.
“He has,” I said, squeezing Julian’s hand. “He was incredible.”
Julian broke away from his kiss with Logan and grinned. “Don’t worry Logan, I’ll show you where her clit is.”
“What?” Luca laughed.
Logan shook his head. “I think I’m okay.”
Julian grinned at me. “Maybe it was the angle, then.”
“The angle was heaven,” I said, and leaned forward to steal a quick kiss from him. “You were amazing.”
“But I accidentally edged her,” Julian said, and looked at Luca. “So I stole your moves.”
Luca huffed. “Did he now?”
“Accidentally.” I grinned, euphoria filling me. It was somehow less weird for me to be making out with them if we also talked like we did when the four of us were just hanging around. “But I liked it.”
“Don’t tell him that,” Julian warned, nipping Logan’s shoulder. “He’ll edge you for hours.”
“It wasn’t hours,” Luca said, giving me a smoldering look. “And I’ll edge Sunshine as long as she wants me to.”
I sucked in a breath, and the three men around me groaned.
“Oh, your scent.” Julian nipped my shoulder. “Can we pretty, pretty please relocate to the nest? If you’re not uncomfortable with that? I want your scent all over everything.”
The way he said “all over” made it sound dirty. I shivered. “We can.”
“Yes.” Julian pumped his hand into the air and dragged me up with him. “To the nest.”
Luca put his hand on the small of my back and I jumped a little, my pussy clenching hard. I was so wet again, I could feel the slippery press of my own lips.
“Sorry, sorry.” He stepped back.
“No, no.” I shook my head. “I like it. I was just surprised…”
At my body’s response to him. To them.
“I see.” He gave me that smoldering look, his eyes raking over my body. “In that case.”
He put his hand on the small of my back and I was prepared for the hard clench of my pussy this time. He touched me like I was already his, bonded and claimed.
Julian led us upstairs to the loft. He opened the door and gestured inside. “Alphas and beta are allowed in the nest.”
Once inside, I waited to see what I was supposed to do.
Logan opened the flap and the canvas dome over the nest looked even more like a tent. “You’re okay?”
I smiled at him. “I am.”
“Good.” He leaned over and sealed his mouth against mine.
He tasted like mint and herbs. He kissed me like he was hungry, like he was a starving man and I was a banquet. As he snaked his arms around my waist, Luca adjusted his grip so his arms wrapped around Logan, too.
Logan had a little stubble along his jawline and his cheeks, and it prickled against my skin. He moved his hands up to hold my face, and again, the movement felt like a pack thing, like I was part of them. I’d never felt like I was part of Pack Beneventi. Always just the beta that was dating Rob and Isaac.
I moaned, and Julian moved closer to stand by my side, his touch moving between me and the alphas.
I tilted my head back, and Logan deepened the kiss, crowding into me as he plunged his tongue in my mouth. Heat pulsed inside me, his passion overriding any worries in my mind. Luca kissed my neck, moving his hands to my hips.
Julian cupped my breasts again, and I moaned into Logan’s mouth, sensation overriding everything. They were touching me like they couldn’t get enough of me, like I was the center of the universe.
Logan pulled away with a gasp. “Let’s get you to the bed.”
Julian darted in for a kiss, and along with Luca, tugged me to the bed. It was sunken into the floor by three steps, and then we hit the plush mattress. Julian’s nest was filled with pillows in every shape and size, lining the circle around the nest. There were at least five blankets that I could count, and a tangle of sweatshirts and pants.
Luca laid me down on my back and knelt over me, while Julian and Logan moved to my side.
“Take off your shirt.” Julian’s face was flushed. “I want you to accidentally forget it so I can claim it for my own.”
I laughed as I pulled it off and gave it to him. “It’s yours.”
“Don’t tell him that,” Logan smiled, moving his hands down my sides. “He wants to steal it.”
“Oh, right.” I was panting at the effect of Luca and Logan’s hands roaming my sides. “I mean, just take it off.”
“Mmm, yes.” Julian tugged on my pants. “I’ll take it off.”
I shivered, my stomach muscles jumping.
Logan rolled to his side and tugged on Julian’s shirt. Luca dropped his hands to my hips, pulling my pants down. I sucked in a breath, and noticed both alphas were still fully clothed, while I was in my bra and panties and Julian in his boxers.
“Julian.”
Julian looked over at me immediately. “Yes babe?”
I looked at Logan and then Luca. “They’re both still fully clothed.”
“Oh, that won’t do.” Julian grinned. “Come on, alphas, strip.”
“That’s how it’s going to be, is it?” Luca purred and looked at Logan. “They want us naked.”
