Chapter Four
Amelia
His lips are surprisingly warm and soft. They part slightly, allowing my tongue to slip inside. I slide it along the wetness of his own, moaning into his mouth, enjoying the involuntary hitch in his breath.
Then he pulls back, his eyes closed with doubt and a bunch of other indecipherable emotions. But when he opens them again, there's no mistaking the desire lurking in those endless blue depths, a dark lust that sends chills running through my body.
“Amelia, I don't think…”
“I want you, Seb.”
The words are out of my mouth before I can stop them. And even though my request is impulsive, I don't regret it. Like I don't regret touching myself in front of him. It was exhilarating, pleasuring myself, knowing he's watching…
Now I want more.
I want to explore that staggering hunger in his eyes. I want to have those big rough hands on my body, his sensual mouth all over me, eating me up. My core tightens up with the longing so powerful it feels like a physical blow.
For the past few days since we began this engagement charade, I've had to rationalize the things I feel for him, ignoring the staggering attraction between us. I pretended not to feel the tingles that shoot across my skin whenever our bodies touch or the undertone of sexual tension that characterizes all of our conversations, even the most casual ones.
Now, I can't pretend anymore.
I need him to fill this voracious craving he's unlocked in me. I need him to complete me.
“I want you,” I repeat, braving the intensity of his piercing blue eyes. “Now.” And I even hear the desperation in my voice.
This time, he doesn't hesitate. He slams his lips to mine, capturing them in a fiery hot kiss, demanding more. Pleasure radiates through my body as the heat from his exploring tongue sets me ablaze. I grab the back of his head, returning the kiss with fervor as the flames fan deeper and hotter. He pulls back slowly and trails his mouth down the curve of my neck, licking and teasing. A shiver wracks my body as his hot breath fans the sensitive skin of my neck.
A soft moan falls from my lips as his rough, callused hand slowly caresses my stomach, trailing a sizzling path to my right breast. Goosebumps break out on my skin, anticipation surging through my veins.
"Please, Seb," I plead. Softly.
"Please what?" he asks, still kissing and trailing his lips lightly up my neck to the bundle of nerves beneath my ear. My core tightens and I squeeze my legs together, feeling my clit dampening from need.
"I- I don't know.”
He chuckles into my ear, and a desperate moan falls off my lips. With my whole body strung tight with desire, anything can tip me over, even a blow of warm, pleasurable breath from this dream of a man.
Seb suddenly pulls off my top and unclasps my brassiere all in one go. His hand motions, jerky and quick, convey his urgency, heightening my need for him. He flings them behind him and closes his mouth on the hard nub of my left nipple, trapping it between his tongue and the roof of his mouth while rolling my other nipple between his thumb and forefinger.
Hot and cold sensations fight for survival, tightening my gut from the dual stimulation, and my back bows at the same time, pushing my breast deeper into his hot mouth. My breath becomes raspy from moaning so loudly and it feels like my mind is melting into nothingness.
He nips and sucks hard on my nipples, alternating on both sides and simultaneously kneading and pinching the other. I drag my soaked clit down to his groin, feeling the imprint of his hardness pressing into my sex. My core tightens and spasms from the sensory overload. Moisture trickles out, soaking my panties as a mini orgasm grips my body.
Seb continues to lavish attention on my breasts. He grabs my butt with one hand while the other slowly drifts down my belly, flirting over my bunched skirt to the edge of my panties, slowly teasing at the charged nerves of my waistline. My breath hitches in my lungs as my hunger fans the flame higher, turning them into a roaring inferno. The mini orgasm did nothing to release the raging desire threatening to suffocate me.
I run my hands up his neck, gripping his hair, then down to his topless back as desire slowly renders me mindless. He releases my swollen, ravaged nipples. I let out a whine of resistance, instantly feeling the loss of his mouth. Then he goes on his knees and pulls down my soaked panties, exposing my dripping sex.
A slight, teasing breeze on my clit causes my core to spasm in anticipation.
"Look at me," he orders softly.
His voice, thick with desire, pulls at me like a magnetic force. I open my eyes to look down at him, my heart thrumming wildly in my chest. His sexy eyes, dark with hunger, rove over my exposed skin like a starved lion ready to devour his prey, making me even wetter. Hotter. I squeeze my legs, hoping the friction will help release some of the tension that's seized my body.
Placing his hands on each of my thighs, he opens my legs slowly, his gaze burning into my core. A shiver of anticipation wracks my body. He blows softly on my clit, causing a tingling sensation. I tighten my grip on the couch as he bends his head to graze his tongue lightly over my hard, swollen clit. The tingling spreads rapidly throughout my body, shooting straight to my very core.