“They just want us for our cocks,” Logan said, sounding grumpy. “Day in and day out, used for their pleasure.”
“That sounds about right.” Julian wacked Logan on the butt. “Now did you want to pleasure your omega and beta, or will the two of us just screw each other again?”
The thought of having Julian inside me made my already hormone-addled brain go nuts. Liquid heat poured over me, like a fire had started inside me and now was burning out of control. Again, the three men looked at me with pure lust.
“What?” I panted.
“Your scent keeps getting stronger.” Luca leaned over me and took a deep inhale. “You liked your omega pleasuring you, didn’t you?”
“Yes,” I gasped, Luca running his tongue down my stomach. “He felt incredible.”
“That’s because I am.” Julian said, his joking voice going strained as Logan pulled his boxers down. Logan pushed Julian down next to me and used his thick fingers to stroke down Julian’s cock. He was hard again, and I was starting to wonder how much stamina an omega actually had.
“Good.” Luca licked along the seam of my panties.
I shuddered, letting my legs fall open. Luca shifted so he could lie between them, and I stifled a moan, biting my lip.
“Stop that.” He nibbled against my tender skin. “Make all the noise you want.”
“I sound like a porn star when I get going.” I put my hands on Luca’s shoulders, desire making my body feel needy and tight again.
“Oh yeah,” Logan leaned over, and kissed me. “Make all the fucking noise you want.”
“Go on. Show me how much Luca’s pleasuring you.” Julian panted, lying back beside me. “I want to hear you shout.”
Luca gave me a wicked look and hooked his fingers on the edge of my panties. He inched them down slowly until my breath became even more erratic.
He leaned over and dropped tender kisses along my collar bone. I tugged at his shirt. “Bad alpha. Take it off.”
“Yes, ma’am.” He smirked and pulled his shirt over his chest. His brown skin looked pale in the low light of the nest, and I ran my hand over the scattering of chest hair.
Julian whipped Logan’s shirt off, and I was momentarily distracted by having three sexy men surrounding me, shirtless.
Julian winked at me, and pulled Logan’s pants down, cupped his balls as he went. Logan was hard, and his cock was thicker than Julian’s. At the base his knot had already swelled, and it felt oddly voyeuristic, watching Julian undress him.
Logan looked at me. “Alright, darling?”
I felt my cheeks flush. “Yes.”
Julian sent me a grin and stroked his hand down Logan’s shaft. The alpha let out a sharp groan.
I turned my gaze to Luca, and he laughed. “Yes, kitten, I’ll get right on that.”
Luca shimmied out of his pants, also hard. I should have known they would have been more than ready. After shoving his pants to the corner of the nest, he leaned over me again.
He licked over my chest, and I let out a breath. His cinnamon spice scent was everywhere. He was touching me, finally, after all these years of wanting. Needing. Yearning.
Luca licked down and around my breast, then pulled my nipple into his mouth. I gasped, arching my back as heat travelled from my nipple to my pussy. He sucked hard, working his tongue against the tip of my nipple, and I saw stars. He trailed his hands over my sides, my hips, like he was memorizing my body.
Licking a trail down my stomach, he moaned as he got closer to my pussy. “You smell incredible.”
I blushed, hoping I didn’t smell weird. “There’s a reason I’m so hot and bothered.”
“Is there?” He licked the seam of my pussy lips.
I cried out. He snaked his tongue along my entrance, making me writhe beneath him. I’d been in a state of shimmering desire, but now his mouth between my legs made everything build so much quicker.
I grabbed his head before I could stop myself but quickly let go. “Sorry, sorry.”
He looked up at me and placed my hands on his hair again. “Do it. Pull my hair if you want. I like it.”
I squeezed my legs against Luca’s sides and whimpered as he plunged his tongue inside me again. When I glanced over at Julian, I was shocked to see both him and Logan staring at me with hunger.
“I want to do that.” Julian rolled over and kissed me.
“Mmmm.” Logan crawled to my other side, and peppered kisses over my body. “You smell incredible.”
Julian pulled away from the kiss and darted his head down to seize a nipple with his mouth.
“Oh, God,” I jerked again. Luca didn’t stop plunging his tongue inside me. I twisted my hips, trying to meet his rhythm but he wouldn’t settle. He sped up only to slow down.
Logan kissed down my other side, licking and nibbling at my other breast. I put my hands on their shoulders, my hips bucking up of their own accord. I couldn’t stop moaning and panting, the coil of the orgasm building inside me, winding tighter.
Julian crawled between my legs. “I want to watch.”
Luca groaned and shifted over. “Plunge your tongue inside her like you’re kissing her mouth.”