A loud moan exits my lips as I start to squirm. Seb continues to lick and tease me until I think I'll go crazy from an overdose of pleasure. In no time, I'm dripping and desperate for release. He clamps his hand on my thighs, pressing them down on the couch, preventing my hips from seeking his traitorous mouth while dragging out my pleasure.
I become a shivering and shaking mess, and slick trails down the insides of my thighs from my heightened need. I sob his name, helpless with pleasure as he continues to torture me with his tongue. I move my right hand up to the back of his head, gripping his hair tight.
"Seb, please," I sob out.
I can't take the sexual torture anymore.
He suddenly closes his mouth over my hard clit and sucks hard on it as he presses two fingers slowly into my pussy, grazing on the bundle of nerves inside my sex. I close my eyes as the blinding sensations overwhelm my whole being.
"Oh, fuck. Seb!" I cry out as the most intense orgasm overtakes my body. My back curves upwards like a tight spring as I buck my hips against his lips and hands.
Still in the wave of euphoria, he drops a light kiss on my sensitive clit and rises from his knees. I open my eyes to watch him hastily pull off his jeans and underwear, exposing a thick, pulsing manhood. My core clenches involuntarily, triggering a series of shock waves in my insides.
A different need spears through my gut, eliciting a delicious hunger as he gloves up his manhood. Knowing that all that will be inside me sends electricity sizzling through my veins and my body comes alive, burning up.
He moves closer to me. His chest grazes my hard nipples, turning the hunger inside of me into a voracious need. He slowly closes his lips over mine again, kissing me deep and hard. His hands roam up and down my body, teasing awake the slumbering flames of desire, feeding it with more fuel as he plucks at my sensitive, hardened nipples.
I grab the back of his head, kissing him, letting my tongue play with his in an erotic dance. He slowly eases his cock into my hot sheathe and my pussy walls clench, already gripping him hard halfway in until he pushes against a soft, fleshy wall. My hymen.
He pauses. I press down on him, desperate to get it out of the way. Even though I have never had a reason to explore sex with a partner or the right person to do it with, losing my virginity to Seb feels right... like I have been waiting for him all along.
"This is your first time?" he asks, his expression frozen in shock:
"Yes," I reply softly, hoping he won't back out.
"You should have told me. Your first time needs to be special," he says, pulling me deeper into his orbit with his gaze while rocking slowly into me, scrambling my mind with desire.
"This is special enough, I don't mind," I reply in a shaky voice, his gentle rocking motion making it impossible to think clearly.
He lifts me up suddenly.
"Seb!" I cry out, and it slowly dies out into a soft moan as his cock moves an inch deeper, pushing and stretching my barrier.
I wrap my thighs around his waist as he walks out of the studio and into the bedroom, bouncing me lightly on his rigid cock along the way and turning the flames of passion up higher.
"Oh, god," I moan.
Once inside the bedroom, he slowly eases my back into the bed, kissing me thoroughly while rocking halfway into my sex.
He releases my lips and we stare deeply into each other's eyes as he pushes all the way in. His hand strokes my clit, teasing my sex as he pushes deeper. The sizzling attraction, the stabbing sensations of desire, and the burning flame of want converge all at once, sending shots of pleasure to every part of my body.
And as his body brushes over mine, it triggers every sensory nerve and heightens my unmitigated desire. I moan out loud and wrap my legs tighter around him, grabbing his back as he continues to move slowly, taking his time.
"Open your eyes, butterfly," he commands in a tone guttural with need.
I obey, immediately ensnared in his endless blue eyes. I can't look away even if I want to. We gaze into each other's eyes as he continues to move deeper. He takes my hands in his, interlocking our fingers, and moves our joined hands above my head while pushing his cock against the sensitive flesh of my walls. The furnace brewing inside of me explodes into a raging, wild inferno as he changes his tempo. Moving faster and harder. Slamming deeper inside me.
His cock suddenly hit a bundle of nerves, deep inside my core, and a blinding light flashes at the back of my eyes as my whole world explodes into a burst of fireworks.
"Seb!" I scream, rippling hard around his length as an intense, earth-shattering orgasm rocks my whole body.
Seb lets out a bestial grunt, his body tensing up as he gives in to the wave of his own orgasm. His movements become erratic as he chases down the high, triggering short bursts of mini orgasms, causing my vagina to spasm at intervals.
He collapses to the side, pulling me into his arms, breathing hard. I smile contentedly into his chest, closing my eyes as we both struggle to catch our breaths.