Julian leaned forward and pushed his tongue inside me.
“Oh my God,” I shouted. “Oh for the…”
I snapped my hips up, as Julian thrust his tongue inside me over and over.
“Don’t forget to lick her clit,” Luca said, putting his hand on the back of Julian’s head. “She loves that.”
Julian grinned at me before sucking my clit into his mouth. I grabbed his head, keening. I was so close. So close.
“I’d better help too.” Logan pressed a kiss to my mouth. “Make sure I know how to pleasure you right.”
“Everything you do feels good,” I panted.
“Even so.” Logan scooted down, and Luca moved over to make room.
Julian pulled off my clit to kiss Logan.
I was going to die a happy woman. I was going to come so hard I would just simply ascend. I watched Logan push his tongue into Julian’s mouth, licking my juices off his omega’s lips.
Logan groaned and pulled his head from Julian’s lips to my pussy. He licked between my legs, swirling his tongue around my entrance.
Pleasure shot through me, like I was just a conduit for desire. I keened again, Logan’s tongue licking around me slowly but surely, building up a rhythm. Julian licked around my clit, and Luca sucked my nipple, and pressed wet open-mouthed kisses over my stomach.
They were touching me like I was an omega, to be pampered and pleasured.
The thought as much as the touching brought me to climax, my entire body stiffening as my pussy clenched around Julian’s tongue.
“Oh hell, yes,” Julian groaned, licking me hard. “That’s it babe, come for us.”
I whimpered, the orgasm dragging out, and then everything went limp inside me.
“Did I do okay?” He grinned.
“You did amazing.” I could barely breathe. I looked at Logan. “I don’t know what this ‘I have to make sure I know how to please you’ is about but it’s not a concern.”
“I don’t know, darling.” His voice was husky, and he ran his hands over my hips. “I think I need to try over and over, just to be sure I get the hang of it.”
Shivers of desire raced through me at the heated look on his face, his brown hair disheveled, his herbal scent all over me.
“Are you ready for more?” Luca kissed his way up my body. “Do you need a break?”
I looked between the three men. “No? Do you need a break? Because?—"
Julian laughed. “Babe, I’m always ready to go. How about I take Logan and make him fuck me into the bed, and then Luca gets to toy with you, and then we switch? Or I start with Luca.”
“Whatever you…” I bit my lip. “I didn’t mean to interrupt you earlier.”
They’d stopped kissing each other to lick me. They were a lot easier going than Rob and Isaac. I’d never actually touched Mason but still, I didn’t want to make Julian feel bad.
“Interrupt?” Julian laid down on his side to my left. “I wanted to lick you until you screamed. Does it bother you if we stop what we’re doing to pay attention to you?” He brushed his hand over my cheek.
“Just be a little patient with us,” Luca said, shifting to my other side. Logan stayed at my legs, brushing his hands down my thighs softly.
“Of course.” I smiled Luca and then looked at Julian. “I don’t want you to feel weird…sharing.”
“I want to share.” Julian kissed my shoulder. “I’m the happiest omega in the world right now. My nest smells like you. My alphas smell like you.”
Some of my worry eased. “Okay. Good.”
Logan kissed the top of my knee and then shifted so he was lying next to Julian. “Why don’t we pick up where we left off?”
Julian grinned at Logan. “Oh, yes please.”
Luca slid closer to my side. “Sound good, kitten?”
“Yes.” I shivered at his touch.
“Yes, alpha,” he corrected.
“Yes, alpha,” I repeated.
“I hope you like bossy,” Julian said. “Because Luca is bossy as hell.”
Logan pushed at Julian playfully, and he just looked up at his alpha and grinned. “You know I’m right.”
“You are, but you should be more worried about me right now.” Logan growled. “You’ve been perfuming for hours now.”
Julian gave Logan a smirk. “And what are you going to do about it?”
Luca shifted his weight, bringing my attention back to him. He trailed his fingers down my body, taking his time. Soft tendrils of heat followed in the wake of his hand.
“You’re sure you’re ready for more?” He cocked his head, his brown eyes dark with desire.
“Yes,” I whispered, as a shiver of lust coursed through me. “Yes, please.”
“Oh, a please.” Luca smiled at me. “So polite. Julian is much more of a brat.”
The bratty omega in question was getting Logan’s mouth all over his body. Julian’s moans were a sexy soundtrack to Luca’s touch.
Luca trailed his hands further down, teasing his fingers between my legs. “Let’s see how ready you are.”
I whimpered, trying to hold still but failing.
He pushed two fingers inside me, and I gasped as my entire body lit up. Luca groaned, slowly moving his fingers in and out of me.
“Oh, sweet kitten, still so wet.”
I sucked in a breath. “You and Logan keep teasing me.”
“Are we, love?” Luca grinned at Logan.
Logan had moved on to Julian’s cock, sucking him in to the hilt. Julian cried out, bucking against his alpha’s face. “You two are teases. Don’t pretend like you’re not.”
“In that case,” Luca shifted, rolling onto top of me, “I better give my beta what she wants.”
I giggled at suddenly being covered by him, although he was careful to take the majority of his weight on his elbows. As he nuzzled into my neck, he took a deep breath in.
His cock pressed against my stomach, and I shuddered at the feeling, then he slid down, notching his hips against mine. I wrapped my legs around his waist, loving the sensation of being weighted down by him.
Luca nibbled at my shoulder, then lifted my legs up so my knees came up higher. He rubbed his cock along my entrance, then pressed inside me.
I cried out, louder than I meant, as his cock filled me immediately.
Julian huffed a laugh and patted my shoulder. “Get it, girl.”
I laughed myself, and Luca pressed his forehead against mine. “Are you ready, my beta?”
“Yes.” I wrapped my arms around his broad chest, inhaling his scent, while I felt the sweet stretch of him inside me.
He went slowly, pushing in and out of me. I felt every inch. I might have been wet, but he was thick and big. I shuddered against him, my body going taut as his gentle motion created a shock wave of pleasure.
The moans and whimpers from Logan and Julian made everything feel surreal, like it was all just a sexy dream. When I turned my head I saw that Julian was on his back with Logan thrusting in and out of him slowly.
I stretched up against Luca like a cat, following the waves of pleasure, and he began to move faster, driving his hips against me. I stifled another moan, burying my face in his neck.
He stopped and looked down at me. “Kitten, I’m going to stop every time you stifle yourself.”
I pouted. “You’re cruel.”
He looked at me, his brown eyes searing into me. “I am in charge of your pleasure…”
He gave a sharp thrust, and I gasped.
“…your moans, your gasps.”
He thrust again, my body lighting up. I cried out, and he rewarded me by pulling me into a kiss.
When he pulled away, I was breathless. He swiveled his hips, and his cock head caught on a place inside me that had me whimpering.
“It’s all mine. Don’t stifle yourself, little beta.”
“Yes, alpha.”
“You’re learning.” Luca hiked my legs up higher on his body. This time when he slid inside me, the angle caught that deep spot.
He worked his hands over my body, touching and caressing my breasts, that burned with heat and desire in his wake.
He drove into me, over and over, until my entire body was tight like a piano wire, impossibly stretched over the rack of his pleasure. He thrust into me, and I couldn’t help but wail, so close to toppling over the edge of pleasure. Then he just rocked his hips, panting over me, until I was clutching at his arms, his shoulders, trying to rock myself harder around him.
He chuckled, slowing down his rhythm even more. I whined, and he cocked his head. “Tell me what you want, kitten.”
“Make me come,” I begged. With that, he drove into me again, stretching and filling me with a sweet burning ache. “Knot me.”
“Not yet,” he growled. He snaked his hand between where our bodies were joined, pressing his fingers against my pussy, trying to add them alongside his cock.
Pleasure and pain shot through me, and I yelped. He pulled his hand back, circling my clit with his fingers.
“Not yet, kitten. You need to be stretched more.”
I whimpered, out of my mind with pleasure. I wanted him inside me as deep as he could go.
He rocked in and out of me, slowly picking up to the same speed as before, and I grabbed his hips. “Oh, please, Luca, please make me come.”
Luca groaned. “Oh, you beg so pretty.” He thrust harder, and I cried out at feeling him so deep inside my body.
As if that was a sign he’d been waiting for, he gripped my hips, his fingertips digging into my flesh almost hard enough to hurt, and went faster, thrusting inside me over and over with a near-constant growl until I came with a shout.
Luca thrust harder against me, driving his knot against my pussy lips as hard as he could without forcing it inside. I whimpered, and he rocked against me.
Suddenly worried he wasn’t going to come without knotting me, I reached between us and squeezed his knot.
With a garbled shout, he came, digging into me like he would fuse our bodies together.
He collapsed on top of me with a laugh and for a long moment all I could do was try to catch my breath.
He licked my neck with a purr that made my knees turn liquid. “Are you alright?”
I gave him a sleepy smile and sighed. “Amazing.”
And I was. Luca shifted so he wasn’t crushing me with his weight, and I felt absolutely incredible. I never wanted to leave the nest, not with Pack Kahele touching me like I was something rare and precious.